#im at. 7.5k words now. it'll probably be up to like 10k ish by the time im done
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orcelito · 2 years ago
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does discacc read as being made by someone Mentally Ill? be honest
#speculation nation#discacc shit#i mean it better bc it is lmao but#it's so hard to know what ppl think of my fic. vibes-wise#im so deep in the fluff with this chapter and it's making me a little sick lmao#well. im finally getting to the bittersweet/catharsis stuff so i get to sink my fingers into it a Little bit#but there hasnt been enough Violence lately. narratively or literally.#yes i know chapter b4 last there was a massive fight. it was lots of fun. but it was ultimately a MOCK fight#no sense of real danger or high stakes#hmmmmmmm#i think. after this chapter. there's going to be a chapter of some time passing#then im going to reach in. grab them by the throat. and then Twist.#im getting a little sick of all the reflective stuff. thankfully this chapter is gonna be the last one of all of that.#i think im gonna update it a little bit. from what i had before.#to make it flow better. make it feel more real/painful. & to hopefully streamline it more than what i had planned#bc i s2g if i have to look at this chapter for more than another week im going to scream#im at. 7.5k words now. it'll probably be up to like 10k ish by the time im done#JUST under what i need for 500k words. hmmm#i also need to keep in mind that i like to post chapters on xmas day. + the ones ive done before have been Spectacularly angsty#chapter 43 probably isnt going to be that angsty. chapter 44 is the one where i get to dig my claws in a little bit#but who knows! i could certainly find a way lol#it's relatively indefinite rn anyways. we'll see how things go.#can u tell im feeling vaguely mentally ill today? i am feeling. a lust for the Violence.#perhaps i really should eat rn. sooner rather than later...
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