#ill be chilling looking at holiday shit an be like man. so much chrismas stuff in here. no love for us jewish folk goddamn
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there's this thing that happens where i?? forget I'm not jewish?? technically I'm an atheist (i guess) but i was raised by and around jewish people, on jewish customs, my entire chosen family is jewish, i spent the majority of my elementary years attending after school care at a synagogue that taught jewish history, and i feel a far stronger connection to Judaism than any other religion, but the extent of my actual jewish heritage is around 0.5% Ashkenazi and again, I'm literally an athiest. ridiculous phenomenon
#random ass post but wtv#post#not tagging jumblr because not actually jewish#maybe ill fuckin convert man idk. i don't even believe in god so i feel likw thatd be disrespectful#ill be chilling looking at holiday shit an be like man. so much chrismas stuff in here. no love for us jewish folk goddamn#and then realize im Not Actually Jewish#which is kinda weird? to me? because i was pretty much raised jewish? but im not?#and on one hand i want to be able to convert for instance because i love the traditions and culture and the history and judaism is#an integral part of my identity but on the other hand i hold spite towards the concept of divine creation and i feel like being present in#the community would be appropriation-y at best and sacrilegious at worst i guess.#idk mayb I'll gaslight myself into believing in God. I'm mentally ill enough that i could probably do it#fuck it i believe in god now. whatever. there's probably a guy somewhere in all this shit
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