#im afraid not even Levi can beat him in this one
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cr1msonsta1ns · 2 years ago
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Attack on Titan Headcannons:
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Levi-
- He’s actually great at Ice skating, he just doesn’t usually have any time to go. He will never tell anyone that he can skate either.
- After Erwins death, Levi vowed to never love someone ever again because the pain was unbearable.
- When Hange died, he decided not to get attached to people anymore; because they always seem to leave him anyways.
- When Levi was put in a wheelchair for life, instead of taking it like a retirement; he became suicidal
- Sometimes when he misses everyone, he asks for someone to push him to the beach; and he sits there, talking to everyone as the waves crash against the shore.
- Levi died young- around the age of 55-65, because he stuffered from a ton of physical and psychological damage that messed up his immune system.
Mikasa-
- Even After her marriage to Jean, Mikasa often has dreams about what life would’ve been like if she were with Eren instead. (Obv she doesn’t tell anyone this)
- Mikasa developed Anxiety after Eren’s death, and is a little over-protective of her children.
- She totally taught her kids to fight. (She beat up Jean as an example)
- When Armin became the new Commander of the Survey Corps, she only stayed for another year or two before leaving.
- Jean and Armin have forced Mikasa to go to a couple sessions of Therapy, and she traumatized the therapist instead.
-Mikasa has frequent Night terrors of having to cut off Eren’s head.
-Mikasa never grew her hair out because it reminded her of Eren.
-Mikasa hand washes her scarf often, because she’s afraid someone else will ruin it; and it means too much for her to lose it.
Armin-
- He was actually a great commander, because after the wars and Eren’s passing, He became more stern and less playful like he used to be.
- Armin still has the inner child in him, but he only lets it out with his S/O, and the other cadets that were with him when he was going through everything.
-He tends to have nightmares of when he became a burnt chicken nugget.
-He’s forced Mikasa to go to Therapy a couple of times; and it helped a little bit, but the therapist ended up traumatized too.
- He is still obsessed with the beach, and secretly he hopes that Levi can hear him from the other side when he talks to the water about how life is going on so far.
- He’s had a diary all along, and writes down everything into the book.
Eren-
- By season 4, since Eren was no longer able to show his emotions to anyone he trusted, he decided to write everything down in a Diary, since he’d read Armins and liked the idea.
- Eren was actually a very emotional person, but he shielded his heart in hopes that he could set everyone he loved free. Even if it killed him inside and out.
- Eren turned into a bird because a flying bird represents freedom, and his one goal that he managed to do wasn’t kill all titans, but rather see his people free. It was a representation of his spirit.
- Eren loved Mikasa too much to put into words, so even if it meant hurting her, he would do anything to keep her safe.
- He wrote down this on one page of the diary, “I wish I could tell everyone how sorry I am and how much I care about them, but it will ruin my mission. I know that Jean and I never got along, and I’m sure he hates me but; Mikasa, I really hope that you learn to love Jean. If anyone is worthy of your love, it’s him. Jean is a great guy, and when he looks at you, Mikasa, I can see it in his eyes. I hope that you understand that I’ve always loved you, so I need to give you Freedom. Even if it means we can never be together. Armin, Im sure you will be a great commander, but I hope the idea of sending people to their death doesn’t overtake his heart. I will miss you all, Eren.”
Jean-
- He was the one who opened Eren’s diary after his death; being petty and all- and began reading it out loud to Connie and Reiner because he was hoping to find something to tease his ‘Frenemy’ with after his death. Instead he ended up putting the book back and later crying alone in his room. He respected Eren the most after that incident. He told Connie and Flotch not to tell anyone about that.
- He did like Eren, but they argued a lot and was pissed about when he talked down on Mikasa the way he did.
- Jean had fallen in love with Mikasa in season one, and knew that Eren had her heart all the way; so when he found out that Eren wanted to give her heart to Jean because he trusted him after all of those years they seemed to hate each other, he couldn’t hold in his emotions.
- In order to protect Mikasa, Jean made sure to hide Eren’s diary and gave it to Armin for safe keeping. (Armin cried when he read the diary too.)
- Mikasa mean everything to Jean; she was his whole world, so he would commonly buy her gifts- and never asked for her to take off the scarf.
- Jean was actually really good at art, and would commonly paint pictures of his memories during his Survey corps. He would hang them in the walls of his house as memories of everyone, and had even managed to paint Sasha year one. That painting meant a lot to him.
Connie-
- Connie developed PTSD after the war was over, and left the Survey corps.
- He was pen pals with everyone after leaving, but he usually talked to Jean to see how his life with Mikasa was going.
- Connie was The Godfather of Jean’s kids
- Although Connie never liked returning back home, he did it regularly for holidays, and eventually rejoined the Survey corps.
- Connie sometimes went to see Levi, but Levi seemed to be getting really sick by the age 48.
- Sometimes at night, he would look up at the stars and talk to Sasha hoping that he could hear him. (Sasha never left him, and would listen to him speak to her as a ghost)
- Connie regularly left food out on his porch for the poor kids to eat, hoping that Sasha’s spirit would find him that way.
Annie-
- She ended up marrying Armin, but commonly avoided most of the new cadets in fear she would be judged.
- After leaving her Crystal, she was devastated to hear how many of her friends had died or changed.
- Annie taught Armin more about fighting, and in return, Armin would educate her in math and science.
- Armin would tell Annie stories about things that happened while she was in the Crystal, and Annie was always up to listen to them.
- Annie was still in the Survey corps, she was just too nervous to talk to most of the new cadets.
Gabi-
- Most days when she thinks about the titans, she remembers and regrets when she killed Sasha.
- Gabi goes to gun ranges to practice shooting, and lets out all of her emotions that way.
- Gabi joined the Survey corps at 15 under commander Armin, and became a proud Cadet in memory of Sasha.
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bakugohoex · 4 years ago
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seeing another man flirt with their s/o
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pairings: armin arlert x gender neutral reader; eren yeager x gender neutral reader; jean kirschtein x gender neutral reader; levi ackerman x gender neutral reader; reiner braun x gender neutral reader
cw: fluff, jealousy, implicit nsfw, language
wc: 900+
a/n: i promise i’ll stop making these headcanons but they’re so fun and easy to do whilst im busy with school but i swear i will finish my 1k event and start my 2k event after exams finish which is after the end of march
summary: in which the boy get jealous after seeing another man try and flirt with you
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armin arlert
Notices as soon as the guy has his eyes on you, notices how the man walks up to you with confidence.
He doesn’t even need to say anything to the man, he knows you can handle yourself.
He watches you easily dismiss the man after telling him about your boyfriend but in situations where the guy still refuses to leave, that’s when Armin comes in.
He will go all protective boyfriend and easily move close to your side.
You would on instinct lean into his side and just show how great your relationship was, Armin wouldn’t even say anything.
You’d both just stare at the guy as Armin’s hand travels to your side.
It would make him so uncomfortable, but Armin isn’t one to let down a fight, but he'll prevent one from occurring.
You both find it easier to get rid of people who try to flirt with you both by just making them uncomfortable with your presence. 
Can’t lie your whole group finds it a blessing sometimes as they get left alone by weirdos as well.
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eren yeager
He would definitely be the type to just watch and stare at the guy who is flirting with you, very calm and collected.
Acts cautiously and isn’t rash in his decisions, he trusts you of course he does.
But when he sees the guy getting a little too close to his girl that’s when he takes a swig of his drink, placing it down as he walks with malice to you both. 
“He making you uncomfortable, baby.” 
Simple words, something to show that you’re his, will grab your waist in a matter of seconds, probably grab your ass as well and make sure you know that he’s going to fuck you later on.
Definitely gets handsy with you, I feel like the guy who tried flirting with you would just be so awkward standing there as Eren moves his mouth to the crook of your neck, kissing and nibbling at your skin.
The guy and any other guy definitely leave you alone afterwards.
“No need to get jealous, baby.”
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jean kirschtein
Wouldn’t watch at all, would be the type to be on you the second a guy tried talking to you. 
“Come on princess, let’s go have some fun.”
Some line to get you moving but the guy who was trying to flirt with you would interrupt in seconds.
Hand on your wrist as Jean just looks and stares at the man, this is where the testosterone gets really high in the room.
Jean is definitely the type to show that you’re both together then start a confrontation.
Moving the man's hand away from your wrist and bringing your hands to your sides before giving you a long deep kiss.
Definitely the type to grab onto your ass as he does as you look right into the man's eyes as he kisses down your neck.
He wants them to be envious and will prove to every man that he has you, it might be a tad bit embarrassing to be put on a show like this.
But I know Jean would apologise in some way most likely through fucking you later on at night.
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levi ackerman
The man, the myth, the legend would just be another observer, he’d watch quietly, not make a move as he hears the shitty pick-up line.
He knows you can handle it but as soon as he sees the guy get a little too close to his s/o he can’t help but pounce into the action. 
“You ready to leave, tch! Who’s this brat?” 
He’d disregard the man after asking who he was, instead just grabbing your hand to get you out of the situation.
Levi would start a fight; I know he would but for the sake of not breaking the guys bones and getting arrested he’d rather just leave with you.
I swear the brats cannot handle Levi calling them a brat and Levi will end up in a fight, like he’s so composed but as soon as he sees the guy try and grab your ass.
Levi will pounce on the man and the man will either fight back or as soon as Levi gets a punch in, they’d leave themselves afraid of getting hurt even more.
He really does just want you to be safe but also he can sometimes hear you shouting for him to kick the guys teeth when he’s beating up some guy who tried to touch you. 
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reiner braun
He’s stupid I’m sorry like he’s smart but so stupid.
Doesn’t realise someone is flirting with you until Porco mentions how handsy the guy is getting with you.
That’s when Reiner finally gets into action, definitely the type to be a bit awkward when he walks up to you and the guy who has his hand on your shoulder.
“Who’s this, babe?”
He’d be calm about it though, wouldn’t push the guys hand away and instead just beckon for you to move closer to him so the guy doesn’t get suspicious of any jealousy that has arisen. 
Reiner would go all protective after you’re in his arms, his arm against your waist as you lean into his side.
The guy just stares as you aren’t able to speak after the very uncomfortable situation. 
“If that’s all, we’ll be going.”
He refuses to let the guy even speak, just wants you safe and secure and doesn’t want any trouble with the guy.
He isn’t one to pursue fights and I feel like he’d want your safety to be his main priority then a petty argument because he doesn’t need to fight a man for your love, when he already has it.
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hiraethhh-h · 3 years ago
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OM! Brothers’ Reactions to You Following Them Quietly in Public (HCs)
Anon: Congratulations on 200 followers! Can you do head cannons on how the brothers from Obey Me! would react to an anti-social MC who just follows them around like a dog when they are at the store or in public? Like I always do this when I'm with someone else, I'm either glued to their side or directly behind them because I'm so scared of socializing or bumping into anyone. So I just follow them around quietly like a dog.
thank you nonnie! and honestly, i do the same thing hehe. i just follow whoever im with like a lost puppy bc i don’t really feel like socializing and im afraid to bump into anyone fkjghdf
i hope you enjoy and as always, the hc’s are below the cut! <3
Lucifer
he doesn’t mind it at all
secretly thankful because unlike mammon, you’re much more easier to keep an eye on
will sometimes ask your opinion on things he should buy just to strike up conversation
“hmm... the black one? very well.”
makes sure you’re okay with just following him around
if he sees you eyeing something in want, there’s a good chance he’ll come back to purchase it for you
buys you some snacks if you want
if he sees you getting anxious, he’ll remind you with a gentle touch that he’s there with you
“let’s pay for these and get some fresh air.”
Mammon
he honestly doesn’t notice you at first because of how quiet you are
this man is the epitome of loudness, so it’s kind of hard to keep a low profile in public
he’s everywhere and nowhere at the same time
now you can see why lucifer keeps such a tight leash on him
mammon eventually calms down when he notices how you’re just following him around silently
“are ya tired?”
figures out you just want to trail behind him
he calms down a bit afterwards, glancing over his shoulder every so often to make sure you didn’t get lost
if it gets even more crowded, he’ll take your hand in his with a blushy face and give your hand a squeeze
“i-i’m just makin’ sure ya don’t get lost, alright?”
Leviathan
understands perfectly where you’re coming from
he doesn’t really want to be out right now, but he went because you did
unless you stop by the gaming store, levi will FLY to see what they have in stock
probably sticks by your side the most
makes small talk to ease the silence between the two of you
“um... what do you think of that new anime we started together?”
eventually gets comfortable because you’re there with him
the two of you visit lots of shops, the last being the gaming store
“i can’t wait to beat this game with you tonight… oh, erm, if you’re okay with it.”
Satan
much like lucifer, he doesn’t mind it at all
he enjoys your company, even if you’re quiet
“what do you think about this book?”
takes you to bookstore after bookstore, probably gets books he sees you eyeing/pick out
asks if you’d like to visit any other stores
will gladly let you choose whatever store you want
gets you boba/tea/whatever you want to drink and he gives it a try as well
stays close to you at all times so you don’t get separated from him
“well, that was a rather successful book haul. as a treat, would you like me to read to you tonight?”
Asmodeus
enjoys the fact that you’re so close to him
but of course, he wants to make sure you’re okay
with your consent, asmo will intertwine your fingers together and lead you about
asks if he can dress you up in different outfits
he’s sure to give you the best puppy eyes he can muster
“pleaaase? just this once, i promise!!”
if you say yes, he’ll dress you up in outfits he think would suit you best
if you decline, asmo will simply continue shopping with you at his side
“ne, let’s get something to drink!”
Beelzebub
he notices how you’re just following him about
beel is okay with it, but he notices how quiet you are
“want a snack?”
he fishes out a granola bar (that he surprisingly didn’t eat) from the pocket of his jacket
checks to make sure you don’t get separated from him and/or lost
gently pulls you closer with his arm if he notices you’re getting anxious
he’ll apologize if you don’t like him touching you
“i just wanna make sure you’re okay…”
Belphegor
he’ll be right by your side
much like levi, he doesn’t want to be out and only went because you did
and to keep an eye on beel
“you’re more quiet than usual.”
doesn’t mind that you’re trailing behind him at all
will ask your opinion on things he should buy
gently grabs your hand when he sees you getting anxious
“let’s get out of this crowd…”
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girlbossesarehot · 3 years ago
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DEAD TOKYO REVENGERS CHARACTER REACT TO TOKYO REVENGERS FINAL ARC
Right after chapter 243 in other words right after draken's death
Warning:Swearing and cussing a lot of them,mentions of mommy issues
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Groaning and small yelps was heard as multiple dead bodies were dropped in a empty room that could rival the utter emptiness of shinichiro's love life-
"HEY! IT'S NOT THAT EMPTY-"
"shut up opposite tanjiro" as I was saying there stood two beautiful females, three men-" hey who the fuck isn't a man there's atleast four of us...unless one of you isn't -" a female with sunflower blond hair and blue eyes and another with honey blond hair and yellow eyes.
