#ik this is sappy and cliche

[lycanomancy]

Mama Amara hcs

check out this ask for context/background

Because I’m obsessed with Amara being a typical stern, tough-love, but supportive mom-figure to the garbage boy Troy.

Warning: This is purely indulgent and will probably be OOC to some/most people. 

When Troy first comes under her wing (unbeknownst to him), it’s more ‘drill sergeant’ than anything outright friendly or parental. There is no coddling or slack, Amara’s on a mission to take this rude, greasy, moody E-boy and civilize him. She will domesticate and tame this oversized rat if it’s the last thing she does. 

First order of business: if the ship jerks or a vent blows on him, he’s gone. The skin will wilt off his bones, he will melt into a puddle. How is he even walking? Where is his flesh? Does he have organs? She asks around to see what his diet is, what kind of junk/poison he’s putting in his body. 

He’s been living off of ramen since he got there. Amara kicks in his door at 6 in the morning with a plate piled with protein breakfast burritos. 

“Eat some actual food, before you slip down a godd*mned grate!”

Troy is convinced it’s poisoned. Amara flashs her many arms, perfectly able of force-feeding a string bean. He, smartly, takes the hint.

This becomes the normal. He takes it as an insult and really doesn’t want it, but Amara knows every single one of his hiding places, and it’s eat or get beat. She makes a lot of Partali cuisine, which he hasn’t had since Mom, so that’s another reason for him to get his hackles up

Amara could not care less about his hackles; she’s Buff Personified, this child looks like a straw. It’s the first time in years that someone wasn’t threatened, intimidated, and more importantly, afraid with his displays of “I’m a God, and you’re about to be sacrificed.”

It’s kind of refreshing.

After she ensures he’s actually getting nutrients and calories, Amara moves on to Phase 2: Domestication. 

Troy has more complexs than a neighborhood on Promethea. He’s rude, he’s callous and defensive, he’s cruel and selfish and egoistical. He’s also shy. He stutters, and hides in dark corners with mechanical projects while humming to the music in his headphones. Amara starts noticing the split between Troy, a young man with issues, and the issues taking shape in the God-King. 

She knows she can’t just yank him around and make him socialize with everyone - baby steps, little by little, start small. Just like a workout. 

Troy’s first real social interaction with another person is Amara dragging him to her room for training.

She starts him out with some basic yoga to get a feel for just how unhealthy he is. He complains the entire time, and gets even more annoyed when Amara doesn’t care. 

Troy thinks it’s punishment, or she’s supposed to watch him like a parole officer. Amara’s just trying to A: get him in better shape, and B: socialize him, like a feral dog that’s been kicked too many times. It takes a month of daily workouts, slowly getting more challenging then the last, and Troy complaining more and more each day, before he starts getting used to it. Hackles come down, shell opens a bit. Amara takes the opportunity to ask him about how he got so good with engineering, and the shell opens a little more. 

She’s the only one who talks to him without a glare or sneer, so she’s the only who he’ll talk to. Troy asks her about what Partali was like, she tells him stories about stopping crime lords and saving villages. Amara inquires as to how he managed to keep the CoV functional and not a total dumpster fire and he regales to her horrors of working with bandit warlords and corporate trust-fund children like Katagawa. 

Amara now has proof that there’s a regular human being in there, albiet a damaged one. But, Amara is the queen of working with what’s she’s got and coming out on top - damaged or not, she can work with him if there’s some mortality in there. 

Once he’s comfortable enough around her, it’s like Troy Calypso and the kid she’s taken under her wing were never the same people. Amara learns that his stuttering is an indicator of him being relaxed, and him speaking neatly and even is the opposite. She can see a human under there, but the God-King, as much of a defensive shell as it may be, is still part of that human, and the blood still stains that human’s hands. 

When she starts trying to make Troy socialize with the others, she gets a good look at just how bad his “Me vs Them” mindset is. Everything that comes out his mouth is dismissive, rude, callous, condescending, overly-defensive, or a combination of the five. That human she got a glimpse off hides away, behind the skin of the bloodthirsty psychopath that she, that they all, tried to take down. 

