#im at the durarara blog

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

wait, wtf, I feel like that??? Should I have a check up? (same nonny as the last one)

RUH ROH RAGGY 😭😭

why does this keep HAPPENING to me!!! 😩 either i dont have aspd and its something more common or a LOT OF YOU SECRETLY HAVE ASPD

so i guess heres the "so you think you have aspd" guide!

hold off on a professional diagnosis. this is echoed by a fair deal of aspds, especially here on tumblr. (theres an aspd community on reddit but yk... its REDDIT....) a professional diagnosis does nothing for you as there are no medications for aspd, and it CAN be used against you to discriminate against you and, worst case scenario, forciby institutionalize you. if you REALLY wanna know for sure professionally, you can, but im just making known a Community Opinion

RESEARCH. YOUR. SYMPTOMS. are there any other disorders they could be caused by? a good starting point is ADHD, autism, and other cluster B disorders. look at the clinical stuff like the dsm/icd criteria, but the crucial point here is the experiences of people who have the thing. having symptoms and daily life explained through the lens of what its like to have them, versus what they are clinically, is gonna be crucial to figuring this out.

i'd reccomend your-aspd-dad for aspd, and npdsafe for npd! i dont have any blogs for bpd and hpd, though, sorry :( your-aspd-dad is a goldmine of aspd experiences and they even talk about comorbidities (with autism and npd, which'll make the aspd traits manifest differently. for instance, im not criminal or even outwardly mean because i care about my reputation to a grear degree, which is the npd kinda keeping the aspd "in check" as it were)

i just talked abt it but yeah remember comorbidities exist. its like pringles man, once u pop u cant stop, except a mental health version. once you snap... oh crap!!

avoid sensationalized bs. just... stick with personal anecdotes, theres a lot of aspd misinformation out there. and STAY OFF QUORA PLEASE STAY OFF QUORA. LISTEN TO ME. DO NOT GO ON QUORA. HEED MY WARNING

and just because u have the Emotions Thing, its not a set in stone deal that u have aspd! try not to get tunnel vision looking into this, and dont forget to 💞🌈✨️ believe in yourself! ✨️🌈💞

but yeah the mmmost important things to remember are that theres a lot of misinfo and mental health is varied and complex. from what ive seen about aspd, its a very "youve met one person with aspd, youve met ONE person with aspd" kinda deal. im not exactly like any of the your-aspd-dad mods or anyone in the actuallyaspd tag or my brother and if you DO have aspd, you might not be anything like me!

(no really, if you doubt yourself too much ur gonna second guess urself constantly)

good luck!! god i hope i dont secretly Not Have ASPD haha that would be wildddddd anyway!!! good luck??!? have fun??!?!?!?!?!?!?!? AAAAAAA!??!?!?!

[gay4and2high]

drrr art inspiration has struck me suddenly expect to see some insufferable shinzaya pieces on my art blog these 2 live in my brain rent free

it is actually digusting how in love izaya is in with this man (me writing my 50th rant on why the anime was lowkey a character asssassination)

shitass doodle i made on a laptop trackpad before i have time to actually draw smthn lmao

[durararaofficial]

BLOG RULES

NO yumasaki blogging please. I dont know who you are and you look kind of

Repulsive to be honest I just don't want you interacting with me man and we're remeving you from the anime from now on man im sorry i didn't want it to come to this but you're really ugly so we have to kill you off in the anime DURARARA!!.

[jennilah]

I think i started to follow you bc of tiny!cas, like eons ago, let me tell you seeing you get into different fandoms over the years has been a delight.

I remember seeing post of you going like 'hey these slasher film kinda go hard' and look at you know.

I mean this in the best way possible, I feel i've been watching a house plant grow, every now and then catching my attention and being amazed by the changes

omg thats such a sweet way of describing my... well happy autism awareness day everyone, its a nice way of describing the way i naturally transition through my Special Interests lmfao

actually, for the holiday, let me infodump about this very aspect of my brain to anyone who isnt aware how this works for me. (also every autistic person is different, so this is just how this symptom manifests in me)

ill say "phases" to simplify, though thats an unfair word because it implies im "over" my past phases. 99% of my past phases are pretty much there for life, but in the back of my mind. (So long as I didnt have a "bad breakup" with it for some reason, which is rare but happens) The ability to become a raving lunatic about it is dormant until someone asks the right question.

