#ik my followers are on the same page but holy FUCK

[harrylights]

just saw the video and holy shit. imagine being the reason he has to end the show on a bad note. imagine claiming to love someone you don’t actually treat like a human being w their own boundaries. this man goes out of his way to engage w fans, and while it seemed like he was amused by what happened in new york, i feel like he’s made it more than clear that he’s done having his fucking clothing torn to shreds and attempted to be ripped off of him. this is not how anyone would treat another celebrity. ik i’m preaching to the choir here but good GOD dude, whoever did that pls sit urself down and get ur shit together

[eternal-bangtan]

      i just wanted to say happy new year to everyone!! not only to ppl who i tagged but also who follows me but also those who i dont follow and many more just everyone who reads this u kno?? 2020 will be cool and everything is in ur hands!        stay healthy stay chill stay cool dont get too stressed bc of dumb things that pretty much dont affect ur life stay out of toxicity dont interact with negativity related stuff dont hate on urself dont judge others dont make assumptions without knowing the whole situation stop caring about ppls unnecessary opinions that have nothing to do with healthy critisism (and only if u asked for it) reflect on urself and ur actions become a better version of urself try to love urself u r really precious u know? everything that happened and happens makes u the way u r today u get new experience everything is ok and will be better!        lets make this year more humane lets use more emptahy lets not be jerks and even when we say whats on our minds lets make it in a way that wont mentally hurt ppl lets respect personal space        and im talking not only about internet but also irl and i really mean all of it       i really appreciate every single one of u there r reasons why i followed u thank u for making tumblr such cozy place where i can share my interests with people who feel the same thank u for talking to me for interacting with me for liking my gifs for every nice tag and kind word that u said to me we all have no idea how much it may affect a lot of things im not very social irl but i do understand how important right surroundings r and how important this is to be able to share same love and interests!!!!ik im repeating myself but its really important!!! im so fucking grateful for everything also i wanna thank every person who made good content here even once        also special thanks to bts for well everything on this blog and for even the smallest changes that happened to me for quality music for brightening up my mood for being role models to me i hope i will be able to love and support them for a long time

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[macklives]

hey so this is gonna be a long-ish one. ive decided its been far too long since i did a session, and we did so many i can often forget what happened. i started in july and im pretty sure its been more than half a year now since this whole blog happened. and in that time, we’ve gone through 88 sessions and i want to know if i remember the relevant plot points and what we got up to in the last few sessions. a refresh/reminder if you would.

so i hereby commence my own little recap of act 5 because yeah no, its too much to do a recap of everything and i have andrew for that after every few acts. but i wanna refresh my mind on act 5 for now. so here we go.

1. alternia.. fucked up place. but its a place the trolls live on so what are we gonna do about it? overthrow the government? seems about right, lets do that with the next troll that gets introduced and if its not kanaya idk what andrew is doing by not having introduced the best troll yet. why the long wait? it was the second introduced? i honestly expected it to go in order when i first read act 5, because first we had karkat talk to jade which was the first new piece dialogue in the comic besides the main kids, but then we had kanaya with rose, which was followed by tavros, then terezi (iirc). so id assume we were following that order but nope karkat got fully introduced, then this random fucking juggalo called gamzee made its way into the comic. imagine my surprise.

2. theres been terminology throughout act 5, that i do not fucking know and will not remember and probably never will. like tf is a perigee again? i made a doc somewhere ill probably find it.

3. karkat’s introduction... short but very sweet. and by sweet i mean we got to know the depths of the angry edge lord. and by depths i mean karkat got angry at gamzee for typing in a way that he didnt like so he yapped like a chihuahua. nah, but seriously, i do like karkat tho, hes growing on me but only bc hes a bitch baby and his whole personality makes me want to mock him so thats the reason im not that annoyed and think hes funny, and the most harmless troll. even more so than tavros. and thats saying something. 7.5/10 bc im generous.

4. then gamzee... the high juggalo troll who has the worst typing quirk imo, i cannot for the life of me read it. but hes chill, i actually really like gamzee. hes funny and the least problematic as of right now. 8.5/10.

5. terezi’s introduction next i think. she likes playing as a lawyer with her stuffed dragons, ie by roleplay, shes blind, can see through licking, and she likes eating chalk, maybe its even nutritious. shes good. 9/10. 

6. uhh in the process of these intros, there are teams being made? karkat joins gamzee and terezi in, i THINK, the red team?? bc terezi likes red?? could be wrong, i dont remember the teams except that its red/blue to represent sollux’s duality in those colors. terezi then tries recruiting AC but AC is like lol sorry i have to ask this friend of mine who has authority over me for some goddamn reason and terezi goes yuck tf i hate that guy................... yeah thats all we have on the teams. pretty sure sollux had smth to do with karkat about the making of the leaders, and they did the “i hate me” and the “no i hate me more than u hate u” or whatever the fuck that was. they got embarrassed afterwards and deleted their messages. im pretty sure they have no messages because everything ends up being mutually deleted so their logs are actually empty. ngl, kinda enjoyed their convos, made me appreciate their characters. i hope we get more because its good content. i also dont know what order this whole thing is in, who contacted who first? couldnt tell you. ill remember later on. and since im basing this off from memory alone, gotta deal with what i remember. uhhhh so yeah. we havent met all characters yet so the teams have not been officially decided but we got the bases, which is that.

7. god i found it, and the only thing im looking at right now is the terminology list i made and what the fuck?? what the fuck?? you miss a few weeks and suddenly the word nubslurping comes up and you forget what the fuck youre reading.

8. im PRETTY SURE aradia is seen after that whole team fiasco?? or its sollux... maybe. wait. its sollux, right. i just knew someone gets introduced mid way through is all. actually, someone gets introduced after every 20 pages. i have no idea. but ik aradia and sollux go hand in hand.