"Oh hey guys the voice is describing emma and inui-san"
"yes we can hear that baji"
" izana your the older one don't start fights"
"shut it dOrAkEn"
"You-"
"C'mon guys no fighti-"
Silence befalls upon this dead bitches for ebay tanjiro, white haired Levi and edward-
"Who the fuck is Edward"
"Language!" Steve is that yOu
"Oh..sorry bout that" "it's no proble-" "whomst the fuck is Edward"
,Edward and the bald babysitter "Pfftt-" had their mouths duct taped.
"Anyways! Hey there im the bad bitch that brought you here!" A girl with hair just below her shoulder appeared wearing seemingly an aot hoodie with hopefully shorts and gold fake gold cuz she too broke for that rimmed glasses.
The duct tape was tore off of them very gently "GENTLY MY ASS YOU TORE OF THE AWESOME MUSTACHE I WAS GROWING" "shut up shinichiro there's no point of growing a mustache here you ain't got bitches to impress!" "sO mEaN 😭"
"Anyways y'all are gon react to what happened after baldy over there yeah that one you know the one with a single string of hair the one with-" "WE GET IT GET ON WITH IT ALREADY"
"As I was saying this is the events that happened after baldemorts ashing" "I did not turn into ash!"
"damn really no peace even after we died"
"Not the baldemort 😭✋" "Emma!" "I'm sorry I had to💀"
"you say that I wanna be alive again I miss my ma's cooking"
"I mean it is kinda funny" "inui-san not you too"
"shut up baji not everyone had a mom!"
"So you guys will be reaction and stuff okay and make sure not to die a second time cuz of the amount of shock you lot are boutta face" "it can't be that bad can it"
"it's not my fault you don't have a mom! Just cuz you don't have one don't mean I can't talk bout my mom ain't talkin bout yo nonexistent mom"
"Shinichiro-san this is Mikey we're talking about" " I don't wanna agree but he's kinda right nii-chan"
"I'm gonna kill you"
"Anyways react!"
"hah! Jokes on you I'm dead!"
"and you two don't kill each other byyyyeeeeeee"
A big comfy looking couch appeared and they all sat down with akane at the end with izana next to her and shinichiro next to him and then emma, draken and finally baji.
"man no popcorn this shit suc-" popcorn appeared in front of the the dramatic dumbass.
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"who the hell is this motherfucker" baji munched on the popcorns aggressively✨
"That's-" "AH AH AH SHSHSHSHS NO INTRODUCING PEOPLE!"
"How the hell are we gonna know who that son of a bitch is then?!" "Just wait" "nO-" "I am not afraid to smack you harder than kazutora smacked mikey" that silenced him knowing how hard his friend had hit mikey
"he looks mean, poor guy's being stepped on!"Akane looked worried for the guy knowing it must've hurt he looked quite beat up after all.
"I dunno looks kinda deserve I mean he shot ken" emma looked unbothered for this was the same guy who had shot draken sure she's happy he's here with her but she would've liked it better if he was down there rather than here.
"...I guess your right" akane had mixed feelings for one thing this guy shot someone and the other no one should be stepped on it just seemed cruel to her.
"so that's the guy that shot me...kinda pathetic of me to die to someone like him"
"HAH! Deserved"
"I gotta give it to him tho guys got balls, I mean to actually go after a guy like draken"
"meh don't care much bout the guy being stepped on I'm more interested in the one stepping on him" izana got flashbacks of him stepping on those he defeated just before their fight with toman
"he looks like he listens to metal music"
"he probably get more girls than shinichiro"
"Hey!"
Akane looked at the male a second time the only comment she made was "...he looks..scary" akane didn't have that much exposure to delinquents when she was alive she'd rather focus on her school and her little brother.
Emma saw how uneasy she was and decided to comfort her "It's okay akane-chan"
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The first thing shinichiro had thought when he looked at him was "...did he smoke weed"
"Nii-chan you hypocrite you smoke too!" "Yeah! but not weed!" shinichiro looked at his little sister in disbelief to think she would compare him to that weed smoking crack inhaling drug taking pyscho.
"BAHAHAHHA why he look like that 😭✋" baji's popcorn fell on the grown rip popcorn-chan
"...I didn't look like that did I..." izana looked at draken with draken simply stating "no" izana looked relieved "you looked worse"
Before a fight could start another voice was heard "he looks kinda rough" akane had slowly started to get used to the people around her "i know right!"
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"TAKEMITCHYYYYY YOU BETTER NOT BE REPLACING HINA-CHAN!" emma had managed to convince shinichiro to switch seats with akane so akane could be sat right next to her "emma-chan calm down!"
"Eyyyy that's the dude I punched in the face who punched shitsaki!"
"So that's him..he looks better with his hair down then that crappy style he did"
"So that's the one tryna save manjiro right draken?" Shinichiro looked at draken for confirmation "yeah that's takemitchy he's a great guy he reminded Mikey of you" draken looked fine of the idea of going back to those good old days.
"I see so that means he's the same as m-" "he has girlfriend" that shattered the older males ego
"I picked up girls once or twice you know!"
Baji looked at him with clear look of doubt "bet" "why you-"
"who's that male with him tho" "well my memory is fuzzy but I think their a little familiar"akane looked at emma confused "their?" "you might never know the 'male' could be female" akane realized that she had just guessed the gender based on looks alone
"oh god! I didn't mean to-" "akane_chan it's okay an honest mistake plus you didn't mean any harm" emma smiled at the other female to comfort her with the said female smiling back in return"
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"Oh hey it's dead draken"
"Oi where the fuck was the ambulance when I got shot!?" "Taking their time apparently" baji snickered at the older male.
"Or maybe no one called an ambulance" akane intruded before a fight between the two could start "man...my gang members was shit did any of my heavenly kings atleast called?! Did kakucho even call one!?" Silence overcast the group.
"Wasn't he shot with you?" "That's not the point!"
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"He looks to be in shock" akane looked at the poor boy as he had just lost one of his friends 'i feel so sad for him'
"So when is that dude getting introduced I can't keep calling them he/her" baji felt like he knew that person 'do I know them from somehow' 'baji it's somewhere'
'woah how are you in my mind?!' 'magic✨' 'how'd you even say that?!'
"Ugh their eyelashes are to die for so jealous"
"There there emma-chan I think your eyelashes are quite pretty" "akane-chan you won't get it cuz you have them too!"
"Hmm...I guess this person is alright of course their eyelashes aren't better than mine"
"Didn't yours go on and off?" "No shut the fuck up"
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"Huh? Who's that?"
"Senju?" that name sounded familiar to baji 'no way that senju?!'
"WAIT THAT'S SENJU NO WAY!" "Eh emma-chan you know them?" akane looked at her friend who was basically surrounded by delinquents growing up
"I knew her from back then! But I don't know why they stopped visiting..." baji knew why but he didn't have the courage to ruin her image of her brother 'if only I was strong enough I would've been able to prevent that from happening'.
"So that's their name" "oh you guys can stop saying them now she's a girl actually"
"Ahh senju-chan I remember her the last time i saw her she was so tiny!" shinichiro felt guilty for not being able to stop what had mikey done to haruchiyo 'if only I was there I could've stopped it!'
Izana could see that baji and shinichiro somehow knew this senju person he could also read how guilty shinichiro looked and how conflicted baji was.
"I think her name suits her" akane was in awe at senju for she was a girl who fought other gangs.
"Yeah I remember him but I never would of thought it's a her" draken honestly didn't even have a clue that the senju kawaragi was a girl 'to lead such a large gang too this girl is something else'
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"Umm shouldn't they go inside so they could be sheltered from the rain" akane was worried they might get sick.
"Takeomi!" "Oh hey it's takeomi" emma and shinichiro knew him along with baji and draken.
"So that's the vice president of the first generation black dragons" izana wondered why he was in that gang uniform tho "but what relations does he have with this senju?"
"Oh their actually siblings takeomi is her older brother " izana still didn't understand why he would join her tho.
"Ohh I didn't know senju had an older brother but then again I only knew her from like a few minutes ago" if akane were to be alive she would've loved to get to know senju.
Now that surprised draken the fact that senju was a girl was already surprising enough but that she's actually the little sister of one of the great legends?! Now that came as a shocker the two didn't look alike at all.
'If I were to be honest she looked more like sanzu somehow' 'what is sanzu also gonna be her brother? Yeah right' draken rolled his eyes at that thought.
"He looks troubled" "I guess my death made him panick or worried whichever it is"
"hey hey izana I bet you 500 yen he smokes" baji thinking he'd bet too.
"Are you stupid? With what money are you betting with?!" izana is getting a headache from his question alone.
"We're dead and broke!" "Emma!"
"Oh yeah" izana had concluded he was just dumb.
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"Isn't senju the leader? So why's this guy ordering them?"
"Takeomi is the vice president" draken didn't know they were gonna go this far for his death alone.
"It's benkei! And wakasa!" shinichiro looked excited to see his friends again 'it had been a long time since I've seen them'
Baji wasn't familiar with them but he did interact with them once in a while back then.
'All the living legends are in one place' izana looked at them in awe 'so this is the people shinichiro associated himself with' not minding how takeomi but more focused on the fact that this was his brothers knights for his brother was the king like him.
Akane had only looked at the screen with unease she's worried they might not only get hurt but also get sick.
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"I feel like I'm watching Kdrama" "I think so too especially considering their out in the rain"
"Takeomi is thinking to irrationally" shinichiro shook his head at his friends behavior but gets why he's doing it.
"Geez would it hurt him too much to atleast think of a strategy?" izana knew he was being hypocritical because despite it being in tenjiku's favor in the fight it would've only happen because kisaki was there if he wasn't 'i would've ran straight to the opportunity of fighting him without a much of a second thought'
"Oh I like where this is going!" "Baji close your mouth when you eat! popcorn is getting spat at my face dammit" draken wiped the tiny bits of popcorn baji spat at him "disgusting"
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"Ohhhh it's getting juicy now" emma drank the slushie she had gotten from the magical table of food and drinks.
"Emma this is not a kdrama" draken sweatdropped at how his girlfriend is taking all this.
Akane giggled "I mean it does kinda feel like it"
Izana looked amused "I guess it's going to be a blood bath I would've loved to be there"
"Ahh geez were not getting new people here right?" shinichiro is wondering if he should make a welcome sign.
"Oh it better not" draken loved his friends but he would love it better if they stayed alive and become what they've always dream of cough-mitsuya-cough.
"We should welcome them then" baji got hit in the head by draken "don't jinx it dumbass"
"ALRIGHT!" "BREEEAAAKKK TIMMEEEE"
"My god that was loud"
Baji patted his ear to stop the ringing "You didn't have to shout damn"
Izana looked annoyed "You shout one more time I'll hit you harder than ran hit that second division captain of toman"
"Ahh I think I've gone deaf" Emma softly shook her head to get rid of the ringing.
Akane winced "My poor ears"
Shinichiro looked unbothered for he had taken care of the gremlins known as baji and mikey.
Draken looked like he didn't care for he was used to loud noises because gang fights aren't exactly quiet and neither was his home.
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AHHH PLUTO okok I’m definitely requesting something from my mf baby 😤❣️
Okok we already know who I’m picking this with... but to be safe Levi LMAO
My pronouns are she/they so she is fine 🤠❣️
OKOK for starters I’m an INFP ! Personality wise with people I don’t know very well they do say I’m a little blunt and I come off harsher than I mean to and I have a very dominant personality, like I’m not at all afraid to call shit out if I see it and be honest with people! But I also think I’m a very kind and devoted person! With my friends and people I talk to though I’m very loud and I feel like I can be a lot sometimes LMAO, I’m just a loud goofy person :)
I’m also very awkward though like “🧍🏻‍♀️”at its finest in social situations that aren’t with work, I’m not very good at reading social queues which is probably why I’m very blunt a lot of the time and harsh on accident cause I don’t mean to be!! I’m just talking!!
I think I’m pretty funny too 🤓
Generally people either think I’m v sweet or mean and idk where that puts me LMAO
Hobbies 🥸 this is so hard always pls but I like artsy stuff -we know this- and I really like the outdoors!! Camping??? Yeah sign me tf up ! I MF LOVE ROADTRIPS I love every part!! The long drives and the scenery and the hotel and the stupid souvenirs it’s just ugh I love it :)
Looks; ok now listen, I am 5’9” and like a half,,, I know Levi is like 5’3 on a good day but IDC‼️I love my lil shorty❣️❣️For looks idk what else to say besides the fact that body wise i’d say I’m like curvy but I have kind of muscular/thick thighs from when I did rugby -that I am a teensy bit insecure about- and that’s just kind of how I’ve always been built man 🧍🏻‍♀️ features wise I have curly black hair and brown eyes and uhhh a beauty mark right by my lip like a Marilyn Monroe one idk what else to say face wise LMAO 😶
Ok I WONT put smoothie as my fav dessert cause apparently that don’t count 🙄✋🏼‼️ so it’d have to be like strawberry anything 🤓❣️ besides ice cream 😶 like strawberry cheesecake! That’s good there we go :)
OK I HOPE THIS WASNT TOO MUCH I LOVE YOU PLUTO PLS IM SO EXCITED
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HI LOVE I kinda went off bc you gave me so much to work with ❤️🥺 and while i was writing everything i was like damn...im starting to have feelings for bunny too LMAOO
ANYWAYSS i hope you enjoy 😘
Random Headcanons
Levi and you started dating because all your mutual friends were pushing you guys together and it got to the point where the two of you were so frustrated and were all like fine, LET’S JUST DATE
But then he started to really make you feel ushy gushy feelings…..and you started to make him feel such strong and intense emotions
Whenever the two of you hung out he would bring you snacks that he saw you eating (and enjoying) before. Like y’all will go on a hike and he’ll pull out gummies from his pocket or a random ass drink for you
“Where did that come from?”
“Just take it idiot.”
“Are you sure?”
“I brought it for you.”
 He’ll get so shy then after realizing what he said and he vows to himself to never be soft like that again but then he can’t help it when he’s around you. Poor bby just wants to make you so happy.
