#im 2lbs heavierthan yesterday and logically ik that I didnt gain fat overnight and that it is prob bc I ate high sodium foods yesterday AND
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#again puttingthis in tags bc I dont want to trigger anybody#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I am in hell#I made my first meal of the day which is already rly low cal tbh but im still like !!!!!!!! rly rly rly dont wanna eat it#and its all bc I weighed myself this morning which was DUMB#im 2lbs heavierthan yesterday and logically ik that I didnt gain fat overnight and that it is prob bc I ate high sodium foods yesterday AND#im on my period so im gonna b carrying water weight#but like :/ I still ://///#dont wanna eat and I kinda wanna keep starving myself bc after years of this hell my hunger cues are all messed up#and I already ignore when im feeling hungry#so now its like AHHHHHH#ive just been sitting here staring at my meal which is literally 2 boiled eggs and a bowl of cherries and tea with splenda#like its not that deep girl#your fear foods arent even present#just EAT THE FOOD#I hate this#im gonna have to get rly high and distract myself with netflix or something so im not thinking about the food while I eat ir#I hate this and I hate that this is my life#entries
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