There can only be one interest (sometimes 2, with one being the less dominant one) at the forefront of my brain at a time, though. that defines the "phase".

so for example, my recent Halloween phase is "over" and I am 100% fully into Saw now, but I still absolutely love Halloween and Michael and Jason and all those guys. as evident by me still happily sharing gifsets and art and buying merch etc if it tickles my fancy. They're just hanging out in the background of my mental display case.

yea whoever follows my tumblr for a very long time has watched it happen in realtime. the transition between interests. i know for a fact which phase I started this blog on. if you're here from the beginning, youve seen, in order:

-Durarara!! -Deus Ex -Supernatural -Godzilla -Detroit: Become Human -There was like a few weeks where it was HLVRAI -And then it was plants. There was a year-long stretch with no Special Interest and I was latching onto odd things (and I was very inactive here) -Halloween & Friday the 13th -and now, Saw

I have many other things I love, but they don't clamp around my brain in quite the same extreme way.

my phases can last any amount of time, anywhere from a few short intense months to 5+ years, its completely random, completely unpredictable. even the interest itself is impossible to predict. its not something i choose, its something that happens to me.

sometimes i avoid watching things for a long time because im still very emotionally attached to my current phase and im genuinely afraid the shiny new thing will replace it. all art or fic ideas for the previous phase? theyll be abandoned. all I will want to create will be related to the new thing. (though I will sometimes draw it anyway, like digging up old toys to play with once in a while. The likelihood just drops considerably)

which is why right now i pretty much put a pause on the other franchises I plan on watching. I'm genuinely gripping onto Saw like someone is tryin to take it from me.

and then sometimes im like "haha yeah right. ill be fine. ill eat my shoe if my brain latches to this" and then put on the movie and by the credits roll im a new person (yes thats what happened with Saw. I really had no idea.)

this is also why im terrified of even just "checking out" things that have, like, a toxic fanbase or something, because i cant stop a new phase from happening if it does. and its really hard to keep it to myself, fuck

(do u know how mad i was when i realized i was attaching to hoffman the evil dirty cop??? i was so scared of drawing him, dudes. but thankfully everyones been cool abt it and we're all very aware of his awfulness & we have fun w it)

and every time my brain changes and i do get obsessed with some new thing, i get really scared and worried and hope I dont bother everyone who followed me for something else :(((( and yet, every time, im absolutely floored by how many people choose to tolerate my newest nonsense and stick around anyway

anyway ive lost the plot of what point i was making here OH YEAH thank you!

tl;dr: that would be the autism! thank you, it WILL happen again! that is a threat! 🥰

[miiserablen0w]

hey all! thanks for stopping by <3

i'm gray, 21+, and i use he/they pronouns. bi and ace. audhd.

this is my multifandom blog where i can scream abt my anime hyperfixations because i am So Normal abt them and need a place to yap ghsjfhsjkf. some of my favs include but are not limited to;

soul eater, black butler, fullmetal alchemist brotherhood, mob psycho 100, hetalia, jujutsu kaisen, free! iwatobi swim club, sk8 the infinity, durarara!!, yuri!!! on ice, and ouran high school host club

if ur 18+ and share fandoms or interests im def down to possibly be mutuals! as well as anime, i also like to write fanfic, draw, skateboard, cosplay, and play guitar.

basic DNI: homophobes, zionists, transphobes, racists, etc etc etc

thanks for sticking around and take care!!!!! drink water, take ur meds, and have a great day / night!

[javaghoul]

Heck, its actually a hard task to explain what Durarara is about but I loved it so much I could talk about it all day. It has many plots, many absolutely great characters (i love you Shinra) and just lovely way of telling the stories of the individuals. Yes, it has gangs and they play big part of it but it is mostly focused on daily life and struggles of people in Ikebukuro. Also I recently came to the conclusion that the main theme of Durarara is the concept of love in many aspects and forms. Even those brutal and very weird ones (Izaya’s love for humans which causes him to play with their lifes and observe them like little animals, Shinra’s unconditional and a bit obsessive but sincere and geniuene love for a headless woman or a parasite sword that cuts people for love and thats only the beginning of examples)

Sooo anwsering your question:

- I belive Izaya would be involved in both CCG and ghoul organisations. He is the information broker without any picked sides so If he was payed enough or he could have some personal benefits for that he could pretty much sell anyone at this point. Also both sides would despise him, fear him and respect him. He is known for his twisted way of morality and being unpredictable. I would absolutely love it If Shiro Kaneki gathered info from him about, for example, Aogiri Tree, Dr Kanou or Ghoul Restaurant. I belive Izaya would picked a huge interest in him and decide to watch him at his path and doing Izaya’s things. And by that I mean making Kaneki’s job harder for his own entertainment 🤡 not to mention that Izaya’s absolutely would be in contact with Dr Kanou

- Tsukiyama on his gourmetous adventures with tasting Shizuo’s flesh and probably Dullahan’s too. And Oh mu fucking god Shizuo would absolutely want to beat the shit out of him 💀💀💀 I would love to see him being weirded out in a second and hit him with a vending machine 💀💀💀💀 (Shizuo is the strongest man in Tokyo, but like seriously the strongest, that man can lift the whole building and no one fucking knows why I fucking love Drrr so much)

- Shinra as an underground doctor could also help ghouls sometimes with their injuries or something, Celty would be probably scared for him If CCG will ever find out about that

- There is some similarity between Kida’s and Mikado’s relationship and Hide’s with Kaneki’s. Same dynamic for me.

I know you dont really care about all this stuff but I saw the opputurnity to vent about this and I proudly took it. I could write more but im tired as hell.

Right now you are my fav TG blog out there, keep it up! Have a nice week

I am so sorry I took ages to get to this. I saw that the message was long, and wanted to wait until I could read it properly instead of being like "yh lol 🙂".

CRUNCHYROLL DOESN'T HAVE DURARARA. I frikkin looked it up and nope it not there.

"Gourmetous" is now 🌟the🌟 adjective for Shuu.

I'm pissed I haven't been able to watch it, as it sounds like my kinda thing. Chaoticcriminalnotrealisticsliceoflife is what I live for.

☹️

Thank you for telling me about it, and answering my ask for you 😁 and you have a good week too!

[vinniedirkota]

yo my name is Doc and this is my kin blog! im a fictionkin/otherkin, and heres my carrds (warning, bright colors and moving elements!):

kin carrd (about, dni, kin list)

main carrd (about, dni, links to more blogs)

my spotify, i make a lot of kinlists

my pesterchum handle is hierophantsTempest! im not always logged on but feel free to pester me <3

basic kin list under the cut:

fictionkin:

dirk strider (homestuck)

pickle inspector (problem sleuth)

vinnie dakota (milo murphy’s law)

tom (eddsworld)

wayne (hylics)

ice king/simon petrikov (adventure time)

conseil (20,000 leagues under the sea)

doc sportello (miami vice)

sonny joon (HER interactive > nancy drew/hardy boys)

mogens (klaus)

shizuo heiwajima (durarara)

karamatsu matsuno (ososan)

ted graves (i have no mouth and i must scream)

otherkin:

skeleton (skeleton)

saxophonist on the roof (ze carioca)

Robot (beep boop)

coyote (:v)

weird kinnections that i cant figure out:

gir (invader zim)

gordon freeman (half-life)

kris (deltarune)

Jon sims (tma)

[rekursor]

about me :3

idk im guessing this would be the best way to get out there bc i desp need friends my i legit just talk to myself so uhh here i go

i love rambling so this blog is probably mostly just gonna be me rambling and shitposting (i'm very funny though don't worry) but i do have some hobbies that i rarely ever get around to

im gonna list major interests and hobbies but obv i have way more, i’m just gonna type ones that come to my mind right now so i don’t end up making this needlessly long

(also let me know if adding everything as tags was rude i'll take them off lol i just have no idea how to grow here without doing that [i'm too shy to follow others im sorry])

hobbies

i have ADHD so i don't really end up pursuing my interests nearly enough to be good at any (more importantly, my posts are 90% gonna be me rambling not posting anything useful lol)

writing

music production

drawing

game dev

web dev

interests

music

porter robinson (watching second sky 2022 nurture set as i type this LOL)

fall out boy

avril lavigne

space laces

virtual riot

happy orchestral music (osts mostly)

games

need for speed most wanted (2005) [and most nfs games in that era]

midnight club 3 dub edition remix

prince of persia

assassin's creed

doom

anime

steins;gate (fav anime babyyy)

initial d

kaguya sama

oregairu

durarara

kakushigoto

aesthetics i enjoy

Maximalism

dark academia

webcore

cottagecore (or whatever u kids call it smh)

other media

mcu

harry potter (not jk though fuck her + im trans so ggz)

spider-man in general

edits; 2023-02-07 - added maximalism to the aesthetics list, this is somethign i found out about recently and it's SO much just a word for somethings i'ved loved for ages