He snaps at Zane’s attempts of conversation, Tannis’ inquiries about his tattoos. Ellie gets off a little easier, but that’s because Troy mostly ignores her. And good god, Lilith and Ava don’t make it easy. One of them will bring up his time in the CoV, his relationship with Tyreen or Typhon, or imply him a fake siren, a freak, and hell decides to blow over the Sanctuary. 

How Troy knew about Roland, Amara doesn’t know. She does know that he barely escaped with his life, and that blaming the Crimson Raider’s death on Lilith was not a smart thing to do.

Amara talks to anyone who has the capacity to be civil, tells them her goal, and politely asks that they not try to make it nigh impossible with snide remarks about every sore spot Troy has, Ava. 

Only Zane and Ellie really support her, but once she gets the crew on-board with Operation: Make This Man Tolerable, things start going smoother. 

When Troy doesn’t use basic manners like please, thank you, or doesn’t hold the door open for someone, the air gets static-y while Amara counts down to 1 in her head. She doesn’t need to out-loud, Troy knows his timer to rectify his behavior by her stern gaze and the flashing of her tattoos. After a while, manners become normal habit - for a select few. Ellie stops being ‘Car Chick’ and has her name following a ‘Ms’. Moze gets an enthusiastic ‘Thanks!’ when she lets him poke around Iron Bear. Tannis is thrilled by his use of ‘Dr.’ and that he’s no longer threatening to kill her every time she sneaks up on him to look at his tattoos. 

Amara notices that he’s much worse with men, and it takes him twice as long to be...well, not friendly, but to stop being aggressive to the same gender. He met Brick and it was like a chihuahua snarling at a mastiff, shaking in every limb. Luckily, Brick about as friendly as someone can get and doesn’t have anything out for Troy, so that one-sided rivalry eases off once Troy stops seeing the berserker as threat. 

She’s honestly kind of proud of him. A few months ago, he was hiding in corners and his room, starving and isolated. Troy’s actually managed to get on Ellie’s good side. Fl4k’s pets like him now. He’s eating properly now, his skin doesn’t look so grey and thin. He looks healthy.

Until he doesn’t.

She goes around the ship trying to find him for more training, but no one has seen him. The ship goes on lockdown. Progress or not, he’s still Troy Calypso, and they still can’t trust him.

Mr. Chew finds him behind some machinery in the back, unconscious with his tattoos flickering. Tannis is checking him over, but she doesn’t find any source. His heartbeat is irregular, his blood circulation is all wrong, he stops breathing for far too many seconds at a time. He looks pale and he’s cold to the touch. Lilith thinks he might have taken a bad hit of narcotics when Amara figures it out.

No one has been giving Troy energy. 

He’s been away from Tyreen for the better part of a year, and he hasn’t gotten a boost since he was in the CoV. One of the sirens needs to give him some energy, but they can’t - he has to take it, and after Maya, no one feels inclined to. 

Amara volunteers when he wakes up, but he refuses. Says he’s ‘done being a parasite’. 

Amara flips her lid. 

Everyone is shoved out of the clinic, and for a solid 47 minutes and 31 seconds, Amara goes over every single insecurity Troy has about his body, powers, and relationship with his sister, and tears them down one by one like they were bandits. 

Troy’s still emotionally constipated, so he agrees to take some energy just so Amara stops talking about his issues. 

When she lets him take her arm and sap power from her, she makes him take more than the bare minimum he needs. The entire time, she berates him for not saying anything, and tells him to come to her before he’s suffering. 

Judging from his reaction, Tyreen had different feelings. 

Amara drags him to her room for training and an entire blender of a protein shake once he can stand again. 

She makes a joke about Maliwan brand kitchenware, and it’s the first time she hears him genuinely laugh.

[ronanceisintheair]

Ik vampires turn into bats; but hear me out.

Vampire!Nancy that transforms into a black feline(maybe a panther) paired with werewolf!Robin.

They are a couple that feels like they shouldn't work, the dogs and cats don't get along archetype.

Dorky and lovable Robin, with serious stoic, prickly Nancy.

Except they are both these things, Robin can be a terrible unhinged beast that rips the larynx out of men, fur clumped with blood, pupils filled with hungry hate.

And holy fuck if this doesn't make Nancy shake to the core. But in a way where afterwards she's extra tender and soft with Robin:

Giving her girlfriend/wife soft praise. Telling her how she's such a good girl and how much she loves her.

