#im back on the cheating agenda oopsies

[star-quill]

no no no no bc....... hear me out......

you're dating this boy from college. he's nice, helps you study, takes you on cute coffee dates and everything is going so well.

until halfway through your last semester. there's a frat party and you're both invited. it's all fine until you catch him kissing another girl, red solo cup dropping from his hand as he cups her face. you feel like you're going to be sick, not even hesitating to run out and call a cab. you should give the driver your home address, run back to your parents and sob into their arms while they comfort you. but you don't. you give the driver peter's address. he opens the door groggy and tired, hair all tousled and messy.

"yeah? oh.. hi? you ok?"

he rubbed his eyes, adjusting himself to the porch light that just came on and that's when he sees it's you.

"no.."

"come in, come in.. you want anything to eat or drink?"

"i'll have some water.. please?"

"of course.. have a seat, i'll be back in a minute, ok?"

you just nodded, walking to his couch and sitting down, hands fidgeting waiting for him to come back. you take the glass from him when he does return, letting him sit next to you, and allowing him to put one of his hands on your thigh.

"you alright?"

"uhm.. i was at a party.. and my uhm.. my boyfriend.. uhm your son.. he.. uhm.. i saw him kissing another girl.."

"he fucking what?"

you just sniffled, setting the glass down on the coffee table and turned into his chest, sobbing.

"oh, sweetheart.. hey, it's ok.. let it out, alright.."

you just wrapped your arms around him, head tucked into his neck as you cried, tears staining his t-shirt but he didn't care. his arms cradled you and rocked you gently back and forth, soothing you softly.

"i'm so sorry you had to see it.. i fuckin'.. raised him better than that.. he's gonna get a fuckin' earful when he gets home.."

"s'ok.. please.."

"hell fuckin' no is it ok.. honey.."

he sat you back, holding your face as he looked at you.

"what he did.. was not ok.. ok?"

you just sniffled again, before nodding. maybe it was all the alcohol you had consumed, or the way he was looking at you. whatever it was, something was clouding your judgement and you know it was wrong when you did it but, you couldn't help yourself. you took his hands from your face and placed them on your thigh, before shifting slightly to sit on your heels beside him. then you leaned forward, your hands on his face now as you kissed him, feeling his hands tense on your skin.

but he didn't pull away like you expected him to, it's almost like he dragged you in more.