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lighthearted.
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i turn 24 today. To celebrate, I made this comic to be a spiritual successor to lead balloon, a comic in which I talked about the darkest period of my life so far.
A lot has changed since my 23rd birthday and this one. My priorities have shifted a lot, in ways that I think are mostly good. But i think the best part about today is that suicide has gone back to being a far away notion. I'm really lucky, and I'm grateful for that.
#yet another largely personal comic that kind of only has real impact to maybe four people#it's crazy what a difference a few months makes#and a trip to the beach that makes you glad you're still alive.#the last page is just me drawing my friends and I as our respective art sonas#credit to my best friend for inventing the designs#i keep copying their shit but its their fault for always having good ideas#ugghhh i love the people in my life so much and im so thankful for them#one of my friends gave me a vintage camera for my birthday#im going to take so many photos i could paper my walls with them#thank you for reading#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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the cast of OM after my MC makes them gayer except for the kids whose only worries are crayons and cookie dough
#obey me#om lucifer#om mammon#om leviathan#om satan#om asmodeus#om beelzebub#om belphegor#om barbatos#om diavolo#om simeon#om solomon#om luke#om raphael#om thirteen#om mephistopheles#om michael#om candy#om ..uuhhhh mephistos brother lmfao#my art 🪶🐦⬛🦴#took away mammons straightener and introduced his ass to a bonnet.. its not his fault hes a 3a in a family of 1s and 2s....#its not his fault!!!!!!#yes the one at the very bottom in the middle is in fact candy if its hard to read#i did the uhhh ''how i thought theyd write their names'' text SOOO long ago so im glad i finally have a place to use them muaha#guys they arent girls just cuz they have long hair btw
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post battle, one last short rest
#calliope petrichor#solum bufo#calder kilde#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#posts by me dot com#i was rlly . not ... satisfied w this piece but i know its probably .. fine so im shoving it out there#but . hehe . aa ....#im a lil busy but . wanted to do at least one last little send off art for duck team bcus uh.#well tag ramble but . this campaign has meant a lot to me and i am... really really sad to see it go#im glad we got the ending we did and overall this campaign has absolutely been my favourites start to finish#but still. gonna miss it a lot.#it was really fun making art w all a yall and talking abt duck team together :-]#hehe . im being sappy over here but u know what its YOUR FAULT reading the tags is OPTIONAL . WHATEVER LOSER . *skateboards away*#thanks to everyone whos responded so positively n enthusiastically to the silly lil drawings ive made ^_^ .!!!!! <3 u#its been a great year >:] to get really fucking hyperfixated in this bitch. anyway. yeehaw . omnomnom. happy hoglidays#anyway um. HASHTAG 2025 GRINCH DUCKTEAM ONE SHOT CMON CMON LETS GOOO PLEEASE.
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i’m so glad you brought up that bit in excalibur where magneto’s ideal prison is him getting to be a husband and father again, because it’s so relevant to the idea that the house of m reality isn’t actually everyone’s ideal life, but just wanda’s idea of what everyone’s ideal life would be. all the time i see x-fans condemn magneto for house of m because his ideal world is him becoming exactly like his oppressors, but house of m isn’t actually the life magnus wants! any time magnus gets to become a political leader, he hates it. he hated ruling genosha. he hated ruling krakoa. deep down, he doesn’t want to be superior. he just wants to live in peace with the family he lost.
also, shoutout to magda and anya, who never get to be anything other than magneto’s women in refrigerators. i wish they got to be more important than that. i love it every time we see them in comics, but it’s so rare. and shoutout to magda in particular since she’s been almost completely erased from the narrative by the maximoff retcon. really hope we get a reveal that natalya maximoff was magda all along when we inevitably make wanda and pietro magneto’s mutant children again.
i honestly didnt know excalibur was a predecessor to HoM when i heard about both runs so when i saw that set of panels for the first time it really had me reconsider HoM and the 'ideal reality' bit, im surprised i dont see it mentioned more often
i really wish there were more appearances of mags, magda, and anya; if there are stories focused on them i barely see them talked about... ive heard magda is mags' best-written partner from some but i also very rarely see stories that feature her directly named, so i never get to see her beyond the few fleeting instances i just so happen to catch her. id very much like to see more of her and mags' domestic life....
i think if we find out that natalya was magda all along i'll howl: this family really Can get more complicated contrary to popular belief 💀
#snap chats#that's what makes me upset about HoM: it has potential in its concept somewhat and really couldve delved on mags' psyche i think#like the whole 'wanda's ideal reality for magneto is entirely different from his true ideal world'#and how that's like. a starting point on how 'isolated' mags is as a person and how that isolation is self-imposed#similar to charles he acts more as a symbol and is always Of Action- he doesnt really divulge his feelings#not unless his feelings can be used to push his efforts of course- like to Really be vulnerable especially with his kids#i cant even fault wanda and pietro for thinking HoM is what mags really wants when it's all that he's talked bout with them#since the brotherhood days he's constantly reminded them that Humans Are the Oppressors so naturally his ideal reality is The Inverse#i dont know i think i just wish we got more of mags' perspective during HoM instead of him just being a part of the set piece yk#we kind of get that in the 2015 run buuuutt idk..... it's not my favorite#that run makes it sound like he delights in war over peace when According To What We Suspect it should be the inverse#idk.. maybe there was an inkling of something with 2015- i could probably wiggle it around to find something to what im looking for#also another panel i really like is the very last panel from Civil War#after a minor fight breaks out with the magnus family wanda asks/reminds magneto that HoM is what he'd spent his whole life fighting for#yet the way the panel is presented it doesnt feel. Right: mags and wanda are completely blacked out and left in this empty white void#under the impression that HoM ISNT mags' perfect reality it exemplifies this feeling#maybe its just because pietro and polaris just got done being pissed with him but still.... good panel for this thesis..#that if this IS his Ideal Reality why does it feel so empty- unfulfilling#the gold being the only prominent color- perhaps to accentuate the 'glitz' of this supposed Perfect Reality#but thats all it really is Just For Show: it's not of any real value but In Presentation .... perhaps im overthinking it vjELKAKJJ#but idk im just kinda rambling i suppose... maybe one day ill sit and do a proper analysis#i have notes of my thoughts but those were just my first impressions.. i could just be talkin a load'a nothin lol...#i have a lot of thoughts- more thoughts than HoM deserves really VJELKEJKLAJ but yeah....#im glad you appreciated my observation anon and im so happy you've pointed it out as well !!!#again HoM is A Run and im just disappointed at what it could've done i guess. also wanda deserved so much better#that'll always be my main criticism with HoM i feel so bad for wanda
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the screenplay is done
so have a gepard atm :D
like no shit, i am so glad it's over the dark au is gonna be divided into 6 parts so yeah, have a chara ref in the meantime :D
ps. and yes, that's the lobster ref (i havent watched the movie yet lmao)
twt crosspost
#honkai star rail#hsr#digital art#fanart#blacclotus draws gepard and luka the series#gepard landau#hsr gepard#dark au#dark!gepard#it's dark!gepard's fault the screenplay's not done yet#and im glad its done#im waiting for my beta reader to greenlight it
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having flashbacks to the time when i outed myself as a shifter to my best mate bc tiktok doxxed me!! <3 <3 <3
#i hate that app#its my fault for being on shiftok im ngl#that place scares me#im so glad i migrated to shiftblr#i love yall#live laugh love shiftblr!!!#shifter#reality shift#reality shifting#shifters#shifting#marauders shifting#reality shifter#shiftblr#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting motivation#shifting realities#shifting to hogwarts#desired reality#marauders#shifting to marauders era#shifting advice#reality shifting community#shifting reality#shifting consciousness#bea's losing her mind#bea yaps
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sigh i hate days like today
#checking on all the homies with bad mothers or no mothers#i’m currently avoiding mine because she’s been arguing with me about nothing since she got back home#i’m glad i’m not on the sales floor anymore bc wow we are a very busy mother’s day place and it makes me cry like once everytime#a lot of ppl my age i know are new mothers too and im so happy for them but im just seeing that it is possible to treat children with#kindness and love and it isn’t hard and then i go on a whole spiral about how i specifically am evil and awful and unloveable and have been#since birth. the spirals are worse now that i’m off meds today should be so fun can’t wait to see how this goes.#anyways if u read my depressing tag rambles that’s ur own fault#i need to get up and shower but i maybe have the energy and strength to crawl to the bathroom + lay on the shower floor#ok anyways let’s pretend i didn’t say anything and im super normal and good and healthy and fine
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see you could introduce any fitz au i would nod and be like yep makes sense im incorporating this into my belief system.
alternatively
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hee hee hoo hoo

i will never emotionally recover from this (wrote so much character analysis last night just to exorcise them from my mind so i could sleep)
#you’re killing me here man !!!! i’m having a great time tho#persuasion au may happen… but in the worst way possible (american politics) bc if i have to suffer then so do you#it’s not my fault alicent is so anne coded. she is literally stuck in a cage of her own making#seriously tho dude i love your work so much and im glad this fandom is giving your writing the recognition it deserves#your mind is huge and i am forever in awe#so happy to be reading your writing again#seeing everyone in your comments gush over archaeology AU makes me go ‘well i’ve been his biggest fan for years so i was here first!!’#we been knew carloabay is unmatched when it comes to gay people in toxic relationships#also. tysm for orphaning your old stuff and not deleting it. we need not speak of it but i go back and read those fics every once in a while#they weren’t ready for you back then. you were writing toxic yuri before it was mainstream. a visionary. born before your time etc etc#getting this notif made me smile :)#asks
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SPINKROK TOY PICS!! 💜💕💫
Felt the random urge to pose my Siege Spinister and Titan Return Krok doing a gay ass lovey-dovey pose, took some pics and thought I'd share them here as well ahaa










#I LOVE THEM SM.... my boys...#so glad to have figures of atleast them#im looking to get legacy crank soon tho!!#then thatll be three scavs on my desk hehe#ive also been on the lookout for any easy to grav misfires#ive found some way back on fb marketplace and carousell but i got too inclined on waiting for payment or got too scared thinking its a scam-#-that it got sold out before i could buy it 😭😭😭#half my fault but ehhh#hes HORRIBLE on the aftermarket but ill find a way....#if i ever do get more scavies ill def post more silly photography#wow tags became long again i got yapper syndrome bro#transformers#star's toy pics#new tag??? maybe....#the scavengers#spinkrok#spinister#krok
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Thank you for being in the world.