9. oh shit. OH SHIT! RIGHT! I REMEMBER! so this occurs in the latest session i did, and not the beginning of act 5, but AG and aradia team up, right?? and sollux fucking gets manipulated by them and ??? idk??? they make him find the game, reprogram it and then make him believe its going to end the world (which in hindsight is true, but anyways) so he refuses to play it which was AG’s plan all along so she steps up and becomes leader in his place. but aradia says sollux will still play the game no matter what, but she never went through with the plan for AG but it was apart of a prophecy? that sollux wouldnt be the leader at all? that he’d still play? but it had to go according to plan so it could succeed??? we just dont know why yet. anyways, point being, she still cares for sollux since she did it for him rather than for AG. and thats what i recall. god tf i forgot about that whole drama until writing down “sollux and aradia go hand in hand” which gave me violent flashbacks to the memory.

10. oh and id give aradia 9/10 and sollux 7/10. i do like sollux but if i put him higher than karkat, id get crucified. so im keeping them around the same.

11. man i really like sollux and aradia tho, i may have put him at 7, but i really like their dynamic and i really hope they make up and aradia explains herself about AG. because from one side it looks shitty. and while sollux is rude and never makes up his mind, he apologized to aradia after going off, and that was the only time ive seen him be sincere, so im pretty sure he cares for her to some extent. and i think its somewhat mutual? considering the whole “did it for him” thing. man, i see potential because i actually like both their characters. theyre well written. may not have the best personalities, but i appreciate well written characters and homestuck has the best ones ive seen in a while.

12. oh shit, hell yeah, the more i write, the more im connecting the dots and remembering. however, the more i write, the more i want to just make an analogy post but thats not for now. jesus christ its not all about analogies, mack, this is a recap. but.. how does andrew do it? to not go off track??? hard. telling ya.

13. anyways, didnt we break the fourth wall at some point and have the demon gods or whatever the fuck speak to us in third person for the first time in the comic, after having only gone into second person narrative, right after we were introduced to sollux and his “virus”? the uh, the phrase “the demon was already here” was said, or something along those lines. first line in homestuck to give me the creeps ngl and i appreciate it bc it gives me motivation to know what the fuck its about. its cool bc you have no idea where its going and it sure doesnt have anything to do with the current plot, since the trolls’ session/game doesnt have fucking demons so im curious as to what the fuck that was about. and if i really have to make a theory, i feel it has something to do with aradia’s voices in her head which also connect to the gods rose heard when she started disregarding rules and told dave to look at derse without listening to music bc it was as if he was purposely blocking away their calls. like holy shit, that gave me the shivers. while i do want to know more about wtf happens after act 4, trolls are taking priority right now. just like we did with the intermission. no discussing the kids unless necessary. treat this as its own separate comic. and THEN we can connect.

14. ANYWAYS, tavros’ intro???? that comes afterwards?? with the fiduspawn that made me gag a little on the inside? yep. remember that. fuck that lol. -1/10 but tavros himself is MAYBE a 6/10? i wish we explored his character more in his intro bc right now he just looks like a character made only to be a victim rather than have any depth and i feel thats robbing someone of their full potential. give me more personality andrew, rather than a quivering boy who falls prey to bitches. im expecting more throughout the comic honestly and i hope he gets growth so hes not looked as a “victim” but rather his own character. he is still sweet, and i like him because i want to protect him, but id rather have more info, you know what i mean?

15. oh hell. kanaya had a chainsaw at some point. that made me happy. and didnt she cut off tavros’ legs?? and he got robot ones? and some creepy dude was looking and we called him saggy tits bc hes sagittarius? right? neat. that did happen. pretty sure saggy tits is ACs friend that tells her what to do. the more u know. OH and they all have colored blood similar to their text colors lol. that i remember... so tavros has brown, terezi has blueish green, um. karkat has grey the loser. and apparently it forms a rainbow which is nice. rainbow is good.

16. i dont remember anything else actually

17. wait no i do. AG appeared. shes a petty bully. idk what to say about her. we didnt get that much, except that she hates tavros but is okay with aradia. she also looks like a bottle opener. actually, i think she teamed with aradia to gain leadership rather than to “be friends”. and while that is similar to how karkat did it, meaning the gain, the motivation and how they earned it is entirely different. kinda seeing a trend tho. the leaders of the red/blue teams are both characters who wanted the role, but never had it to begin with. only to win their way into the position. but rather than ask non-stop like karkat did, AG manipulated others so she could be successful. not too sure if she also used aradia for that, or is actually motivated to become friends since they were “past enemies” and she needed a rebound. pretty sure its somewhat both. while AG did mostly use aradia to speak with sollux, what she doesnt know is that aradia is a bad bitch who never even thought about AG and only followed through with the plan bc she had a plan of her own. i guess we’ll look into that later. i lowkey want to know their history.

18. OH AC!!! she appeared for a second as well. love her. shes amazing. 9.5/10. and you may ask yourself, why am i saying “i love this character” but none of them are 10/10?? weellllll its because, and i cant stress this enough, 10/10 belongs to kanaya, i dont make the rules. im waiting for her introduction, shes my favorite and its obvious. sorry.

19. oh huh seems i forgot about the term “lusus”. which.. is.. their parents but not really, its these fucking weird ass creatures that the trolls fought in a cave or something as a child. i dont fucking know. terezi hatched hers and it died? gamzee’s also died but his goat sea dad was never really there to begin with so while it is sad, its more sad that gamzee never saw him? um.. karkat killed his own by exploding his computer bc sollux said dont run the virus and karkat said u cant tell me what to do and did it anyways. so thats on him. but apparently theyre supposed to die, to become prototyped during the game, right? yeah. i remember now.

20. thats.. about it? idk anything else, nothing is coming back to me apart from the shit above. huh.... im surprised how quickly things do come back to you the moment you rant about the plot tho.... handy trick.

cool. neat. fun. this took me too long. but im glad i remember a little bit.

[defenselesswriter]

I saw that you were asking after sterek prompt so I hope this one will inspire you : Stiles is haunted by a ghost but they are not a mean one, they think Stiles and Derek are true love and attempt to get them together...

