#im doing my own summer activites here

[emry-stars-art]

I am very much enjoying putting together summer packages for my patreon peeps (and I'd like to do moreeeee so if you want pride cats + other goodies in your mailbox.. you can sign up anytime before July starts over here in PST)

[kaiemu]

I just got home from creek, and though I have CAUGHT the worse bug ever, so far, I have not felt this sick in so fucking long. My head is dizzy even when laying down, and food i try to eat taste like cardboard, and I want to Vomit almost all the time, my skin is burning up and I have such a head ache, the sick is also fucking my dreams up alot and its SO not cool. BUT despite that I've filled out a few job applications, and I'm gonna try to work more hours at the theater, i don't want to be finicailly depedent anymore on someone. I have gotten to complacent with their help, and though yes they should help out by paying the bills here because THEY do live here, it may be time for that converstation later down the road. I'm not sure if we're gonna be okay, one weekend of love and bliss doesn't change all the other bad things that have happened. But i'm willing to give it a chance, because you are not my ex. We have never gotten that bad, and who knows, maybe we can work out, relationships are never easy It's how the two work together to stay together. If anything like before happens though I will call it quits I wont live in that cycle type anymore. I need to stay better on track with my vegan diet, I think eating foods with animal bi products are also the reason I am so flipping sick, It really hard to change you diet espeacilly when You make NO money but like I WILL FIGURE IT OUT. I believe in me, plus I know how to cook some things I just need to get over this cold and start cooking. I wanna make a direction plan, this is something for me to look back on for the next upcomming week: 1. Clean the apartment and enforce and cleaning chore sheet, or they can start looking for somehwere else to live. I NO LONGER WANT TO LIVE IN FIFLTH AND SINCE I FUCKING RE SIGNED THE LEASE AND THE ONLY ONE ON IT YALL CAN FUCKING PICK UP A BROOM AND DO SOMETHING. I am so tired of having me and my partner be the ONLY ONES WHO CLEAN ANYTHING. like ya you do your own dishes? but when was the last time the trash was taking out? your food is literally in bags on the floor? the counter been swept? clean a toilet/tub? IM TIRED OF HAVING TO MICROMANAGE PEOPLE TOO. yall are fucking adults. your dishes are requrired but like fuck if you wanna use the kitchen and bathroom CLEAN IT TOO how hard is it to fucking wipe some stuff up. mind you i am aware that ONCE IN A BLUE MOON one or two people will clean after everyeone but its NOT ALL THE TIME and if we literally just did it all the time it wouldn't be a fucking mess. /end rent/ 2. Declutter and clean my own room, my own room has gotten really messy again and like I have no room to talk if i can't even keep my own room clean but also my room is PERSONAL SPACE NOT SHARED SPACE and I need to like figure some arrangement out in here that works 3. I want to start doing yoga on a regular bases. 4. I also want to not use the interenet up to 5 to 6 hours a day. I believe social media is affecting my progress and mental health, It not the same as writing like here but just scrolling through nothing all day doing nothing. Idk i just don't think it making me progress. SO NO MORE INTERNET MORE ACTIVE THINGS DURING MY Days off. maybe ill start a cooking youtube channel or something on youtub. cause why the fuck not. 6.I want to go out on more hikes, I want to set a trip back up for it where i put in flash lights, water, and small snacks, make it light weight so when we go places we have things we need. OH THIS IS ALSO A BIG ONE I AM GONNA BE SOBER FOR THE THIS MONTH/ i want to find activites that are like fun to do sober after I get my room in order and home because I want to figure out the person I really am and I can't figure that out while drinking all the time. I AM NOT A REAL PERSON WHEN I DRINK LIKE THAT, so thats gonna be something hard, and since tbh quitting drinking as heavy as i do can be really bad I'm going to take it slow only very speacil occasions will i drink. NOW THAT MAY SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE BUT REALLY IT ONLY IS FOR ME IF THERES AWLAYS A SPEACIL OCCASION AND I CAN'T THINK OF ONE UNTIL LIKE NEXT MONTH AT SOMEPOINT THERES A GATHERING OF MY FRIENDS/ ROAD JAM. BUT THATS ALSO IN LIKE A MONTH TIME SO DOES IT REALLY EVEN MATTER? i want to establish a better friend circle, and by that I need to get off social media and go back to texting or just staying on messenger, actually going out and seeing people is important too, I want to do more then what I have been doing and not in just the way I SAY IT I AM GOING TO DO IT because I believe in myself. THIS SUMMER I'M GONNA FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE THE BEST ME YET YALL CAN WATCH OUT but this is aslo a short list of i need to do that turned into a rant ooops oh well

[jedruch]

MCL Hogwarts Tag Rules: This is for your Candy. Fill with what your Candy could answer. If you have more than one candy or a genderbent, you can do this for them too. Got tagged by @mclcastielsass and @redrose04 thank you pretty ladies♥ And since number seven has magic properties in the wizarding world, tag at least 7 other blogs: As always, Im so late Say “Hi!”: Hello you there! What house did you get sorted into: Slytherin Are you a muggleborn, an half-blood or a pureblood: Pureblood. Of which elements your wand is made: Ebony wood, dragon heartstring core, 12”, stiff Ebony This jet-black wand wood has an impressive appearance and reputation, being highly suited to all manner of combative magic and to Transfiguration. Ebony is happiest in the hand of those with the courage to be themselves. Frequently non-conformist highly individual or with the status of outsider, ebony wand owners have been found both among the ranks of the Order of the Phoenix and among the Death Eaters. Dragon As a rule, dragon heartstrings produce wands with the most power, and which are capable of the most flamboyant spells. Dragon wands tend to learn more quickly than other types. While they can change allegiance if won from their original master, they always bond strongly with the current owner. The dragon wand tends to be easiest to turn to the Dark Arts, though it will not incline that way of its own accord. It is also the most prone of the three cores to accidents, being somewhat temperamental. . What pet do you have (owl, cat, toad): No pets with me. That’s not like, I don’t like them. I just don’t need to have pets here. What is your favourite class: Transfiguration, defense against the dark arts or potions – I really can’t choose. What is your patronous: It’s a wolf. My parents and brother have wolves too. We’re just like a wolf pack! You are in any extra curricular activites (quidditch, dueling club, herbology club, potions club, gobstones club, chess club, Lumaclub…): Chess club Your are or will be a prefect/headgirl/captain of the quidditch team/ecc: Nah, I’m not any of this. Do you have any special ability (parseltongue, divination ability…): Well some months ago my grandfather teached me how to use legilimency. But I feel like I don’t need to use this one… maybe sometimes but it’s really rare. I can also use occlumency I wish I could have parseltongue, but I don’t. It’s my brother’s ability… You are a troublemaker, the first of your class, both, the one who blows things: Not the best student, but still pretty good. Do you often get detention: No, noone has cought me yet. And it should stay like this. What do you want to do after Hogwarts: Who knows, I don’t think about that yet. Would you participate in the Triwizard Tournament (without Voldemort and Harry Potter of course): I don’t think so, I just don’t feel that I have to challenge myself like this. But actually I heard, that my twin wants to take a challenge. I should stop him, I know. And I’ll do this in right time. Your favourite teacher: Lupin is great. Actually I like McGonagall too. Your favourite fantastic beast: Just look at Chimaeras or Marmites

Your favourite spell: Silencio. Some of people speak too much… What would Amortentia smell for you: fresh and cold smell of winter’s night, smell of forest in summer and just baked triamisu Create an outfit with the color of your house: