#im bout yo weep

[saintbarou]

barou as a lion animal crossing character…ohh yeah…yeah..

[shoezuki]

(DSMP) I was clapping though when Techno was explaining how anarchy isn’t all just violence and destroying, there’s more to it. And how that’s just the approach that he took. Along with how he explained that even though he’s super strong and armed with a bunch of withers, it doesn’t really give him actual power. The power to persuade or to rally people, unlike others(an example could be Wilbur, as how he wasn’t versed in fighting but could still rally others to fight and he leads them too)

YO YA i loved that sm like. i know he sees all the tweets n shit that talk bout his character and im glad he specifically like. talked about the concept of ‘power’.

because he IS powerful. people are scared of him. he can take like 20 dudes in a fight n he’d likely be fine. and he has a Lot of gear he’s jacked. now with the latest.... dream development. he’s the strongest on the server. he’s the most powerful

but thats not the ‘power’ he’s talking about like. he technically Could use his power in order to have control over people. but he doesnt agree with that and therefore he wouldnt do that. n im really glad he pointed that out considering even tommy called him a ‘tyrant’ when lmanberg was destroyed.

but yeah kingshit i was weeping during him explaining it to niki altho i was also holding my head in my hands because second hand anxiety yknow

[paperstorm]

"somebody write a fic" wink wink (you kno what im talking bout yo)

Remember when I said in April that I would have lots of time to write this summer and now it’s mid-July and i’ve posted one chapter and literally nothing else *weeps*

[gizoogletranslateshomestuck]

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TG spittin' that real shit: its like TG: watch'n a mirizzle made of messin' but twitch'n schroda legs 

GC: YIZZOU S33 D4V3 GC: Tru niggaz do niggaz. 1 TIZNOLD YIZZAY, YOU W1LL NIZZOT R3GR3T H1TCH1NG YO' SH1TTY JP3GGIZNY FOUR WH33L D3V1C3 TA MAH CONST3LL4T1ON GC: TH1S 1S WH3R3 TH3 P4RTYS 4T 

TG: Snoop dogg is in this bitch. look at us go TG: i cant stop watch'n TG: Death row 187 4 life. damn TG fo' real: thoze moves 

GC: TRUST M3 GC: TH3S3 MOV3S DONT STOP K33P T4K1NG PL4C3 GC now pass the glock: NOT 4T TH1S P4RTIZNY 

TG: i cizzay see im going ta hizzle ta drizzay everyth'n TG: Im crazy, you can't phase me. drop it like its simultaneously hot n i just trizzle over tha rug TG: dedicate mah undivizzle attention ta dis S-H-to-tha-izzit 

GC: D4V3, WHY TR1P OV3R TH4T RUG... GC straight from long beach nigga: WH3N YOU C4N CUT 1T????? >: Ill slap tha taste out yo mouf.] GC: T4PP4 T4P T4P 4 P4P! Holla! GC: SHOOSH SHOOSH! 

TG with my hoes on my side, and my strap on my back damn youre rizzight TG: Aint no L-I-M-I-to-tha-T. truth be told everyone will be dippin' when im done TG fo' sho': oizzy i upset dis biznasty wit mah swift cuts TG cuz I'm fresh out the pen: dudes wizzay phizzle themsizzles agape lizzike theyre offizzle ta store mah shit 'n they mouths fo` tha night TG cuz its a G thang: riznows of glasseyed human fly brotha behold'n categorical messin' domizzle of tha dance F-L-to-tha-izzoor TG: Im a bad boy wit a lotta hos. but they wont catch none cauze tha flys all mine 

GC: YOU H4V3 4LL TH3 D3L1C1IZZAY FL13S 

TG: theres not any i dizzy have TG: im craft'n a nizzy dance move TG: ta shock tha shizzay out of aszes 'n pants TG mah nizzle: fred astaires ghizzost will weep 'n tha arms of his own nizzay rott'n corpze 

GC: WH4T 1S YO' N3W MIZZOV3 D4V3 >:? 

TG: its called TG: tha smug cracka parlor wiggle 

GC: >:O GC: 1 1M4G1N3 TH3S3 GYR4T1IZZLE W1LL SM3LL QIZZU1T3 FR3SH GC: L1K3 R3C3NTLY L34V3N3D GRUBLIZZLE 

TG: of courze TG straight from long beach nigga: n jiznust when tha scene thiznought it was startin ta rappa from iizzy ridizzles erection ova that TG: thizzay whizzen i bust out poser fierce mizzove TG doggystyle: i call it rageclock me 'n tha dizzy smirk plz TG: cut out ta tha rude jam "askin 4 it puttin tha smack down!" 

GC: HIZZAY RIZNUD3 WOULD YOU SIZZY TH1S J4M 1S D4V3 

TG: id say if i hizzle ta takes an educated giznuess it was outrizzle goddamn unmannerlizzle TG ridin' in mah double R: needs ta git workizzle ova by S-to-tha-izzome stuffy prude at finish'n schoo' 

GC: W1LL YOU T34CH M3 TH3S3 MOV3S 

TG: i dont know 'bout that 

GC: PL34S3 D4V3 GC: YIZZY ST4ND TH3R3 4ND DO TH3 UNM4NN3RLY M-TO-THA-IZZOV3S, 4ND 1 W1LL OBS3RV3 STUD1OUSLIZZLE 

TG ta help you tap dat ass: i dizzle know if you cizzy keep up with me kizzay TG: Im a bad boy wit a lotta hos. no offenze TG: theres jizzust magic 'n thiznese shizzle n tha cizzy gnome i ransacked wizzants thizzem goddizzle back 