Then there's Nancy's soft, sensitive, sappy side. Just a complete puddle for things like stuffed animals, stray animals, and cliche rom-coms.

A pout so contrasting to her usual demeanor that it shoots through Robin like a beam of light. It leaves her hands warm and tongue stuck to the roof of her mouth.

Robin who looks at her with a contrasting dark look to that precious pout:

Telling Nancy how hot and intimidating she is. Reminding her that she's a ravenous, enchantress who has broke the neck of many. How Robin would do anything Nancy told her to do, commanded her to do, if you will.

[st4r-c0d3]

part three of what songs mha character would use to confess during karaoke (based on the ship): Shinsou Edition <3

Shinsero: Not Another Song About Love by Hollywood Ending. youd think this is shinkami right? but its not. basic mf. its CLEARLY Shinsero bc like Hitoshi, Hanta is a fucking asshole. which really brings in the "i cant fucking stand you" aspect of the song. i just think it has the capacity to be smth Shinsou would choose if he were to be singing at Sero

Shinjirou: Beauty And A Beat by Justin Bieber. i physically cant explain this one. it just feels correct

Shinkami: cliche by mxmtoon. its all sappy and about being practically head over heels at first glance. thats practically all that needs to be said. its also played on the ukulele and for some reason it seems very Shinsou

Shinbaku: At My Worst by Pink Sweat$. is it sappy as shit? yes. does it fit almost perfectly though?? yes. i think it fits their dynamic in a way that says "i'll try and be whatever you need bc ik im not perfect" bc it just makes sense. we all know how much of a perfectionist Bakugo is. Shinsou feeling like he would have to strive to be whatever Bakugo wants and WANTING to be what Bakugo wants is the whole point of the song

[abittersweetsongforyou]

wtfock fic recs part 2

saddle up for pt 2 babyyyy

wtfock fic recs pt 1

the underrated (just read them trust me they're brilliant)

wishing, wanting and longing by dottori

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart by orphan_account This isn't our first time around by noobishere this is us, through your eyes by dottori - with yasminas season starting id like to draw everyones attention to this fic from yasminas pov its sweet and sentimental and lovely and the fact that it has under 100 kudos is a fucking crime Scary Monsters (and Super Creeps) by berrevy - i love this author so much and this fic is so good, i love the way they're written here, the description is beautiful, 10/10 A morning without you is a dwindled dawn by Createdforyou - so soft i love seeing them just living their lives together Elayna Aan Zee by zetaphiuchi(ryuujitsu) - this one is sad and maybe sander forgives too quickly but its beautifully written and i love it you're an angel in disguise (you're an angel in my eyes) by thekardemomme - this is so sweet and lovely and warm everyone should read it I do now. by irregardlxss - robbe tells jens about the hate crime dreaming of you by ivy_seas - just them being happy at christmas time hold all my cliches on the tip of my tongue by nbrook - they're dorks and they're too horny for their own good but they love each other very much i've never been in love (but i wanna be, i wanna be) by ladypeaceful - what if sander took noors place at the party in episode 1 we have the stars (and this is given once only) by merengue - military au but also childhood friends and its so soft and beautiful and they love each other so much Agents Sliding Down The Chimney by berrevy - i seriously cannot recommend berrevy enough this is a christmas fic thats a little sad but also a whole lot sweet and very real which is what i like

angst bby

I follow you (deep sea, baby) by emotionalgoblin - sander pines in my mind, in my head by cubedmango - canon divergence for s3 last two episodes

gonna help you be free, honey by lamourestout - aftermath of the hate crime

We're always gonna be contaminated by nbrook - sander fucked upppp and everyone is sad but they communicate so its fine

the night we met by themoongirl - college au, sad boys :(((

show me some stars (beneath this ceiling) by peaceoutofthepieces - five times robbe wishes he could wake up next to sander and one time he does You're always there for me by nbrook - the s4 car accident aftermath (don't want anything) but all of you by MajorAccent - s4 car accident but extra extra angsty i know someone who kisses the way (a flower opens) by romantiser robbe and sander see each other again after sander paints the mural

sander and robbe being so in love it hurts

he is the one by themoongirl - marriage proposal im soft

I'm holding my breath, as the seasons change by bruisingknees - robbe moves out of the flatshare

new year's eve by themoongirl - sander is sad but robbe is soft

all you never say by nothingbutniall - fluffffff

you're the one that i want by themoongirl - sander needs reassurance

dark paradise by luckycharmz - sander is coming out of a low and robbe takes care of him

i was grounded (while you filled the skies) by wafflesofdoom - theyre in love okay