He loves listening to you talk and it doesn’t matter what you talk about, he just loves listening to you go on and on ESPECIALLY if it’s something that makes you excited 
You just do something to him when he sees your eyes go all wide and you start to use your hands to speak and he’s freaking out in the inside bc he thinks you’re so perfect but on the outside he looks so nonchalant as he drinking his fourth cup of tea of the day
He’s gonna look forward to your stories, and he especially loves your work ones except when ppl are making your job hard for you
He gets all annoyed that he can’t be there to tell them to fuck off 
I know you said your thighs were a bit of an insecurity for you but if you let Levi find out he’ll make sure you know he loves them and you’re perfect just the way you are
One of his favourite things to do is just lay down on them, head in your lap and he gets to just look up at you and be at peace
He doesn’t communicate his feelings 24/7, he would much rather show you how much he adores you
I feel like he’ll love to give you massages? The two of you will be watching a movie together and he’ll pull your feet onto his lap and just rubs them, or he’ll grab your hand and massage them for you
OUU you’ll be like ugh my hands are kinda dry and he’ll be like bet and leaves the room then comes back with lotion and rubs it on for you 
“I can do that myself, ya know?”
“Tch. Why do it when I can do it, brat?”
OMG you guys watch shows together and he would be so HURT if you watch an episode without him
He’ll come back home from work and see you watching the latest episode and his face will fall and he’ll just retreat back to the room without speaking to you LMAO
You have to promise to never do it again and give him lots of kisses. He’ll act super annoyed but he would forgive you in the first 5 seconds
GIRL he’s gonna love playing with your hair, he is lowkey (highkey) OBSESSED with touching your curls
Tries to do this at night though so he doesn’t ruin your hair for the day
Omg i’m writing a lot AHH 
Levi loves how easy it is to be around you and how effortless it is to love you
He’s not into the theatrics and he hates unnecessary drama so when he’s able to find someone he can be 100% himself around without worrying about rubbing them the wrong way with his personality...he’s so hooked
He appreciates your bluntness! He doesn’t like when people beat around the bush, he prefers someone who is always honest even if it comes off harsh! He’s the same exact way!
HE simply adores your beauty mark, you’ll just catch him sometimes looking at it (and your lips ofc) he thinks it super adorable but he also won’t be super obvious about it
He hates how much money you spend on iced coffees, he always wonders why you can’t make it at home like how he makes his tea at home
You’ll walk through the door and he sees a cup in your hands
“Didn’t I buy you an iced coffee this morning? You still haven’t finished it?”
“No, this is another one.”
“You’re 90% iced coffee at this fucking point.” 
One day he gets so fed up and he just buys all the ingredients to make your iced coffee at home and I’m not talking about him getting some basic instant coffee and some creamer, this man is ordering all the flavours you like
You like hazelnut syrup? He got it. Caramel? He ordered it. You like sweet cream cold foam on top? He bought a milk frother.
He’ll tell you he regrets it later on bc of how much space everything takes up
“Our kitchen turned into a shitty ass starbucks” 
He doesn’t actually regret it tho, he knows how much you love it and that’s enough to make him feel satisfied 
How Levi asks you to be his valentine
This man just straight up texts you! (see image below)
PLS Levi acts so hard but in reality he is so soft for you
After he presses send he constantly checks for your reply
Jumping to his phone when he feels a vibration in his pocket and then gets disappointed when it’s not you texting him back
How Levi spends Valentine’s day with you
For the valentine’s day itself he plans a road trip for the two of you and even though the destination is breathtaking and gorgeous, you can’t help but to think the best part was the journey
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theotherackerman · 3 years ago
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My Mind Turns Your Life Into Folklore
My Mind Turns Your Life Into Folklore
COPYRIGHT DISCLAIMER: Any recognizable elements belong to Attack on Titan.
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Saturday, January 16th
song credit: all too well-taylor swift
chapter eighteen: all too well
Niccolo and Zeke were chatting most of the drive.
Eren just stared off into the distance.
Was he waiting too long to give Mikasa his answer to the song she wrote?
It had been his plan to play this song for her before he even heard the song she had written.
He had dragged all of their friends and Levi in on it too.
It had been a week since then.
Their texting wasn’t anything important. Just little messages here and there.
How many times had he pulled out his phone ready to call her?
Was it too soon?
Was it too much?
Or was it too late?
Why was he a sixteen year old again?
“I want to play the song tonight,” Eren finally said.
“What?” Niccolo asked.
“We don’t have a bassist anymore. As brilliant as Pieck is, she probably also has plans tonight. You know her and the Galliard brothers hang out on Saturday nights,” Zeke reminded him.
“Well, it’s a good thing we’re going to a house with a bassist, isn’t it?” Eren remarked.
“Alright. It’s your song, Eren.”
The arrival at the Ackerman house was anticlimactic.
Levi hadn’t been expecting Zeke to stop off. He just simply handed over the file, saying it was a copy and he’d be keeping the original. Then Zeke had decided to leave to check up on Grisha’s old house. There were still no offers on it.
Ymir, Historia, Sasha and Niccolo were talking about music in the sun room while Hange and Levi were talking in the living room.
Mikasa had been helping Armin move the few things he had left behind when he headed back to the dorms into Annie’s room.
“We should move this bed into Annie’s room too. It’ll give you a bigger bed if you push the two together,” Mikasa suggested.
“Or you could just buy a new one,” Eren suggested from the doorway.
“Eren! When did you get here?” Armin asked.
“About five minutes ago. Zeke had to pick up a file from Levi. I guess Levi is Zeke’s patient? I don’t know. It was weird,” Eren shrugged.
“That is weird. But I suppose that makes sense,” Armin said as he sat down on the bed.
“What happened to your face?” Mikasa asked.
The red marks were still there.
“Uh...I got into a fight with Floch,” Eren looked down as he rubbed the back of his neck.
“Good,” Annie said as she pushed past Eren and came into the room.
“Hey Annie,” Eren said.
“That guy is a dick. I don’t like him,” Annie sat down next to Armin.
“Well...I....can’t disagree.”
“Are you staying in town?” Mikasa asked.
Eren shook his head. “Check in on the house. We’re going back after Zeke comes back.”
“Oh,” Mikasa said before she looked down.
“Yeah but you can call me tonight, if you want,” Eren suggested.
“It’s like watching paint dry,” Ymir said as she passed by Eren.
“Give them a break, Ymir,” Historia said as she also passed by them.
“EREN! YOUR BROTHER IS HERE!” Levi yelled from downstairs.
“I’ll see you, okay?” Eren said before he left the room.
When Eren came downstairs, Levi and Zeke were talking.
“Everything all set then?” Eren asked.
“On my end, yeah. All the extension cords have been put out. You should be good to go tonight,” Levi replied.
“And Ymir agreed to fill in for Floch,” Niccolo said as he came into the living room.
“Good. So now we just need to grab our equipment.”
“Now I just have to get Mikasa out of the house,” Levi pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Historia is going to do that. She plans on dragging Mikasa out. Everything is set, Eren. It’s just up to you not to fuck up,” Niccolo said as he clasped Eren’s shoulder.
“Thanks for the vote of confidence there,” Eren mumbled.
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How many stores had Mikasa been to?
She lost count.
Historia had dragged her out to go shopping for this limited edition perfume for Ymir’s birthday.
Thankfully, Levi had let them borrow the car so it wasn’t too bad.
But Mikasa had to walk into one more department store to look for a bottle of perfume, she was going to scream.
Ymir’s birthday wasn’t even for almost a month!
Mikasa didn’t once complain.
She knew giving Ymir the perfect gift was important to Historia.
So the search continued.
How were there this many department stores around here? They drove towards the city. Historia asked to stop for lunch. Mikasa agreed. Then the search continued.
Mikasa was starting to believe that this perfume didn’t exist.
No matter where they went, they couldn’t find it.
“It’s just super limited,” Historia had told her.
So it was more department stores. Mikasa had looked at so many bottles of perfume at this point.
She never wanted to see another.
They grew hungry again.
It was almost time for dinner.
They stopped at a drive through before heading to the last store.
Mikasa hated driving at night but this wasn’t about her.
Finally, Historia gave up.
“It looks like we’ve gone everywhere possible. I’m sorry, Mika for dragging you out with me,”
Historia had said as they pulled into the driveway.
Mikasa shrugged. “It’s okay.”
When they entered the house, no one was in the living room. It was strange. She pulled her shoes off.
“Hey! One of those bugs from the basement is loose in Levi’s room!” Annie shouted from the stairs.
“Where’s Levi?” Mikasa asked as she climbed the stairs.
“Out on a date with Hange. Can you just kill it for me? All those legs are freaking me out. I’m afraid it's going to get into my room,” Annie said as she led Mikasa to Levi’s room.
Mikasa went in and realized something. “You never saw the bug in the basements.”
The door slammed behind her.
It was a prank.
She pulled on the door as hard as she could but it wouldn’t move.
Why was the room so cold?
It was then that Mikasa realized the balcony doors were open.
She could hear the soft music of a guitar playing.
Mikasa walked out onto the balcony.
There was Eren Jaeger, in a single light that seemed to be coming from the roof.
“{lyrics redacted due to copyright}, ” Eren sang.
Mikasa heard the rest of the band kick in.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} ”
Mikasa knew exactly the memory Eren was singing about.
It had been back when they had taken a road trip to nowhere.
They had just one day decided to run out of town.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} ”
They did always end up back here, together.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} ”
He had taught her to drive. Mikasa had been easily distracted by him back then.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} . ”
Mikasa went red at the memory.
She had gone through a brief phase at five where she wore fake glasses everywhere.
Her dad let her join a tee ball team at that time so Levi still had the pictures from that.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} .”
The single light went out and the backyard lights came on to reveal Niccolo, Ymir, and Zeke playing the instruments as back up to Eren.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} ”
One of the many nights Mikasa had stayed with Eren after Grisha died.
She could see it.
She remembered it.
Mikasa stood there, just listening to the music for the moment.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} .”
Mikasa started crying.
She blamed herself for not seeing what was wrong with Eren sooner.
She should have known he was lying back then.
She should have talked to him about his drinking, about his father.
“ {lyrics redacted due to copyright} .”
Mikasa held onto the scarf that she was wearing.
Ever since Historia had dug it out of her closet, she found herself putting it back on every time she needed to go out into the cold.
“' {lyrics redacted due to copyright} .”
The lights around the backyard faded until one again, it was just Eren standing in a single light that was coming from the roof.
Then the backyard went dark.
She closed the balcony doors and sat down on Levi’s bed for a moment.
What had just happened?
Had Eren answered her song with his own?
No.
This had to be something he had written long ago.
The pain in it was the same as the song she had written.
There was no faking that.
She sat and processed what had just happened for a while.
Then she stood up.
Mikasa headed back towards the doors which to her surprise, opened when she tugged on them this time.
She ran downstairs.
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Levi climbed down the ladder off of the roof.
“Where’d you get that light from?” Zeke asked as he lit up a cigarette.
“Amazon. It was twenty dollars. We use them when we have cookouts in the summers. Lights up the whole neighborhood,” Levi said simply.
“I need to get one of those. Well, Niccolo and I should be leaving. If this blows up, call me,” Zeke said as he walked towards the van.
“You girls pack up equipment so much faster than us! Thanks!” Niccolo said before he climbed into the passenger seat of the van. “I’ll call you later, Sasha!”
Mikasa finally made her way into the backyard, her face clearly stained with tears. She had no shoes on.
Everyone stared at her and Eren.
None of them moved to do anything.
“Alright, everyone inside. Mikasa and Eren go upstairs. The rest of you are going to come with me. No spying,” Hange ordered. “No getting sick either. Come on.”
Everyone did as they were told.
Eren followed Mikasa into her room.
Once the door was closed, Mikasa threw her arms around h im.
“Can’t breathe. Too tight,” Eren croaked out.
“Oh. Sorry.” Mikasa loosened her grip on him and Eren hugged her back.
“So you liked the song then?” Eren laughed.
“Yeah,” she muttered as she rested her head on his shoulder.
They stayed like that for a while.
Mikasa could hear his heart beating.
She had taken to just listening to it.
Eren had no complaints.
Finally, they broke apart.
“You really remember those pictures of me?” Mikasa finally asked.
Eren laughed, “yeah, I do. I remember how you were obsessed with wearing glasses.”
She started to turn red again. Eren sat down on her bed. Mikasa watched him for a moment before she sat down on the end of the bed next to him.
“Why do you love that thing so much?” He asked her before tugging on the scarf.
“You gave it to me. On the first day we met, you gave it to me.”
“I remember,” he smiled at her. He released the scarf.
“I..I don’t want you to leave again. I won’t be able to handle it.” She teared up again.
She was sick of crying because of Eren, for Eren.
She wanted nothing more for things to go back to normal but she didn’t have the first clue about how to do that.
“I won’t. I was just as miserable without you. I didn’t play that song just to win you back...I didn’t know how to say it to you. I wrote most of that right after the break up. I didn’t know how to deal with it either. So I came up with this plan to play it for you. Got everyone involved. Levi was up on the roof with one those spotlight things and Hange plugged in the lights in the backyard. Annie and Armin held the door closed. You saw Historia and Ymir’s roles. I wanted it to be big, special. I just didn’t want to play it for you but I didn’t want to play it in front of a crowd either. Well, besides your family. They don’t count. Then I got into a fight with Floch about you and I didn’t want to wait anymore.”
“That fight with Floch was about me?”
Eren nodded before he looked away from Mikasa. “Look, Mikasa, we both suck at communication and I know a song isn’t going to fix anything. I know I still have a long road in front of me but I want the end of that road to end with you.”
“It won’t,” Mikasa said.
Eren’s heart began to break.
He nodded.
He understood.
“It shouldn’t be like that. I’m not a goal, Eren. That was the problem before. I want to be beside you while you’re going down that long road.”
They made eye contact again.
“Yeah?” he asked quietly.
“Yeah, we should be equals, remember?”
He stared at her.
“I still love you,” Eren finally said after a moment.
“I know,” she smiled at him.
“Did you just Han Solo me?” Eren asked her.
Mikasa laughed.
“Maybe,” she said before she bit her lip.
“I showed you those movies! I should get to say I know. I can’t believe this,” he teased her.
“You broke our date so you deserve it.” Mikasa picked up a pillow from her bed and hugged it. She finally noticed Eren’s backpack was on the floor. “So I take it you’re staying here? What if I received the song badly?”
“I knew you wouldn’t. I do know you.”
“Not well enough to know you should just tell me shit.” She took the pillow she was holding and gently hit him with it.
