#im drawing my spouses rn and needed pics of them

[mtsodie]

arte only has one ( normal ) follower trait ? goddamn girl we need to get you a personality

[megatraven]

you know i had do it ya... all of them. all of the watercolors

DSFRGTREDFR i appreciate u so much....... (wont re-answer th ones ive already answered tho)

cadmium yellow; when you think of the word “happy” what’s the first thing that comes to mind?

alex. is anyone surprised? probably not. alex is the biggest source of happiness for me at the moment bc i love them so much and think of them so often vuv

hansa yellow; what’s your guilty pleasure song?

god is a woman by arianna grande!!!!! love it

yellow ochre; name an artist/band whom you just discovered & can’t get enough of!

i hope it counts if it’s a fictional band bc Julie and the Phantoms own my ears rn

naples yellow; where do you feel most at home?

in my little apartment, in my bed with bunches of blankets and stuffed animals and snacks vuv

raw sienna; with whom do you feel most at home?

i don’t know! i’ve never really thought about it, and thinking about it now, i can’t pick out just one person. any of my friends, i guess!

golden ochre; describe the relationship you have with your closest friend.

i don’t have just one closest friend, i have a few. but my relationship with them is nice, we’ve made good strides to setting healthy boundaries, i think, and we can talk to each other about anything! :D

cadmium orange; what do you like to do on your days off?

rest and relax, watch a show or maybe just turn on some music while I play lovestruck or lovelink, play some pokemon, and either write or draw! i also really like to nap, especially since i often wake up early on my days off, and most of my friends aren’t online yet. helps me skip to when they Are online

orange lake; do you have anyone you can turn to when you’re sad?

oh, i have many people who would be very supportive, i know. it’s not a matter of having someone for me, though. i just don’t know how to bring it up to them, so i usually just keep quiet about it whenever i am :’)

titans; do you prefer slow mornings or relaxing evenings?

relaxing evenings, i think. slow mornings tend to frustrate me a little, but relaxing evenings are perfect

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything?

julie! and! the! phantoms!!!!! i mean i already bingewatched it but i keep rewatching it like all at once, that counts right???

red ochre; are you more right-brained (creative) or left-brained (analytical)?

right-brained B)

burnt sienna; is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it?

there are many, but i can’t think of any names or artist right now :^)

english red; what animal do you relate to most?

tiger tiger tiger tiger t-

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent?

right now? greek!

cadmium red; do you have a “type” when it comes to a significant other?

not really! just. girl or nb, i guess lol

scarlet; describe your current crush/es.

i guess i’m still nursing a crush from a couple years ago, though it’s much smaller now since we don’t talk as much but ummm she’s really sweet and funny, and endlessly kind it feels like. she’s so creative and smart and i love how passionate she gets <3 she’s a really good friend, too, and i really appreciate having her in my life in any amount :D

ruby; what does your ideal first date look like?

some cute little cafe-type place, MAYBE with some light hand holding, as we talk about whatever comes to mind, be it fandoms, our lives, etc.

carmine; what does your ideal second date look like?

just hanging out in the living room or bedroom, really. i don’t care much for going out, but if we went out anywhere at all, it would be lovely to walk down the street after a nice autumn rain vwv

madder lake red; would you ever kiss someone (or accept a kiss) on a first date?

no, and i don’t think i will ever really want to kiss anyone, thinking of being kissed kind of squicks me out. unless it’s a kiss on the cheek or hand or something, then that would be okay :)

rose; what’s something really positive going on in your life right now?

oh hm..... well, at work, my coworker has been really nice about letting me play christmas music on the radio all day :) it drives him nuts, but he keeps turning it on for me because he knows i like it a lot. it’s really sweet. it’s not a huge gesture, but it means a lot to me!

quinacridone rose; what’s something you’re really looking forward to?

the day that i finally adopt a cat! i’ve been sitting on it since around april but i just keep waiting. the day i do it, though..... i can’t wait!