[vamptones]

✟ kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather . . . ✟

hi my name is maxime demian, but you can call me maxxie or demi for short. i’m 21, gender-fluid and i go by he/him pronouns. don’t ask me about my sexual or romantic orientation bc my brain is very occupied with other stuff and i don’t have time to think about those things. i am latino and hispanic, which means english is not my first language, and i’m currently picking french as a third language (don’t ask me how many times i’ve tried to learn french in my life, i don’t know why i keep doing it). im currently studying creative writing. sometimes i share some of the things i’ve been working on in here. i want to be a writer, but if that doesn’t work out by the time i hit 30 i’m fine with being a librarian or working on an editorial, and if that doesn’t work out either i’m killing myself. there’s something wrong with me but psychologist say i’m imposible to work with, they just don't get how my beautiful mind works.

im into beat literature and everything that proceeded from it. i also really love music and cinema. my music taste is wide and im always open to suggestions, i like getting into the things my friends like. im a lot slower when it comes to watching movies and shows because i need a lot of preparation, but i enjoy going to weird movie theaters. i also like alternative fashion, especially goth and japanese fashion. i like cute things as well, i collect sanrio figures and everything i carry in my bag is my melody themed. i also like some anime, i have a blog dedicated to durarara only @kasururigoth

this blog is personal and poorly curated, but i mostly post about my personal life and share some of the things i like. i also post about my OCs and the novel i’m writing about them titled CANINOS, if you ever want to ask something related to my OC lore please feel completely welcomed to because i tend to post things without context. I ALSO DRAW THEM although i hate doing it I have a toxic relationship with art.

im not a good texter but i try my best, i have discord although i’m not quite sure still on how to use it. it’s v4mptns. if you had my old account added idk what happened to it i think i got banned for my username whoops

okay i think that covers it DAMN that was long byeeee

[happy-tori-friends]

a collection of reposts from twotter including the long ago promised oc ramblings

1. The OC Ramblings

i had an oc named emily that i shipped with splendid actually. she ended up becoming a non htf oc i used for some lil booklets i wrote in the 3rd grade. i was also under 13 and on 13+ sites bc i was stupid and im 99% sure emily's best friend in that series had the same name and a similar design to a friends htf oc.

i ended up reusing them for a kids book project in a sociology class back in hs. im sad i didn't get to keep it rip

i also apparently had two others named smokey the cat and alex the dog according to an old youtube account? but idr ever making them.

i also submitted a lilac cat named felicity i drew in ms paint to the voting competition lmao.

all of them - except felicity had hair. but tbf i also gave my sonic ocs hair (in the vain of honey the cat, i think her name was) bc i felt weird with them being 'bald'

and smurb (i used some htf oc maker to make him, he was gonna be the masot of a happy tree friends oc rating tumblr blog which since turned into a blog i reblog things to so i can save them for later)

2. the tomodachi life in my brain (ft. my ocs and shizuo and izaya from durarara)

the tomodachi life-esque apartment in my mind has somehow gotten even funnier. ray and tsubasa invite shizuo and izaya to meet the new ppl who moved into the building. they knock on the door. the door opens and there stand lifty and shifty from happy tree friends. there is a long silent pause. someone shuts the door. there is more silence.

finally tsubasa says 'were those fucking two anthropromorphic green raccoons'

everyone goes back to their apartments, confused as all hell.

3. if i tiktok'd

if i used tiktok id probably make a video of my 3ds closed on my bed and my lifty and shifty plushes sitting in front of it and me going 'okay boys its time for you to get an education :) lets learn about Pokemon War' and i open the 3ds and its pokemon conquest

it just cuts to them looking at each other with 'wtf' and '???' overlayed.

so far they've just stayed on my bedside shelf but i want to be silly with them

the alternative is me tucking them in and going 'goodnight i love you' and then just jump cut to a poorly eduted sequence of them beating the shit out of my self portrait while the pmd outlaw theme plays

im completely and totally unaware that i am not funny at all. ever.

