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surviveatitlan · 7 years ago

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Rites of Passage

The final three reflect on their time in the game and the people who helped them get here.

Madison

Alex, We were never on a tribe together so I don’t have much to say other than you seem like a great person and I wish we had a chance to play together in this game.

Dan

I literally made a confessional praying you would be first boot! OOPS.

Sammy

so yikes...honestly i was surprised to see you go so soon, but I was also nervous to be in another game with you tbh heheh. Anway you are so talented and are a great person to talk to because you can typically keep a convo going. I hope you had some fun in this game and I hope you are doing well in general too!

Madison

MY HIGH PRIESTESS WITCH BITCH! I hope I’ve done you proud by being the only woman to make it to FTC. I dedicate this accomplishment to the Coven of Nightshade.

Sammy

ugg I wanted to work with you so bad I just remember we kind of got put up against each other! you are such great person and never fail to liven up the party. Also I remember the caterpillar thing from the music video and I legit died.

Dan

Sorry your hex didn't work xoxo.

Madison

Yike everyone wanted you gone so fast I didn’t have much choice in you leaving. You were robbed and I’m really sorry.

Sammy

you were one of my favorites in the beginning of the game because you had so much energy and spirit that was really contagious. You crushed the music video challenge and you were just so outgoing as well. Good luck in other games and hope I get to work with you again! Thanks for having my back:)

Dan

When will you learn that your actions have consequences?

Madison

We were never on a tribe together but you’re an icon!!!

Sammy

we didn't get the chance to talk that much. I know you were super busy at the start of this game, and I think if you would've had more time you would have went pretty far in this game! Hope everything is well!

Dan

Idk her ):

Madison

You were so nice! I never felt like we really connected too much during the game, but you’re such a nice person I’m sure you would’ve killed it if you hadnt been such an early boot.

Sammy

When you were voted off I was so sad because you were another person I was wanting to work with more and I felt like our friendship was cut short. From the short amount of time you were here, you definitely made several connections and were super likeable! Hope you had fun and hope to see you around!!

Dan

Allan, you really came for me huh! I know it's not personal and you were trying to save yourself. Thanks for making our original tribe fun and giving it your all!

Madison

You pissed so many people off SO FAST!!! I honestly felt bad bc you went from neutral and likely to float for a while to BRIAN MUST GO NOW!!! It’s kind of impressive tbh.

Sammy

So sad that you didn't get further but you definitely made your mark on this game. You also were not afraid to shake this game up and were upfront with people. Be proud of your game and I hope to see you in other games around!!

Dan

Brian, I wish we could have connected more. You gave me some good laughs!

Madison

I LOVE YOU BITCH! I AINT NEVER GON STOP LOVING YOU BITCH! You were fucking robbed and I’m still mad about it. I made it to the end to avenge you and I hope I did you proud girl. Viva la Rebecka!

Sammy

I am so so upset that we didn't really get a chance to play this game together. I have heard several great things about you and I know all of them are true! I really hope I can play a game with you in the future and I am so glad I got to meet you:)

Dan

Beckka, you have become one of my best friends in life and in games. I am so thankful to have you in my life because I know I can always talk to you without judgement. You have a heart of gold and deserve the world. I wanted nothing more than to be sitting here at the end with you again like we did in Circle. I will never in my life meet someone as genuine, caring, and kind as you. I literally cried when these people turned fake and yoinked you on out of here. https://im-01.gifer.com/S6dx.gif

Madison

WOW ANOTHER KING! I wanted to work with you SO. BAD. but I knew you were playing the middle™️ hard and that was SO scary. You’re a lipsync king and I’m so glad we finally got to play together. Again, I hope you don’t hate me, because I love you so much as a person. You’re just such a threat in these games ahfjdjdj!!! Love you!

Sammy

ahh okay so from the first time we spoke I automatically clicked with you and I watched your intro and you were so kind and have positive vibes and this game was so much fun with you! Once we got split up a bunch of drama unfolded but no hard feelings, and I hope you are doing AMAZING!

Dan

Tim, I was so sad to see you go! You're someone I would really like to get to know better. Thank you so much for leaking your alliance to Emily because without that info, I definitely don't think I would be here rn. You were just such a genuinely nice person and I hope we can play a game together again soon!