If a June night could talk, it would probably boast it invented romance by allforyoumylove - theyre childhood friends and theyre in love

oh my sunlight, sunlight, sunlight by alsjeblieft - sander painting robbe

Early Morning Dancing by teen_content_queen - flatmates dance in the morning v v cute

(inside my head) I've been at war by nothingbutniall - they're so soft pls

The sun came up and I was looking at you by allforyoumylove

Baby, Home Is In Your Arms by clarecas - robbe comes home to sander after his exam

don't be scared, you are my rock by peaceoutofthepieces - sander is sad but robbe is there purple lips (underwater) by dottori - fluff so much fluff i love it sm

in all your gorgeous colors by nothingbutniall - sander paints robbe you're still the that i love (the only one i dream of) by thekardemomme - i couldve also put this in the angst category but they just love each other so much its so beautiful My darling, I'm rooting for you by allforyoumylove - sander is having a depressive episode and robbe loves him fully formed, ready to run by MajorAccent - sander is down and robbe just wants to be with him paper rings by thekardemomme - they love each other so much and theyre going to get married one day i've always wanted a (boyfriend) by thekardemomme - christmas is sanders favourite holiday and robbe doesnt love christmas but he loves sander Come lie with me by allforyoumylove - they're roommates but they cuddle and fall in love glimpses by foxsake5 - theyre just living their lives, being in love, as they should

boyfriends being boyfriends

I absolutely adore you but we're absolute beginners by nbrook - sander is adorable

boy, i fucking got you by noobishere - yeah its rated e but its so sweet okay

Lovesick by szamsson - sander picks robbe up from school

you're a wonder under summer sky by nothingbutniall - boyfriends go camping

memories painted with much brighter ink by nothingbutniall - Christmas gift giving at the flatshare

we're keeping it simple by noobishere - eenvoud babyyyyy

Meet me in the hallway by nbrook - ahsdka Milan

double date. by fockinglevendcliche - double date with amber and aaron

back to the beach house. by fockinglevendcliche - sander wants to get it on and robbe is weak but their friends are assholes

take me with your constant shame by peaceoutofthepieces - cute date hold me close by sincerelysobbe - robbe is stressed and sander is the best boyfriend you charge me up (like electricity) by howlingsaturn - secret boyfriends if you say swim by soundnvision - another date another pool Modern Love by angelboygabriel - okay yes this is e rated but their. boyfriends and they're happy they're just also horny mkay You make me feel like I am whole again by nbrook - robbe has a rough day but sander is there being all cute and making it better I've been looking so long at these pictures of you by nbrook - much banter very cute You're my favourite kind of night by nbrook - at a halloween party finally kissing the right people Show me a piece of your heart, show me a piece of your love by nbrook - boyfriend tag for the broerrrs channel, unfinished but so much fun thus far working double time by noobishere - sander is wearing a turtleneck and he looks hot in it Ground Control by angelboygabriel - christmas clinging and sex because why not oh and they're in love hopeless romantics by thekardemomme - it's their anniversary and ugh they love each other sm sander driesen versus a mistletoe by dottori - its christmas and sander just wants to fucking kiss robbe okay high for this by flowermaze - sander is drowsy and still finds time to flirt with robbe All You've Got to Do Is Win by berrevy - they actually do play that tennis match years kept in minutes by peaceoutofthepieces - they have traditions and its adorable pls love is the opening door by cryingcancer - robbe and sander facetime on their anniversary after sander was sappy on instagram Home by foxsake5 - sander is a massive simp and robbe looks hot in a robe You don't have to say you're mine by nbrook - robbe is a little insecure and sander is there to reassure him Distracting by sincerelysobbe - v v v cute jahsdjah sander is weak for robbe we all understand bro February 14th, 2021 by foxsake5 - no words bro just cute af if we can make it through december (maybe we'll make it through forever) by nothingbutniall - sobbe at the christmas market This = Love by nbrook - robbe is hungover and sander loves to tease him They ain't living life like this by Createdforyou - halloween but this year they're together