violet rose; what does your dream house look like?

small house near the base of a mountain. neighbors not too far away, but not too close. i have a big yard, and a great view of the mountains i nthe area, and lots of trees. inside and nice and homey, soft yellows with accents of white paint the walls inside and out, and it’s filled to the brim with little knickknacks and things i’ve collected over the years

violet; is there any place in particular you’d like to settle down?

right now my heart is set on colorado because the mountains there were gorgeous.... i’d settle for anywhere close to some mountains though

blue lake; what would you like to do/accomplish before you settle down?

i’d like to travel a little, visit some of the friends i’ve made, really do something good for the world before i settle

cobalt blue spectral; what is the most beautiful place you have ever been to?

the rocky mountains!

ultramarine; when was the last time you were in a good mood? do you know/remember what sparked it?

i’m in a good mood right now! just getting to talk to my friends while i eat dinner and enjoy the things i love is a pretty good recipe for a good mood!

blue; what’s the most recent dream you remember?

i.... hmm. im having a hard time remembering any recent dreams. i had to go look into one of my chats for the last time i mentioned one- i had a dream where i was talking and became friends with Mr Fruit, a youtuber i’ve gotten really into watching recently :)

bright blue; what does your dream family look like? any kids or pets? how many of each?

honestly just me, a spouse, maybe a kid that we adopted (Maybe!!!!), and a LOT of pets. cats and dogs, at least one snake, some rats........

blue cobalt; do you like your name? would you give yourself a different name if you could?

i’m okay with my name, though i think i’m starting to really prefer meg over megan. if i could give myself a different name w no judgement on what it would be, i think i definitely would tho

prussian azure; what’s your favorite scent?

vanilla cupcake candles <3

azure blue; what’s your favorite type of tea, if any?

i don’t have a favorite!

turquoise blue; if you could start a garden, what would you plant?

tiger lilies <3

cerulean blue; if you were guaranteed to have a viewership, would you start a youtube vlog?

ABSOLUTELY

glauconite; describe your body without using any negative adjectives.

cute. soft. mine.

yellow green; picture yourself walking in a field. what do you see & hear in this scenario?

i hear the sound of birds and crickets, and a babbling brook off in the distance. i see flowers that don’t typically grow together doing so for me, shifting lightly in the wind. a few critters bounce over the flowers from time to time- fox kits, rabbits. everything’s at peace.

green light; are you in a comfortable place in life? if not, what do you think might make it better?

hmm. yes and no? i think a lot of things for me would improve if i could just work up the courage to come out irl. even if i didn’t get the responses i would want.

green; name three countries you want to visit; do you have any actual plans in place to visit any of them?

france, cyprus, japan. i think the one i would like to visit most is cyprus :) i don’t have plans for the other two, just dreams vwv

emerald green; do you speak any languages besides english? are there any additional languages you want to learn?

not yet! but i’d love to learn french and greek and tagalog!

oxide of chromium; what’s your favorite book?

where the red fern grows

olive green; are you currently reading anything? how do you like it so far?

not any books, but i’ve been meaning to start reading cinder!

mars brown; what’s a movie that always puts a smile on your face/makes you laugh?

ratatouille vuv

burnt umber; what’s something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself?

eat dinner and drink water :) (im doing both rn)

umber; have you drank enough water today?

i think i’ve drank 2 bottles. not as much as normal, but i plan to drink more!

voronezhskaya black; what or who is your go-to outlet for when you need to vent?

my scro friends :) (thats th name of our gc lol) there’s three other people in there and that’s typically where i go to vent if i have to. them, or my MLF friends. both groups always have my back and i adore them 

sepia; name five things that always make you happy.

alex, food, blankets, talking to friends, buying stuffed animals

indigo; what’s the best/sweetest compliment you have ever received?

one of my coworkers once told me that he can see the passion that i have for art, and i don’t think anyone has ever told me that they can see it before. it meant a lot and i hold it close to my heart now :)

payne’s gray; describe your aesthetic?

this is too hard my aesthetic is too broad ;( here’s my aesthetic tag tho

black; post a selfie because you are so beautiful!

im eating fried chicken rn so i will not take a new pic. instead, have this older selfie from 4 months ago!

