#ik im late to the trend but anyways

[xieliancore]

progenitor kaveh <3

[noxious-fennec]

Tunisian miku 🇹🇳👍

[thecommunityoftrustworthysinks]

just had an experience

[IMAGE ID: a four panel comic (very simple, made in snapchat) of a green stick figure on a black background. throughout, the stick figure has a smile and no other expression. first panel: white narrative text says “man hiding t items for parental visit.” green text dialogue says “good. safe.” second panel: figure stands, with white text that says “he carries on.” third panel: large white text says “LATER.” green dialogue says “time for T! hehe.” fourth panel: close up of figure looking into some form of a cabinet with a purple question mark above his head. blue and white large text at the bottom says “he has adhd…” END ID]

[planete777]

LEAF TAPES 2・⁠｡♪ LN4

( lando norris x fem!reader ft. oscar piastri )

read part 1!

IN WHICH. after months of radio silence, y/n and lando go trending for the same thing again... but this time, it's not only them.

WARNINGS. 18+, MINORS DNI!, non consensual explicit video leaked, sexual descriptions, twitter environement, mentions of getting high (as per), very self indulgent so just sit back and enjoy

NOTE. it's finally here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've answered your requests, i hope you guys like it. my back aches from doing this so im gonna knock myself out lol. anyways, last fic for a few weeks, but i'll still be online/idle so u can still drop by my inbox if u want. okay ill let u go now bye and enjoy!!!!!

‧₊˚✩彡 taglist @laciijane @ferrarrigirl @norrizzandpia @mimi-luvzyu @multifandomwhore-003 (use askbox if you'd like to be added!)

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yn_ln

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yn_ln life lately <3

>comments<

landonorris literally obsessed with you

landonorris love the last picture who's that on the left -> yn_ln what happened to being obsessed with me :((( -> landonorris sorry 😅 i mean the left. -> user 😭

user oscar cameo!!!!! OSCAR!!! CAMEO!!!

user i want both of them!!11!!1!1! i can take both of you!!!! -> user so real

user couple goals.... brb just setting up the toaster and the bath

oscarpiastri picture 2.... minutes before disaster -> landonorris disaster??? i found it pretty entertaining -> yn_ln i'm still recovering 🤭 -> user CARE TO SHARE??? I WANNA KNOW!!! -> user yn girlie............ let's gossip -> yn_ln no can do luv xx 😌

oscarpiastri anyways i look so good -> yn_ln humble yourself babe x -> landonorris what she said ^ -> user don't listen to them oscar, you do love good ❤ -> oscarpiastri trust me, i know 😏

lily_mhe loved going out with u bby <3 -> yn_ln yes!! we should do it again.... without the boys 😒 -> alexalbon uhm wow -> landonorris i need to get used to sharing the loml </3 -> oscarpiastri lol -> yn_ln 🤭

user she's so pretty "$%$£"£$(!"£$

user why are they being so cryptic 😩 -> user they wanna kill me

user 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 -> user i've got so many questions

user lily and y/n are for the girlies xx sorry i do not make the rules -> yn_ln speak it!!! -> lily_mhe yup!!

maxfewtrell no pic creds?? -> yn_ln i can give donations? -> user LMAOAOAO -> user max being bullied pt 2838474

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landonorris

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landonorris ♾

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yn_ln look at us trending for the second time in 2 months 😝 -> landonorris ikr such icons -> oscarpiastri quite fun tbh -> user 😭 -> user u lot realllyyyyy dgaf and i love that for you

oscarpiastri i give the best cuddles ik -> landonorris u also give the best 🧠 -> yn_ln AND WHAT ABT ME? -> landonorris oh yeah... ig -> user what the fuck is going on??? 😭 -> user in broad daylist insta comments

user im surprised he didn't post a lil snippet on ig like yn did last time -> user literally 💀 -> user he wants us to have the full experience on twt fr

carlossainz55 im begging u, plz no more -> alexalbon 🙏 -> charlesleclerc 🙏 -> georgerussell 🙏 -> pierregasly 🙏 -> yukitsunoda 🙏 -> danielricciardo 🙏 -> lewishamilton 🙏 -> user they are going THROUGH IT!! -> landonorris we'll think abt it