sexy times

Woensdag 16:36 by Anonymous

i don't even wanna fuck, i just like you by eversincewefellapart

Vrijdag 18:26 by Anonymous - hurt and comfort

video phone by tokyometropolis(mesohorany) - quarantine times

Don't know where I'm going from here (but I promise it won't be boring) by skamsnake

snakebite by Anonymous

Zaterdag 09:58 by foxsake5

Wildfire by sincerelysobbe - no smut just kissing but they steamy

come on (mess me up) by MajorAccent - sex but tender 🥺

The Teenage Trifecta by little_but_fierce

i glow pink in the night in my room (blossoming alone over you) by midsummernightoddity

life is a pop of the cherry by icedwhitemocha - the hotel

Ik Win by Anonymous

In his arms tonight by allforyoumylove

long may he reign by tokyometropolis(meohorany) - well considered smut jsdhjhd

Draw Me Closer by skamsnake

When I live my dream (please be there to meet me) by skamsnake

we click, we go boom! by strangeparties Dark Red by nancy_mcfly - friends with benefits play the game of grown-ups by Anonymous - they have a lot of sex but its because they're in love

[adorkwholikesfandoms]

This is the Destiel we deserve!

Tbh, all i want is at their 1 year reunion or something, Jensen and Misha should get together and shoot a small clip. Even a 5 minute video is more than enough!

Just imagine:

Dean is sitting on the top of his impala. His legs hanging off the side as he looks of into the view. Heaven is peaceful. And huge.

And it seems timeless. It's hard to figure out if it has been years or just a few minutes.

But he has all his loved ones by his side. Except Sammy. And Cass.

But that's why he was here. He somehow just knew Cass would meet him here. Here in this grassy field with the perfect sky above.

When Castiel appeared, he saw Dean sitting on top the the Impala staring off into the distance. He could see his hands gripping the top of the car.

Cass knew Dean was waiting for him.

Without saying anything, Cass went and sat on the trunk of the car. He was beside Dean, but just below him. So they could see the same sky together.

"Did you mean it?"

Cass turned to his side to see what Dean was saying. But he seemed to still be looking into the sky.

"What?" Said Castiel.

"What you said. At the end..."

"Oh... "

Cass looked at the ground, almost as if afraid of what Dean's reaction would be. He then replied, "Yes."

There was silence between them. Cass didn't know what to make of it.

He then tentatively asked, "Do you?"

Still without making eye contact, Dean looked up, as if thinking.

There was a moment of silence between them.

But then he replied, "Yes."

Cass couldn't help but let a smile flicker on his face. But then both were looking ahead into the sky again.

Dean then jumped down from the top, keys in hand.

He headed for the door by the drivers seat.

"Where are you going?" Castiel asked.

Dean finally looked at him. "For a drive."

When Cass didn't respond, he added pointedly, "With you. To talk." He then gave his typical Winchester grin, and turned around and got into the car.

Castiel smiled widely by himself.

The camera pans out and we're getting a higher view of them as they get smaller and smaller.

Cass is still standing outside the car. Then we can hear his distant voice, "Can I sit shotgun this time?"

We hear Dean laugh and say, "Yes Cass. You can sit shotgun."

The faded closing of the Impala's door is the last thing we hear as the screen fades to black.

And somehow we know that it's all going to be okay.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Keep in mind that I haven't read any Destiel fanfics because I just joined the fandom a few days ago. So this is all just what I think right now.

Like, this is the Destiel we deserve! Of course, I don't want a whole episode or for them to come back. Because that would make Cass's sacrifice and Dean's death meaningless. But I just want ONE SCENE. One scene where we can revel in the fact that IT IS FINALLY CANON.

Ik the spn writers could probably make it better and add a few more details we need. But hey, I'm just a enthusiastic fangirl.

I just really don't want any sappy or cliche scenes because I think it would make it seem a bit forced. Idk.

Probably gonna regret parts of this post later but whatever 💀

Anyways, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GUYS!!!