“No, seriously, my house is haunted,” Stiles tells Derek.

Derek looks around the old house doubtfully. “Just because it’s old, doesn’t mean it’s haunted.”

“It’s haunted,” Stiles says, kicking Derek softly from across the couch.

Derek catches his foot before Stiles can kick him again and then puts it in his lap with a roll of his eyes. “Whatever helps you sleep at night.”

“My house being haunted doesn’t help me sleep at night!” Stiles exclaims, waving his hands around. He should’ve known Derek wouldn’t believe him. Derek is like Stiles: he needs proof. Stiles looks around the house like he could see the ghost, but of course... he can’t. 

The ghost only acts up when Derek isn’t here. They’re strangely silent when Derek is here. Stiles says as much.

“Maybe your ghost likes me,” Derek offers.

“More than I do right now, that’s for sure,” Stiles mumbles.

Derek squeezes Stiles’ foot hard enough to get his attention but not hurt him. “You’re rude,” Derek says plainly.

“Yeah, and yet you’re still here,” Stiles says, gesturing with his arms. “I’ve been trying to get rid of you for years.”

“Is that why you invited me over for dinner and to watch movies?” Derek asks, looking mockingly confused.

“You’re an ass,” Stiles tells him matter-of-factly.

Derek nods solemnly. “But your ghost likes me.”

Stiles rolls his eyes because Derek is ridiculous. He doesn’t know why he even likes Derek... as a friend just to be clear. No romantic feelings here whatsoever. Not even a little.

Derek’s hand is circled around Stiles’ ankle, his thumb idly rubbing the bare skin right below Stiles’ sweatpants.

Okay, maybe a little.

When Derek leaves that night, the ghost starts acting up again. The cabinets in the kitchen are rattling, and Stiles is too tired to even deal with it. He remembers a post he saw on tumblr once where someone wrote a story of a ghost writing out what’s wrong with them and why they’re wreaking havoc.

So. With obvious science on his side, Stiles pulls out a notebook and a pen, throwing them on the counter.

“Please, air your grievances, ghost,” Stiles says to the empty house, but it’s not empty because it’s haunted.

He doesn’t expect to see anything tonight and maybe the ghost is shy, so Stiles turns off the kitchen light and heads upstairs to go to bed. 

To be honest, he didn’t expect anything from his uninvited house guest, but in the morning, as he’s grabbing coffee, he spots something on the notebook.

There’s a big heart drawn in the middle of the page, and inside the heart, it reads:

S + DForever

Stiles frowns at it for a solid minute, trying to decipher it. “Uh, it’s a very lovely heart,” Stiles tells the ghost. “But, uh, I’m not sure what you mean? Are you declaring your past love for someone? If you’re wanting me to find this person for unfinished business, I’m gonna need more to work with.”

A cabinet door opens and slams shut in response.

“Okay... don’t know what that means either, but we’ve opened up a way of communication, so I think we could use it.” He looks around the kitchen warily. “No? Okay then. I’m just gonna go about my day. Let me know if you need anything.”

Stiles reaches for the mug on the drying mat by his sink, but it slides over before he gets a grip. He lets out a huge sigh that rivals Derek’s dramatic ones. “Thank you for not throwing it on the floor like you did last week,” Stiles says instead of yelling. Maybe pissing off the ghost is a bad idea, and now that Stiles is older and more mature and has pissed one too many supernatural creatures, he’s learned his lesson. Don’t piss off what you can’t fight.

“I respect you, Casper, but I really do like my house in one piece. I think we can find a way to coexist. Just...let me know on the notebook, okay?” He looks around again as if he is actually talking to someone, which he is because ghost, but to the outsider, he’d look a little odd.

He reaches for his mug again, and thankfully, it doesn’t move out of his way. After pouring his coffee, he sits at his table and pulls out his phone.

Stiles: The ghost left me a message on a piece of paper

He waits a few moments, switching between tumblr and Twitter. The response is quick, though.

Derek: wtf

And of course, that’s all Stiles gets. He stands up and walks back into the kitchen where the notebook is still lying on the counter.

“I hope you don’t mind, but I’m taking a picture of your art to show Derek,” Stiles says. “He doesn’t believe me that you exist, so...proof.” He snaps the picture and sends it to Derek immediately with a message that reads:

Stiles: Does that look like my handwriting?

Derek: Oh shit it doesn’t. What does it mean?

Stiles: No idea. I’m trying to get more information but also trying not to piss off the artist.

Stiles’ refrigerator opens and slams. “Were you reading over my shoulder?” he asks, stunned. “That’s fucking rude, dude, and if you’re a kid I’m sorry for my language and also for, like, dying young because that’s awful.”

Suddenly, the pen starts floating and holy shit. Stiles knew there was a ghost but oh my god there’s a fucking ghost in his house.

The pen is hovering over the notebook and then touches down on it, moving up and down as the ghost writes. Stiles doesn’t want to be rude or scare the ghost off, so he waits until the pen is away from the notebook before he looks.

At the top of the page, there’s a new addition that says:

Your language isn’t the problem

“Then what’s the problem...?” Stiles asks.

The pen is picked up again, and it circles the heart. 

“Okay, what’s your love’s name? I can go looking for them and relay a message if you want.”

Not my love. Your love

Stiles frowns, setting his coffee cup down and looking closer at the message. “Uh, I don’t know if you noticed, but I don’t have a love, so. Thanks for pointing that out.”

The next message makes it all clear:

Derek?

“S plus D... Stiles and Derek? Forever? You think we’re in love?” Stiles is so confused, and the novelty of the fact that he’s communicating with a ghost is wearing off. “That’s super flattering and all, but we’re just friends.”

Liar

“Okay, first off all, you don’t know me,” Stiles says, pointing in the direction of the floating pen. “Second of all, that’s just rude. Derek and I are friends. Really good friends, yeah, but just friends.”

