#im exaggerating when i say 4 i only feel like ro/xas because same i also am like so/ra but not really and im sad abt it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tronlightcyclerun · 2 days ago

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GRITS MY FUCKING TEETH its ok i just need to accept that i cant know everything about a timeline and having had my heart (soul) connected to another persons for ten years means that we are probably still at least a bit connected which also connects me to the guy that came from him by proxy given their merging and noclipping systemish stuff and i did merge with another character and we coexisted in the same body and that means ill feel like him sometimes and i just need to realise that youre not supposed to know all the tiny details about your timeline it doesnt affect me here i should be able to have fun with it and accept that sometimes i feel more like so/ra and sometimes its more one of the others he was connected to and its thats cool that i get to be able to do that and have different perspectives on things it means im not angry at anyone and i get to see a lot more than i would as just one character. but also why cant it be a fucking straightforward kintype i didnt sign up to be four guys at once are you kidding me fuck off

#NOW OBJECTIVELY ITS COOL THAT IT WORKS LIKE THIS. IF IT WERE HAPPENNG TO SOMEONE ELSE WHO CAN WRITE COOL STUFF ABOUT IT ID THINK ITS NEAT #BUT WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME . ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME THIS IS DUMB AS HELL #im exaggerating when i say 4 i only feel like ro/xas because same i also am like so/ra but not really and im sad abt it #im also fairly sure im not that connected to ******* because im scared of him lol but THE TROPES . I SHOULD HAVE BEEN HIM??? HUH???#and i cant tell if im so/ra or ve/ntus because like . i remember stuff as both of them and both feel correct and i Assumed it was so/ra-#-to begin with but thats because I Didnt Know Ve/ntus Existed.until i read the wiki and the plot summary of b.b/s made me cry until i-#-Threw Up . and that is the only time ive cried since i started t . which could mean nothing #also again the ******* thing qas throwing me off here for a long time i didnt know he was in k/h.3 and i was like ??? why am i scaredd of-#-you i never even Saw You What. but the dots there connect to something i dont like very much but my brain wont show me the actual event #so i dont actually know for sure . which is real helpful #k/h tag

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