#im a smoking caffein addict who can barely cook a meal
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do you ever just think about everything you do like Ah Yes I’ve really failed my life already huh
#dropped out of high school twice#still not done yet. ppl i went to highschool with are graduating cegep this year#im a smoking caffein addict who can barely cook a meal#depressive eating disordered who cant go a day without dissociating to the fucking moon#and i spend more money on drugs than uh anything else really#ive lost almost half of my starting weight yet im still fat#and im also ugly with an uneven hairline and no brows thanks to good old ocd and i have acnee despite an acutane treatment#i bind with tape and a binder and im not flat#my hands are always full of tiny cuts and scrapes cause of work#im an ‘artist’ who draws once a week at best these days instead of every day like i used to#im a book nerd who reads like 2 chapters a week instead of a book a day like i also used to#and im a ‘writer’ whos never finished anything even halfway exept shitty emo poems#i have an overgrown undercut#i have piercings just too many to be normal hut not enough to be cool#cause i cant get any more cause kf work#i have to take em all off so if i got a new one itd close up#im trying to look good but i cant afford or pull off my style#i dont have my drivers license nor am i in the process of getting ir#i havent gone to a gym in over a year fuck
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