“Really? What are you? Nine again?” he scoffed.
She hit him again.
“Okay! Now it’s on!”
Eren grabbed a pillow off of Mikasa’s bed and hit her back with it.
She ran and threw the door open to the bedroom.
Eren continued to chase her.
They ran past Levi and Hange in the living room as they swung pillows wildly at one another.
Levi just sighed as Hange laughed.
Their chase continued.
Armin was talking with Sasha in the kitchen as Mikasa ran around the table.
She had hoped to lose Eren that way.
It wasn’t effective.
He stayed right behind her.
She swung at him again and accidentally hit Sasha with the pillow.
“Hey! That was me!” Sasha yelled as Mikasa retreated from the kitchen.
“Sorry!” Mikasa yelled back. Eren was too close now.
Sawney and Bean gave into the nonsense as they chased Eren and Mikasa.
Levi sighed louder as they passed him and Hange’s laughter grew too.
Mikasa ran towards the sun room and quickly made a turn towards the basement at the last s econd.
Ymir, Annie, and Historia poked their heads out of the sun room.
“Are they running with pillows?” Annie’ asked.
“Yeah, looks like it,” Ymir answered.
“That’s cute!” Historia squealed.
Mikasa ran down the stairs and just as she was about to step down on the bottom step, Eren grabbed her by her waist. He threw her over his shoulder, causing her to drop the pillow. He held her with one arm before grabbing the dropped pillow. He held two pillows in one hand while keeping Mikasa on his shoulder with the other.
Mikasa was impressed.
“Did you get stronger?” She asked as Eren climbed the stairs with her draped over his shoulders.
“Physical therapy. I started going to the gym more afterwards too.”
“Remember that time I threw you over my shoulder?” She asked as he walked from the basement stairs to the upstairs staircase.
“Yeah, this payback.”
“Only it’s what….seven years late?”
“That is besides the point.”
“I can still pick you up though.”
“Oh, I’m well aware.”
“You still don’t have a butt,” she remarked as she poked him in the back.
“I’m glad to know you’re looking at my ass right now.”
“You should stop skipping leg day.”
“I don’t skip leg day!”
They arrived back at Mikasa’s room.
Eren gently sat her down on the bed.
“I thought about dropping you but that would have been mean. You’re more of the one to do that,” He teased her.
“Hey, you deserved it. You were trying to pick a fight and I put an end to it.”
“Yeah, by picking me up like a toddler,” he scoffed as he sat back down next to her.
“Then don’t act like a toddler.”
“Well, don’t make other guys be interested in you!”
“Wait...is that why you always picked a fight with Jean?”
Eren went red before he scratched the back of his head. “I thought that was kind of obvious.”
“Wait, Eren….how long did you have a crush on me?”
Eren turned a new shade of red.
This was not a conversation they had had before.
“Uh..um...a while?”
“Eren….”
He sighed for a moment before he looked away from her. “Same day that I gave you that scarf,” he finally answered.
“Oh.”
“Yeah, I could tell you didn’t feel the same. I mean we were nine. It didn’t really matter.”
“I thought you were a prince, saving me for Daz. I...I felt the same way.”
Eren looked back at her. “We’re really bad at this.”
“Yeah, but we’ve got time. Besides, maybe instead of just writing songs we should talk. I just...I don’t want to annoy you.”
“You never annoy me. I mean sometimes I get mad because I thought you saw me as this child who couldn’t do anything. I thought you thought I was stupid and useless. I don’t know. I just wanted to prove myself to you back then. So I’d get mad.”
“I’ve never thought you were useless. I thought you were stupid for what you did and how you couldn’t see my feelings for you.”
“We’ve wasted a lot of time, huh?” Eren asked.
“Doesn’t matter. Maybe it’s better that we’ve had to go through all that. Now we can try again.”
“So, how do we do this?”
It felt all too familiar.
“I don’t have the slightest clue,” Mikasa laughed again.
“I really missed hearing you laugh,” he confessed.
Mikasa blushed.
“I guess...we do it right this time. But you...you need to read the letter and look at the flash drive. Just not while I’m here.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s embarrassing.”
“Okay, I’ll wait then.”
“Then you can call me and we’ll go from there.”
Mikasa nodded, “what about tonight?”
“Tonight….I’m going to kick your ass in video games,” Eren said before he switched on the tv and console. He grabbed a controller and handed her the other one.
“Hey! I’ve got better. Do you not see my rankings?” She asked.
“Yeah, yeah but that’s not against me,” he smirked as he sat back down on the bed.
“Bring it on,” she said.
The game began.
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giggleangels · 5 years ago
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Okay it's Ethan's turn give me the dirt on that guy
ethan. the man of the hour. my dad. he’s a hitman and im trying to find a way to make that possible lmao so bear with me this is subject to change .
Ethans dad was shit, and alcoholic who beat his wife and kid. so ethan went to school with bruises. His dad also taught him to use guns, he was a big gun advocate and ethan just kinda went with it, he was kinda numb for like his whole childhood.  ANYWAY, in school, he just  drifted. he never made friends ( unless you count varha, who he saw everyday at the nurses office.) he was incredibly smart, and in gifted classes. He ate lunch alone, and was basically the loner that no one even noticed was there. that makes me so sad <:( i feel you ethan. He was already a really distant and unemotional kid, but when he got older he went into the military, mainly the Army and got a position as a sniper. after a few years, he was put in the role of taking out specific enemies, which he did with ease. during this, they really drilled it into his head that he was a weapon for them to use, and that was it. He blocked out his old life, literally, and focused on his job from that point on. After a few years of this, he began picking up smaller jobs inbetween his bigger, government issued ones.  Eventually, he realized that the government was making him kill people who has done nothing wrong, and he payed someone to just wipe him out of the system, to reset his whole life in his files. After, he drifted from place to place, taking up jobs as a hitman. But because of his strong moral code, he picked the jobs and carried them out as he wanted.  After a very close call with getting caught, he moved back to promise to become a cop, a secret identity he could use to make sure that if the arrows point to him, he could move them away to someone else. As he worked as a police officer, he took less jobs, maybe only one a month. cue getting shot in the shoulder and meeting Varha again!!!! after he met her, he really felt like he had a chance at true happiness, and took it. when they started dating, he began to show his true colors, and she loved it! but he hinted to her that he had a separate job, one he couldn’t tell her about, and she was like “ <:) well as long as its not that bad its ok!” and he was like uh oh. Anyway, a while of dating, shes like “ why have you been disappearing for weeks at a time, where are you going?” And he lies and says he’s cheating, but she sees right through it and tells him to tell her the truth. He does, and he explains why and how he does it, only choosing evil, horrible targets and turning down those he thinks are not worth it. She leaves him, and he goes back to his cold, distant self, going back to his work like nothing happened, like he never met her.  a few months later, varha comes back and expresses that she wants to get back together. she’s thought about it for a while, and she doesn’t want to turn him in because she thinks while his methods of doing good arent that good, hes doing what he thinks is right. she says she can help him get better, be a better person, and hes just elated to have her back, breaking out of his cold personality again. He promised to stop killing and focus on his job as an officer, but he found he couldnt really do anything, he didnt know how to separate himself from his old work, and also his pay was not what he was used to and he hated it. He told varha this and she said he could continue under a few conditions. dont let her in on anything, this is private for him. dont let anyone know she exists, she doesnt want to get hurt. keep up your morals, dont kill any innocents no matter what you do. and dont get killed. he agreed and went back to his job. when he was stable again, Varha and him adopted Tarla, and ethan began taking kills that were the safest, and also payed the most, so he could be home. One hunt ended with him taking kyrin and like how does that even HAPPEN??? then levi was born and he was like “ haha ok wow another one” one day Kyrin was snooping around Ethan and varhas shared closet, and found the outfit, mask, and guns ethan used to hunt. He told Tarla, who asked ethan what the heckie was up??? he came clean and told them about his past, and what he did, with varhas help. this kinda strained the relationships with them, but eventually they kinda left it alone, it wasnt really any of their buisness. After Varhas death,He began really obsessing over how she died, his skills and training making it super obvious to him that it was a planned killing. But he never got to the end of it.  god im sorry this fucking sucks but im still working on it <:) ok facts! Ethan is best at sniping, but isnt afraid to use his hands. his has a sniper and a pistol.  during one mission, he had to get close and kill with a knife. the target slashed him in the face, causing the scar over his eye and making him blind in that eye. the other scar is from a police stand off. idk how tho i just thought it looked wicked cool. his favorite color is green!  uhm uhm ill add more when i think about it i had to do alot of research for this one please like it ;;;;
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shikiwrites · 6 years ago
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A THREESOME??!!! ( part one)
erurixreader ( fem)  dom/sub relationship contractual bdsm very explicit.      "HUH?" You back up against the wall. You had always had a crush on commander Erwin, even though older men weren't usually your type. His blue eyes seemed to always be looking right threw you. Yet here you were, talking with him and suddenly-  " y-you like me?" The words came out in a squeal, it was embarrassing, Yet he let out a chuckle and walked closer to you, resting his arms against the wall you were against. He smelled so good..       " Yes, i do. I've been watching you for a while. Did you think I wouldn't notice you staring at me? The small smiles, the blush on your cheeks" He rests one finger gently on your face. He was like a prince. No, a king. So gentle and alluring.
     " I’d like it if you came to my courtiers this evening. id love to have your company." he stood straight and turned slightly, looking at the redness that had now formed on your face and neck." will you refuse?"
    " O- of course not! ill.. Um.. I’ll be there. What would you like to do?"     " Oh just some fun." He started to walk down the hall before stopping and turning back to you. " Before I forget, Levi will be there too. He kinda shares the space. I thought you should know."       Levi??!! BUT HE- "OK!" You let out. Erwin smiles again and walks off finally. You feel dizzy. Like your knees will give out and you'll fall to the floor. His house?? His.. ROOM? And then there was Levi... but you couldn't possibly be there with him. Levi is always glaring at you, always yelling, throwing things at you.. He hates you. There is no way he’d be OK with you staying in the same room. You mind goes blank thinking about being in Erwin’s room. The thought alone was so bazaar. He knew you and, he secretly liked you too? What a world this was... ------------------------------------------------------------------------         You gently knock on the door. Your heart is beating so violently you're afraid it’s going to pop out of your chest. You decided to wear the nicest thing you have, hoping it wouldn't be too over board. You hear a small shuffle, then the rustle of a chain unlocking. The door opens to reveal Erwin, wearing a nice wight button up and black slacks. “ You made it.” he said polity,” i’m glad. “ he gestures you to come inside. you immediately see Levi sitting in a chair near the bed with his back turned. He gulp down a heavy breath as you take off your shoes and walk inside, remembering to leave them as close to the door as you possibly can, careful not to let a speck of dirt fall to the floor.
      Erwin shows you over to the table were a tea kettle is set up. He pulls out a chair for you before sitting down himself. You take a small sip, your hands are shaking. its so nerve wracking, all you can picture is accidentally letting the cup fall from your hands and having Levi suddenly behind you and--- “ what on earth are you thinking?” Erwin interrupts,” the look on your face right now is astoundingly interesting.” you watch him pick up the cup and take a sip. his hands are so large, you can see the muscle in his arm, and your mind cant help but be fixated on the way his fingers caress the tiny cup.  “n-nothing. really, it was nothing. so um.. what would you like to do? “ you give him the softest smile you can manage.  “ oh, well, i wanted to ask you before hand but.. i don’t think it would have been appropriate in the hall. you never know who’s listening. “  “ huh?” you asked, suddenly uneasy. Erwin got up from the table and walked over to you. he got down on his knees beside you, his eyes looking lustfully up at you, as he took your hands in his.  “ i would like the pleasure of fucking you, ms. ( insert name) “  you go pale, and then redder than ever. you cant speak. the mere thought of Erwin over your body is too much to handle. your mouth wont move. your speechless. Erwin leans up closer to you, his face now very close your own. “ well? would you like too? your beautiful, appeasing even. id like very much to make you say my name. “  the thought hits you so hard you stand up quickly and turn away from him, your hands covering your face. you were just about to answer him when you remember the tow of you aren't alone.  you quickly look over at Levi. hes in the same position he was in when you entered, and hadn't said a word. Erwin catches your concern and stands up, pulling your gaze back on him, “ i understand why you night be worried, but there is no need too. Levi asked for this. hes jealous of you, you know? he sees how i look at you. how i’ve said your name. he knows how much i desire you. that’s why he picks on you. of course i had to punish him for that. will you help me punish him? will you spend the night with me and show him how you desire me as well?”  you were just about to answer when Erwin put his lips over yours, he smelled of lilac and sandalwood. his lips were course yet soft at the same time. he kissed you gently and the frozen body you seemed stuck in melted away. suddenly you were kissing him back. turning to him so your chest was against him. you could feel his hands move down your arms until you hear a small wimpier from Levi. it distracts you and you open your eyes. Erwin pulls from you and takes your hand. “ shall we?”  walking over to the bed you star to see Levi clearly. he was sitting at all. he was tied down. his arms were behind his back, his ankles roped to the chair legs. he had a small gag in his mouth too. as you came into his view he looked at you and glared. you fell ridged again as hie eyes pierced threw you. “ i..im sorry” you said staring at the floor.” i um.. don’t think i can do what you ask.. i “  “no? but doesn't he deserve it? “ “ i-” you think about the way Levi treated you. you always knew he was a hard ass. but he treated you worse then that brat Eren. he never hit you but he did make your life hell. always making you feel so worthless. acting so high and mighty.... you kissed him. you kept your eyes open to see Levi reaction. his eyes widened, he looked like he could kill you with his bare hands, and that made you feel good. he couldn't do anything to you. you kissed Erwin again, and he kissed you back. you could feel Levis hatred but that was fine. you could also feel Erwin’s lips, his hands, his body pressed firm against yours. unafraid, you wrapped your arms around his broad shoulders as an offer, showing Erwin that for tonight, you belonged to him. 