[irmacornelia]

I was tagged by @veilchenjaeger!

i. how old?:  Im turning 18 in 9 days

ii. current job?:  Part-time groundskeeper at a campground

iii. dream job?:  Well my ideal without overt magic being involved would be a trophy-spouse with a part time job as a freelance artist/writer. But an actually obtainable dream job would be a job in wildlife/ecosystem management (trail maintenance, game warden, surveyor, park ranger, etc).

iv. what are you talented at?:  IDK? I draw ok and write ok I guess. I read really, really well. Like about 1,000 words per minute if I dont feel like taking my time committing it hardcore to memory or consciously imagining it happening.

v. what is a big goal you are working towards/have achieved already?: Go to college, get therapy that isnt counterproductive for lifelong trauma fuckery, finish my fics, finish my short story and self publish it.

vi. what’s your aesthetic?:  Have my fav one:

Forests that are old and so quiet you can taste it- Animal skulls being overtaken by the moss and gently, quietly rotting. A stream trickles nearby -the bankings and washed out roots on the sides hide fish and old glass bottles and the everdarker unknown. The source is under a piler of rocks covered in thick and fuzzy moss and it echoes in a way that makes you wonder how deep it goes. There is a broken stone structure with small trees growing out of it. Perhaps once it was something more, but the engravings are too worn to make out. The forest is so deep and dark and there are no signs of surviving civilization in any direction -you can taste peat and rot and fresh starlight. You are alone.

Or are you?

A stag stares at you. Unmoving. Slowly melting into shadows, with His eyes dark pits but they gaze at you still. He feels like home. Like a Purpose. Like an old friend.

Its night now, suddenly, you note. Time doesnt work right here. The stars and void gaze down at you, too. And you stare back up through a gap in the branches. You are dizzy and the void draws you forth and you stagger under the weight of things your mortal brain cannot fathom as cold starshine burns away at your very being. Then it retracts as fast as it came. But you think it burns now with approval.

You shake your head and take one last look at the deer. You have to go you say to Him. He still stares, his eyes the same tugging void in the sky. The void that calls you kin.

He knows you will be back.

vii. do you collect anything?: Rocks, dragon stuff, fantasy books, colorful socks, and obscure knowledge. I used to collect plastic lizards and those Littlest Pet Shop animal figs and still have them but im not as obsessive about those anymore.

viii. what is a topic you always bring up in conversations?:  Dragons or cats. Inevitably I will infodump about them on you somehow. I have done it on this blog several times im so sorry.

ix. what’s a pet peeve of yours?: Lizard titties. Bird titties. Any animal that isnt a mammal being anthropomorphized and isnt  mostly human titties.

Please learn biology if ur gonna xeno it up. Go the whole hog you cowards!!! 

x. good advice to give?:  Spite is a good motivator if nothing else when you need a reason to not give up. Dont be me, learn how to study, ask for help when you need to, try to get a consistent schedule, and get help for your brainhell before it gets worse.

xi. recommend three songs or more

Have some of my favorite songs;

You Cant Kill Us by Icon For Hire (all of their songs are good but im feeling this one rn)

MONSTER by Starset (like Icon for Hire, the whole discography is Good, warning for flash in video)

Where Butterflies Never Die by Broken Iris

Words As Weapons by Seether (warning- drawn gore as the album pic)

Plant Life by Owl City

Glitter and Gold by Barns Courtney

Elan by Nightwish (The entire Endless Forms Most Beautiful album is an Experience that thrums in my soul, but this is the fav)

I dont tag people in these but if you want to do it you can absolutely say I tagged you!!!!