Doesn’t mean you’re not in love with him

Stiles takes a deep breath. It’s too early for this supernatural shit. Only in Beacon Hills, he swears. “So what if I’m in love with him?” he shouts. “Doesn’t change anything. We’re still and always will be good friends.”

Not true

“What, you know something I don’t, Casper?”

Derek loves you

Stiles laughs a little hysterically at that message. The unmistakable sound of something shattering on the floor stops him, and he looks down at the shattered mug and coffee on the floor.

“You’re cleaning that up,” Stiles tells the ghost, “because that was fucking rude.” Stiles walks out of the kitchen, giving up and needing to go work on editing his manuscript, so he goes upstairs.

The rest of the day, the ghost follows him around and knocks things over, slams doors, and generally makes Stiles’ life a living hell.

Stiles: please for the love of god come over and make the ghost stop torturing me and racking up my water bill

Derek: How am I supposed to help?

Stiles: the ghost likes you remember?

Derek: Right. Be there soon

“Thank god,” Stiles sighs, leaning back in his desk chair with his hands in his hair. “Your favorite is coming over, Casper. Hope that helps with the temper tantrum.”

Surprisingly, that does stop the ghost from doing any more damage to Stiles’ poor house.

Stiles can hear his front door open and Derek calling out his name, so he lets Derek knows he’s upstairs. Derek stomps up the stairs and leans against the doorjamb of Stiles’ office with an eyebrow raised.

“Don’t judge me,” Stiles immediately says, pointing his finger. “I’m not the delusional ghost who thinks you and I are in love with each other.”

Now, Derek’s frowning and steps in the room to sit on the couch across the room from Stiles’ desk. “The ghost thinks we’re in love?” Derek asks slowly.

Stiles turns in his desk chair to look at Derek and nods. “Which is ike super flattering that Casper thinks I could land someone like you, but uh.” He laughs and shrugs. “I don’t know, dude. Can you just tell them you don’t love me like that, and maybe they’ll leave me alone?”

Derek looks around the room in the same way Stiles does when he’s about to talk to the ghost, and Stiles slumps in relief. Hopefully this will all end soon.

“Uh, hi?” Derek calls out. “I guess you know this, but I’m Derek.”

“Really?” Stiles asks.

“I don’t know how to talk to ghosts, Stiles,” Derek snaps, glaring at Stiles. “I’m doing this for you.”

“Point taken,” Stiles concedes, holding up his hands.

Derek sighs and then goes back to talking to the ghost. “I just wanted to say, uh... you’re right.”

The mug shattered on the hardwood floor of Stiles’ office is, for once, not the ghost’s fault.

“I’m in love with Stiles, but he doesn’t feel the same way, so please don’t take it out on him. I’m honestly okay. We’re good friends, and I’d rather that than nothing.”

“I’m sorry - what?” Stiles practically shouts. “You’re in love with me? And never thought that this was information that you should share with me?”

Derek shrugged. “They’re my feelings, so no. Didn’t think I had to share them. It’s obvious they wouldn’t change anything.”

“Oh, my god,” Stiles groans. “You’re such an idiot.” And before Derek can say anything else, Stiles is shooting up off the desk and striding across the room to the couch. He straddles Derek’s lap and cups his face. “You really think that I’m not in love with you? After all these years? After all the awkward tries of flirting?”

Derek looks confused, his eyes moving back and forth between Stiles’ eyes. “I... feel like anything I say right now is going to make you think I’m even more of an idiot.”

“You’re probably right,” Stiles agrees, his thumbs idly caressing Derek’s cheekbones. “I think the only way to get around this is to kiss me.”

“Yeah?” Derek asks.

“Yeah,” Stiles says, suddenly nervous that being in Derek’s lap isn’t the best idea because yeah, he just admitted he loves Stiles, but what if Derek doesn’t want Stiles there?

Which Stiles figures is a stupid thought as soon as Derek’s hands grip his hips. “Uh, Casper, can we get some privacy?”

The door closes in response, and then Derek is leaning closer and wow. Stiles’ house being haunted is the best thing that’s ever happened to him.

[veganmikehanlon]

10 and 25 for hanbrough if you please! otherwise any pairing will do ♥

you know that thing where u can’t even search ur own blog for something you /literally/ tagged? this was something like…idk something but it reminded me of something i already wrote so i Really have no reason for not posting it sooner other than procrastination being my middle name so anyways, this:

Mike doesn’t mean to start writing a sex scene while sitting in a Starbucks, but he’d tried writing at home, well it’s just his parents house now, and his mom kept walking in trying to talk to him. So he left the old farmhouse and drove into his newly modernized hometown of good ol’ Derry, Maine.

It’d started with a piece of his story inspiring a memory from his own sex life. Something he’d done forever ago with an ex. Secretly, in a tent. Surrounded by friends. Not their most shining moment but it was hot and applicable to his current story.

He’s in the middle of writing about tongues sliding together when his eyes are drawn to the sound of the shop door opening. He almost chokes when he sees who it is walking in. Well, daydream about sex with your ex and he shall appear. Mike ducks behind his things to hide because he’s panicking.

Mike watches Bill walk to the counter, he observes the broad lines of his shoulders move under familiar flannel; and how the end of his short blond french braid, mostly held together by multi-colored bobby-pins, brushes the collar in a physical reminder of how long it’s been since they’ve seen each other.

He walks through the room with the same gentle confidence that he always had, and it still draws the same admiring gazes from those around him. Mike’s eyes flicker between Bill and his computer screen, the incriminating words screaming at him, and then he catches sight of Bills’ smile and the perfect adjective pops into his head.

Just like that he’s writing again, more caught up in his story than he’s been in the last 30 minutes. Words stream from his fingertips and a scene unfolds, bits and pieces of Mike’s past slipping through, and just as he’s writing a description of how exciting it is to make someone moan as loud as you can make them laugh, he’s interrupted.

“Hi,” a soft voice calls, startling Mike from his head making him jump and hit his knees against the table, a move that almost sends his coffee toppling, but two pairs of hands shoot out to catch the wobbling cup. Bills’ hand settles warmly over Mike’s before he draws it back with an awkward chuckle.