[gods-and-pawns]

Bright and enchanted

ENCHANTED - What is one kind of bait that would absolutely lure them into someone’s trap? Something they can never say no to?

Not to be morbid but probably the promise of permanent death, at least at this very point of the story. Or maybe love, a person who’s immortal just like him who’d love him back. Later on, it’d probably be the promise that his loved ones will be safe and cared for (ik, a bit sappy and cliche).

[undercooked-ravioloni]

Hey how you doing ?Can i have a male match-up please ? I’m a 5.2 chubby libra french girl with long brown hair and brown eyes.I have ADHD and i’m an ENTJ with a huge weeb and gamer side .Little fact I only like and laugh with my family and my best friend(I act motherly with them)nobody call me by my actual name,I smoke ik it’s bad and My favorite animal is cats My hobbies is singing,dancing,cooking,being in the water(weird ik even me i don’t understand wh

i’m alright, thank you for asking like, a week ago haha uvu;;;

i hope you enjoy your matchup - i was pretty inspired with this one !

                  you have been matched with: BEN Drowned

[!!!] hinting at nsfw cause i mean comon, it’s BEN

+ well that’s an interesting dynamic - BEN fears hates water with a burning passion whereas you seem to like it. that would definitely be a part of your life you need to keep separate from him.

+ he will not touch you if you’re not, not even if your hair is just damp. just no-

+ otherwise though, you two are pretty compatible ! ofc, he loves to game too so competitive game nights are a thing between you two

+ he would love it if you act motherly with him, since he very much enjoys being smothered and spoiled. bonus points that you only laugh with people close to you because him making you laugh is a huge ego boost for him

+ he will absolutely refuse to acknowledge that you are slightly taller than him.

+ BEN doesn’t mind smoking. he’d be likely to steal some of masky’s cigarettes for you and join you on a smoke

+ it’s be the same cigarette of course cause that makes things like, a billion times sexier

+ he thinks you smokin’ hot ;))

+ if it’s a pretty good day, he’d be down to dance with you as the speakers blast some cool beats ! he might pull out the super cliche card of slow dancing with you under the moonlight and all because he can go 260% sappy if that’s what his woman wants

+ please do cook for this boy. the amount of junk he eats [sometimes he doesn’t even eat] is truly unholy. he’d probably obsess over how good your food is because you know, proper food hasn’t touched his palette in an eternity or two

+ you will probably have to force him to eat his veggies though. bribe with some smooches

+ Commander (ENTJ) huh? Well, you can command this boy anytime

+ he basically just finds you extremely attractive. if you truly are leader-like and confident, you’d have him drooling. again, you two are good together because although he lacks ambition, he is also quite logical and sharp-minded.

+ the fact that you’re french only adds to how appealing you are to him, because he does believe in the stereotype that french woman are chef’s kiss

+ if you speak french to him, he can keep a very basic conversation going but he’ll have to focusing very hard because he’d be so turned on he isn’t very good at it

+ p.s.: he will learn how to do a french braid just so he could try it on you

[aged up BEN ofc]

[silver-cats]

IK this song is well known in francophone circles BUT I’ve been in the UK for like the last 10 years so I’m behind on french pop hence why im only realizing who angéle is now but this song is dope and if any of you guys like indie-french-pop songs this is a cool song to check outttt (esp w the video!)

Edit: also for ppl who don’t speak french the song is called ‘Tout Oublier’ and it means ‘forget everything’ and like to roughly translate the important part of the song so you guys get the gist of what she’s singing about, basically what the singer is saying is ‘I dream of being happy, but sometimes I wonder if its really what I dream of[being] / Sometimes I just feel like I have to be happy / being sad is not fashionable / it’s not that hard to be happy /But to genuinely believe that, I’d have to forget everything / if I want to be happy I will be /but to be happy I’d have to forget everything.’ And then during the bridge she sings ‘forget he cheated / forget she hurt you / if you want to be happy you can be happy’. So overall this song is downright cliche teenage-angst and hella sappy but I like it! And like with the kinda humorous video and bright colours it offers an interesting contrast idk.

[hell-in-a-b0x]

(late ik) Happy Birthday JDC

It’s the Jacksepticeye Community Dream (i always laugh at the logo, since its supposed to be jcd but thanks isa for misspelling it) Discord’s first birthday (hooray)!