started sobbing when i saw this. i appreciate this very much, thank you so much
#im not sure how to explain it. but i really do appreciate this from the bottom of my heart#i dont often talk to people. i barely am able to form friendships. admittedly its my fault i dont put the effort into it#its a bad habit. i fear building up a friendship only to experience others moving on from the friendship later in the future#but what you said is such a personal thing to say. maybe not to you but to me it takes a lot to say something like that#while we might not know each other. im glad ive impacted your life enough to say that#gamezz.txt#i apologize for the venting. i wasnt sure how to describe it without saying that it really does mean a lot to me#thank you :')
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one of those work days you know how it is
(he/they/it)
#my art#sona musings#sona#cyclops#sketch#prince#furry#i was fighting a meltdown all shift#now im at home and angry my room is a mess even tho that's my fault#but will i clean it?? time will tell#so glad i can rest tho omg
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listened through and it was very good however I am genuinely pretty upset by the streams cancelling (it’s no one’s fault) because I’d been planning tonight with my dad for a while so. I’ll have to report back later
#I had been looking forward to the livestream with my dad for months so#im genuinely very frustrated and upset#which is. kinda impacting my listening#I should’ve just not listened until I could do it with him I think#I kinda regret listening to it now#I wanted to experience it for the first time with him#im glad everyone else is having fun and enjoying it this has just put a significant damper on my evening#and again. no one’s fault#but like. i am very upset rn#so. I’ll join the fun later I guess#GOD so many things were so perfectly arranged#and in a way we’ll never be able to recreate or get back
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i'm over-caffeinated, got the worst anxiety sweats, and threw up and have to get ready for work in 15 min... cruel cruel world
#no one's fault but my own#im glad i figured out that my body became normal with coffee again#(i had like 3 cups every day a few months back)#(and needed to change so it became one coffee maximum per day)#but man#i dont wanna handle children rn#grrrrr#kumikko talks
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sweating. gotdamn y'all have a lot of questions about swanatello the silly ballerina.
#this is my fault i did this to myself#also dont get me wrong#:)#i love the questons#but im also like#oh this is the one#of all the AUs and things ive made#THIS is the one that gets this kind of reaction--#the PUN BALLERINA BOY#GOSH#anYWAY im going out for the evening w my roomie so i will! answer asks later#i prommy u w u#hes existed for like. two days. and ive gotten dozens of asks abt him#i am glad... you like him :)#i like him too
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Healing & Growth
(gif made by my friend @robanilla-arts is below - slight warning for flashing! Thanks again, Rob!)
#if you feel like reading it - I'm gonna ramble in the tags.#Don't really feel like having it attached to the post for forever... cause what if i just wanna reblog some fairysona art??#anyways#this year sucked a lot. in a lot of ways. but im grateful for it.#healing is stupidly hard and annoyingly enough? not linear in the slightest. Yet infuriatingly - it is worth it.#I am far from done with healing. I've barely scratched the surface.#but im learning and connecting with myself along the way.#The biggest step I've taken this year is working on my people pleasing ways. it's a bad habit birthed from a lot of different traumas.#but it no longer rules my life.#I am not passive anymore - and surprise! that doesn't make me a horrible or evil person.#my kindness is no longer a weakness. its still a part of me and always will be. i won't let go of it.#but it is no longer to a fault#there are people undeserving of my kindness... i realize that now. I know what i will and will not put up with in every kind of relationshi#im still learning and exploring - and i've said a lot of goodbyes this year. I'm sure i will say more.#but that's okay.#some relationships are forever - some serve you for a while and teach you a lesson when they end.#and some relationships stick around and don't *have* to have a deeper connection#and that's also okay.#I didn't think I'd make it through this year in all honesty. I was very close to ending it all on multiple occasions.#But. for what it's worth - as of now im glad im here.#i will continue to struggle and have my hard times. im not naive enough to think depression just goes away.#but im okay for now and im moving forward.#there will be pauses and abrupt stops and likely some good ol' rotting involved. but when i can - ill be moving forward.#i will not speak a word of 2024 because no matter what it will have it's ups and downs.#but i will continue to keep working on myself. and that's all anyone can do in this weird life.#if you made it through all of that... uhhhh wow you got a crush on me or smth? /j/j/j/j#but fr - if you read this far... thank you. i hope you're faring well and that you have a happy celebration tonight.#sleep well and dream well when it comes to you#yucky draws#my art
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