user surprised, but not disappointed

yn_ln no more 🐱 for u! -> landonorris NO. U CAN'T DO THIS TO ME. -> user he survives purely off of the kitty cat. i support the hustle -> oscarpiastri spare the man 🙏 -> yn_ln nah he can just watch -> oscarpiastri fine by me

user foursome?? -> user join the line

[rayroseu]

never let meleanor cook again 🔥

she def wont bcs shes on the other side now :(

still makes me ill that briarland used to be a open country like they permitted the humans to live in their land but the humans just abused that decision and now almost all faes have hesitance in getting along with humans bcs of how significantly traumatic her death was 😭💔 also maybe im reaching but maybe the time where Maleanor had to fight Knight of Dawn/Silver Owls was the only time she was alone (since its implied she was always with Levan and Lilia or staying at her castle with the other royal guards 😭✨)

also ik maleanor fought alone bcs she was really out of soldiers and having lilia escape alone while she stops the Silver Owls is beneficial for Briar Valley (bcs remember that silver owls also ravage the land they trespass so if she escapes with Lilia then the damage Briarland couldve suffered would stretch to Maleficia's castle instead of just in Wildrose castle) but STILL i do want to see her being calculating because her position in Briarland military is that she's the commander yk, maybe she knew this was a bad decision (bcs of her scene when she was being sentimental ("im a mother thats why i must conquer) to lilia when he reasoned with her) i just feel like the story couldve portrayed it a bit nuanced and not just come off as "meleanor died bcs she was too prideful" i think thats just too easy/simple for the writer to write as her cause of death lol

anyways excited for book 7 updates 😭✨✨ i know next update is about silvers dream im just too excited for maleanor's screentime akxjkskd

i knowww im so late to the trend 💀💀 my sense of time is literally the same as malleus' sldkflkd

[roseandgold137]

We’ll go Cassie for the charecter ask <3

(prefacing this with im so sorry this took ages. I sent it to draft lands and unfortunately out of sight out of mind immediately kicked in rip

three facts about them from my personal headcanons

not quite sure what would count as a fact per se, but: curly mullet as a kid bc her hair wouldn’t grow as fast in the sides (a style she later resurrected for one of her later wonder girl looks); lesbian BUT thought she was bi until like 13/14 bc she had a crush on like westley from the princess bride; neither of them know this but Cassie and Anita used to get into drama on roblox but also both of them were pretending to be guys + they dated on roblox for like three weeks. To this day neither are sure if it was gay (two guy avatars) straight (they were girl with guy??) but it was in fact gay squared (two girls pretending to be two guys)

a reason they suck

id say her combination of recklessness and stubbornness with a healthy dash of hating finding out she was wrong about something. Definitely something that improves as she gets older, but like with constantly trying to get cissie back in the team, sometimes her stubbornness overrides clearly drawn boundaries

a reason they are great

in a way, also her stubbornness! The lasting conviction that she’s right, and the belief that there is right, even if everything is trying to prove that wrong

a reason I relate to them 

I too would like to maximise the amount of time I spend with cissie king-jones /j; but fr, her sheer desire to help (even if she isn’t necessarily equipped to) is admirable and I like to think I share that with her

(what I consider to be) the top tier otp/ot3 for that character

now ik I kinda mentioned Cassie/Anita up there, and cissiecassie is always a classic, however I would like to propose Cassie/George (as in Georgia Redmond) hang on I’ll try to find a picture of her. Basically George is her civilian friend (though I haven’t the knowledge if she ever actually appeared outside of this one issue) anyways baby butches <3

five things that never happened to that character that I believe should have happened

she needs to kiss girls like yesterday. I promise this is crucial for her I think it would actually solve a lot of her problems even just indirectly;

I think she should have had more time before Zeus granted her powers. Like I get why and it did suit the story they were going for but I really liked how cobbled together her costume and equipment was, I would’ve liked to see that for a bit longer (this may count as something that did happen that I believe should have just taken longer, but oh well);

