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franticly googling how to be best friends with all my mutuals when i never answer dms and barely answer asks but i want to be best friends
#mutuals r all my friends if we're mutuals we're friends!!!#sorry ab this btw i do appreciate ppl trying to talk to me sorry im just very bad at talking back#im better ab this irl if im like in the room w you i dont stop talking u can go ask amethyst ab this#but for some reason if a send button is involved i just gdkhjgdhjkdfgkhjdfgkhjgdfkjhdfgkhj yk???#asks are a bit of a different thing bc i get a lot of them#less so ever since i turned anon off (and that shits staying off) but still quite a bit#asssss anyone with a big post can tell you it leads to spam/scam asks#and a lot of them
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the very large sp3arb tag
so @sp3arb has tagged me in a total four tags recently and i’m finally getting around to all of them!! tysm for all the tags, meri (btw i love your name?? i think its super cute!) and i hope you learn a bunch of unnecessary stuff abt me lmao (under the cut bc this is a long ass post)
i dont have a name for this tag
1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better
im not tagging anyone bc im bad at things and most ppl i wanna know about, meri has already tagged so
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.
APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces
PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know- I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument��- I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts
EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone
RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend
RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages [i don’t speak two, i speak one and sign in another] - I have made a new friend in the past year
alphabet tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better
I was tagged by Roxanne ( is it ok if I call you Roxy? I like Roxy) Actually @lxx-fxlix And for some reason it did not give me the notification you did, I was casually stalking your blog when I saw:
A: age? 16 (01 liner)
B: birthplace? North Carolina
C: current time? 7:53 pm
D: drink you had last? Arnold Palmer (half sweet tea, half lemonade)
E: easiest person to talk to? for me, it’s my irl best friend gwen and my best friend on here, krys
F: favorite song? oof i’m super indecisive so i’m just gonna commit to mayday by got7 (it always changes but mayday has stayed on my constantly rotating playlist for nearly six months now; most are on for six weeks, max)
G: grossest memory? uh probably when one of my swim lesson kids tried to eat a bug (they were like four) and i had to make them spit it out into my hands
H: hogwarts house? proud slytherin!!
I: in love? i love a lot of people, but i’m not IN love
J: jealous of people? not anymore, my self-esteem has gotten so much better in past years
K: killed someone? uhm a couple of times in fics (*cough* jinjin in not like this *cough*)
L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? not love but pls walk by again bc i’m probably enjoying your aesthetics
M: middle name? christine
N: number of siblings? one, an older sister
O: one wish? to adopt a kid with no family or an unhealthy one (obvs when older and financially stable)
P: person you called last? my sister called me yesterday morning, and before that i had called my friend to tell him abt a near death experience when i was driving
R: reasons to smile? something good will happen to you, you’ll meet someone wonderful, and there’s always new experiences to happen
S: song you sang last? poet by bastille (an underrated fave)
T: time you woke up? about 8 am
U: underwear color? light heathered grey
V: vacation destination? i’d love to go to greece someday! santorini would be my first choice, and then my great-grandparents old village near thessaloniki
W: worst habit? probs my dermatillia (picking at acne on my face until it bleeds, then picking at the scabs, leaving a bunch of scars that will never go away)
X: x-rays? i got one on my tailbone one time, two years after i sprained it bc my mom didn’t believe me
Y: your favorite food? uhhh most anything tbh; i quite like the honey butter chicken sandwich from pdq
Z: zodiac sign? libra
✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨
Rules for this are:
Have fun with it!
Tag some of your mutuals
1) Favourite colours:
orange!! and after that, any kinds of pastel or muted darks
2) Favourite song at the moment:
lotto by exo has been on replay in my head, my car, and my earbuds
3) Last book you read:
the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur
4) Last TV show you watched:
i tried to watch part-time idol bc hyunbin from jbj was in it, but within the first 15 minutes they set up an unnecessary relationship so i had to nope out of there real hard; i then reverted back to rewatching white collar for the fifth time
5) Last movie you watched:
does john mulaney’s nerflix comedy special comeback kid count?? if not, probably nightmare before christmas way back around christmastime
6) If you have a pet whats their name?:
four dogs: pheonix, kino, midge, and bess; three horses: little man, gem, and andy (ironically i’m allergic to dogs and horses, and my dad keeps buying more)
7) If you have siblings how many?:
one, my older sister
8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:
i love doing my swim lessons and seeing all my kids!! i haven’t been able to lately bc of the weather,
9) Best tumblr friends:
i only talk to @cheesyramynry on a daily basis, but i have a lot of blogs that i consider friendly acquaintances or casual friends as well!!