A shiver runs through Mike as Bill’s fingers brush over his knuckles, and he looks up at the man before him with wide eyes. “Hi,” he squeaks, this entire situation sending him careening out of his comfort zone. Bill clears his throat before speaking (an old habit) “sorry, didn’t mean to scare you,” he says with a wince.

Mike chuckles nervously, his voice coming out a bit high and strained, “it’s okay I was just, um, writing.” This might be the most uncomfortable he’s ever been in his life. But Bill looks excited and he falls into the chair opposite Mike, setting his coffee and a notebook down on the open space.

“You’re writing?” He asks, a smile spreading across his face, and Mike has to smile back because oh yeah, they’d once shared everything with each other and Bill knows all about Mikes’ commitment-phobia to writing.

Mike quickly switches programs, an attempt at putting the niggling guilt in his chest away. “Yeah, just this story for this thing,” he answers vaguely, and they pause for an awkward second before Bill starts to ramble. “I’ve been working on drawing (a sentence that makes Mike proud too), I’m in a portrait class right now at school, and I came here to people watch and I saw you, and I was wondering if you’d mind if I practiced drawing you?”

Mike gasps softly in surprise at the request, “uh, what? You want to draw me?” The words fall from his mouth without his input, any functional part of his brain currently caught in a dumpster fire, set by this stupid story that is making an already uncomfortable situation of running into an ex just that much worse!

And then Bill is talking again, “well my art style has changed and I thought it’d be cool to get a comparison, you  know, a then and now? It’s cool if you don’t want me to, no biggie, just thought I’d ask, but actually? Never mind,” he starts gathering his things into his arms, “sorry for bothering you, it was nice seeing you, bye!”

He starts to get up but stops when Mike bursts out laughing, his cheeks reddening, and he stays frozen uncomfortably. And Mike doesn’t mean to, but seeing Bill so obviously out of his comfort zone has him cracking up, the situation making him feel hysterical, and he can’t quite stop the laughter bubbling out.

Mike manages enough words to get Bill to settle back down. “Hey man it’s cool, it’s good seeing you too, you know me, I love to help.” Bill settles back into the seat and flips his sketchbook open with an eye roll. Mike can’t help but tease him, he starts shifting through different dramatic poses, making Bill laugh loudly. A hand behind his head, his bicep bulging, Thinking Man pose, his smile barely suppressed-

And Mike ends his display by lewdly flicking his tongue between his fingers. “Jesus Mike!” Bill sputters out between laughs and Mike raises his hands in an innocent gesture, his own laughs ringing out through the space between them. “Sorry, I’m done!” He surrenders with an amused snort.

Bill sticks his tongue out childishly at him and flips the pages of his notebook to a blank page, “just go back to what you were doing weirdo,” he says softly and Mike lets out another laugh before following his directions. Well, not exactly since he’d literally been writing about his and Bill’s sex life. Oops.

He fucks around on his computer for a bit, opening and closing a few homework assignments (yeah right like he’d be able to concentrate right now), editing bits and pieces in other stories, he even plays a couple rounds of solitaire. But his attention is scattered after three lattes (that’s 2…4…6 espresso shots) and the adrenaline rushing through him from Bill sitting across from him drawing him which requires Bill to look at him with his blue as fuck eyes-

“Hey you wanna go somewhere?” The question bursts from Mike and he cringes at the abruptness. “Wait, you’re drawing, never mind,” Mike amends with a shake of his head. But Bill just flips his book closed with a simple “yep,” and starts chugging the last bit of his coffee.

Mike packs up quickly and, swinging his backpack over his shoulders, follows Bill out of the shop.

“Holy shit, is that Silver?” Mike exclaims incredulously when they walk outside. Bill laughs and leads the way to the old bike where it’s locked up by the building. “Yeah, Georgie didn’t wanna give up the car, so I’m stuck with her.” Bill explains. Mike runs a hand over the handlebars with a small smile, “seems smaller than she used to,” he comments, nostalgia rushing through him. Bill hums in agreement, “easier to handle too,” he comments steadily belaying the nervous shake in his next words, “and still big e-e-enough to ruh-ride double.”

Mike grins excitedly, “why Mr. Denbrough, are you going to show me a good time around town?” Bill’s face lights up with a wide grin and giggling, he unlocks his bike quickly, “it’d be my puh-pleasure, Mr. Hanlon.” They drop their things in Mike’s truck before racing recklessly out of the parking lot, Bill pedaling frantically and Mike hanging on tight to his waist, praying he doesn’t go flying off the back of the bike.

It’s weird spending all day with an ex, but they’d been best friends for just as long as they dated, and it’s as easy as it’s always been. They ride through the streets of Derry just like when they were kids, taking turns too fast and speeding over bumps. Mike’s teeth click together but it barely registers over the barrage of other sensations. The softness of Bill’s waist under his hands, the warmth between his back and Mike’s chest, the soft blond hairs flying into his face where they come loose from the braid and bobby pins.

It’s a lot of old and new sensations that has Mike’s head spinning.

They ride until Bill complains of shin splints, his face red and a little sweaty. Mike totally doesn’t think of licking the sweat from his brow because that would be weird. They ride back to Starbucks and load Silver into Mike’s truck. They sit in the cab, unsure where to go from here. They decide to live out the nostalgia further, and head to the barrens.

“Can you help me get all these out?” Bill asks gesturing to the many bobby-pins in his hair. Mike pats the spot on the truck bed next to him and Bill sighs a “thank you” as he sits with his back turned to him. Mike begins to gently pull the clips from his hair, doing his best not to pull knowing full well Bill is tender-headed.

He brushes the hair out with his fingers as it’s freed in sections until all the pins are out and Bill’s hair is a wild mane framing his face. Bill had shifted to face him when Mike got to the sections held back in the front, and Mike watches his face carefully. His eyes are closed and his face is relaxed in contentment. He’s always liked having his hair played with, no doubt part of the inspiration to grow it out.

