#ill delete this in like 20 mins prob

[flyingspicerack]

hmm ...

[videostak]

actuallly may not upload the older stuff idk listening back to stuff from that time period actually makes me feel like shit.. i mean in ways ive made progress since then actually driving and having a job n stuff but in many ways still that same sorta shittiness and awfulness to it and hate listening to that stuff cause i do remember i was optimistic abt my friendships w/ ppl at that time which turned out to be awful but like idk gonna just for theee sake of deleting stuff am gonna look and listen thru it all and ifi have enough and if the stuff actually makes me feel good to listen to ill upload it. actually probably wont cause i cant imagine listening to it and feeling good LOL well then no biggie since it prob wouldve just been like 15 or 20 mins of music regardless and nothing crazy good so its better to focus on the new stuff ive been recording ^_^ rly wanna get it out by atleast like mid september if i can like idk i could drop it as it is now w/ 40 mins of music but i do wanna record some melodica songs genuinley just having trouble coming up w/ stuff that sounds nice so yeas.. also NEED to play my electric organ w/ distortion pedal soooon was listening to audio of it from way back when and it sounds dope af with distortion lol also wanna try to record something w/ bass w/ distortion