#im bet you look hellaaaa cool pooks

[thxnks4themrms]

i know you're not going to answer this ask for a bit bcs its like 3 am at the time of sending this, but yk ive been thinking thoughts for the past 20 minutes or so

like ive been dressing actually kind of emo for the past week or so, if not dressing like it im at least wearing eyeliner and this guy that im in a weird situation with (mutual crush, no relationship typa thing) has just been entirely acting weird abt me, even at one point during lunch pointing at me and talking to his friends abt me

prior to the emo-ness he was completely normal about me, just being cringe (pos) towards me and stuff

but the change in attitude got me thinkin

no matter how much i like him back, if he doesnt like how i dress or my eyeliner, i dont care about him. like if eyeliner is the one thing that gets in the way of talking to a girl, then do you really like him? like my confidence has fucking SKYROCKETED in the past week and i rather have a bunch of confidence on my own than no confidence and with somebody

sorry for writing an entire essay in your inbox, im just thinking a lot of thoughts right now

-🐧

No no no I like totally get it it’s okay. Like what I got from that is like he’s kinda weird and like he’s sort of a dick for like talking abt you after you started dressing a little different. THATS JUST ME THO OFC

N yeah you’re right abt the eyeliner thing getting in the way being stupid n shit. Like I personally think of shit like that as that one saying that goes “if u truly love someone then u wouldn’t be weird abt things u use to be weird abt before” or some shit along those lines n it it’s veryy true

Anywaysssss you should do what makes you happy and what makes you feel good abt yourself and I think that’s so real of you for like sayin you’d rather have a bunch of confidence on your own than with somebody