#im feeling too many things rn lol sjdkflsdhf god.

[cerealmonster15]

even tho i hadnt watched rvb in a good while, i didnt even get around to watching zero [from what i understand it was unrelated anyway? mostly? idk lol] it still feels so strange that it's over for real. with like all the shit that came out over the years about the company and stuff it's hard to think back on and revisit too, but also rvb was like my main Thing when i was in college!!! college was my Going Through It stage in life and i dont mean 2 be sappy but rvb really was something that carried me through it yknow??? it was even one of those things that got me thinking about what kinds of things i could do in the working world with digital arts studying 3D art and all that. granted i am glad i didnt pursue working at rt lol 😬 but still!!! it got me writing fanfic on ao3... it got me drawing a lot... i made a lotta online buds and mutuals, some that have come and gone, and others that are just floating around different spaces now. like i cant deny the impact it had on me and my life!!!!! and my fondness for that time. those doofy ass halo guys meant everything 2 me!!!