“ good girl” he said softly. his fingers traced your back, and down your spine. kissing him gave you power. this was twisted, and overwhelming, and yet oh so devilish. this man wasn't a king. he was a hell spawn, an incubus, a being you couldn't pull away from. one hand found your hip, the next started to trail on your collarbone and neck. his touch was sending fire down you body. this man wa crazy, but maybe that was OK? the two of you sat on the bed together. he lifted you onto his lap and began to undress you, you're hands were shaky as you tried to do the same. undoing his buttons, seeing the man he was underneath. a fire took over you. “ your beautiful” you hear him say as he started kissing on you chest. his tongue sliding across your breast til he gets to your nipple. you can feel his teeth bite on it, as his lips caressed the rest of you. you let out a long moan as you let it all take over. he holds you close yo him, your hands firmly resting on his thick shoulders. you were already ready for him. then he stops, you feel yourself going backwards all of a sudden, your head landing in Levis lap. hes looking down at you. what - Erwin reaches over you, and starts to unzip Levis white pants. too shocked by whats happening you just gasp as Levis surprisingly intrusive dick flings out from the opening, you flinch as it rests beside your cheek, and you see Levis face go incredibly red. the angry look he had before was now one of pain and pleasure and begging.  “Erwin?”  you feel him undress the rest of you. sliding off your panties and lifting you up so that your legs were around his neck and your head in Levis lap. he says nothing as he presses his lips up against you and drills his tongue deep inside you. the feeling of it causes you to grab onto the chair for balance. this was crazy. nothing like this ever happens. your heart was beating so fast. here you were, with the two most popular men in all of the walls and you were the center of attention. “ so” you say to Levi, breathless as Erwin continued to eat you out, “ you think i cant do anything to please you, do you? “ Levis eyes widens as you lick the tip of him.you could feel him jerk. his eyes shifting from you to Erwin. “ you want him, but now you want me too?” you say. what was this? is this power? is this what power felt like? you opened your mouth and let Levi slip in. you could hear his moan as you closed around him. you paced yourself to match Erwin’s rhythm, and as he pleased you ,you pleased Levi. throwing his head back, tensing up, moaning threw the gag as you enjoyed his weak state. his fingers curled as you continued to put him deep in the back of your throat. you could feel his legs shaking under you. Erwin began to gently set you down and rotate you to a normal sitting position, he was then pulling you off Levi and putting his tongue in your mouth. the taste of you and Levi were intense. his hands were all over you, groping you, touching you. you were already cumming all over yourself but couldn't stop. you wanted both of them. you needed it.  Erwin took the gag out of Levis mouth. “ Erwin please. please-” he turned back to you as he slid his fingers into you. you let out a yelp as he teased you. his hands seemed to engulf you, sliding in and out and in again. he turned back to Levi who was watching now. the look on his face as if he wished he was you. that made your body even hotter. Levi? wants to be in your position? how ironic. 
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breathings-of-the-heart · 6 years ago
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Levi x Reader Part 3
Love me Black and Blue
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A/N: Happy New Year, everyone! Hope all’s well so far, and looking forward to 365 days of self-love, prosperity, human relations, and of course, more Shingeki no Kyojin! I don’t really have a preface for this chapter, other than the fact that its probably one of my favorites. As always, enjoy <3
(Part 1);  (Part 2) (Part 4 sneak peek)
Please don’t tell me they already left...
You bolted forward, hissing in pain as your wrapped ankle protested against the fast and sudden movement of running. A self-induced sense of urgency spurred you onward despite it, but such carelessness twisted the injury further as you misstepped, stumbling forward slightly.
You barely flinched, bending down and tightening the bandages before treading forward once more with a bit more awareness. And without missing a beat, a distant gallop of horse hooves shook the ground. Like a cat hunting prey, your orbs darted towards the direction of the sound and spurred you onward.
“Of all days to wake up late,” you hissed underneath your breath, voice dripping with sarcasm.
A few greetings were tossed your way as you passed, casual at first until those who laid eyes on your intense gaze gave you a double take.
Your shirt wasn’t completely buttoned, the sleeve tucked on one end and rolled down on the other. Usually kempt (h/c) locks were a tangled mess tossed over your shoulders, pants consisting of flimsy sleeping shorts. It was probably a ridiculous sight to see you limping across camp so ungracefully, and in such a condition.
Catching a certain someone was more important than the throbbing sensation or uncharacteristic behavior, however.
“Captain Levi!”
Seeing a onyx-haired male just a few paces ahead of you now, you reached your arm out and tugged on the Captain’s sleeve desperately to stop him. But the burst of speed and short distance between the two of you was something you hadn’t considered.
He halted the uniform stride abruptly. You broke pace, yet being in such a hurried state left transitioning time too narrow. Unable to halt yourself in time, you collided with Levi’s sturdy back…
… and the ground slipped from beneath you.
“Shi--”
Weight precariously balanced on your back heels, you screwed your eyelids shut to prepare for your collision with the hard earth.
But the impact never came.
Levi turned around curiously, seeing the situation and calmly yet unnaturally quickly slipping his arm around your waist before you could completely trip backwards.
He muttered a small “tch,” at your lack of professionalism and shook his head, looking down to give you a much-needed lecture.
“(Y/N), how many times have I--” 
Levi’s eyes flickered lower, but as soon as they did, he froze.
The current angle of your half-dipped figure and barely covered cleavage made it difficult to restrain himself from... staring. Of course you’d be oblivious about such a thing.
Levi screwed his eyelids shut in exasperation.
“--Forget it,” he finished, reverting to his usual collected self. “I won’t waste my breath.”
You tentatively opened your eyes, hands gently brushing against Levi’s firm chest. Even underneath his uniform, you could feel his impressive muscles, and became embarrassed for not hating his hand gripping your side. Heichou’s body against yours made your heart pound so fiercely you were afraid he would be able to feel it.  
Stunned the whole situation, your pupils dilated as you were given the opportunity to properly admire the man in front of you.
But the moment had to end as Humanity’s Strongest cleared his throat and heaved you upwards. Blushing, you dusted yourself off as the tension-filled scene passed. Nearly everyone who knew Levi also knew it was impossible to deny his handsome appearance, but you were professional.
Maybe not at the moment, but...
“You’re a mess,” he clicked his tongue in disapproval. You rubbed your arm sheepishly at the comment. “Why aren’t you in the infirmary?” his voice brought you back to focus and you felt yourself flush once again.
“There aren’t any medics around to keep me away, and I just wanted to see you off, is all…” you answered shyly, biting the inside of your cheek.
“I literally think it’s impossible for you to just… do as you’re told,” he admonished finally as you observed the unamusement in his steele blue-gray orbs. Levi prepared to tell you off for disregarding your health so easily, but as he got a better look at you, something stopped him.
His fixed look shifted from your heaving torso down to the bandages on your leg, the panting of your laboured breathing filling the air.
Guilt and worry reflected your off of your eyes, pure and innocent. Your already petite form seemed even smaller underneath your crestfallen posture, and combining with the utter chaos of your appearance and the pain in your ankle you must’ve been ignoring to reach Levi so quickly, he couldn’t help but soften his expression a fraction.
You were simply really, really worried for your family.
“It’s just… This is the first time I won’t be going with you all, sir. I’m not used to it, and…” there was a pause. “I don’t like it...”
Petra’s gaze flitted to where you and Levi were stood, and she motioned to everyone around her, all nearby and saddling up their horses. They all smiled warmly, the waves of concern and anxiety radiating from you feasible from where they gathered around. The Captain felt their burning stares and ignored them, narrowed his eyes at you instead.
You grew flustered. Was he really angry with you for wanting to say goodbye? You replayed the brief conversation in your head, trying to find where it went wrong.
Oh.
“Not that I don’t think you’re capable without me! You obviously can handle yourselves just fine, even if you were all on your own. I don’t think I carry the squad or anything. I know you are--”
“--(Y/N)?” he cut you off, efficiently abridging your words. Out of nervous habit, you bit your lip. Levi squad all sauntered towards you, synchronized even in their steps.
“It’s just a regulation border patrol,” he continued, unfazed as they all approached. Oluo rested his arm on your shoulder, and you had to crane your head upwards to look at him, reluctantly breaking focus from the short Captain.
“Don’t worry, Shorty Girl. We’ll be back before you know it. Hell, I could probably do one of these by myself. In my sleep,” he boasted, predictably. You smiled softly at his pompous attempt to reassure you. Petra, unaffected by the Levi-wannabe’s ‘charm’, rolled his eyes.
“So you’re telling me you can spot titans with your eyes closed, dumbass?”
Before he could respond, Levi took initiative over the inevitable pointless bickering that was about to break out.
“Let’s stop wasting my time and actually get this over with,” he ordered, gaze never leaving you as he waved them off. Gunther sent you a discreet thumbs up as Eld pulled him away, waving at you as she went. Your stomach churned with anxiety regardless.
“I’m sorry, Heichou,” you croaked, playing with the ends of your hair. Levi sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Stop worrying about it, brat. It’s not your fault. And start taking better care of yourself, if you want to come with us next time.”
“Yes, sir,” you conceded defeatedly, watching desparidly as Levi turned to mount his horse. Seeing his back to you, about to leave to the uncertainty of the outside, made something snap, though, and you tugged on his sleeve once again.
“Captain, wait!” you nearly shrieked, fear growing in a frantic spurt. He looked back, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes?”
There was a pause.
“I...uh…” to be honest, you had nothing else to say. All you knew is that you didn’t want him to go just yet.
You really cared about them, didn’t you?
“Oi,” the stoic man interrupted, lamenting to the crestfallen, puppy-eyed countenance you were wearing. He reached out, pulling your hand away from the hair it was tugging at.
“We’ll come find you when we get back.”
You sighed, but there was an undeniable sincerity in his words. Levi paused, studying your expression for an awkward, silent minute as if daring you to question the statement.
“Okay,” you gave in, skin suddenly set ablaze where Levi’s fingers touched it. The gnawing worry was forgotten if only for an instant. “I guess you should be off, then, so you can return before I drive myself insane.”
Levi’s gaze met yours steadily, gears turning in his head as he monotonously analyzed the dejection in your expression. He raised his hand and signalled to the squad behind him to move out.
Petra, Gunther, Eld, and Oluo all waved to you in turn before galloping off. You were sure Humanity’s Strongest was going to leave without another word, and the churning feeling in your gut made you lightheaded as the Captain’s grip on his horse’s reins grew tighter. It must’ve been evident on your face.
Levi rolled his eyes.
“Have a little faith, (Y/N),” He insisted apathetically before turning his horse to join the others, leaving you behind.
You nodded in defeat, watching the Special Operations Squad disappear in the distance, without you alongside them.
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You sat on the nurse’s desk table, one leg hanging off and the other propped up, your head resting on your knee. Hange scuffled around, grabbing certain items for her titan experiments as you watched her intently.
She seemed to be in search of a particular item, eyes squinted in concentration. A bundle of materials rested in one of her arms, filled with intimidating scalpels, lighters, and vials of unknown substances. You began absentmindedly playing with the hem of your long skirt, the shuffle of the brunette’s movements blurring in your ears.
After rummaging through the cabinets for a solid five minutes, she pulled at her hair in frustration, whipping around to face you.
“(Y/N)...” she whined, rather loudly, jolting you back to awareness. “I can’t find a needle, and you’re just sitting there doing nothing!”
You shot the scientist a fierce glare and pulled out the drawer from the desk underneath you, pointing to the object she was looking for in silence. Hange shook her head softly, plucking the injection from its place.
“I’m getting gray hairs just staring at you, you know. Honestly, it’s like there’s a dark cloud pouring rain over your head. They’re fine, (Y/N). Lighten up.”
You crossed your arms and stuck your nose in the air defensively.
“I didn’t ask you to babysit me, so don’t complain about me polluting your good mood. You can always go if you want to.”
She clicked her tongue.
“Actually, I can’t. Corporal Shorty demanded I watch you while they’re gone.” There was a twinkle of humor in her eyes.
Taken aback, you scoffed lightly. “What does he think I’m going to do? I can barely move five feet in front of me.”
Hange laughed, provocatively grinning at you before turning around to grab a bag to place her things. The disposition in the room changed, and you knew the next thing out of the scout’s mouth would be utter ridiculousness.  
“I don’t know, (Y/N). Why would someone as dark and brooding as Corporal Shorty leave someone in charge to make sure your angelic self stays perfectly safe in this room?”
So you had been correct. Noting that you were in a particularly sour mood, you saved no expense in considering Hange’s potentially gentle ego as you bluntly glowered at her.
“You know I hate it when people speak in riddles. Insinuation is pointless, Hange. Either say what you mean or shut the hell up,” you huffed, any semblance of your typically cheery personality having disappeared with your squad members.
Hange folded her arms across her chest and you inhaled deeply, wondering what had come over you.
“You’re too perfect for words, (Y/N),” the woman laughed, poking you on the nose sweetly. “No wonder Levi has taken a liking to you.”
Your cheeks flamed. If you weren’t already red from you interaction with said man that morning, you were probably scarlet now. Gauging your reaction, Hange doubled over her strange cackling growing in volume as you willed your mind not to wander off into daydream about his perfectly sculpted body, alluring orbs, defined jawline--
Wait. Since when did I start thinking about that?
“Yeah, you’re perfect for his squad,” she finished, placing a hand on her hip.
Oh. That’s what Hange meant. Of course.
You cleared your throat, willing your face to cool down in the process. She was so friendly, you started to feel sorry for snapping at her the way you did.
“I’m sorry for my bitterness, Hange,” you started apologetically. “It’s just that my job is to help them, so when I can’t, what am I good for?”
“--If you want to help, it will do well for you to stay put and heal. Petra can’t survive much longer without someone to help her tame the other brats,” a voice broke in.
You perked up instantly as your gaze snapped to the familiar sound, nearly jumping off the table after realizing Levi was leaning against the doorframe. Sunlight seemed brighter, and the world regained a bit of its color.  
“Naturally. Only you can handle for such a task by yourself,” you smiled, feeling the ton of weight lifting from your chest.
Love and relief for your teammates hitting you like a rush as he sauntered closer. Your first impulse was to throw your arms around the short-statured man as soon as he was in arms-length, but you tightened your fists instead, puzzled by the urge to do such a thing. He placed himself between your legs and blew his hair out of his face.
“Hm,” Levi grunted, as if agreeing to the statement.
The raven turned to Hange, as if suddenly remembering her presence while you held your breath next to him.
“You can go now, if you’d like.”  
She nodded, clutching her things tighter.
“Finally! She’s been a pain in the ass, that one,” the glasses-clad female exclaimed, a cheeky smirk plastered on her face. She ducked with the preknowledge that something would be chucked at her head.
Your glower was pressing daggers into her skin, but nevertheless, Hange winked at you as she ushered herself out of the room.
Without much of a warning, Levi placed your hands on his shoulders and his own on your hips.
“Down you go. The others are waiting for you,” he montoned, assisting you gently climb down from the cold, steel table.