10) Favourite thing about yourself:
i value my compassion and empathy above all else; i am very much the mom friend and love to be it
11) Favourite memory:
ah i have so many; i think rn i’m gonna go with this past christmas, bc it was my last one with my grandfather
12) 3 weird habits:
swallowing gum, taking all my pills in descending size order, i tend to mimic how a singer sounds when i sing along to the song (ex: if they have a british accent, i’ll subconsciously sing in a british accent; if they stress certain syllables in certain ways, i’ll do it too)
13) What would you call your style?:
comfortable (stretchy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies) and with a few signature Gay Things (jean jacket, flannels, oversized mens’ button ups, a couple gay/bi pride shirts)
14) Odd talent:
if i have lyrics in front of me to a song i’ve never heard before, i can predict the pattern of the tunes and rhythm and sing along the first time
15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:
literally all of aroha and all of the sk fandom (y’all are the loveliest fandoms i’ve ever been a part of)
the stray kids tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.
I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions! Here we go:
1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?
i saw a thread of information abt the suspected nine members before they were officially announced and was like ‘yes i must stan them and love them with all of my heart.’ so uh,,,,, back in august or september??
2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? uhm, i’m gonna expose myself rn and let y’all know that i’ve never actually seen a full episode of the show; as soon as i heard it was gonna be a survival show, i knew that i couldn’t watch it bc my heart was too weak and i was emotionally incapable of becoming too invested while watching it; but from clips, i quite like the episode with the 3:3:3 mission, and also the last episode when all nine were reunited and told they were going to debut together
3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?
my initial one was chan, and they i got rlly confused, and then slowly came to realize that it was jeongin (anything else after that is a fucking mess)
4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?
literally kill me all of them bias wreck me so hard bUT hyunjin, jisung, seungmin, and chan have been wrecking me so hard in particular lately
5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? uHHH not dance line bc swimmers have 0 coordination on land; i quite like singing even tho i’m not good at, so probably that, but i can also hit all of chan’s english rap parts in 3racha songs, and keep up with lafayette’s raps in hamilton, and a lot of the english rappers i like too so uh,,, sign me up for rap line too
6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids? hellevator
7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? i think it was either hoodie season or runner’s high
8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?
young wings or school life or yayaya (or grr or 4419 or glow or hellevator)
9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?
i love their current optimistic and slightly rebellious teenager concept rn bc its an Eternal Mood; but i always love myself a soft boyfriend concept
10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?
how proud of them i am, and how proud of themselves they should be; i would tell them about how they’re saying things that resonate deeply for their fans and i love that they’re talking abt real world problems; i would also make sure to tell them (chan and 3racha especially) to make sure to rest more, and eat well, and take care of themselves emotionally as well as physically; and finally i’d like to tell jeongin how wonderful he is and that he’s doing so much at such a young age (lmao he’s actually eight months older than me but that’s no the point) and to never lose his cute little smile
finally done!! meri, if you actually read all of this, uh thank you????? i hope you now know everything you wanted to know abt me, and probably more than you wanted to know
i’m bad at tagging people, so if you also made it this far and haven’t done some of these tags, choose one, or a couple, or all of them and do them yourself!! just say that i tagged you!!
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mel tagged me in a lot thanks bro
aye aye aye thanks to he homegirl @starlightjeongin ily so much melly and you’re an angel <333 eskgetit!!!
also,,, there are like,,,, 4 tags in this so uhhhhh have fun
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i dont have a name for this tag
1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better
> so um if you read this you are tagged now congrats <
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.
APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces
PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts
EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone
RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend
RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year
alphabet tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better
> i dont know/remember enough blogs to tag im sorry <
A: age? > 15!!! <
B: birthplace? > californiaaaa <
C: current time? > 4:43 pm <
D: drink you had last? > water bc its good for you <
E: easiest person to talk to? > my irl homie @realmzenith , the most fantastic perosn i have ever met on this site and of whom my soul burns with affection for @starlightjeongin , and my rad friends in my got7 amino groupchat - selena, haru, apple, and emi :) <
F: favorite song? > oh boy i dont have a favorite favorite song bro i guess the first things i can think of is either danzon no. 2 by arturo marquez, martini blue by dpr live, and home run by got7 <
G: grossest memory? > asdf uhh when i went hiking with my pathfinder club and we went through a “long-cut” and went off the trail and we had to walk up this super long river, and then to get out of the river to land we had to walk through these riverbed plants and this gray mud stuff and i had to put on my socks and sneakers and it was disgusting <
H: hogwarts house? > i say that im a hufflepuff, lately i got placed in ravenclaw but i dont agree <
I: in love? > in love with the fact that im old enough to be a little free, in love with my kpop faves, in love with all of my friends who tell me they appreciate me, in love with the idea of being productive, in love with music and daydreaming <
J: jealous of people? > tbh i catch myself being jealous of other people’s artistic abilities, but i turn that into a need to become better/daydream about myself being that good so uhh???? yeah <
K: killed someone? > i was playing overwatch with a friend late last night and one of our comp matches there were these two dudes who played tank, one in particular imma call CTL who was rude to me and the whole team (my mic doesnt work so i couldn’t talk back but he was still a bing bond :( ), a few rounds after we left that one we got placed against the two mean tanks, and me, a mercy main with crappy aim, 1v1ed CTL who was playing mccree and i was HAPPY. we lost but binch i teabagged the heck out of his douchy body <
L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? > walk by again im staring at you either way <
M: middle name? > danielle!! <
N: number of siblings? > i have a younger sister!! <
O: one wish? > tbh to be better at what i want to be better at, like someone please give me like a stat 100 potion or something <
P: person you called last? > last person i called was my friend mikey of whom i was playing overwatch with lmao <
R: reasons to smile? > music!!! art!!! alan menken said that there will be a musical production of hercules in the future!! <
S: song you sang last? > the finale of newsies bc my sister left it playing on the tv as i ate nine (9) quesedillas
T: time you woke up? > techinally 6:30 am bc my dog was scratching my door, then 9, then 11 am <
U: underwear color? > mint blue and gray <
V: vacation destination? > i think i would love to go to the places in europe where composers lived, that or i would love to visit every place my internet friends live :D <
W: worst habit? > probably sleeping until noon, forgetting to do important responsibility things, reading a text message/email and then not responding bc i forgot about reading it
X: x-rays? > i got an x-ray on my right arm when i fractured it in kindergarten, some on my stomach when i ate like three whole mangoes with the skin on them, and some of my teeth before i got my braces <
Y: your favorite food? > thai food, stuff from panera bread, or pretty much warm foods with rice <
Z: zodiac sign? > im a virgo!!! <
✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨
Rules for this are:
Have fun with it!
Tag some of your mutuals
1) Favourite colours:
> green or purple!!! or like whatever im feeling lmao but those are my first choices <
2) Favourite song at the moment:
> asdkfjas;ldfkjsdlkfj bro i cant choose okay im going to shuffle my fav songs playlist adn put the first thing that comes up: damdadi by golden child
3) Last book you read:
> i think its my history textbook lmao finals are this week for me <
4) Last TV show you watched:
> my friend’s younger sister showed me clips from Stranger Things but i never have watch it before, i also watched a few dramas at a friend’s house but idk the names of them lmao
5) Last movie you watched:
> oh golly uhhh i think its enemies in-laws on netflix <
6) If you have a pet whats their name?:
> i have a doggo(?) named tucker <
7) If you have siblings how many?
> i have one younger sister!1! <
8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:
> i think resting, getting up to date with my million notifications, just scrolling through the internet, or writing <
9) Best tumblr friends:
> on tumblr i have the amazing wonderful fantastic showstopping gravity-defying dabtastical @starlightjeongin aka mel aka melly aka melmel aka infant aka like the coolest and raddest person i have ever meet
10) Favourite thing about yourself:
> idk if this is hard to explain but sometimes i do things people dont expect, like i was using my friend’s neighbor’s airsoft gun and like they were surprised that i have pretty good aim and that just makes me feel really good yknow <
11) Favourite memory:
> back in april 2017, during my band’s new york tour, in our hotel when i asked my friend what she was watching (it was got7′s m/v hard carry)
12) 3 weird habits:
> i turn on all of my nightlights in a specific order, when its dark in my room i like to dance to music and watch myself in the mirror, i tend to randomly scream i think <
13) What would you call your style?:
> i like to wear large clothes, even though im like a medium small bc ahaha i have slight body dysphoria, i also like to wear button-ups from the men’s section that have weird designs, suspenders, and i guess things that make me feel aesthetic and free <
14) Odd talent:
> i can clap with one hand and me fingers bend weirdly <
15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:
> i have a big ol friend crush on my dear friend mel and a lot on the gr8 ppl of the aroha fandom <
the stray kids tag
Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.
