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Already wrote 7k words and he's still not accepting shit it's really funny to write ๐ญ. Though i dont know what i wanna do with it yet- maybe i could send u the version full of holes that i have (i tend to write scenes in random orders and not finish them) for some ideas ๐๐ ? And yes she would be an alpha! I manage to write top kisaki once in a while but I really can't when it's with hina or takemichi (for the moment, shit always changes with me). I do have sort of a wip of kisahina as teens (hina pov where she's filled with doubts cos michi is a beta and kisaki just presented as an omega- it's kind of shit but I like her pov).
Ur right tho kakucho and mikey are also very similar but what if he was jealous/resentful of Mikey? I'm actually always hesitating when writing kakucho between him following izana without questions and just always being supportive of him (to an unhealthy amount) or more rebellious~not really the word but something like that. Like I love the version of him where izana is just perfect in his eyes and just hurting and if he hurts other people it's not his fault but I also love him as a reluctant participant... I'm not sure. The fic is actually kisaizamai with hankisa endgame (uhhhh I can explain) but it's actually very dead dove if I can use that as an adjective, like rife with violent, abusive relationship and non-con so idk if that's okay with u (it's okay if it isn't of course). It's an au where takemichi was actually mikey's mate, kisaki still killed him (two birds one stone move) but that actually let the dark impulses get completely control of mikey (or he just snapped mental illness style, ur pick). So it's basically a long fic of kisaki losing lmaoo
To go from there to hinakisa yuri ๐ญ I have diverse tastes hm but they are literally doomed! I could sooo see kisaki trying to secure a place in the world for herself and hinata but she never asked for that, only wanted her friend to stay with her (u hurt me with that sentence -> hinata dies... vampire hinata? Vampire yuri period sex who said that)
I havent played the game unfortunately but ive heard of it, its on switch right ? But wait a min I actually like the dragon idea, like shin sacrificing a sacred dragon (ooh taboo and forbidden, maybe they're going extinct/they're sentient or something) to revive Mikey but ofc dark magic means consequences hence the dark impulses. But also what if the visions takemichi has of the future are actually something related to that- like the spirit of the dead creature speaking to him to fix the wrong that has been done (vocabulary changed to fit the mood). Shin's death was always funny to me with how mundane it was (weird sentence out of context), plus the mixed interests of bajitora trying to do something nice for Mikey and getting bit in the ass is also an interesting nuance. So the searching for a cure is really digging into that!! Something illicit like stealing the bike, naybe the cure is something nobody can touch except royalty, maybe it can cause a big cataclysm if its used. And maybe shin was disoriented after the spell and stumbled out of his tower and bajitora thought he was a guy there to stop there from reaching the cure, a knight they would be ready to kill for their friend?
Yes like what about tenjiku ๐ญ there are so many of them. I can see him as a bodyguard! Tho I wonder about his connection with shin and the dragon then...
not written with the same characters but
"kisaki" is homonymous with the japanese word for queen/empress (more specifically: the king/emperor's wife) and idk i feel like there's something to be done with that
#this au is so random i feel like a five year old but its also so funny so who cares#i was actually fixing my sleep schedule but now its 6 am. sigh.#im a bit scared of posting stuff on the internet now cuz someone on twt saw one of my post and commented on it i wanted to perish :<#the realities of being perceived by people online#same with the type of fic i read and write which is heavy on dead dove#i know some people perceive that as endorsing but its really not idk its kinda therapeutic for someone with related trauma#but even without that fiction is fiction and its different from reality and filtering exist#anyway rant over
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