Mike finds himself fiddling with the ends of his hair, carefully brushing it back from his face. He’s too distracted watching the soft strands fall through his fingers to notice Bills’ eyes have opened to watch him.

They used to lay in bed together, Bill on Mike’s chest, while Mike would drag a hand through Bill’s hair while they cooled down. Sometimes they would talk and other times they would lay in silence, just letting themselves feel the moment.

Lost in his thoughts Mike doesn’t notice Bill moving his face slowly closer, or how his hand has ceased it’s ministrations running through soft blond hair to rest gently on his cheek, he doesn’t realize he’s guiding Bill’s lips to his own until they’re barely a breath apart. And then soft lips land on his and awareness comes crashing over him.

They both freeze for a second, they’re mouths held stiff against the other, and then Mike opens his mouth slightly to pull Bills’ bottom lip in between his. And with that Bill is pushing forward and Mike unfolds his legs so he can slot in-between his knees. They kiss desperately, mouths moving together hot and slick. Mike moans softly at the feeling.

And then he’s pushing away because holy shit, “did you-“ he pants and Bill moves to kiss his neck at the interruption, unwilling to stop whatever this is. Mike is totally okay with that but, “you didn’t eat meat today did you?”

Bill stops his traveling lips, body going stiff in the not fun way. It may have been something they used to argue about when they were dating, Mike thought it was gross to kiss Bill after he’d eaten meat, and Bill didn’t get what the big deal was. Mike thinks maybe he ruined the moment but then Bill is grinding his hips down into him and he drag his lips up Mike’s neck to his ear, making him keen at the sensations, his own hips stuttering to meet the boy’s above him.

“Not yet,” Bill whispers grinding down into the v of Mike’s hips harshly, drawing a groan from the man that quickly turns into laughter. Throwing his head back Mike giggles loud and uncontrollably. “Seriously?” He laughs breathlessly, Bill sucking a mark on his neck. He pulls back to look into Mike’s eyes. “Seriously. Your nagging finally got through my thick skull.” Bill says with an eye roll followed by a wink.

“Wow, fuck, that was such a fucking turn on.” Mike says drawing Bill closer with a hand on the back of his neck and kisses him passionately.

[sixfaggs]

Pt. 1 the cosmic blowjob (: (submission)

For yet another monotonous night Murdoc found himself popping in and out of Gorillaz forums, practically drooling from all the love his wonderful fans were sending his way. The Feel Good Inc mv was apparently very well received among the kiddies and the well wishes and fan theories were like a damn tsunami. Every time he refreshed the page hundreds of new threads and messages would spawn, he was almost overwhelmed. Almost. And although the admiration was nothing short of invigorating it grew tiring pretty quickly. Of course he knew the single was damn brilliant he was the one who wrote it after all! He eyed a few more threads and comments, giving them a fraction of a chance before deciding that they all were equally as uninteresting as the next and guided the laptop shut with a soft thud. Relaxing back into the Winnies chair, he eased his eyes shut and concentrated on his only concern for the night which was deciding which brand of alcohol he'd be blaming his hangover on the next day. Eventually he rose from the chair and started across the room to retrieve an unspecified bottle of what have you, stopping short when he hears a soft knock at the door followed by a familiar voice calling his name.

Change of plans, he thought with a wicked grin tugging on his lips. "Come on in then." He called out as he settled down onto the edge of his bed, retrieving a cigarette from the pack in his pocket. There was a moment of brief hesitation before the door finally clicked open revealing his favorite, timid blue haired singer. "Wonderin' what I'm up too again, eh?" Murdoc questioned lighting the cigarette between his teeth as 2D's cheeks developed a pink tinge that instantly caused Murdoc to snicker. The younger man stood anxiously in the doorway, hands rolling over one another as he managed to stutter out.

“W-Well I uh got some acid tabz an fought you might want ta try ‘em out wit me.” Evidently in the same breath of murmurs the other man figured out some cue for himself to reveal the sheet of illicit drugs as soon as he stopped talking, showing as he pulled the plastic wrapped half sheet from his pocket as soon as he, in fact stopped talking. Now, this proved to be heavy in 2D’s favor because there was no drug Murdoc loved more than acid, a fact 2D will soon learn for himself. Murdoc, in his own highly regarded opinion, believed acid to be the be all end all as far as hard drugs were concerned. Sure, some barmy bloke will claim on his dying fuckin' breath that meth or heroin, what have you is the holy grail but having bugs out from underneath his skin and his hellish teeth grounded in his gums was not something Murdoc was particularly craving to undo. Thus, he took another drag off his cigarette and waved the singer over, the wicked grin forming into something closer to genuine excitement.

“Sweet satan, that’s fantastic.” He confirmed in his typical hoarse drawl, scooting over to give 2D barely enough room to sit. As he  neared Murdoc held out his cigarette for the taller man who gladly took it up between his own two fingers, letting Murdoc snatch the sheet from his opposite hand. “An I thought shitty bud and pain killers were your only vice.” He suggested while unwrapping the drug, earning a soft chuckle from 2D 

"My dealer offere't tem to me, I've neva had acid befo." He informed Murdoc with a dumb smile on his face. Murdoc knew how these visits in the winnie typically went for the two: dance around subjects, get stoned and fuck. But he was thoroughly surprised that 2D came to him with acid, of all drugs to take before sex, really showed how little he knew about LSD. But the best sex Murdoc had ever had had been while he was out of his mind on tabs, so he wasn't going to persuade the idiot against the idea, that'd ruin the fun. Bending the sheet back, he peeled off a single tab and placed it on the end of his reptilianesque tongue. Then without warning he pushed aside 2D's hand that held the cigarette and pressed his thumb against the mans chin to keep it open as he forcefully kissed him, pressing his tongue against Stuarts to transfer the tab.

