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iangallagherisadeadman · 4 days ago

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guys my brainrot of au!rockband is out of hand i cant think of nothing else and I'm so conflicted cause I've never written a fic before english is not my first language I wouldn't know where to begin with and I don't want to put so much time and effort for it to be shitty but at the same time I want to expand this idea so bad you guys don't get it I have a clear visual image of the direction I want to take for the concept art for their first 2 albuns and I'm fucking writing songs too I'm beyond cooked I'm going insane here

#i can already see ill spend like 2 years writing this fucking fic and by then the fandom will be beyond dead ksdjhksj #and i know i shouldnt care about it it should be purely enjoyable to me but i physically cant align my pleasure without inflicting self pai #anyway that the fuck ever i think im gonna give it a real run #rockstars!milkoviches #im gonna change this tag because some people made really cool art of ian playing the guitar and now he has to be the guitarist #shameless #shameless us #ill probably write 200k of the fic in a few months and then spend years nitpicking it telling myself im mischaracterizing them #i guess what i fear the most is dialogs mick specially have a really specific way with words and as english is not my first language #i dont think i can replicate it also i think i want to write from his pov so that fucking sucks #and it will be soooo much research omg im tired just thinking of it I need consultants

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