Madison

A KING! Your vote was also TRAGIC! I can’t say I was too upset at the time because it was you or me (you SNEK!) but I love you so much. I’m glad we got to work together for a couple votes (finally!) but sad it didn’t work out for us to make merge together. You’re an icon, I love you, I hope you don’t hate me ahdjdjdj.

Sammy

so we didn't get the chance to play much game together...but I know you are such a great person and you have such a great personality that makes these games so much better. I hope we get to see each other in future games or current ones heheheh

Dan

Timmy, we literally know each other irl and we refuse to work together. It's like exhausting tbh, like we should just not apply to the same games.

Madison

Hm who were you again? Ahfjdjdnd jkjk you know I literally love you to the moon and back you’re a queen. I’m so MAD you got voted out when you did! I think your vote was the only time I was truly blindsided in this game. we were finally gonna get to work together in a game, and that’s the biggest robbery. I also know if you’d stayed in the game it’d be a wholeeee lot different, and I probably wouldn’t be sitting here. You’re one of the best players I know, so I’m honored to have been able to play with you again. And hey thanks for getting me into this ORG mess otherwise I wouldn’t be here! Anyway I love you and you’re an icon. Nakabanana.

Sammy

ahh okay so like I love you as a person and even as a player. When I entered this game and saw you were casted, I was so nervous because I know you have this natural ability to make people trust you and want to work with you. There were several times where I also felt like you and I were able to put the game aside and just about our personal lives. You are so so so so iconic.

Dan

EMILY. I LITERALLY KNEW THE SECOND YOU LEFT THAT I NEEDED TO SLAY FOR YOU. Wow, literally this story arc is unreal. From literally lying to each other through our teeth in Mongolia to working so closely and honestly in this game I have gotten to know you as a human being and a player, and I love both. As cunning as people think you are, you're so sweet and offered me such an amazing ally, and for that I am so thankful. Thank you for not throwing comps with me at the second swap <3 I couldn't be here without you.

Madison

It’s essentially my fault that you’re out of the game, but HOLY SHIT YOU WERE ROBBED. You were another person I never imagined not making it to f3, but again I think that’s why you didn’t. You were RUNNING that majority alliance and you were killing it. I respect your game so much but I knew if you were in this game much longer, I wouldn’t be. I hate we never got to work together (I guess Atomic is cursed for us), but hopefully we can stay friends after this because you’re such an icon.

Sammy

so we def went through every situation in this game and we just always had each other's back. You have this ability to make people comfortable with you and you are so kind. One things I respect about your game is that you are able to separate emotions/relationships from these games, which is super hard to do so props!

Dan

Olivia, wow were you the person I was scared of most in this game. You are so sweet and so cunning. I wish I could be like that haha I usually just come off looking like a dick. You were running this show and if you hadn't been stopped by Tim's loose lips, you could have made it all the way. I respect your hard gameplay so much and I wish I could have made a majority alliance that lasted for a while pre-jury. I'm sorry I flipped on the Misfits, but you were such a powerful force in this game and after taking out Emily, I felt like I couldn't trust you anymore.

Madison

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMFG. You’re truly the sweetest most genuine person I’ve met playing these games, and while we never managed to work on the same side during this game, I’m so glad I got to play with you. I don’t even know how to express how much I respect and adore you, but it’s a wholeeee lot. I also still have the video of you misquoting the “I never fucking learned how to read” vine.

Sammy

wow, you literally blew my mind away with your personality. You didn't take anything in this game personal and you had such a general interest in people,like Francie, that set you apart from the rest of the group. I hope you are proud of the way you played and I am so proud of you for beating your placement EEK! Thank you for being so genuine with me and just looking out for me!

Dan

ANNMARIE MY FALLEN QUEEN. Voting you out was one of the most depressing things to occur in this game. You were also someone I didn't work with too closely, but you were so kind and good hearted. I think all of your goodbye messages (except yours you shady lady) all speak to the person you are and how much it hurt to see you go. I can't wait to see you play more games and grow in this community <3

Madison

Oh boy here we go. Out of all the mess of this game, you were BY FAR the hardest vote for me, mostly because I know how much it hurt you. Not being able to talk to you and explain anything or just let you yell at me has been the worst part, because I still consider you one of my best friends in this community. I have my side and my reasons and my explanation, but none of that is relevant in comparison to my apology for hurting you. We both know I’m a snake, I’m a fake, my game is opaque, but it’s never my intention to make anything personal or to make you hate me. I truly am so sorry Bryan. I really hope you’ll be willing to talk to me after the game, because I love you so much.

