#ill do more of these i think. wtv format this is

[toupee-or-nottoupee]

it's basic maths. (Ominis is done with twins. Never again.)

[mayz1er]

mixture of predsidential ties rambles and wip rambles and rambles in general b4 i fall asleep

like. holy shit. this fic is going to be so, like, layered. i’m so glad that i’m waiting until it’s completed before posting bc holy fuck i’m gonna do such a good job editing and adding in the foreshadowing. fuck. i need this shit to be good and have nice cool very-obvious-not-obbvious foreshadowing and flashbacks and! i need everything to be tied together nicely! preferably in a neat little bow.

also i didn’t mean for this to happen but ngl it was a little inevitable: ily!tubbo is a god, yeah? i think he’s just what kismet!tubbo would’ve acted like if he and drista ran away like she planned to. like obvious circumstances are very different and the au’s aren’t even related (although i am wondering if i shud make a subtle “in a different life” parallel in this wip but idk yet) but. yeah. kismet!tubbo and ily!tubbo r two sides of the same coin. maybe i’ll post parallels or analyses on them once it’s all published. dunno

also i still don’t actually know the title for the wip. like in the beginning the emotion of love was supposed to be a huge theme and it still is but it’s overpowered by fucking god and humanity themes which i’m not upset by but i need to figure out a way to make the title more fitting. like i can’t just have it be “i love you” that feels boring. i need to brainstorm.

also i can’t remember if i’ve mentioned this i accidentally gave kismetdrista and ilytubbo similar appearances but i think it’s cause tubbo has horns and i gave him long wavy hair. they’re probably differentiable when coloured. they have pretty different colour schemes

i have a playlist for the wip hehahaha

this is gonna be a fic with big deep sad parts btw and it’s gonna crush me eugh makes me sad looking at my planning sheet but it’ll turn out alright dw

i miss editing and formatting my chapters and creating the posts w my fav lines from each chapter when i published them that was so fuckin fun to do

kismettubbo has such a special place in my heart. he’s just a lidle guy. ALSO ALSO ALSO there was gonna be a whole big scene in brpt where it was tubbo’s true form like angel form and he would’ve had wings again like i think i fucking planned him to be revived with his wings but i either forgot or thought it was stupid and pointless. it wanted the scene bc i got a comment along the lines of “i hope tubbo gets is magical girl angel transformation soon” and i was like shit me too.

when kismetclingyduo walked back to kismetranboos house after getting out of prison tubbo was still bleeding a bit so flowers grew out from the snow

me n my best friend r gonna have “are you a poet?” “for you, i am” written to match on our converses. i fucking love that line so fucking much dude 10/10 probably one of the best from brpt and oh shit i still haven’t compiled a list of the best lines from brpt it’s been a month fuck. anyways are you a poet for you i am is the only time i’ve cried writing and i would quite actually have it matching tattooed w my soulmate or wtv

i had a good day today and the past few days but there is so many deadlines i have to meet its fuckin me up i’m nervous that someone will bother me when i’m stressed and ill start tellin at them in class but all in all i’ve been having a great time in november which is. unusual. i got boba and pizza!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i think that’s all i have to say for now gn :]