#im a huge fuckin failure. i get it. but holy fuck lay off a little. i just feel motr and more discouraged with every word she says.
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#since loosing my job it has been the worst two weeks in terms of the relationship with my mom#it seems like to her i can do nothing right and that every step i take to find something new is the wrong thing#she's so condescending and thinks she knows everything or that all her ideas are right when she doesn't know my industry#the things that exist in the business world are not the same in the design world. design is small. everyone knows everyone.#business and marketing are not that way. they're massive. they're different. and being told 'this is what we do' means nothing.#i get she's trying to help but making me feel like shit about it is not helping. it's making me feel like there's no point.#i dug my nails into my palm so hard that there are blisters forming. every time she talks about it it's like im absolute garbage.#it's like nothing will satisfy her. it only makes me wany to move out even more. im tired of being berated constantly.#im a huge fuckin failure. i get it. but holy fuck lay off a little. i just feel motr and more discouraged with every word she says.#every time im happy about something she finds a way to crush it or make me feel bad that i was enjoying something instead of working#im miserable here. i can't wait to leave so i don't have to fuckin be stuck in this hell anymore.#the only person who's actually helping is my dad. because he doesn't like how she's acting either. she can't explain anything calmly.#everything is with a pissed off face. nothing is with a supportive tone. it's all commanding and like i know nothing.#are commands. all her ideas must be implemented or else i get bitched at.#apparently applying for new jobs isn't enough. i have to be a god damn miracle worker.#ill be happy when i don't have to be around her all the time. she's slowly destroying anything good about our relationship.#trashbin speaks
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