Sammy

AHHH okay so you were literally one of the funniest people in this game and you always knew how to make people laugh when we were going through stressful times. You were never afraid to call people out and you weren't afraid to shake the game up. We both were after each other quite a few times but we still managed to get along haha, and I remember us automatically clicking bc of SAM BUSSY

Dan

BRYAN! I watched you play the last season of circle and be such a strong competitor physically and you didn't let me down playing with you. You popping off at tribal was one of my favorite moments of the season even though it was very calm and I didn't even get snatched that hard. You aren't afraid to say what everyone is thinking and that's such a valuable trait to possess. You going when you did mad me so sad, but I was just so worried that you'd kill the end game. Only respect for the game that you played and the mark you left on my game <3

Madison

MORE ROYALTY!! My showmance, the love of my life. Another super hard vote whew. I felt like even though we were sort of on opposite sides, we still managed to work together when we could, and our communication skills were iconic! I love you so much! I hope we can stay close after this game, because it’s honestly sucked not being able to talk to you.

Sammy

ahh, we were with each other since day one and you were just super outgoing and like you just seemed genuinely interested in people's lives rather than the game. It was refreshing to play a game with you just because we are able to put the game aside and just talk about life. Thank you for that!

Dan

Francie, another game in the books and we still haven't ever even worked together?? How screwed up is that haha. I wanted to get to know you so bad, but in a lot of ways I think we're very similar. We really pride ourselves in academia and making sure our personal lives are secure before these games, and that is something I respect a lot. I hope that someday soon we can talk Star Trek and just have a normal non-game convo, because the more personal convos with you are what I really valued through this experience!

Madison

Another queen!! y’all really aren’t making this easy huh? You know I love you. You were one of the hardest votes for me (although there were many) just because I love you so much as a person. As I said in my goodbye to you, I hope we stay friends for so long after this game because I love you so much. This game was the Isle of Skye we never had.

Sammy

so this was my first time meeting you and you have one of the brightest personalities I have ever came across! You never made a single person mad at you. No matter what happened to you, it seemed like you were always smiling and you were the light of the group. Thank you for adding such a bright ray of sunshine into this game and I hope you are killing it in your other games!

Dan

Heatherrrr <3 I was so sad that we never got on a pre-merge tribe together and only chit chatted briefly in the one world twist. Your fire and passion for this game did not go unnoticed. I could tell you were smart, daring, and willing to do what it took to get to the end in this game and I respect that so much. I hate that it came down to a "you or me" kind of situation with my idol, but I was truly thankful to have played on the same side as you when we hit merge.

Madison

Wow another queen who knew?! I NEVER imagined a f3 without you in it, and the fact you’re not here is honestly a robbery, but I think that’s why you’re not. If I had gone when you did I’d basically have no choice but to give you my vote because you played an INCREDIBLE game. I have nothing but respect for you and I’m so glad we had the chance to bond not only as players, but as people.

Sammy

we definitely went on an emotional roller coaster together, but no matter what you should be so proud of your game because you gave so many people motivation to keep fighting. You never gave up, even when you knew it could be your last day...you fought till you couldn't fight anymore. Thank you for adding so many great qualities to this game. This game would not have been the same without you and you are one of the most memorable for sure.

Dan

Jayyyyyyy, my fellow snake. To say that our relationship was complicated would be the understatement of the century. Our self deprecating out look on life brought us together and I was really thankful for the kindness you showed me in this game. You were such a strong competitor and in my mind there was not a scenario I could have thought of where you wouldn't have been in the ftc. It broke my heart more than you know seeing you go, and I understand and animosity. We slithered together in this game and when times were good, they were some of the best times I've ever had in these games. Love you so so much. <3

Madison

Autumn holy shit my queen. Your sacrifice is literally the reason I’m here right now and I don’t think I could thank you enough. I have no words to describe how NICE it’s been not being against each other all game. Even though we were on opposite sides, you were SO loyal to me (and I was loyal to you too! what a concept!), and I’m so grateful for that. You masterminded this f3 and got us all here. I love you so much.

Sammy

From the moment I saw we were in this game together I was so excited because I always wanted to play a game with you. We definitely were not together with votes several times but at the end of the day we always had each other. You are literally so perfect and have one of the sweetest personalities. Never change! Thank you for being a helping hand when I needed it and thanks for helping me shake the game up! YOU ARE ICONIC

Dan

Autumn, my selfless queen. After hearing about you for so long, I was so excited to get to know you! While we never worked super closely together, when we did talk, you made me laugh, smile, and just were a breath of fresh air. There needs to be more people like you in this community because you always met me with such kindness and respect, even if you did write my name down like every tribal council :P Thank you again for being a class act, I've loved getting to know you and I hope we can talk more once the season is over!

From me to all of 20 of you, thank you for playing what has proven to be the best season of Atomic Survivor yet. Tomorrow night, starting at 10pm, the finalists will plead their cases to the jury, and the follow night, our winner will be revealed. I am so proud of each and every one of you and am so glad I have had the honor of hosting each of you fantastic individuals.

#rites of passage #lakeofbrokendreams

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survivorwakea · 5 years ago

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Episode #3: “New Tribe New Tribulations.” - Ben

That joint tribal went almost perfectly besides the fact that a dean voted for me for whatever freakkkkiing reason, but I really came out of that tribal with close allys in Johnney and Chloe from the other tribes so I really think that is dope I would type more but I’m shot

wow ladies so im sitting on the toilet rn and i am fucking shaking in my boots. do u know how worried i am rn. im so worried. johnny said at the joint tribal that we were SOMEHOW not a part of that the 13 of them had already gotten to know each other and meet each other and everything that hit me rly hard bc like.... shit. shit shit fuck. fuck fuck shit. fuck. they’re friends already and more likely than not lono is gonna get picked off one by one at the tribe swap or whatever im literally so scared

Omg omg omg I just went to like my first ever live tribal and it was soooo exciting omg omg omg. I really loved having the chance to sort of better connect with these people and have a moment with them that you wouldn't otherwise have really. And, I survived so that's a massive plus as well!! Eek I'm just so excited right now to be playing this season and everyone on the other tribes seem so active and happy and I'm really looking forward to getting to know them more throughout the season. It sucks I had to lose Dean but we all have to make sacrifices somewhere.

Just got on new tribes and I’m pleased. I think I should be able to make some strong connections here. Elmo’s on my tribe and that really helps. Also talking to Joey and he seems pretty cool. Hopefully we do a good enough job on whatever song we choose so none of us have to go home. Hopefully Johnny, Justin, and Taylor are alright. I still kinda don’t know what I’m doing or where I am. Didn’t realize until half way through the last round that all 3 tribes were at the combined tribal. I thought there were 10 of us and that it could be a split vote. True flop? Yes. Maybe I’ll decide to get it together.

After a really crazy tribal council, we swapped and to be honest I don’t feel as bad about this as I probably should. I feel like during the joint tribal I bonded well enough with Chloe, Thomas and Taylor where I think that if we go to a tribal I have enough bonds started that will keep me safe at least for another round and on top of that we also got Cullen on our tribe which is honestly the best case scenario because that could honestly be a free round!

Trust Rankings (Early AF) 1. Chloe 2. Thomas 3. Taylor 4. Randy Who’s Cullen?

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Well I knew I was going to be talking about the swap eventually. Cullan just got evacuated which is sad and I hope he is doing okay. I'm glad I swapped with Chloe and I feel Adam and Taylor are staring to see me and Chloe as a duo, which can be either good or bad. Randy I need to talk to more. Taylor and Adam both said they would be a number to me and Chloe if we need them, but I hope to hold that off for a little while.I just want to win this next challenge and avoid tribal :)

WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE FUCK DOES THOMAS THINK HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW? Taylor has messaged me saying last night they spoke to Thomas about maybe us 3 working together and that Taylor thought maybe Thomas should message me first about it. But here I am with Taylor messaging me about it and no word at all from Thomas. I've given Thomas a chance to bring it up, I've been sat talking to him about how he's now finished school so he has more time to play orgs. This could so easily lead into a conversation about how Taylor messaged him. But instead he's just said "Im gonna go get a slurpee" well while you're out go find someone else to work with you because you're gonna need all the help you can get because I'm fucking coming for your bitchass now and I'm not gonna stop until it's red raw from taking all these hits from me.

New Tribe New Tribulations. I stayed with Elmo which is good, and I have been chatting up the rest of the tribe. Jared seems nice and I've floated the idea of working with him at a potential tribal. I've talked less with Lily, but she seems nice. People I've talked the least with are Ian and Joey. Joey never responded to my messages, and Ian I just don't talk to lol. I'm pretty confident ian would stick with me and elmo and I think we could successfully target Joey, especially if we hold the milo 3 over their heads and threatened rocks.

So, my premonition was most indeed correct. We ended up swapping from 4 tribes to 3 tribes. Not that that’s a totally bad thing. I mean, looking at OG tribes on Haumea 2.0, I’m in a 3-2-1 majority. And we had a music video challenge. My tribe lip synced to I Write Sins Not Tragedies. The question is, will we be pouring the champagne in victory? Or will the goddamn door be closed on one of us at tribal council?

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whew. sorry i haven’t made a confessional yet i’ve been busy. but now i feel like i’m gonna leave out important info so let’s hope i don’t. we swapped tribes and that was... a bummer. i had my 3 person alliance over on my other tribe and i had elmo! i miss elmo so much and just hope we meet again soon. i don’t really loooove my new tribe.. i like justin of course and i think i’ve been hitting it off with johnny. and strayed talking to anbel a bit. tried to talk to bodhi and asya but nothing really clicked. here’s something interesting.. justin told me he went idol searching and he looked where i looked round one and where i found the idol. he told me that a power was there but it’s now gone and he told me that johnny told him he looked there but said he just drowned in the vortex and didn’t say anything about a power being there. so i think johnny just messed up his words but now justin thinks johnny has a power and i’m just letting him think that and throwing scenarios out there and i can let johnny take the blame hehe. i also went idol aka advantage searching somewhere and i got somewhere asking if i’d be willing to give up 2 votes. i thought about how during the joint tribal a vote was missing so i assumed whatever power is there, somebody has it. so i said nope bye i want my votes! i told justin about this so i can kinda pin asya having this power since she was at the joint tribal and she’s on my tribe now so it could be a good excuse to vote her off if we ever go to tribal and i can be safe another round.

so now justin thinks johnny has the idol or some kind of power even though it’s really me who has it. and thinks asya has whatever power she got for giving up 2 votes. idek if asya is the one who got that power but i needed someone to pin it out so we have an excuse to vote her out and i can stay safe.

i also wanna apologize for whatever spelling mistakes i make and if i literally don’t make any sense at all. it’s so hard to type up exactly what i’m feeling and put it into words kdkdkdkd.

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Trust List:

1. Joey 2. Anabel 3. Elmo 4. Ben 5. Bodhi 6. Lily 7. Randy 8. Ian

so we swapped which is great! the initial numbers are 3-2-1 and im in the 3 so that's great! however ian isnt the most socially active player so i think he could easily be the target of the 2 and the 1 and i dont think either ben or myself would want to pull a rock for him right now

i think i will hint him to get close to like lily or someone so in case we ended up losing a challenge she'd want to target joey instead of him. thats the goal. i dont want to lose ian bc basically if lily sides with joey in that situation, jared will be the decider and while i do trust jared, i think it gives him too much power yanno and it might be enticing for him to stick to his OG tribe ally rather than two ppl he met at the swap

im not sure how that will go but i hope well hehe! ALSO I FOUND AN IDOL, ZACK'S INFORMATION PULLED THROUGH!!! i havent told anyone yet, in fact host made a mistake in the beginnin sayin that it was already found and then said like 1h later, oh u actually have an idol and that got me SHOOK TO MY CORE! the awk thing is that i told ben already that i didnt find it so hdiasfahsdif! i just hope that when / if i tell him, he wont be too upset with me bc i right now i consider us p close!

It’s hot as hell where I am right now. Better to be sweating over the heat than sweating over tribal, I guess.

I got tribe swapped fucked and im annoyed.

So i got put on a tribe full of STINKY stinky players. And the challenge is a lipsync so im like "submit the lipsyncs ASAP" and theyre practically more than useless and do nothing. So we submitted practically nothing because theyre so fucking bad at time management. And now we're at tribal.

Nobody talking to me about the vote, so I'm going home. I'll try and pull a stunt but idk. Wish me luck

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Milu 2.0...hmmm... Where do I begin? 🤔 So my feelings on the tribe are mixed. Adam, Tom and Chloe were all part of the previous joint tribal so I had already had conversations with all of them. It made it easier to socialize when the swap actually did happen. Tom seems like a cool cat, and I had approached him with the idea of him, Chloe and I grouping up. Chloe seemed more than okay with it, but Tom never talked to Chloe about it like he said he would. That raised some red flags for me and Chloe. Adam and Randy I didn't feel as comfortable to begin with, but in the past day or two Adam has really came around and proposed we work together. Thus CAT was born. It's maybe not something long term but I think I could have great allies in Chloe and Adam individually. Tonight's vote is probably the most uncomfortable yet. Nothing feels solid, everything feels very much in the air, even if I have a majority alliance. This game is a rollercoaster and tonight I'm teetering on the edge and I have that sinking feeling in my gut. All I can do is put blind faith in my people and hope for the best.

This confessional is for the Third cycle where the end result was 4-1 (Randy, Tom) Loosing this challenge as honestly a rally hard pill to swallow I was absolutely pissed if we’re being honest, pissed at the fact that the final product was my video that as supposed to get snipped and trimmed because I didn’t know legit anything about that song or even lii syncing. I think me competing and being the one that submitted helped me when it was time to vote somebody out because I was told by basically everyone that sending me home would have been a silly decision. I honestly think my only option was too got out Randy because I think I’m solid with everybody else individually where I was trying to force something with Randy. If we lose again things will honestly go from 0 to 100 real fast as I don’t think anybody knows if Tom and Chloe are actually tight or what the deal is there but that will one hunger percent come in to place. All in all very successful round for me in my opinion. I think I need to be careful not to build this huge target on my back but I’m staying focused and just plowing through

https://soundcloud.com/bodhi-small/week3/s-0kmTB

I’m doing wonderful! As far as this game is concerned, Jared and I are tighter than Ralphie May’s(RIP) pants. We know what each other is doing, and we communicate CONSTANTLY. Ian is tricky to get. He just says “Oh, okay” to everything, its as if he’s building up a wall to prevent me from having a social game, it’s highkey INFURIATING. I LOVE LILY, she’s an actual angel, and she’s a good player. I like Elmo alot, he’s definitely at a disadvantage due to his timezone. As far as everyone else, I’m getting closer to Asya as we’ve put our “beef” aside and we realized we’re friendly. Johnny and I have known each other for 3 years, he was the first person I knew in this community, he was the first person who hosted me and got me into this community, he’s going to always be like a brother to me.

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Cullan is removed from the game. Randy is voted out 4-1.

#episode #sailaway

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survivemiddleearth · 6 years ago

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Episode 1: “Hobbits, we gonna slay this all the way to Isengard.” -JG

I’m back and better than ever!

Heylo! Who loves a pre-game confessional oh we do! I cannot wait for this season to be honest. I am finishing a season as we speak being in the final 3 so the adrenaline rush and hype is so real. I am a not a super fan of LOTR but I do love and enjoy the the stories. I read the books when I was in second grade and the saw the movies for the first time in 7th grade. My goal is to be like Frodo in this game, make myself known when it's really important and needed, then disappear when I am not, why make a target on myself when I don't need to. Hopefully the power of the ring won't consume and something wild happens.... eeks here goes nothing, FOR MIDDLE EARTH!

Ahh fuck Johnny is in this game he's gonna betray me I know it fml I just wanna win an org how hard omfg

This is my first org in 5 months and honestly I forget how to play. I'm just gonna do whatever and I do how I do, but I'm not gonna be scared to yeet people out of here.

Part of my strategy is to try and be social to everyone in the beginning. I want to try and have a conversation with everyone on my tribe as soon as possible and try to gain a slight favor so people think I have something to contribute to them if we happen to lose the first immunity challenge and go to tribal