Touching Levi’s broad shoulders alongside with the fact that you hadn’t needed help at all, which he knew, made your heart pound. The entire way to the mess hall, he kept a soft touch on the small of your back to guide you, making sure you wouldn’t trip. He looked down at your shorter form and leaned down to whisper something.
“Oh, and in case you thought I was being nice: two weeks of kitchen duty for disrespecting Hange.”
Something nagging bloomed in your stomach despite Levi’s unknowingly seductive tone, however; a distant memory chiming in demand to be remembered. One that made your palms sweat as you stole a glance at him.
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craftyshipper · 7 years ago
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Confession
Posted on FF originally if you’d like to read it there.
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12765214/1/Treasury-Of-Love
Nalu oneshot.
                  I remember the moment that changed everything I know
"Natsu.." The blond-haired female murmured into his neck as he moved above her.
He grabbed her hands and pinned them to the bed as he lifted himself up to hover over her before leaning down to trail kisses from her neck to her exposed chest.
"Lucy…" He whispered against her skin as he feathered kisses across her chest before stopping near her breast. "You're so addicting."
He felt her swallow nervously, and smiled softly before taking her nipple into his mouth causing her to let out a quiet gasp.
"Natsu." His name left her lips on a soft moan. "Please." She whispered at the new sensation she was feeling throughout her body as he teased her pink bud.
"Not yet." He grinned when she pulled her hands from his and tangled her fingers in his pink hair. "Not yet." He repeated.
Natsu sat up quickly and glanced around the room he was currently in. He felt himself sweating and panting, despite not wearing his vest or scarf, as a blush crept across his face. What was that? He dropped his head into his hands and moaned in frustration. Looking up again, he realized he was in Lucy's apartment.
"I remember now." He frowned. "She went on a two day mission with Levy." He was a little hurt that she had ditched him, but where they were going he had no interest. Translating books didn't sound very tantalizing to him, so he opted to stay home and stole the use of her apartment while she was away.
"Why am I having these kinds of dreams about her?" He mumbled to himself so he wouldn't wake the blue exceed that was currently sleeping on the edge of the window.
Sighing he flopped back down onto the bed and turned so he could bury his face into her pillow. He inhaled her scent that lingered on her bed, but he suddenly felt empty. He missed her. He missed waking up to her yelling at him for being in her bed. He missed her laugh and her smile. He knew he had been in love with her for a while now, he just didn't know when it had happened.
"Lucy, what have you done to me?" He muttered as the red tint returned to his face.
"That was actually an easy job." Lucy turned her attention to Levy who was walking beside her.
"Yeah, I agree." Levy smiled back at her friend. "Plus the bonus the guy gave us for finishing it faster than he anticipated, made it all worth it."
The blond nodded her head, the low hanging pig tails bounced in response to her head gesture. She turned to the short blue-haired female next to her, who was wearing an orange dress. "So uh Levy?" She called her friend's attention.
"What's up LuLu?"
"Uh, just curious, how are you and Gajeel doing?" Lucy rubbed the back of her head nervously, before her hand fell back to her side, grabbing her key pouch instinctively.
"Oh." Levy blushed at Lucy's question. "Well, we are doing great actually."
"Really?" Lucy smiled, feeling happy for her friend.
"Yeah. We started off a little rocky, but now, it's all different, it's like I'm in a whole new relationship." Levy sighed dreamily as her thoughts trailed to her Iron Dragon boyfriend.
"That's great, I'm happy for you."
"What about you and Natsu?" It was Lucy's turn to blush a deep shade of red.
"Huh?" Lucy sputtered indignantly.
"Don't play coy with me sister." Levy smirked. "Everyone at the guild knows you like Natsu."
Lucy laughed nervously as she placed her hands against her burning face. "I have no idea what you're talking about."
Levy smiled at her friend, the blond could try to hide it all she wanted but she couldn't deny the obvious looks she always gave the pink-haired male. She just wished they would admit their feelings for each other already. Everyone at the guild have already said that they would make a great couple. Lisanna had even tried getting Natsu to ask Lucy out, but the Salamander had quickly run from the guildhall.
"Whatever you say LuLu." Levy smirked as Lucy's blush grew a shade darker. "But honestly, everyone else at the guild has started a relationship with somebody." Levy held up her fingers to count the couples. "Mira and Laxus. Lisanna and Bickslow. Evergreen and Elfman. Erza and Jellal. Me and Gajeel. Shoot even Gray gave Juvia a chance, now they are one of the happiest I've ever seen them. Romeo even asked Wendy out."
"Why do I get the feeling you’re trying to imply something here." Lucy stared at her friend.
"Well you and Natsu are really the only ones left."
"That doesn't mean we belong together!" Lucy cried out.
"Suuurrre." Levy drawled. "Mark my words woman, you will get to together with him."
"Alright that's enough for one day, I'm going to go home and take a bath, bye Levy." Lucy took off leaving only a trail of dust behind as Levy laughed at her friend.
It will happen LuLu, just you wait.
Lucy sighed as she unlocked the door to her apartment, the exhaustion finally catching up to her. Once inside, she walked to her room and placed her keys on top of her desk not even noticing the male that was sleeping on her bed and snuggled under her covers. She grabbed a fresh set of clothes and headed into the bathroom. Hoping a hot bath would help her relax.
She hummed quietly to herself as she turned the knob, the cool water quickly shifting to the warmth she was used to. She grabbed a bottle with bubble soap inside and poured some into the tub, bubbles usually made her feel better. With a soft sigh she stood up and began to undress. Once her clothes hit the floor, she stepped into the tub, she moaned in pleasure at the feel of the warmth soothing her aching muscles. She ducked down as far as she could go, the water only covering her chest and below.
Lucy had a thoughtful expression that ran across her face. She couldn't help but think about what Levy had said to her.
Is it possible for me and Natsu to be together?
She inwardly sighed as she closed her eyes. She tried to focus on the warmth around her but her thoughts begin to drift to a certain pink haired male. She knew she liked him-scratch that- she was in love with him. She had for a while now, but she was too afraid to admit it to herself.
I know he doesn't like me back.
She frowned. He's such a dense idiot.
She closed her eyes and let her imagination wander, the warmth of the bath making her wish a certain dragon slayer was the source of the heat around her.
"Lucy." Natsu called to her softly as a blush made its way across her cheeks.
She stared up the male that was currently hovering shirtless above her; she let her eyes travel down his chest, taking in all of the details of his muscles and each of the scars that were present on his body. He had even abandoned his white scaled scarf before he pushed her back on the bed which now led to their current position.
"Can I touch you Lucy?" Natsu breathed into her ear when he leaned down to her.
She nodded, afraid that if she spoke, she would ruin the moment with her embarrassing words.
She let out a soft moan when Natsu placed his lips against her neck, before kissing his way down her body. He lifted the white tank top that was blocking his way, after he pushed the fabric away from her breast he leaned down and took one perked nipple into his mouth as his hand massaged the other gently.
Lucy shook her head as her face turned at least ten different shades of red. "Oh Mavis!" She placed her hands against her mouth when she heard a moan come from outside her bathroom. Someone was in her room!
"Lucy?"
"Oh my gosh!" She blushed furiously, recognizing his voice immediately.
"Lucy?" The voice repeated.
"U-uh y-y-es." She stuttered and inwardly cursed herself for her thoughts, which now caused her to stutter like an idiot.
"Are you okay?" She knew that voice belonged to Natsu, and the husky way he called out to her, she knew he had been sleeping. In her bed!
"I-Im f-fine." She frantically tried to calm her racing heart.
"Are you sure?"
"Y-yeah. Thank you."
I'm in trouble.
Natsu sat with his legs crossed on Lucy's bed and his arms folded against his chest. The frown he wore on his lips pulled into a small pout. He was sure he had heard Lucy scream, but clearly something was wrong since he could practically hear her heart beating against her chest, thanks to his heightened senses. There was something up, but it seemed she didn't want him to know what it was.
"What a weirdo." He mumbled under his breath just as the door to the bathroom opened to reveal Lucy in a pair of blue jean shorts and a pink striped tank top. The blush that was evident on her cheeks didn't go unnoticed by the dragon slayer, but he decided to let it go, at least for now.
"Lucy, are you sure you're okay?" Natsu dropped his arms as he stood and sauntered over to her.
She stepped back as if she was repulsed or scared by him. Honestly that hurt him, did she think he was going to hurt her or something? "Luce?"
Lucy saw the hurt that flashed across his face and immediately regretted shifting away when he approached her. "Did I do something wrong?" His question came with a slight crack.
She panicked and shook her head frantically. "N-No!"
"Then what?"
"I-I..." Lucy was at loss for words. "Nothing."
"I'm not an idiot Lucy." Natsu's frown deepened, he knew he could be an idiot sometimes, but now wasn't one of them. "I heard you yell, and your heart was racing."
"You heard my heart?" Lucy stated in a panicked tone as her face flushed a red that could rival Erza's hair. "Get out!" She shrieked and shoved him towards the door.
"Whaa?!" Natsu dug his feet into her carpeted floor. "Why?" He pushed back on his heels.
"Go!" She pushed him again.
"Lucy, what's gotten into you?" He growled and turned around, using more strength than he should have and knocked her down, effectively pinning her to the floor with her arms above her head.
She struggled against his hold, not realizing the intimate position her and Natsu were in. He was nestled in between her legs as he held strong to her arms. Her wiggling and squirming did little to ease his discomfort when her lower half rubbed against his.
"Lucy." A husky growl came from his lips that instantly made her freeze.
She looked into Natsu's eyes which were hooded as she finally registered their close proximity. Her heart began beating faster, making her feel like it was going to jump out of her chest.
"N-Natsu?" Lucy's stared into his dark eyes.
Natsu seemed lost in a daze as he leaned down, Lucy's eyes widened when he softly pressed his lips to hers. He's kissing me! Her brain screamed for her to push him away, but her heart wasn't having it. Succumbing to the sensations shooting through her body from the feel of his lips, she closed her eyes and returned the kiss.
Natsu's heart rate jumped when Lucy started kissing him back. He was expecting her to either flinch away or bite and yell at him, but those never came. Instead their tongues ventured out to play with each others, deepening the already heated lip lock. He shifted, his hands slowly releasing her wrists. He held up his weight on one arm as the other traveled down her body, stopping when he reached the hem of her shirt. The warmth she felt at his touch made her crave more and she soon got her wish as his hand moved underneath her shirt, touching her bare skin.
Finally needing to breath, he pulled away from her now swollen lips and gazed into her hooded brown eyes, the lust beginning to fade. His eyes widened slightly at the realization at what he had just done.
"Natsu?" Lucy breathed.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me." He whispered with embarrassment.
"Oh..." Lucy's heart sank at the thought of him not returning her feelings for him. "I-It's okay." She blushed a light shade of pink as he pulled his hand from her shirt with an embarrassed blush on his face and removed himself from his position above her.
She sat up and wrapped her arms around herself in an attempt to sooth her aching heart.
"I-I should go." He hurriedly grabbed his shoes, vest and scarf and hastily jumped out of the window. Unfortunately forgetting to wake the blue exceed who had, thankfully, slept through the entire encounter.
Lucy sat on the floor as tears found their way down her cheeks. I'm such a fool. She hugged herself tighter. What am I to him? Nothing?
Deciding she didn't want to be home anymore, she quickly put a pair of sandals on her feet and grabbed her keys. She left the apartment in tears and made her way to the guild. She needed to get out of Magnolia, she needed to clear her head. There had to be a job she could take.
"You did what?!" Mira yelled at Natsu as he waved his hands to silence her, not wanting the rest of the guild to know what the subject of their conversation was. Luckily Mira quickly waved off any onlookers and turned back to Natsu. She smoothed out her red dress before leaning against the counter.
"I'm such an idiot." He hit his head against counter-top and looked back up to the takeover mage.
"Natsu you need to talk to her." The salmon haired male sighed and cursed himself for what he did to Lucy yesterday.
"What do I tell her?!" He exclaimed. "'Sorry Lucy, I freaked out when I kissed you and I didn't know how to handle it, I do like you but I chickened out?'" Natsu shook his head. "I hurt her Mira, I could smell her tears as soon as I left."
Mira sighed. "Natsu, she cried because you left her there. You didn't even try talking to her, if you explain yourself and how you felt, she may understand."
"I doubt it, she probably hates me." He muttered as he played with the only sleeve that was on his shirt.
"Now, now." Mira patted his arm and smiled. "Come on, now is your chance to do something special to make it up to her, and to tell her how you really feel."
"But what if she doesn't want to talk to me?"
Mira groaned. "Natsu, you two have been friends for awhile, I doubt she would just stop talking to you."
The male sighed and rested his head in his hands. "Yeah, maybe..."
Mira gave him a few soft pats on his shoulder. "Come on, I'll even help you out." She stated with a small wink.
Natsu sat up and let a wide grin spread across his face. "Alright!" He gave a thumbs up.
With a soft groan, Lucy marched through the guild hall doors, quickly receiving greetings from several of her guild mates. She waved to them before making her way to the bar and sat down. She was dressed in a white tank top and black shorts. They job itself wasn't hard, it was all the walking she had to do, she loved libraries, but if she ever had to go to another one with so many stairs she would lose her mind.
"Good afternoon Lucy." Mira greeted with a warm smile as she tucked a stray strand of white hair behind her ear. "How did the job go?"
"Tiring, I think I'm going to steer clear of libraries for awhile." Lucy giggled and rested her chin in her hand. "But I did get enough money to pay for my rent and then some."
"Well it's good to have you back." Mira smiled and held up a cup, implying if Lucy wanted her usual strawberry shake, to which the blonde nodded. "But why didn't you take Natsu with you?"
"I just needed some space." Lucy glanced at the bar counter. "I had some things to sort through and needed alone time to do so."
Mira nodded in understanding, she wouldn't tell Lucy that she knew what had happened between her and the dragon slayer, but she could help by talking with her friend. She hoped she could get the blond to open up to her and talk about how she felt about the situation.
"Anything I can help with?" Mira asked with a smile. "You know I'm always willing to listen."
"I know, thank you Mira." Lucy bit her lip in thought before she looked to Mira who had set the strawberry shake in front of her. "It's just..."
Mira tilted her head to the side in curiosity. "What is it?"
"It's Natsu..." Lucy looked away with a hint of sadness on her face, she felt like she should be embarrassed to tell Mira this but she was too upset to even care. "He...uh...he did something yesterday and I don't know, it really hurt me."
"What did he do?" Mira asked even though she already knew the situation.
"Well, you obviously know how I feel about him right?"
"Yes, I think the whole guild does."
