#ill have to start w gemina instead

[alittleemo]

anyway last night when i was getting ready for bed i was thinking abt blue mist for the first time in ages and realized cris/jo would make more sense having already dated and broken up. like picture the opening to illuminae when kady and ezra break up like three hours before the kerenza invasion. and then fall in love again from the different ships. imagine you break up with your secret girlfriend in the 80s before you go to tour colleges and when you come back shes gone. and no one remembers the gas station she used to work at except you so you go on a crazy cross country road trip trying to find her and the station doesnt seem to exist and it turns out she was killed on the premises and the station is slowly causing rifts in spacetime as it tries to keep her alive. and youre still petty and mad because youre seventeen (and have been for years now) but also the only one who can find her. someday ill end up writing it in full and then you will all see <3