It has been a wild journey, and I’ll keep this somewhat short and sweet. I can’t remember exactly when I first joined the server, I think it was the 18th, after seeing the thread on tumblr that had the idea and an invite to the server. To Rogue, thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for both making the JDC and making me a mod despite my childish nature (i am a literal six year old, you made a mistake giving me this title), it is an honour to help moderate the chaos that is the server, it is so much fun, and without the support of this server, I probably would not be here today (a little cliche i know shh). I don’t get many opportunities to chat with you because of our timezone differences but the few times we do talk, I’m reminded how awesome you are. Thank you. To The Mod Gods(uwu), I am so grateful for each and every one of you guys, I’m not very good at my job, and without you guys, the server wouldn’t be the way it is now. I don’t get many opportunities to talk to you guys either, but I am grateful you’re also in the server. Thank you.

To The Chaotic Members, you guys are the reason the server is up and running the way it is, I love the chaotic (and kinky) conversations the happen randomly and every sappy appreciative moment. You guys are so supportive and such a welcoming family, sometimes I forget most of you live oceans away. Thank you. This is oddly short and I don’t really know what else to say but happy birthday, JDC, to a year of seananigans  and chaos.

[fugaazi]

I love seeing happy couples. I know that it sort of pains a lot of single people to see others in love when they're alone but honestly it makes me so happy for them even if they're strangers. To me there's no better relationship to have than with yourself (before you get involved with someone else). And seeing others in love just makes me smile bc whether or not you want to admit it, it's something that almost everyone hopes for in life. To find someone to share your life with. Seeing happy couples isn't a reminder of what I don't have, rather a reminder of what I want and what I hopefully will have some day. To get to meet someone kind and striking in their own way and to fall in love. Real love, with all of the unconditional support and the sappy shit and the ugly stuff too and the comfort of everything in between. Ive been through some real shit, and some of you know that, but even at my lowest I do my best to still believe in love. I know that some of you might think of me as childish or being cliche or whatever but like I stand by it. I firmly believe that love finds its way to all of us at some point somehow. I've been to hell and back and unfortunately that kind of pain and loneliness can really mess people up. And I don't believe that being in a relationship can fix you, you should never go into a relationship looking to be fixed or depend on someone else solely for your own happiness and self worth. That's the most important thing, is to know your worth and to love yourself before you love someone else. Idk. Some people choose to remain bitter, but I'm tired of looking at the world that way, of seeing love that way. And to those who are bitter, or just lonely or heartbroken, there is someone out there looking for a person with your traits and your personality and your hair color and eyes and hobbies and ability to endure. And someday they will find you, or you will happen upon them. And you can only hope that it will all be worth it. I dunno, I want to find real love some day. I want to grow with someone and learn from each other and explore the world together and support each other in everything we both do. I want to find someone who will see me as their equal, who I will see as my equal and be partners and just live, yknow. I want to be comfortable with someone and I want to feel safe and protected and I want to be brave for them. Okay I am done rambling ik this is super cheesy sorry but it's midnight and I could go on about this forever I just !!!! have so much to say ok goodnight everyone whoever read this whole thing bless your soul

[cheesymovie]

37, 38 & 56? :)

37. favorite flower?

im not like, Smart so i dont really know the names of any? but i LOVE all flowers! if i had to choose my faves would be probably wildflowers or any yellow ones

38. favorite planet?

earth!!! it’s cliche ik but it’s just so beautiful and wonderful and is always so awe inspiring! i love how diverse it is, how theres billions of people all with their own life stories and loved ones… how we’re all just here floating in space together but we’ve managed to build these incredible societies and cultures and comradery w each other… ugh i just love humanity!! sorry this is getting long and sappy i Could keep going, but i digress (also mars is a close second bc of the potential it represents!)

56. favorite disney princess?

mulan! 