"Well, he kissed me yesterday." Lucy could feel the blush starting but it went away the more she spoke about what happened. "Then he took off, saying he didn't know what came over him." She sighed dejectedly. "I thought maybe he felt the same way I do, but maybe he just got caught up by his hormones or something."
"Lucy..." Mira trailed off. "Have you have known it to be easy with Natsu, about anything?"
"No, I guess not." She tried to force a smile but it didn't come.
"Look, Natsu may have gotten scared, maybe he thought you weren't going to accept him." Mira smiled and grabbed on Lucy's hand with her own. "I don't think Natsu ran off because he thought it was a mistake, he ran off because he was afraid of what you'd you say or do to him."
Lucy shook her head. "Why would he think that, I kissed him back, that should have been a clear signal, right?"
Mira shrugged. "Like I said this is Natsu we're talking about."
The celestial mage sighed. "I know." She pushed aside her cup after realizing that it was now empty, not remembering when she even drank it.
Mira grabbed the cup to put it in the sink. "Just talk to him Lucy. Please?"
She didn't know why, but Lucy felt as though Mira knew more about what had happened. Did Natsu say something to her? She shook that thought from her mind and stood from the seat she was at. "I'll see what I can do..." She muttered. "Bye Mira, thank you."
I don't even know what to say to him.
Mira smiled softy as she watched the blond female walk away. You better not screw this up Natsu.
Happy watched as Natsu paced back and forth through their home, he kept muttering to himself something about Lucy. Although he wasn't surprised, the dragon slayer had told the exceed what had transpired between the two and Happy was a bit disappointed in him. Happy knew how Natsu felt about Lucy, he had felt that way for a very long time. He had even let up on the teasing, hoping Natsu would get the courage to admit to the blond how he felt.
"Natsu." Happy called out to him.
The pink haired male paused and turned to his exceed best friend with a curious stare. "What's up buddy?"
"Are you going to talk to Lucy?"
"Yes, Mira helped me plan out a surprise for her..." He gave a small grin. "A surprise dinner date actually."
"Oh, what restaurant are you taking her to?"
Natsu smiled nervously. "Well, I'm not talking her to a restaurant..." He blushed. "I'm, um, making her dinner at her home."
"You're going to cook?" Happy raised his eyebrows on surprise. "But you can't cook!"
"I can too!" Natsu yelled back and cleared his throat. "Besides, Mira has shown me how to make a few dishes."
Happy smiled and laughed. "Just don't kill Lucy with your cooking."
"Hey!" Natsu cried in embarrassment. "I'm not..."
The blue exceed stopped his teasing to instead look at Natsu seriously. "I hope everything works out Natsu, I love both you and Lucy like parents, and I'd hate to see your relationship suffer over this."
"Me too Happy, me too."
Natsu stood in Lucy's apartment with bags full of ingredients and a bouquet of roses. He gulped in nervousness and thanked his luck that Lucy wasn't home yet. He walked to her kitchen and placed the roses on the counter before he got to work cooking their meal. He hoped Lucy wouldn't be back until he had everything laid out on the table.
His heart beat harshly against his chest and his face grew hot at the thought of seeing Lucy again after these last two days. He had sort of been avoiding her until he could figure out what to do, he just hoped she wasn't mad at him. That thought alone was enough to erase the blush from his face.
What if she really does hate me?
Shaking his head he continued to work, pulling out pots to cook the pasta and Alfredo sauce along with a slice of chicken. Mira had said this dish was easy, he hoped he didn't burn the chicken. That was not an impression he wanted to make on a girl he was trying to confess to. Then again, she should expect it from a guy like him, who knew next to nothing about being in the kitchen.
Come on Natsu, you got this.
Stupid Natsu.
Lucy kicked a pebble as she walked to the outskirts of Magnolia, hoping a walk would clear her head. She didn't know why but it felt like the fire dragon slayer was avoiding her for some reason.
Maybe Mira was wrong...
Pain lacerated her heart at that thought. She loved that stupid idiot and he was hiding from her, that's what hurt the most. She knew Natsu couldn't harbor the same feelings for her, why else would he be keeping his distance from her if that wasn't the case. She made her way to a secluded area in the forest that over looked a huge waterfall. The remaining sunlight illuminated her face as she sat down on the grassy area and stared down the cliff side as the water poured into a large lake down below.
Team Natsu may not be Team Natsu after all of this was over.
Her heart throbbed painfully as the first few tears escaped her eyes. "You're such a jerk Natsu, how could you do this to me?" She gripped the green grass through her fingers, as more hot tears fell, no longer caring about holding them back.
"Mom, I don't know what to do." She croaked out through tears.
Natsu sat on Lucy's bed, he had finished cooking hours ago and there was no sign of his blond haired teammate. He scowled as he looked over to the table where the food was now cold and dry and the candles were burned down to the last few inches. He sighed and laid back on her bed, and pulled at the collar of his black long sleeved button up shirt. He had dressed up for this, even leaving his beloved scarf at home, instead wearing a back shirt and dark blue jeans. He felt mentally exhausted after today and negative thoughts began to plague his mind.
What if she found out what I was planning and avoided coming home?
Did Mira tell her something? No. She wouldn't do that.
Was Lucy even okay?
That got him to sit up with a speed he didn't know he possessed. He threw open her window and jumped down from the two story height, ignoring the odd looks he received from any passersby. He sniffed the air, quickly catching her scent and sprinting in the direction he was sure she had gone. To the forest outside Magnolia. He continued his run, sniffing the air checking for any unfamiliar scents that may have been lingering nearby. He was relieved when he found none.
He skidded to a halt, her scent was even closer. He moved through the trees and foliage, several bushes scraped against his jean clad knees. He came to a stop when he saw her. His breath left him, she was beautiful. Her long blond hair cascaded down her back as she sat on the grassy floor with her knees drawn to her chest. Her blue jean shorts and red tank top hugged all of her curves in the right places. He gulped and stepped forward but stopped when a new smell reached his nose.
Tears?
With a heavy heart he stepped closer to her, with each step bringing him in earshot to hear her quiet sobs. He paused when he was behind her and knelt down to the ground. Whether she heard him or not, she didn't acknowledge that he was there. Building up his courage, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders. His arms circled around her front as he rested his head on top of hers.
She gave an audible gasp at the feeling of strong arms around her. Before she had the chance to react, the person spoke, making her heart ache even more.
"I'm sorry Lucy."
Her lip quivered as unending tears made their way down her cheeks. She wanted to turn around and hit him or yell at him, but she couldn't bring herself to do either of those. Instead she cried even harder, her sobs causing her shoulders to shake as Natsu tightened his arms around her, refusing to let her go. He moved to sit down on the ground and pulled her into his lap and held her tightly as she choked out tears.
I'm an asshole...I can't believe I did this to her.
"Lucy...There is something you need to know." This was it, she would either hate him or forgive him. "I didn't run away from you because I thought it was a mistake, I ran away because I was afraid. I was afraid that you would hate me for doing what I did."
Natsu sighed sadly. "The truth is, I've loved you for a while now." Lucy's heart froze as her sobs slowly died at his words. "I was terrified of these feelings that I didn't acknowledge, but I understand them more now than I ever have, and I've never felt this way for anyone before." Natsu looked up towards the sky, noticing the day was nearing it end. "You make me feel happy and I didn't want to do anything to screw that up because I was scared to lose you if I acted on those feelings. I was afraid you would push me away if you didn't feel the same way I do."
Lucy pulled away from Natsu as his gaze found hers. He smiled sadly, not sure what he should do now that everything was out in the open. This wasn't how he had wanted to confess his feelings to her. But he bit the bullet, hopefully it would soothe the ache in her heart.
He sighed softly. "I'm sorry I hurt you, I promise that wasn't my intention." He squeezed her tighter. "I had a moment of weakness that day, your scent was so intoxicating and then we ended up in that position and I couldn't control myself any longer."
The blond only bit her lip as she thought over his words. Is he telling the truth? Natsu continued to stare at her, making her a little nervous under his gaze, not sure what she should say. She should tell him how she feels too? Is it safe to?
"When you kissed me back, I was afraid that you were acting on hormones or you were lost in the moment too. Man I'm such an idiot!"
Lucy gave a nod in understanding but remained quiet, not sure how she wanted to respond.
"You're killing me with your silence Luce." Natsu frowned, his nerves stretching thin from worry. "Please say something...anything."
Lucy gave a small smile as she wiped her eyes. His words were so sweet, she felt like she could die from the joy she felt at his confession. She didn't know why he would think he would lose her if he acted on his feelings, but he should know he didn't have to worry about that. They were going to be together no matter what. Friends or lovers, it didn't matter.
"Just shut up and kiss me." Lucy stated in a bold whisper, finally getting her brain to force her mouth to form coherent words.
Natsu's eyes widened. "Wha...?"
Laughing lightly through her tears, she grabbed his face between her hands and pressed her lips to his. Natsu's breath left him as soon as her lips made contact with his. He pulled away and gasped for air before smiling softly and crashing her lips with his again. She deepened it as her tongue came out to run along his bottom lip, his mouth opened without hesitation. He let out a soft groan at the feel of her tongue dancing with his, he never wanted this feeling to end.
When they finally broke away from each other's lips, Natsu stared into her chocolate brown eyes. The love he felt for her at that moment didn't compare to how he had felt before. An impressive warmth that swept through his chest, considering he was a fire wizard, made his heart skip a beat.
"I love you." He said it with so much conviction that the blond couldn't hide the blush that adorned her face.
"I love you too Natsu." Lucy smiled at him while her face grew a darker shade of red. "I always have."
The pink-haired male couldn't stop himself from grinning at her. His sharp canines revealing themselves with how broad his lips had spread. He slid Lucy from his lap and stood to his feet bringing the blond to hers simultaneously. Natsu placed his hands against her cheeks and placed a soft kiss on her lips before moving his arms around her form to hug her tightly to his chest.
"I know we just confessed our love for each other, but I feel I should ask just so that we are official." Natsu murmured as he pressed his face into her hair, inhaling her scent as he did so. "So...will you be my girlfriend?"
Lucy giggled into his chest and a soft chuckle rose from him. "Of course you weirdo."
"Hey, that's my line!" Natsu pulled away and pouted at her.
"It's mine now!" She grinned at him.
Lucy hadn't expected the mess she would find when they returned to her apartment. The dishes that laid askew in the kitchen from Natsu's attempt to cook for her drew a soft sigh from her. But she couldn't help but feel a little happy that he went through all of the trouble.
"Sorry about this Luce." Natsu rubbed the back of his head sheepishly. "Are you mad?"
"Mad? No. In fact I think I've fallen for you even more Natsu." She turned to him. "I just wish I had come back so we could have enjoyed the meal you had prepared. I'm sorry all of your hard work was for nothing."
"Eh, it's okay." The male shrugged. "Probably would have tasted horrible anyway."
"Don't say that. I'm sure it would have been amazing."
"Thanks." Natsu blushed.
Lucy giggled at him, his obvious embarrassment apparent on his face. Natsu watched as she stepped towards him and wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. "Thank you for trying." She pulled away and looked into his eyes. "Natsu, I do need to apologize to you though."
"For what?"
"Yelling at you that night and trying to force you out of my apartment even though you did nothing wrong."
"Oh." Natsu gave a lopsided grin. "Don't worry about it."
Lucy nodded and dropped her arms from his neck. She walked over to her dresser and grabbed a pair of clothes. "I'm going to change for bed." Natsu nodded as she disappeared into the bathroom.
Now he was faced with another problem. Was he supposed to stay? Or should he give her space? Truthfully he didn't think he could be away from her right now. It was an emotionally exhausting day for both of them and he wanted her by his side tonight. Taking a chance he removed his shirt and kicked off his shoes before laying down on her bed just as she emerged from the bathroom dressed in a pair of pink shorts and a white t shirt.
The blond glanced at his position on her bed and only offered him a smile as she shut off the light. She crawled underneath the covers next to him and lay down on her side facing him. He turned so he mirrored her actions, staring into her brown orbs.
"Natsu..." She murmured as she felt desire pulse through her from his stare. His dark eyes captivated her and felt she couldn't pull away.
"Luce." He moved to kiss her plump lips.
She responded with an urgency she hadn't felt before. She couldn't think of anything else except wanting to be closer to him. A soft moan escaped from her, which prompted Natsu to sit up and lean over the blond, effectively deepening the lip lock. He pulled away and stared down at her, his gaze filled with lust just like on that night.
"Luce?"
"Hm." She hummed in response, her eyes never leaving his.
"I need to know how far you want me to go, cause if you don't I won't be able to stop."
Lucy's eyes widened at the implication of what he was saying. But as she looked up at him, seeing the love and care that filled his eyes, she knew she wanted all of him.
"Then don't stop."
Natsu stared at her with surprise before he smiled lovingly at her. The look of trust in her eyes made his heart swell with warmth that made every nerve in his body tingle. He couldn't imagine sharing this moment with anyone else.
That night was filled with shared inexperience, trembling fingers and fumbling of clothes as well as shared laughs as they explored touching each other. It was nothing like they had imagined, but they wouldn't have had their first time any other way.
Lucy pulled the comb through her hair as she stared at herself in the mirror. She smiled and hummed to herself a song her mother used to sing with her when she was younger. She placed the comb onto the counter-top before she straightened her purple t shirt. The effort was wasted as a pair of strong tanned arms circled around her waist and pulled her towards a very firm body.
A warm pair of lips came to rest on her neck, biting gently on her skin. She couldn't stop the soft moan that came from her lips, before she sighed happily.
"You keep this up and we'll never make it over to the guild."
"Hm, I'm perfectly fine with that." Lucy knew Natsu was smirking, she could feel it against her neck where his lips returned after he spoke.
She couldn't help but laugh at his response, but she really wanted to see their family, so she reached up and tugged his hair a little roughly. He moaned out in pain, and pouted once she managed to pull him away from her skin.
"That was just mean Lucy."
The blond turned to face him with a giggle as she took on his appearance. He had left an hour ago to shower and change at his house, then changed his clothes back to his original vest and white shorts. His scarf wrapped securely around his neck where it belonged. She smiled at the though that he hadn't worm or yesterday when he had planned that dinner.
"I almost forgot, we need to clean up the food from last night."
"Aww, do we have to do that now."
"Yes we do, I'm not letting my apartment turn into your house, I like having a clean home." She wagged her finger at him as he laughed nervously and rubbed the back of his head.
"Fine." He playfully rolled his eyes and set about helping her clean the mess. "But only if you let me try to cook for you again."
Lucy smiled softly. "Deal."
