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ginalinettiofficial · 2 years ago

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got the taylor swift text before i got the email, thought it was spam, deleted it, now regretting every decision i’ve ever fucking made and trying not to cry after two hours of doing everything i can to get that text back and failing 😀😀😀😀😀 literally kill me !!!!!!!!

#d speaks #i!!!! want!!!! to!!!! die!!!!!!#taylor swift #taylor swift eras #i’m sick to my fucking stomach i feel so dumb #i’ve just gotten SO many spam/scam texts lately it’s nonstop so i just immediately delete them #now i might not get to see taylor which like yeah whatever there are bigger problems in the world #but like. god i just want one fucking thing to go right in my life for once!!!!!!!!!#ticketmaster customer service is a JOKE so i know they’re not gonna get back to me in time for it to matter #i just feel so so stupid and so mad at myself #like fucking. idfk bro my life is not going well rn and this is just the cherry on the cake #im fully considering skipping work tmw cause it’s the middle of the night and all i wanna do is cry #and also my job sucks and im losing it anyways and won’t have an income and owe thousands of fucking dollars to the state for healthcare #that i haven’t even been able to fucking use because the city of chicagos benefits service is fucking broken #and my sister got in a car accident today which is unrelated but just also shitty #and now i have to find ANOTHER job except im a fucking idiot who chose to go into a field i don’t have coursework in #so the only fucking jobs i can get are less than minimum wage and i can’t fucking afford to live on that!!!#or nannying. which is just fucking hard. it’s so hard to constantly be thrown in and out of peoples families #and to fall in love with kids who i never get to see again #god i just wanted to see taylor fucking swift #i’ve been a fan for fucking fifteen years and i just wanted to get to see her and have fun and hear her sing her songs #that got me through so many different stages of life and so much bullshit #but i’m an idiot and i constantly screw up and i screwed up and now i won’t get to see her i’m fucking SURE #and that fucking sucks!!!!! cause it’s not like i’ll be able to afford the thousands for tickets after giving literally every penny i have #for this shitty ass healthcare that doesn’t even fucking work #and also now my phone is barely working cause i fucking hard reset it because the internet told me that would get me the text back #and it fucking didn’t #but now all my hundreds of tabs are closed :-))) and i’m missing sweet texts from my siblings :-)))) so there’s that : - ) ) ) )#fuck this fuck this fuck me i fucking hate myself

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