GC where the sun be shinin and I be rhymin': COM3 ON GC fo my bling bling: YOU T4K3 TH3 L34D GC: 4ND 1 W1LL FOLLOW GC: L1K3 TH1S GC, betta check yo self: http://tinyurl.com/T34CHM3YOURMOV3SD4V3 

TG now motherfuckers lemme here ya say hoe: ahahahahahaha

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[jasensalvatore]

A birthday essay. A blog entry:March 9th 2017. It’s midnight, march 9th, one year older then I was last year. It seemed like a short period of time passed this year from last. Ive hit the “big” number so all i can do is go up from here. I kind of do this every year I have a birthday, it becomes MY new years day. I’ve always kind of thought of birthdays that way. January 1st I can start thinking about my long term goals, researching them, thinking about them, march 9th I can put them into practice. Last years birthday was a milestone birthday, I really don't want to repeat the number, not that Im ashamed, its not that, its…well, maybe I’d like to hold on to my “youth” a little longer. I know that doesn't make sense. I wrote last year that by this age Id hoped and wished that I had gone further in my career, a career that I had a lot of promise and dreams for. The slippery slop of I wish I did, I Could have become, if I only….and that may be, this is what I've learned this past year. It hasn't been easy, and its sometime is heartbreaking to come to, I know that I'll always be an actor, Ill always work in the arts. The slippery slop….I do wish I had my head screwed on tighter when I was younger and my head out of the clouds and had gone to an art school, finished my masters, attached myself into my craft and work when I was younger and understood that a career doesn't necessarily begin in Hollywood. There I said it. Now understanding that, I can say that age brings wisdom. I cant help my self, I was at a coffee shop the other day and over herd a girl talking with a friend, it looked as if they were studying something, so i would but them in there early 20’s, and i overheard her say “well the acting thing…Ill try it, if i get discovered….” I had to hold my self back with commenting. Oh my youth…. I know that word well, “If i get discovered” It was my fucking motto with out doing anything about it. It’s not a race, its a journey. Sure had I aimed to go to Yale school of drama was I good enough to have got in at that time in my life? probably not. I knew from a young age that this was always my dream, probably age 12. I wish at that time i would have applied my self different, but this out come would have never been reached. Timing and destiny, yes I believe that by a Divine God. I can remember when i first got to Hollywood I would go around and knock on agents, managers and casting directors doors, I had moxie, I had a lot of ambition, I wanted it and didn't really know how to do it, it had to do with knowing the work, application and commitment. I want the fame with out the do. does that make sense. I remember I walked into a managers office and said something like I'm not leaving until i can see the manager, walked into his office and pulled out some corny TV monologue, Im sure it had heart, I did have a lot of passion in those days. So the manager said ok, and hip pocketed me,(those who know that term) and sent me out on my first audition for a major Disney film, I was like…this is it I’m going to book this and be discovered, and it’s only been a year that I've been in Hollywood. Got the script sides, in those days they had to have them messengered over, I thought I was so…in having a messenger knock at my door with a script. I looked at it read over it, and I think that may have been it….I know knock my self in the head…I show up yo Disney, the gate they have my name, wow. drive on, walk up, wait to be called in…,….walked out herd laughs, Never never got call back again from that manager. I knew that while I might have passion I didn't know how to do the work, sounds like “ Boleslavsky’s the first six lessons.” and thats where I started. I think a big part of it was maturity. I went to NYC in 2002 by my self, set out to another big city, I didn't know anybody, took my first taxi ride, I tried my foot in NYC audition stage and was given a rude awaking. It seems like this is a big part of my life, my career, my dreams. It’s a reoccurring struggle on my journey. My journey. Thus far has been filled with excitement and adventure, pain and joy. In all due truth, I believe when I started to walk outside my bubble and travel around the world I saw that I had much to learn and see to understand something bigger then i was. It’s a story, it’s my story. I had a moment this past fall on my trip with my father. We were driving through Switzerland and reached a point where we were at the center of the pass, we had reached the clouds, and some how in a divine way God met me at that spot, it was some clarity. My discovery to being discovered, life doesn't work that way. Had I had my way in my 20’s and 30’s I would not be surround by the love that fills me now. Id probably be a victim, at the time, I had no great support system around me, close to me, to hold my had through it, i may have been a “has been” and that was never the dream in my life So yes i believe in fate, divine fate. A reason and a time. Anxiety still gets the best of me at times, tunnels of darkness creeps in at times, and at times I need to be cracked over the head with a bat to wake me up and open my eyes to the blessings I have in front of me and the infinite power that has a plan for me at the right time in my history, my journey. I have learned to fall in love with this verse of wisdom, for me it has served as hope, Job 23:10, “But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold”. This last year has been one hell of a year. It’s been a journey. 3 surgery’s, a dip in a mid life crisis, a journey around the world with my father, be passed over for a major movie I lobbied for for 6 years, watch my commercial agent drop me only to see her book a lead on a hit show herself. Be told I was to old and had not enough experience for a job. We got positive answers about our daughters health. I helped my parents move from the bouts of hell to California (Missouri), having them be a part of our children lives and watch them grow, getting to hold my wife's hand and have her wipe my tears away when I feel like a failure and lost about my dreams, when she see’s me for me and celebrates my dreams. My two healthy children that I get to hold. If it wasn't for this journey I wouldn't be at this moment, right now. There is a reason, a path, a season, and a growing curve....There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heaven a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal,a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,a time to search and a time to give up a time to keep and a time to throw away,a time to tear and a time to mend,a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. I am blessed. thank you Sarah, Samuel, Sofia, Mom and Dad. thank you.