"Are you ready?"
Lucy looked over to the pink haired male beside her as he grabbed her hand. They were currently standing outside the guild hall doors, not having entered yet, becasue this time they weren't entering as friends, they were entering as a couple.
"How do you think they will react?"
"Who cares?" He smiled at her. "Besides they're our family, they will react like they always do to big news."
Lucy couldn't help but laugh and nodded her head as Natsu reached for the door. He began to push it open, before be smirked devilishly and kicked the door open taking everyone inside by surprise.
"We're home!" He announced, not letting go of Lucy's hand.
Her face turned a bright red as every single member in the guild glanced down to their conjoined hands.
"Are they...?" Gray began.
"You don't think..." Erza sputtered while Mira smiled knowingly. About time.
Natsu grinned before he turned to Lucy and kissed her on the lips before cheers erupted throughout the guild.
"Finally!" The mages cheered in unison.
When Natsu broke from the kiss Lucy's face was even redder than before, almost rivaling Erza's hair. She tried to look at her family, but once she caught Levy"s eye, the script mage smiled, as if telling her, I told you so.
Oh man, kill me now.
"Natsu! Lucy!" Happy flew in rush towards them, he crashed into Lucy's chest and Natsu wrapped his arms around both of them, Happy being sandwiched in the middle.
"Hey buddy, we've missed you." Natsu moved back and patted Happy on the head.
"So you guys really talked out everyrhing?" Happy questioned.
"Yup, things are going to be different from now on buddy, but in a good way."
"He's right, but don't think we will forget about you, we're a family." Lucy hugged Happy when the small blue exceed started crying.
Natsu looked to Lucy and Happy before wrapping his arm around her shoulders and turned to his family. Gray, Juvia and Erza smiled, while Gajeel smirked at Levy. Wendy hugged Carla tightly from her spot next to Romeo as she smiled at the new couple.
"Well I think a party is in order!" Makarav announced as he entered the ground floor of the guild, Laxus at his side as the lightening mage smirked at the fire dragon slayer.
"Yeah!" They all cheered before rushing Lucy and Natsu and pulling them into rounds of hugs, saying how happy they were for them.
Lucy felt her heart burst with happiness from all of the support from her guild mates. This only made her love each of them even more.
Thank you all.
                                                    Where do I begin                                 To tell the story of how great a love can be
A/N: I posted this on my FF, so I thought I’d see how you guys would like it.
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Reiner Braun x Fem!Reader ~ Wrecking Ball
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Warning: Broken hearts in the text below!
Music Recommendation: "Wrecking Ball" by Miley Cyrus and "Vogel im Käfig"
The heart wants what it wants.
You remember clearly the day you first met him. Reiner Braun. A big blonde flirtatious guy. And he was flirting with you. All day. Nonstop. Of course, you didn't mind that little fact. Who wouldn't want a handsome guy fighting for your love?  
Believe me, Reiner never thought, he would find someone like you in the military. But the 104th Cadet Corps were the place you two met.  
"Braun, [Y/L/N]. Sparring partners and no fooling around like Springer and Brause", Keith Shadis pushes you towards a tall blonde cadet. "Well, hello there, beautiful", a smile appears on Reiner's lips. Today must be his lucky day.
"My name is Reiner. What about yours?", he tries to lures you in with a little bit small talk. Without a word you raise your fists. Signaling him you are ready to fight. "Straight to business. I like that", Reiner follows your lead and gets into position.  
Running towards you he focuses on his first punch. Unfortunately, he misses the brief sparkle in your [E/C] eyes. Faster than thought you take a step to the side and kick his legs away. Reiner falls onto the grass without knowing what hit him.
"[Y/F/N] [Y/L/N]. Just so you know who beat your ass~", you tell him your name smirking. Yes, you are proud of yourself right now. And Reiner is amazed by the smile on your lips. That's the moment he knows, he fell hard... for you. 
It is also the place where you started to be friends after a while.
Finally, dinner time. Training was hard, but good.  
"Well, hello there", Reiner greets you as he takes the place right next to you. "Why do you keep bothering me?", you want to know playfully annoyed. Since you made no friends yet, you are glad not to sit alone once again.  
"I'm just waiting to get my revenge for earlier. Joke aside, just waiting to make some friends", Reiner replies with that handsome smirk of his on his lips. "Aren't you friends with Annie and Bertholdt?", they are inseparable. Everyone knows that.
"Okay, you got me. I want to have you as my friend. You in particular", he raises his arms playfully in defense. For a second you think about his words. What could go wrong being his friend, right? "Alright, but I'm going to beat your ass again in hand-to-hand combat", you say as you move your spoon around in your soup.
Reiner chuckles for a second, "Oh, well, I am fine with that as long as we are friends now. Smiling you focus your attention on your soup, while Reiner keeps his eyes on you.
It is also the place where you learnt to trust each other.
Like trained you slice the nape of the titan's neck during your jump onto the next roof. "Come on. Get up", you drag your comrade onto his shaky legs. The poor boy got paralyzed by the first meeting with an abnormal. "David!", you remember his name, because he got into trouble very often with Sasha and Conny.
"Watch out!", you hear Reiner's voice yelling as you let go of the boy. Just in the last second the titan collapses onto the ground. A few more inches and you would have been his next snack. You can feel your heart beat hard against your chest, while the adrenaline rushes through your veins.
"I guess, I just saved the damsel in distress", Reiner says once again with that handsome smile on his lips. "Just wait a second", you reply running towards the edge of the roof. Another titan reaches forward to get a good grip onto your friend.  
Slicing its nape stops the colossal in its tracks. "And now it seems I just saved your ass", gracefully you land on the roof again. You have his back and vice versa as long as one of you still breathes.  
It is also the place where you two learnt to complete each other.
Your grip tightens around the bloody emblem in your hand. The wings of freedom do mean suddenly something else, after you lost a good friend to the titans once again. What does freedom mean in general?
"Hey", Reiner snaps you out of your dark thoughts by putting his hand on your shoulder. Softly he turns you around to wrap you up in his arms. "Let them out. I'm here", he talks about the tears you hold in for hours now.  
You just waited for someone you can hold onto, while you are weak and broken. Reiner whispers sweet nothings into our ear as you let the wave of grief and sadness wash over you. He turned from flirty idiot to your safe haven within a few months.  
What would you do without him? But you are not the only one who thinks and feels that way. Reiner started to flirt with you just for fun, but now he needs you like air to breathe. It is like two matching puzzle pieces found each other. Holding together no matter what might happen.  
You two are made for each other.
And lastly, it is also the place where you learnt to love each other.
Feeling like the world might crash around you, you fall onto the grass right next to your flirty idiot. "Damn it! You could have died! Do you have a death wish?", panic speaks instead of gratefulness that he is still alive.  
That typical smirk appears on his lips. "Come on, darling. I'm not that easy to kill", Reiner replies as he grabs your hand, which you squeeze almost too much. "How can you joke about that?! I thought...", you can't end your sentence. You are too afraid to be rejected, but what do you have to lose?
Without a further word you lean forward to press your lips against his soft ones. That smooth bastard isn't even surprised by your sudden move. "I'm sorry. I will be more careful the next time", he mumbles under his breath as you two break apart to take a deep breath.
"I hope so. You are an idiot... But you are my idiot", you reply feeling the blush on your cheeks. "I love you, too", Reiner pushes up your chin softly with his fingers to press another kiss onto your lips. Why did you wait for so long? And why did he wait for so long?
Everything was perfect, until the day you wanted to know the truth...
A sigh escapes your mouth as you lean against the cold wall. How are you supposed to start this conversation? For so long you thought about a good plan, just to discard every single one of them again. You have to improvise.
"Here are you, darling. I was looking for you everywhere", Reiner's familiar voice snaps you out of your thoughts. Smirking he comes closer to press a soft kiss onto your cheek. You want to back away or say something, but your body doesn't listen to your orders.
"We need to talk", is the only thing you can get out without a trembling voice. Your heart beats hard against your chest. Maybe it wants to break free after all this time caged in. Reiner furrows his eyebrows confused by your serious tone, "That doesn't sound good at all... Why are you wearing your gear?" Your grip tightens around the handle of your sword immediately.
You open your mouth to explain everything, but not a single word comes over your lips. "What is wrong?", he wants to know and takes a step closer, which results in you taking one away from him. "Stay where you are, please", you plead not daring to look into his eyes.
Not listening to your words, he takes another step towards you. Without a further word you take out your blade pointing it at him, "Tell me the truth, Reiner. Are you the armored titan?" Pure confusion takes place on his face, but also something that looks clearly like guilt. That is definitely more proof than you need.
"Oh my, was anything you ever said even true?", it feels like your perfect little world crashes around you, leaving shards and broken pieces everywhere. "You are talking weird things. It is not like you think it is", Reiner tries to defuse the situation somehow.
Lowering your blade a little bit, you shake your head slowly, "Do you think I am stupid? Like I couldn't figure out all the little hints. You are wrong. What you do is wrong." Your thoughts are falling around in your head. How are you supposed to organize them?
"[Y/N], let us talk about it", Reiner raises his arms in a comforting gesture. "Why? I am not going to live a lie to protect your secret. I don't even know what I am going to do, but I have to do something", you need to talk to Levi. He will listen to your words. He always listen to your words.
"[Y/N]", he tries his luck again, but with a slightly dangerous undertone. You raise your blade once again, "I swear, I will cut off your limbs. They will grow back lizard style, don't they? No harm done, but you better watch out." Reiner knows he has no chance against you. Even with his gear would it be difficult... But he doesn't want to hurt you. And still you just know too much.
Wanting to run away until you collapse, you take a few steps back, watching every move he does. Your trust is gone forever probably. Reiner clenches his hands into fists. "Don't you dare", you know exactly what will happen next, "Please, don't."
Lighting appears as he transforms into a titan. But not any titan. As fast as possible you use your gear to jump onto the next roof. The wind makes it hard to stand upright, but you manage it somehow. That's it. You are looking at the infamous Armored Titan.
Tears start to well in your eyes. You can't win this fight. You don't want to win this fight. Somewhere in this gigantic chest is still the Reiner you fell in love with a long time ago. The soldier who protected you so often. He held your hand in time of need.  
His hand rushes forward to get a good grip on you. In the last second you can jump out of his reach. But for how long you can play this game? The other soldiers from the Survey Corps and Garrison will come to your aid, but what then? So many questions and no answers.
Running towards the edge of the roof, you launch into the air. Your grappling hook brings you up onto his shoulder, but a direct hit with your blade does nothing at all. The only advantage is that you are fast enough to keep escaping his gigantic hands.
Landing back onto the roof, you take a few steps forward, "Reiner, I never meant to start a war. I just wanted to know the truth." You let him wrap his fingers around you so he can lift you up. Maybe it is stupid what you are doing right now. But maybe he will listen to your words.
The titan looks at you with its yellow eyes. There is nothing that looks like the Reiner you knew. "You can still stop this. Please, for me. Instead of using force, I guess, I should have let you explain it", his grip around you tightens painfully. Big mistake, or not? You wish you know what is going on inside of his head right now.
Your life lies in his hand. Everything could end now. No one will ever know his secret. And still all the memories hunt his head. They mean something to him, after all. Reiner should have known that falling in love with you was a mistake. His mission isn't his priority anymore.
You are.
Suddenly, your grip tightens around the handles of your blades. Knowing, it is just for his best, your arms rush forward. The silver blades disconnect from your handles meeting both of his eyes perfectly. A lonely tear escapes your eyes as he a scream of agony comes over his lips.
You wiggle your way free out of his fist. With the help of your gear you make your way onto his shoulder again. How often did you see Levi cutting Eren out of his titan form? So often that you know exactly every step of it. And still you are terrified to try it out now.
The Garrison soldiers are swarming into your direction, ready to kill every titan they see. The Survey Corps soldiers are also on their way. To cut Reiner out is the only way to prevent any sacrifices. No one will lose his life today.
"Trust me. I got your back", you mumble under your breath as you swing your blades gracefully. It takes three attempts to get through his armor. A slight smile appears on your lips as you see your flirty idiot unharmed.  
Unfortunately, before you can move your blade again, Reiner's gigantic titan hand brushes you away, like you are just a tiny fly. Dazed by the hit you can't use your gear to save yourself from the fall. Your back collides extremely hard with the next wall of one of the houses.  
Blood splatters onto the stones around you, creating a bloody halo. It feels like every bone in your body snaps into thousand tiny pieces, which probably happened during the blow. Just a tiny second you can collect yourself, before gravity sets in and makes you fall onto the ground.  
Another bloody halo forms around your broken frame. Lying on your chest makes it even harder to breathe than before. Matching to the metallic taste of blood on your tongue. It is difficult to move your head to see Reiner maybe for the last time, but you manage it somehow. Between all the soldiers you can see Captain Levi. He will know what to do. Reiner will survive.
No one of them saw your little accident, apart from this, they are busy cutting him out of his titan form. Your heartbeat slows down, telling you that you are running out of time. The slight smile reappears on your lips. It was a beautiful adventure you had, after all.
"I still love you, my idiot", you say with your last breath.
Extended Ending
Reiner opens his eyes slowly. He feels like a titan stomped on his entire body several times. Not recognizing his surroundings, he raises his head weakly. Metal bars everywhere. Chains on his arms and hands. Completely trapped.
"You are awake, finally", Captain Levi leans against the wall with his typical stoic and bored facial expression. But something dark can be seen in his eyes. Something that isn't there usually. Reiner doesn't reply something. His tongue feels heavy.
Then, suddenly, the realization hits him like a punch.  
"Where is [Y/N]?", he needs a few attempts to bring out this simple question. Levi takes a few steps forward leaning one hand onto one of the metal bars. An uncomfortable silence appears between the two men.
"You don't deserve it, but since you are [Y/N]'s last relative, here", the short Captain let's go of something that falls onto the ground. Directly into the beam of one of the torches. The bloody wings of freedom. Your bloody wings of freedom.
"Just so you know, [Y/N] died all alone, while I cut you out of your titan form. She is probably the reason why you are still alive", Levi doesn't even try to hide the fact, that he blames Reiner for your death. Said soldier feels a lump forming in his throat.
"And I am the reason why she is dead, right?", he tries to blink away the tears. The Captain doesn't say a word, but the answer is obvious. Levi leaves the broken soldier alone with his grief and blame. A lonely tear escapes his eye. "I am so sorry, [Y/N]." But words will not bring you back to him.
He is truly alone now.
I seriously postet that here now. Please, let me know what you think. I am not quite sure what I think xD
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