4. cub

human cub htf is just the babysitting mama baby and in this essay i-

5. graphic design is my passion

it would be really easy to snatch cub's hat and put it on the cooking mama baby but how easy do you think it would be to remove cuddles's hair and replace his feet with ones without slippers and recolor him pink to make bunny maloney

i considered drawing him myself but a. the shitty recolor is arguably funnier and b. the last time i attempted to draw in the htf style was my first attempt at magical warrior au mascot and i just accidentally made an actual htf

if this had eyelashes and an actual more human hairstyle + clothes it would be emily (she had green hair 4 a while according to old doink to youtube uploads but i swear she originally had blue hair + i think the cat club version had blue hair and the version of her i used for my childrens book project in sociology class in hs was based on the cat club version of her and therefor had blue hair)

6. ultima weapon

htf ffxiv au where shifty lifty and splendont just pull out cards and start playing go fish in the ultima weapon fight l during the cutscenes (

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

AIEEEEEEEE IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! I HAVE MORE THAN A HUNDRED FOLLOWERS!!! I THOUGHT ID NEVER SEE THE DAY!!!!

im v glad yall like this durarara metaposting/aspd info/health journal/spiral into madness blog!!!!!!!!!!

man i really hope i didnt promise to do some embarassing shit once i hit 100 followers. this isnt a joke i genuinley cant remember if i said smth like that. it SOUNDS like me tho 😭

anyway yaaayyyy!!! heres 2 another hundred more!!!!

[sweetoru]

hi ! hello ! welcome !

my name is Spirit. i’m an Indigenous, multifandom hobby artist who’s usually lost in my own head. You can find me somewhere in the mountains with a pen and paper, taking in the world around me. I’m really shy, but i really love interacting with everyone ! So don’t be afraid to interact with me…!

Im two-spirit and use any pronouns !

I’ll probably use this blog to post about anime/manga, games that im playing n basically everything im into ! n hopefully i can post some of my writing and art alongside those interests, but as life goes, it’s hard to keep on top of it…

fav anime/manga : Jujutsu Kaisen, Tokyo Revengers, Haikyuu!!, Mashle, Mob Psycho 100, Devilman Crybaby, Demon Slayer, Durarara!! n more…!

[doodlemxsings]

INFO~

I can be very slow sometimes. Bear with me.

This blog may contain nsfw materials such as violence, suggestive material and swearing. I will try to tag accordingly, but if I forget or if you want me to tag something specific, please don’t be afraid to tell me. I’ll be more than happy to tag anything you want.

This is a multiship blog. This means that any ships that occurs between my muse and another take place in their own separate universes unless it’s agreed upon by the account admins that they're cheating.

This blog is multifandom friendly.

This blog is OC friendly.

This blog is crossover friendly. Doesn’t matter what it is, really, but if I’m really lost as to who your character is, I’ll let you know.

RULES~

I will not do Smut RPs.

Most of the NSFW material on this blog will be violence, language and/or gore

Hate will not be accepted on this blog. If you send me hate, you will be blocked. This is a safe environment for not only myself, but for everyone else.

Any pictures used on this blog do not belong to me unless stated otherwise. If an image belongs to you and you want me to take it down, feel free to ask and I’ll be more than happy to do so.

Don’t force ships on my muses.

Please, please, please wait at least a day or two to remind me to reply to something. Either my muse is being picky or I got distracted and forgot. Please don’t rush me.

Unless you have asked myself and the mun of another blog, you may not just jump into an existing thread between myself and another person. Your reply will be ignored. If you want to do a triple Rp between me and another person, ask first and we all can plan out an order of who replies to who.

Have fun. :D

BONUS ROUND (MUN INFO)~

Name: Dee

Mun is 25+

Over 10 years of RP experience

Mun FC is Celty Sturluson from Durarara.

I can work with the tumblr IMs. I do have a Discord, but I am selective with it.

[moondrawn]

They're allowed to be tender... as a treat...

[uniformbravo]

i think that. sometimes fandoms are funnier when ur not in them

[nyanzaya]

The person let it drop. Why add more toxic bullshit to this fandom with passive-aggressive comments? Just let it drop instead of adding more unnecessary drama.

I understand this doesn’t warrant a response from me, like I’ve said ealier. And realizing that it is Mercury in Retrograde, where miscommunication and rashness and clouded judgement happens much more often.

I realize, the better alternative would be to make more content for the other characters, rather than what actually happened.