#im embarrassed abt it DHFJDKL

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okay i uploaded a bunch of writings to the site, i guess maybe i should link that account in my pinned now fhfjdkdl OUGH I'll take a bit of a break in uploading and go find a dinner and then put my account in my pinned

[dandyshucks]

this is not related to s.elfshipping at all other than dear god i would give anything to get a hug from Guz after all this but ,,,, apparently I do not attract ticks ??? (just rambling utc LMAO)

my sibling and mum both had multiple ticks on them but I somehow did not have any ??? my best guess is i have really low blood pressure and poor circulation, and I'm also an on a med that lowers my heartrate, so that maybe makes my body heat a bit less noticeable than regular ppls fjfkdl. i thoroughly checked over myself and all my clothes and bag (including all along the inside seams of my pants shfkdl) and my sibling checked in my hair for me so im just like,, i guess.... no ticks on me somehow. that's bonkers LMAO. also we're in Saskatchewan rn so there are no black-legged ticks around here (the kind that carry lyme disease), so even if I do somehow have one really well hidden on me I will be okay, thank fucking god !!!!

also i finally broke and cried today dbdjskl my sibling just hassled me abt something really minor and made me feel like shit and I just kind of cracked RIP, so theres my one allowed cry for this trip i guess dhfjdkl, feel a little embarrassed that that was the thing that finally did me in ^^;;

AND NOW we are back at campsite and going to just eat dinner and play yahtzee or smth w the grandparents before they leave tomorrow and then go to bed PHEW.

I want to do some drawing or something tonight hopefully,,,, i gotta draw some Guzbug stuff to calm tf down after today WHEW-EE !!!