[maid-of-the-golden-deer]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fire Emblem: Soen no Kiseki/Akatsuki no Megami | Fire Emblem Path of Radiance/Radiant Dawn Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ike/Lay | Ranulf Characters: Ike (Fire Emblem), Lay | Ranulf, Tiamat | Titania, Senerio | Soren Additional Tags: Sort of a sequel to 'Cat Got Your Tongue?', You definitely don't need to read that to understand this fic, (I'd like you too though), Kissing, Multiple interrupted kisses, Teasing, Long-Distance Relationship, This happens like...immediately into the start of Part 3, Flirting, Supportive BFF Soren, Supportive mother figure Titania, Idiots in Love, They're a little OOC sappy because they've been apart, It's not too bad, cliche title i know Summary:

“I’m not fragile, you know...” Ranulf said breathlessly when they pulled apart for air.

“I know, but forgive me for not wanting to hurt you.”

“You couldn’t if you wanted to...” Ranulf tilted his head up to reinitiate the kiss. Ike leaned down to meet him, when...

“Kiss me, Ike.”

A little startled by the verbal command, Ike complied, locking lips with his lover.

“Come on, a little more...”

Still in the mood to be obedient, Ike did as he was bid, opening his mouth to deepen the kiss. He was about to put his hand on Ranulf’s waist when...

[healthy-and-toned]

Hello I was wondering if you would know how to get rid of low self esteem and gain confidence. I've really been struggling lately and I don't want to constantly be telling myself how horrible, worthless, and ugly I am. I just want to be happy and carefree. Ily your blog so much and you seem like a wonderful, kind, and caring person. Ily thanks.

So loving yourself takes time and - as cliche as it sounds - it’s one hell of a journey but there’s no doubt that everyone can learn to love themselves and have confidence ❤️Without meaning to sound overdramatic or as though I’m preaching at you, the truth is the way I see it is that we are given one life. We can only be ourselves. There’s no way we can be anybody but our-damn-selves. So why spend time picking out the things you hate about yourself? Why spend time feeling upset and ugly over the things that make you who you are? (😷Ik how sappy but how TRUE) If you’re unhappy with yourself at this moment then you are capable of changing the things you don’t like. You don’t like that you’re maybe a little overweight? Show not everyone, but YOURSELF that you can do it, that you can lose weight, that you can treat your body right, that you can get the body you admire, that you can earn the body you want. 💪Why spend this limited time on earth whining over things others don’t notice when you can be caring for yourself, loving yourself, making yourself into the person you want to be? You can’t be anybody else so quit getting worked up over the fact that you may think they’re prettier than you. They’re not. Pretty is different to everyone. You’re just as beautiful as the next person. Everyone is gorgeous in their own damn way and there’s no such thing as someone being deemed ‘prettier’ than you. It’s merely a society norm that needs to be demolished 🤛Now of course you’ll come across the odd asshole that tears you down; that picks out things in you that you never first thought were flaws. But their opinion doesn’t mean shit. What relevance does their opinion have on your life? Why should one persons dickhead statement make you feel self conscious when there’s a shit tonne other people that admire you because of that exact opinion. Answer: it shouldn’t. Who gives a fuck about them? They most likely won’t be in your life in the next five years so who gives a shit? They’re irrelevant, insignificant. So shrug them off and flip them off 🖕Boosting self esteem is focused mostly on your mentality. If you think negatively, then you feel negatively. If you think something is wrong with you, then you feel shit about yourself. It’s as basic as that 💭So the fix? Challenge that negativity. Why is the thing you feel self conscious about viewed as something bad? You don’t have a thigh gap? So what. If it’s for the appeal of boys then let me tell you now they don’t give two shits if there’s a gap between your legs.You don’t like your curly hair? Why? Most people with straight hair envy your curls and yeah they can be temperamental but damn they look good. And hey, you’re taller than the average height for your gender? Bitch, everyone is in awe with your height and although you may feel uncomfortable with being so tall you only appear elegant, model-like, like a motherfucking goddess to everyone else 👄So bask in it. Bask in your supposed 'flaws’. Because it’s highly likely that every other person you meet loves them. Change all those negative thoughts into positive ones and see the difference it makes 🙌I know it’s easier said than done, hell i make it sound like a walk in the park when really its a battle in it’s self. But one day - one day - it’ll click and everything will change. I can’t tell you when that day will come or how you come about doing it because it’s all down to you. And one day you’ll thank yourself. You’ll admire yourself. You’ll flatter yourself. You’ll love yourself. 💕It’s all in the mentality. Remember that. Xx