#ill deal w the aftermath of this later honestly. and i dontnKnownwhat that outcome looks like ngl !
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. recovery rlly isnt linear ohh my god i live in delusion.
#i was doing SO WELL ar keeping my bpd bullshit under wraos and like . Less symptomatic#but oh boy i took 10 steps backwards and it feels like im back at swuare one#im not . bc i did something diffdrent this time and i did . handle this a little bit differentky so it isnt all invain#but . its subtle differences that if you compared this to . maybe a similar event from earlier this year#you wouldny Rlly see much change :/#but for me thst is enough rn.#ill deal w the aftermath of this later honestly. and i dontnKnownwhat that outcome looks like ngl !#but ill b finr either way bc my best friend js comign up so . i havr that to look forward too.#but jn all honesty this shit is so fucking hard to do. anf i hate that i feel like a fucking burden while im dealing with it#like . ik this is my own Thing and i need to do it myself but ive done it by myself#for so long thar im trying to ask for help whrn i desoerstely need it#like its a last resort !!!!! bc its so Demanding of people#and i get letndownnevery fucking time like docu ever learn !!!!
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