I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions! Here we go:
1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?
> lmao i learned about them when it was rumored that jyp was going to have a new boy group, and i followed the updates until the announcement of the webseries/release of hellevator. i didnt want more ppl to remember on my plate until december 30ish when i finally gave in to mel so here i am <
2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids?
> im actually going to watch it right after i finish this tag post lmao ive never watched it before but i think ive seen clips??? when the boys were vlogging themselves packing idk if thats part of the webseries but thats cute <
3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?
> I DONT HAVE ONE OKAY I DONT WANT TO TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT YET IM SCARED i legit like,,, dont know a whole lot about each member but i know their names but,,,,,, i think,,,,, before i start truly getting into them myself,,,, is probably seungmin,,,,, i think,,,,,,,, maybe,,,, whoops i just remembered woojin existed uhhhHHHH idk <
4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?
> (im listening to ailee’s i will go to you like the first snow rn and im so emo while doing this tag) i love all of them!!!! probs chan or changbin or jeongin bc they are so sweet!!! <
5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids?
> idk the team compositions of stray kids so i will get back to you on that one until i watch the series lmao <
6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids?
> of course hellevator lmao <
7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha?
> FRICK actually i dont know bc melly showed me vids of them performing live but i dont know what the song was :( <
8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?
> legit only have listened to hellevator and grrr so um ill say grrr?? <
9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?
> SUSPENSE!!! idk if that ‘s hard to explain but like something with a story in the background, maybe like a spy concept with a nice orchestration i think they can do it <
10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?
> ahhh!!! i dont know they all too too well but i would love to tell them that i feel that they are different from any other kpop group i have ever seen, bc they all seem genuinely happy and they are like the coolest bros and their friendship with each other is something that i could only dream of!! also ive heard that their songs have rad lyrics and they work super hard so i look up to them for that!!!1!!! <
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ok can i rant sorta real quick bc im sad
Iok im going to anyway bc i cant keep it in any longer,, ok so ive been in a horrible mood for the past few weeks and ive been so stressed and angry and i want to cry all of the time and its hard for ne to talk about it to anyone bc most of it deals with thr leople i need yo rant to,, but like i wna watch st but i dont have netflix so i cant and i told ny gf and she started watching iy on her best friends account and she wkuldnt answer me earlier bc she was watching it and ny mom wont get it +
+ and yhen ny sister sent ne a sc of her watching it and im on twitter alot and so everyone talks about it and i want to watch it so bad but i cant and it nakes me extremely angry i am going to COMBUST,, and then i have 3 Cs in school and i just cant get my graded up because its my first year of hs and my kom made me take all honors classes and an AP class and i cant grt ny work done correctly and have time to do ny sport and i dont understand most of my work i grt and so it makes me feel so +
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+ bad about myself because i feel syupid because everyone else can do it with the same classes and they actually have friends amd social lives and they all have As and i nust dont understand how they do it and i hate it so much,, and i alwyas feel like im super abnoying becausr im an idiot and i never syop talki g when i get comfy with my friends and im so needy and i absolutely hate myself ,, also my gf is online and she lives about 3hrs away and she really wants to meet up and imm super +
+ stressed bc we havent even skyped yet but we sc every single day an i trusy her compleyely and j ove her so much but i get sorta uncomfy bc i feel like if we meet irl ill start being rlly annoy nf,,, i know she wouldbt mind but it hurts me to think about,,, and my mom yells at me aloy and getd mad when i dont do ny chres becauude im doing hw but then when i gey bad grades she yells at ne and if she gets mad at me then ill yell back and then i cry and then sjjsjdjd idk i just feel horroble +
+ ab almost everything and im so angry and sad and so many other thigs at myself and i dont know how to fix it !! anyways yhank you so much for letting me rant inlove you so much and ive always felt really comfortable talking to yyoj about everything and im so sorry to dump all of this on you like this -💕
hi!! first of all pls don’t apologize for sending me these asks!! i’m v glad that you reached out to me and feel comfortable talking to me -is there any way for your gf to give you the password for her friend’s account? i mean since you’d be watching the same thing it wouldn’t be suspicious and her friend wouldn’t suspect anything. also theres a website called rabb.it that you can use to watch it w/ your gf possibly!! i haven’t used it but apparently you can stream things and have little chat rooms with whoever you want so maybe your gf can stream netflix on her computer and you both can watch the show together w/ the website!!