"Don't mess with it, swallow spit around it." Murdoc ordered and placed one on the back of his own tongue, closer to his throat. He sat in place for a short while before making a round around the small bedroom to shut off lights, ignoring the dim lamp on a far counter before returning to his previous spot. He laid back onto the mattress and draped his legs along the edge of the mattress, feet collecting in a pile on the floor, 2D copying the others position soon after. The two laid there for the better part of a half hour waiting for the tab to go into affect. Silence claimed the room for what seemed like forever before a far more high pitched giggle than earlier rang out from the dopey man next to him. 

"Teh silk sheetz fee ike water." Murmered 2D, drawing out a laugh from Murdoc as he looked over at the man next to him. 2D's usual blue hair was now more pastel and vibrant, almost newer and his features seemed to sharpen as though he was watching an HD version of his own life. A grin appeared on the singers face that grew and grew until he was practically smiling from ear to ear and just as Murdoc moved to press his mouth to the others, 2D slid down onto the floor, fingers grazing Murdocs thigh. He almost forgot how sensitive his skin would get when he was this tripped out. Just the slightest touch of the others fingers made him want to moan, it was practically euphoric. He listened to the other shuffle around on the floor until he was placed between Murdoc's legs, a rogueish grin stretching along his wicked features when he felt familiar wary fingers working to undo his belt. Murdoc cackled and helped the other out, although being as of no hep considering how the two of them were equally as shaken and in need to alleviate their growing sexual tension. Once his own member finally sprang free, Stu wasted no time working him up. He gritted his teeth, growling out a moan as his fingers disappeared in the others messy blue tangles. 

"Fuck- Even when you're tripped out of your damn mind you're still a little slut for my cock, hm?" Murdoc teased, tugging on his hair to bring his mouth closer to his crotch. Instead of replying 2D wrapped his lips around the tip and began guiding it back and forth against his lip, causing Murdoc to groan and press his head back against the mattress. The touch was incredible, Murdoc could feel ever fiber of his being react to the small sensation, the inner workings of his body beginning the uphill climb that would inevitably lead to his climax. 2D continued the small motion, now letting his tongue swirl underneath the crown of his cock."You suck my dick like the perfect whore." He groaned, each swipe of 2D's lips and tongue drawing out more curses and moans from Murdoc, a view the younger man had only scene once prior. Tired of being teased, and pleading for anything more Murdoc forced himself further into the others mouth, his tip pressing against the back of 2D's throat. 2D, seeming excited to do more began bobbing his head up and down on Murdoc's length, lips barely reaching the mans base as he did so. "You - You love the taste of my cock don't you Stuart." He tightened his grip on the vibrant blue hair below him, definitely causing some strain as he guided the mans mouth up and down, 2D's tongue creating a form of friction he never had  felt before. They continued like this for what they could only comprehend as a few minutes before Murdoc couldn't control himself much longer and took control. Gripping the other mans hair with both his hands, Murdoc began fucking 2D's throat, a wild grin appearing when he felt Stu gagging around his cock. His own groans got louder as his hips worked faster into the man's mouth, his mind not being able to comprehend how incredible he felt. 2D moaned softly underneath Murdoc, a dick down his throat feeling oddly amazing despite how hard it was for him to breath. He continued moaning as he took Murdocs length, the moans being just enough to tip him over the edge. He quickly removed himself from 2D's throat, cumming along his tongue and face as he groaned a loud, drawn out 'fuck', His chest heaved as he tried to understand where all the air in his lungs had gone before he remembered a moment later, yanking 2D's head back to admire the view. 2D whined at the tug but allowed it as though he had a choice an grinned when he noticed Murdocs amused, zoned out grin...

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THIS WAS A SUBMISSION!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING A FIC BASED ON ONE OF MY ASKS YOU ARE AN ANGEL

[clumsyclifford]

hello!! i am back and on desktop this time. the blog is just as pretty. alex + yellow = v v attractive jfc. this is a long one so buckle in.

to begin: i hope you have the most fun on your day road trip and sing your heart out to atl and taylor swift. i love driving long distances and idk just driving in general is fun. have the absolute best time MWAH

my birthday is in november!! november 23 to be specific. i share it with miley cyrus which is something i always found to be very cool when i was growing up and watching hannah montana. it also means i am a sagittarius and funny little fact i realized is that my best friend is a gemini. alex and jack are also a sagittarius and a gemini. from being 13 i know that tyler and josh from twenty one pilots are also a sagittarius and a gemini. something about sagittarius and gemini besties idk.

also yeah!! ao3 year in review!! it's a bit complicated to figure out at first and if you read a lot the finding pages thing can be pretty tedious, but it's def worth it once you figure it out. it gives you a lot of different stats about everything you read and it's pretty cool. now i am going to go look at your fics to remember my favs. you deserve the praise so i am willing to offer it. jeez you write a lot i respect the motivation sm. you write quite a bit of angst and i won't lie i try to stay away from angst so i haven't read your fics that seem super angst-y based on the tags. BUT there are still so many i recall reading and loving nonetheless. on a quick scroll-through: i usually don't read high school AUs but "paint me in trust (i'll be your best friend)" was super adorable and lovely. "thank god i'm yours" is one of my favs iirc. also i love love love "it's not always easy (but i'm here forever)" like yes please romanticize alex gaskarth i love it sm. "i won't be silent (and i won't let go)" and "i fell asleep in a city that doesn't" are both super fluffy and romantic and are favs of mine. in case you haven't picked up on it i adore very fluffy and romantic fics lmao. alright i am continuing to scroll and there are so many more i could list that i love but this section is getting quite long. just know if it's about a kitchen or hotel rooms being for lovers i probably read it and adored it and that pov is so valid.

waterparks!! will not lie i only really started listening to them about 6 months ago having been distantly aware of their existence for several years by being a fan of bands in the same genre. listen as long as you let yourself be vaguely annoyed by awsten is prevents you from being in love with him. follow him on any social media platform for like a day and you'll be sick of him typing in nothing but all caps within hours. simply do not romanticize him and you can keep yourself from falling!! so this is coming from a slightly fake parx fan, but some of my favs by them have been peach (lobotomy), crave, numb, fuzzy, violet!, you'd be paranoid too, and lowkey as hell. that is a very songs-from-their-most-recent-album-heavy rec, but whatever. i did give the disclaimer about being a fake parx fan.

