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axolot-of-ideas · 3 years ago

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i think one of the biggest things that’s helping me get over my exs is when i realized that they were people i used to tell everything to, and now?

they don’t know i got new stuffed animals and their names

they dont know the homework i have and what im doing in class

they dont know when and what i cried about last

they dont know my new hyperfixations

and they do not know i have a new haircut

the last one is what made me realize it the most, such a huge thing in my life- especially since i got because i came out as trans to my parents- and they have no clue. i changed things for me

#i didnt tell them at first because i was scared to talk to them #but now? its just my life and they dont *need* to know #its… strange #i got the haircut like 3 weeks ago too #and i came out to my parents when we broke up but like-#i dont think dragon knows i came out- rem does tho- but idk its weird #also i’ve used their names less and less #they’re just my exes now #because it was different in the relationship we acted differently- rem and dragon didn’t hurt me. my exes did #and dragon if you for some reason read this far?#im getting our relationship and ‘pup’ and ‘kitten’ i dont think im ever gonna get over you two #because i want to be friends still because i fucked up in the relationship- i started seeing you less as friends and more as partners- and #now that i realized i’ve been aro? making you my partners to me was terrible when i like you so much more as friends #i would’ve prefered a qpr honestly- but i fucked up as a friend #and i wanna maybe be friends again one day #but i wont get over you- forever in my hearts #and no- its not because you two are my spirit guide assignments /j- i have more now actually- 5 including you two- if you can guess the #others well then- be glad im making friends #i miss you

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