First confession of a new game is always a lot. I haven’t played since…March? Maybe even earlier than that. And if you know me, you know there’s been a lot of drama surrounding me since then, so I’m definitely nervous to be back in the saddle and playing again. Pre-merge queen. Basically, on my tribe, I feel…neutral to nervous. I have Dylan R, who is my ORG child, so I should be able to work with him fairly easily. I’ve also hosted Eric, which could be good if he weren’t friends with so many people who don’t like me. Same boat with Vi. I’m hoping I can kind of work both of them to my side, but it might not be possible and I may just have to rely on Dylan keeping me in the loop. There’s also a newbie, which is usually a good sign. Finally, we have Johnny. I FEEL like Johnny has an issue with me from something, but I’m not 100% sure. I love reaching a point in my life where I can’t remember who hates me and why, but, hey, that’s running and destroying the biggest ORG series since Mains for you. As for the other tribes……..yikes on a bike. Aside from Zach, JG, and Stephen (more of my sons), we’re fairly stacked with people who would cut my throat without a second thought. Drew has seen me play before and we had a, uh, messy relationship in that game. I’m certain Sammy still hates me from Lago and also from The Drama since he’s friends with the core few people who hate me. Nick I don’t know, but he has “skinny” in his bio as a positive which means we probably won’t get along, plus he came from tengaged which can be a yikes. Crow I hosted for like three seconds in Emathia, so maybe he’ll have mercy on me. Dennis I think hates me from the Athena stuff. Bodhi I think hates me, and I’m not wild about him either. Roxy I know hates me but I don’t have any idea why since we’ve never spoken. Probably just more Athena Stuff. Hopefully I make merge with JG. That’s going to be my big hope for this season. Well. Idol hunting is going to be my lifeblood. Wish me luck, unless you hate me like everyone else.

So Drew in this game? Kill me with an axe right now. What the fuck is JG doing here? I'm finished, I was going to play nice but THREE zwooper people are on my tribe. MESS.

Small tribe, which means riskier tribals early on but its easier to get to know everyone. So far Roxy and.. dnn??? I like (I’ll check the cast reveal for what we should be calling dnn). JG and Sammy I know from other games, I feel I can trust JG a little, we’ll see. Sammy I don’t know I like to give people clean slates but almost every game we’ve been in he’s gone straight for me. Bodhi hasnt messaged me back yet :/

Hello ! Welcome to my first confession. Excited to exist. I haven’t met everyone in the tribe yet but I am playing with my old host so that’s funny. I don’t really have any interesting things to say so just. Hello. The first immunity challenge is one that I really didn’t do well in the first time I played so. Yikes. Whatever I’m still excited !!

Well hey! Got a clue on my very first idol hunt? But in a series so aggressively dominated by men, where the hell is "sisterhood" supposed to take me?

Honestly, I did not want to do the first challenge. I know I am good at it, but I didn't want to be the one responsible for losing for the tribe since its a hero challenge. I made up an excuse which is not a lie and is at the same time. Hopefully our tribe does well at the challenge!

This game so far is really stupid, I mean no talking during heats is fine but the fact that my tribe didn't offer any condolences or anything like "you tried" is rude and frankly, tragic.

You ever agree to face an Australian in an endurance challenge at midnight your time, 2pm his time? What a disaster for me

What are half the things mentioned here. Like what's a hobbit. I know its a movie but like, really? There better not be a quiz on LOTR or I am getting last place.

Yas!!! I love getting lucky and being on a winning tribe. First immunity lets go hobbits, we gonna slay this all the way to Isengard. So far I've mingled and stayed for tea with my hobbits and gotten to know them. Of course I'm excited to play with Stephen again, cool to finally meet Roxy and Bodhi. We shall see what will happen I'm anxiously, excitedly nervous. But let's go!

You know the most embarrassing part of losing that comp in 2 seconds? The fact that I almost called in sick to work bc I wanted to free my schedule for the day. Yeah that was a flop. If I get eliminated first that would be simultaneously hilarious and also very depressing. No one other than Eric and Jay have messaged me so I should probably like. Pop in and say hi

watches crow flop

My tribe is so...INACTIVE.

In this immunity challenge, I have no other option but to beat Vi if i dont, I will lose my spot in this game, I swear on it

Im deciding if I should tell Crow Run wants him out. I like Run but I gotta cover myself...

So uh...it’s kinda fuckin wild. We lost and don’t really have an easy vote because everyone’s active and ready to play the damn game. I’m fairly certain there’s a large majority though I don’t think anyone will be absolutely shocked about who goes home.

I'd like to start this seasons confessionals of with saying that I absolutely hate Bodhi. Since he took my Tom Bombadil and then told me, he had forgotten that he was cast for this season... LIKE COME ON ARE YOU SERIOUS, THATS MY AVATAR. After calming down I saw the tribe I was on. Bodhi (AJUSNKDIKWQJNE), Roxy, Sammy, Stephen and JG. I have played loads with Sammy and Roxy before. Stephen seems nice. Bodhi must die and JG is prolly the hardest person to talk to since I was in kindergarten. I mean. It should be that hard to give proper answers to your questions. MAYBE it was because he was busy playing the inferior BR game fortnite, but still come ON. I agree to play the challenge, but didn't need to actually do something in it, since Stephen and Sammy beasted it. The idolsearch first went SUCKY. because I went to bree ignored Aragorn, got durnk and got a 35 % DISADVANTAGE ON MY NEXT CHALLENGE (LIKE WHO THOUGHT OF THAT HIGH NUMBER) then at my next search I find out, that the other option I had, prolly would've given me an Idol... OH MAN PLEASE DONT LET IT BE GONE I WANT THAT.

You know I'm winning when my tribe wins immunity. Time to take the free time to make an alliance of my own. I have to choose who I want to trust for now.

okay so i haven’t made a confessional yet but I’m super excited to see some familiar faces in the game. I’ve played with Dennis before but I know that if I’m a threat to his game he will take me out so it’s a good person to stick with for now but idk if I can trust him in this game. JG is very friendly and chill but I’ve onkg played another game with him where he quit. He had a lot going on so I understood but I’m willing to work with him again if he’s willing. ROXY IS ON MY TRIBE AND SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I KNOW SHE WILL NEVER VOTE ME OUT. SO I GOT HER AND IM EXCITED. Okay and who else? oh yes Stephen! Stephen is cool and I’m 100% down to work with him despite our past in orgs. I just don’t want him to think of me as an enemy. If we have to boot out someone I’d say bodhi would be the most obvious choice because he hasn’t been active...but bodhi is a fun player to play with I’m just hoping he becomes more active before our tribe decides to give him the boot. I see Crow in this game and he’s super nice and I’m so glad I’m playing with him and also Johnny is playing and I’m hoping he’s gonna want to work with me. Okay okay I’m done for now. Let the games begin.

CRAP i forgot to talk about immunity and idol search...okay sooooo i went heat 2 after Stephen won heat 1 and like i was expecting to be targeted bc if I won, my tribe would get immunity. However Dylan(I’m sorry if i umm spelled that wrong) forgot the period and Crow spoke out of turn or something and I won...I was shocked but glad that it didn’t last as long as the first heat. Oh and I searched for the idol and went to the bar or something and it turns out the item i was gonna get had been snatched before I had a chance....WE GOTTA THIEF IN HERE....I’m just trying to make it to merge so i need any advantage i can get.

Johnny just approached me for an alliance and I told him, "of course johnny! :)" But I am internally screaming like "nooooooo why meeee," because just before this game we were talking about how Johnny likes to betray everyone in orgs so now I'm like, please just let me win one org I got Ryan V casted in Bermuda you owe me.

The nice thing about not going to tribal council is that it really gives you the time to flex that social game and work on building up relationships, which is super important early in the game.

me doing this 4 hours before tribal is a mood but uhm ahem in conclusion, i've heard 8 names this round and let me breakdown how and why begin: i tell nick i think first boot should be someone who didn't compete, and then narrow it down to jayden or zach nick tells me he's been pushing for jayden and that drew is on board and is working on zach jayden comes to me saying he knows he's in trouble and asking me what to do, he reveals that runs ratted out nick about targeting him i tell nick runs ratted him out nick reveals to me that runs has been pushing me to everyone (confirmed by Drew, and later Jayden, as well) i confront rataways subtly and he insinuates that his loyalty is to me and that we're friends and my BS alarm goes flying off the charts rataways thinks he's sly but he's not end: im voting rataways and got confirmation from jayden and drew that they'd do the same....currently working on nick who has supposedly already told zach to vote runs as well if everybody minus rataways isn't a completely shady bitch, this should be an easy 5-1 with rataways thinking he somehow has votes on me and i'll probs get idoled out but w/e. i'm not going to lose my sanity trying to beg rataways not to vote me, idc. oh and i threw the immunity challenge cuz tribal seemed fun (and boi it is!)

Well I wasn’t the first person evicted so I consider this season an accomplishment. I’m trying to attach myself to Ford, since he’s completely new.

Alright hold on a second. 2nd day. 2nd conversation with JG. AND its like day & night. He seems pretty chill :). MAYBE HE WAS JUST BUSY WITH FORTNITE (what I as a gamer understand. I mean.. you gotta set priorities.. right?). Just wanted to clarify, so I don't come over as a dick at the end of the season. In case we end up being best friends *shrugs*

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