yeah hayley does have 2 solo albums now!! petals for armor and flowers for vases / descansos. pfa is the one i didn't really like upon first listen but has grown on me. i haven't even listened to the second one in its entirety oops but we won't mention it. dead horse is good but simmer (pretty sure that was the other single??) just ain't it for me. the album has some lovely songs but it's just a hit or miss album all the way through. some favs of mine on it include pure love, taken, crystal clear, watch me while i bloom, and why we ever. it's sorta a storyline album about healing if that adds anything to it?? but anyways. i started listening to paramore around the time after laughter dropped and it grew to be one of my fav albums in existence. idle worship is probably one of my fav songs like ever. i def understand being slightly put off by bands with songs that make religious references (me with twenty one pilots' earlier music that makes a lot more religious references considering i'm not religious whatsoever) but i think i am blinded by being in love with hayley williams and just ignore it. idk that she's like super religious?? she's addressed believing in god and stuff a few times but she's def not the "rub it in your face" type and if she's making refs in music more recently then they're subtle enough i'm not noticing them. ik albums like brand new eyes had a lot more because it was shortly after that the band split and the songwriting process was essentially her and ex-bandmate co-songwriter arguing about their religious beliefs (turns out he ended up being super homophobic and transphobic all based on his religion so do with that what u will and thank the clown for leaving). i feel u on the "i meant to start listening to them" because that's essentially how i started listening to them. i told myself i was going to and then finally forced myself to do it. fuck falling for awsten knight what's more risky is falling in love with hayley </3

also yeah!! you've articulated my feelings towards tde. every song is so vastly different that it's hard to like it all. #1 fan is pretty decent though, and that's not just my bias about finding both ross and his gf hot and a cute couple and getting to see them together and ross half naked in a mirror in the video nope not at all. he's my fav himbo!! he has no personality!! no thoughts head empty!! i still love him and his strawberry-growing saga on twitter tho <3 the hazard of being in love with ross lynch since i was 12. girlfriend better be a fucking banger and there's quite a few already released singles in the tracklist so i have hope. i believe my show is in chicago on november 19 which is a thursday. kinda sucks since i intentionally bought the chicago tix nearly two years ago (the show was originally supposed to be april 25 2020. lol.) because the show was on a saturday and i have to drive 3 hours to get there. obviously i can't speak for them as tde but r5 shows always fucking slapped and i can vouch for them (realized i haven't seem them live since 2016?? 5 YEARS?? wtf) so if u genuinely like them. would recommend going to see them.

anyways. i have not listened to luke's solo album yet. i plan on it. this has gotten so long but i tried to respond in all areas and even organized it in different paragraphs this time (thanks being on desktop!!). hope you are well. hope you have a lovely day. hmm what's a little "going on in my life" fact. i got new glasses a few days ago and my eyes essentially said fuck off because adjusting to the new prescription has left me with eyes that hurt and occasionally slightly nauseous. here is to hoping my eyes get their shit together. mwah LOVE YOU TOO - the other bella/cubs anon/idk

okay hi hello. i have put this off because holy hell it's long but let's do it. i am putting a cut because this whole thing is long even without my answer

first: the road trip was super fun thank you!!! i am intrigued by this information regarding sags and geminis, we should do some scientific inquiry. enquiry. i don't know if there's a difference between those words.

aha! well i tried the ao3 year in review thing and i would say it had about 55% accuracy but still i agree it's fun to look back at that kind of stuff. and i feel you on the angst thing i go through phases of writing angst-heavy stuff and then writing very fluffy stuff and it is entirely based on my mental state buuuut i have lots of fluff and i'm glad you found it all and that you liked it yay <333 KITCHENS ARE FOR LOVERS i will die on that fuckin hill. hotel rooms as well but primarily kitchens.

dfgjhgdlfkhgdfmj honestly i dont use twitter enough that i would see his tweets enough that that would bother me also the fact that he tweets in all caps means that i just picture him yelling everything he tweets which i find absolutely hysterical so i don't think that would help. i have added these parx songs to my listen asap playlist and will get to them when i get a chance thank you i am excited also i already know lowkey as hell and it slaps super hard so im very much lookin forward to the rest of these. merci merci

YEAH simmer was the one i didnt vibe with. and honestly i feel zero compulsion to get into hayley williams as a solo artist. i just don't vibe enough to want to do that so i doubt i'll be listening to her anytime soon but maybe if i hear the songs in passing or get super bored one night, idk who can really say. but yeah christianity typically puts me off of music (speaking as a very jewish bitch) although there are notable exceptions in the cases of thomas rhett and the driver era. i'm just not attached to hayley enough to be like ehhh this doesnt matter. does that make sense

FAVORITE HIMBO PLEASE HGSDFGDFGKLFGJ i dont follow him on twitter but i have seen some interviews of ross and rocky and tbh they're great i love the way ross speaks like i like his speech mannerisms and i like his FACE and HAIR and. yeah. i think hes pretty. and i think he and 5sos SHOULD collab i think that would be sexy as hell. can you imagine that. oh my god can you imagine a ross lynch/luke hemmings collab. i'm not even really talking to you anymore bella because i know you haven't listened to luke yet and don't have a stake in it but if anyone else is reading this long ass answer. ross & luke collab. okay im going to move on and not think about that now. but i probably won't see tde unless i get a job this semester because i'm trying to stop spending so much money on big indulgent things like concerts likeee i was in a really good habit of not spending that much and then suddenly i got paid for one summer and i was just goin Crazy and i need to dial it back. plus i wanna see ajr and noah kahan equally bad so like. i have to make some calls about priorities here. it's Much to think about

good luck to your eyes i'm sure your new glasses are hella cute tho!!! LOVE YOUUUUUUU