-school is super hard and stressful and i totally feel you with this one :/ maybe talk to a guidance counsellor or a teacher or someone that you feel comfortable with and can help you (or your mom if you feel comfortable enough). Ask if there’s any peer tutoring going on at your school (my school had a program where older kids would tutor the younger ones but idk if this is a thing in other schools). I can imagine how hard honour & AP classes are!!! pls don’t feel stupid for not understanding the concept and not getting A’s!! That’s definitely not the case. Sometimes there’s things we won’t be good at or things we won’t ever be able to fully grasp and sometimes things just take a lot of practice and time to be able to understand. If things get really tough pls don’t hesitate to ask someone for help
-i know you said that you know your gf wouldn’t mind, but think of it maybe in a different way! instead of thinking about you talking a lot as being annoying, think about it in a good way! Your gf will definitely find it really cute!!! I always love when my boyfriend starts talking a lot about things he enjoys, his day, random things etc etc. I know from your point of view you think you’ll be annoying, but your gf will think oppositely
-(if you can and feel comfortable and safe enough to do so) when your mom gets mad at you for not doing chores, explain that you’re trying really hard to pull your grades up. Maybe set up a daily schedule with her? Like do chores at a certain designated time period and then do homework at another time period in the day. Talk to her about how you’re struggling understanding some concepts and maybe she’ll want to try to help you out ily too and i hope at least some of this helps!!!! sorry this is all jumbled dgjhfdgdfkj but i really hope everything gets better for you!!!!
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tagged by @i-ate-your-mother thank u 4 tagging me i lov you so much binch
1ST RULE: tag 9 users you would like to know better: @spiderking-of-queens @fairlywayout @felthief @spiderprkers @pxrkerspeter @spideychelleblessup @harrisonholland @letusunalivethem @sachiparker
ily all and you guys dont have to do this if you dont want to!!
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true
APPEARANCE:
I am 5'7" or taller
I wear glasses (i only wear them like 15% of the time tbh hngg)
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces
PERSONALITY:
I love meeting new people (u wouldnt guess it tho bc im so quiet irl lmao)
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me (kinda??)
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges (i suck @ them half the time beep boop oops)
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY:
I can sing well
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head (some days im good some days i need a calculator to figure out 25 x 5)
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling (when i was like 10 yrs old)
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch (do i know how?? yes but can i actually do it?? we’ll figure out one day)
HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
I enjoy writing
FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION
I do or have done martial arts
EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
i have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts
RELATIONSHIPS:
I’m in a relationship
I have a crush on a celebrity (i hate tom holland)
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily (someone can hold the door for me and i would cry)
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend (in grade 4 hfnjjfg)
MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” (i instantly call anyone close to me a best friend gotdamn)
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling (3 siblings hnhgnfh)
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live (there WILL be a fuckton of snow)
I have hung out with a friend in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone
RANDOM SHIT:
I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life (loool)
I speak at least 2 languages (i can understand another kinda)
I have made a new friend in the past year
i love u guys!! if i tagged you it means i want to hold hands w u
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tagged by @blackinkedfeather, to my surprise >///>
1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS ok i tag @thegaygyrus @ninjayellowpearl @andrei-elotina (sumy already tagged you but im gonna too cause ily >w>) @ivatimsee @rainbowbarfeverywhere if you guys want to owo/
2ND RULE: Bold the statements that are true for you
APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller (PLease i am a potato) I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes (kinda?? more of a brown/green mix) I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined (I WISH LOL no im a noodle) I have or have had braces
PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people (i love making friends but its hard.. qwq) People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well (alot irl) I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (so many things, mostly to make fun of stupid stuff youtubers say but then it grows on me) (also “owo whats this”)
ABILITY: I can sing well (idkk??) I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping (but i can do many sit ups >∆> ) I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head (MATH INTENSIFIES) I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling (��wó)9 I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch (qwq) I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week (i love learning new songs >w>) I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months (i used to go alot, but not so much this summer qwq) I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing (nOOO ;_;) I do or have done martial arts (if going to taekwondo for like only 3 months counts)
EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol ( ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ) I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting (god… sao of all things… /slapped) I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day (many pokemon games xD) I have visited another country (mostly neighboring ones like austria, czhechia and slovenia :D, i go to a tourism school but we mostly focus on going around our country >∆> which is finee but i wanna see other places too !!>∆>) I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts (duran duran just 2 weeks ago!!)
RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship (not really looking for one ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ) I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had feelings for a friend
MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school (not really qwq) My parents are still together I have at least one sibling (two sisters!) I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live (THE WEATHER IS CHANGING EVERY 5 MINUTES, ITS HOT RIGHT NOW) I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs (i have a few but mostly listen on mp3/youtube) I share my room with someone (with my little sister xD)
RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce (i cant for the life of me remember my teachers names q_q) I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT SOMETHING CAN SOUND THIS GOOD) I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life (q__q) I speak at least 2 languages (croatian and english, i also study german and italian in school but ive got a long way to go qwq) I have made a new friend in the past year (i think ive made more new friends in this year than i have in my whole life >///<💙)
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hey this is the previous anon! i'm grateful for that long response. im actually been treating my depression successfully for the past year, and im a lot better! it's just that every once in a while i get low, which i usually get through! it's just i feel like everythings piling up yknow?? family issues, depression, school, and i've been insanely paranoid as of late. its just that i've been doing ""Cheer Up"" things but thats not what i need. but idk what i need?? thanks for responding though
i think i need like an irl friend to talk to? i have one or two friends , and i’m fine with that, but when i get super stressed like this it’s hard. my closest friend isn’t as great as dealing w her depression, and usually we like talk ab her issues. its just that whenever im going thru something we talk about her stuff instead, and i always just feel bad saying “oh yeah that sucks but anyways i have problems too” and its just? its kinda tiring just being a soundboard (1/?) (prev anon btw)
its just disheartening when u feel down and its like u dont have anyone to talk too. i want to talk but she also kinda opens w her problems and we spend the whole time trying to cheer her up. like im not accusing her of being a bad friend or whatever i just wished she like let me talk every once in a while. i recognize shes generally in a much worse place than me but i just wish sometimes she asked how i was? but idk whenever i’m feeling shitty she is too (she is more often than not) (2/?)
she talks first so we spend our whole time together talking ab her bad day and i havent even gotten to talk to anybody about anything thats been. i know i should talk to her about it but its never the right time. shes rarely stable enough to talk about other people problems and when she is i dont want to ruin her mood and im just so tired of not being able to actually physically talk to someone. typing or writing or talking to my dog isnt the same as talking to a friend y know?? (¾)
(4/4) but anyway thank you so much for reading!! you don’t have to post all these its just once i started typing i couldn’t stop. hopefully things will be better soon.
If you don’t like that I posted them then I can take them down at your request! but you’re on anon so your identity is safe.
I definitely get all the “I don’t need ‘cheer up’ things.” Little short-term things aren’t meant to bandage long-term issues long-term. They’re just quick ways to alleviate symptoms. And you gotta find for yourself what coping methods help you long-term. For me, getting back into nature and expressing daily gratitude helps, with a healthy amount of relying on my friends and family. Which seems to be what you’re seeking!
Sometimes friendships can be a little one-sided. I would try talking to your friend and expressing your need to express yourself too! But definitely trying to reach out/extend current friendships/find new ones. Reevaluate yourself and the people around you and take as much time as you need to decide who you can trust. Real life friends are always better than online because you have that real contact and speech and reliance, and social media can sometimes become an escape and an addiction and you don’t want that. You want to rekindle your enjoyment in the physical world.
In the meantime, though, if you need to vent again, whether publicly or privately, message or ask box, I am here. And you might want to try something like 7cupsoftea, where you talk to other people like you or professionals via text about your issues. The Dawn Room and its associated sites are also very good. Good luck, nonnie, I believe in you!
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