#im dumber than most i hav the retention n iq of a fuckin Rock n isnt tht jus funny? the hilarity of it? how could i ever had been 1 of Them | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yumenosakiacademy · 2 months

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theres always so much talk abt gifted kids who eventually burned out or w/e but what abt the gifted kids who werent ever rly all tht gifted at all. the kids who jus had a bit of a headstart for the first couple of yrs bc they could overthink a question or knew how to read or whatever. some of us werent ever rly all tht special. we were gassed up as being so soooo Gr8 but after the 1st couple yrs of Slightly Better Literacy wore off we werent anything special. we werent any better than most. n so we go slowly phased out of the gifted program or did more poorly than those tht were superior 2 us. we begin 2 fail what was expected of us. bc we could never rly truly compare. it was a mistake. a fluke. we jus had a bit of a boost in a category as, like, a 5 yr old or w/e. n as we grow up we realize we're dumber than we were 2 believe. we become nothing. what was it for? what was all of it for?

#.......was thinking abt how im a fucking idiot but i was somehow a 'gifted kid' way back when i was child. it meant nothing. all we got #were harder classes n more work. worthless. i even had 2 b taken out of advanced math bc i was so fucking stupid. im not gifted. it was jus #a fucking mistake. they saw tht i thought harder abt some questions theyd ask me bc i didnt wanna fail or tht i liked books or w/e n were #like by jove! this small child is Smart!! no u fucknuts. i jus had a bit of a boost w literacy. im not special. n i never was.#im dumber than most i hav the retention n iq of a fuckin Rock n isnt tht jus funny? the hilarity of it? how could i ever had been 1 of Them #delete later

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