I think that she should get to graduate from wonder girl, maybe by being faced with whoever will succeed her and passing the mantle on at the end of that kind of arc (maybe harken back to how Donna gave Cassie her wonder girl suit? I think it would be cute) which, while I’m thinking, would have been a far better way to introduce Lizzie, imo. Still not gone on her needing to be Diana’s bio kid (bc it feels like they’re trying to invalidate the non-bio candidates for Wonder Woman in the future tbh) but if she was just some girl (we can still relate her to amazons and the gods, just not Diana I think) then I think she’d have been received far better;

not just her, but also for yj in general - I think she should have followed the trend of leaving (not at the same time as say, Tim and Bart, bc then we’re down too many members) but I’d like to see her grapple with the guilt of that + also realising why cissie wouldn’t be coming back by sympathising with her, but still eventually rejoining (and meanwhile the others realise that despite her stubbornness they still value her as a leader and theyre all very relieved that she’s back);

as far as I’m aware she’s yet to receive an animal sidekick (Damian has honestly been hogging like all the animal sidekicks as of late like c’mon sir please share) so I think she’d benefit from one. Since Kon’s had krypto and Bart’s had dox (Tim doesn’t seem to have any either) I think there’s already plenty of heroic dogs to go around. World without yj is obv like alternate reality but her connection to Dionysus did intrigue me. So, I put forth a bengal cat that transforms into a leopard during combat (think cringer -> battlecat from he-man)

five people that character never fell in love with and why

ok this was a difficult question but I think I have some answers hopefully

Cass Cain -> hero crush, but Cassie was too scared of her for it to go any further than that and she didn’t really believe she existed for a while either

Anita -> was too hung up on cissie leaving at the start, then they eventually found out that they were each others bitter exes on roblox and Cassie’s brain immediately killed the chance for a crush to emerge

Greta -> felt wrong to like her when she’d only just remembered who she ever was, and again, was too hung up on cissie to really consider the possibility

Kon -> the crush she thought she had did not live up to actually being around him and he was part of the reason she realised she actually didn’t like guys

Jenny Hex -> tried to hit on Diana right in front of her

[ohmygs-blog]

omg hiiiii have u seen the “my k-pop boys” trend on tiktok??? i was wondering if u could tell us yours 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 ik we stan alot of the same groups so im curious and i feel like we all just love you and i would love to get to know u even moreeee

ahh i love uuu n yessss wanted to make my own so bad tbh ok before i get into this !! i only got into k-pop like two years ago maybe (??) during covid lol. watching bts npr tiny desk concert was my first dive into k-pop lol

anyway i’m gonna do my groups instead of years <3

nct dream ! mark & haechan & jaemin (chenles making his way up there) (and jisung) (and i’m in love with renjun n jeno)

nct 127 ! jaehyun & johnny (mark n haechan too but 😭😭)

wayv ! yangyang & hendery

riize ! sohee & eunseok & seunghan

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tomorrow x together ! SOOBIN!!!! & beomgyu (also the new concept pics??????????????????)

stray kids ! changin, han, i.n, lee know (his gucci shoot pls)

seventeen ! S.COUPS & jeonghan & wonwoo (would sell my soul for scoups. it’s bad. it’s not healthy anymore.)

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casually listen too / watch when i have free time

zerobaseone ! hanbin, gyuvin, ricky & jiwoong

le sserafim ! yunjin & eunchae

monsta x ! joohoney & i.m

ateez ! seonghwa (my main slayer) & yunho (i think he’s made this way up there idk ?? he’s been corrupting me lately)

bts ! rm & suga

the boyz ! new, younghoon & sunwoo & sangyeon

g-idle ! shuhua (need to be her fr)

[actuallyitsstar]

Marty McFly + 14, 16, and 23?

✨ send me a number and a character! ✨

14. assign a fashion aesthetic to this character

oh my god i have no idea how to label this fashion aesthetic but marty mcfly dresses like your mom in the late eighties got a mall gift card and HAD to use the whole thing on one outfit

like WHAT is going on. why are you wearing a t shirt and a buttoned button up shirt and a jean jacket and a sleeveless vest all at the same time. why have you paired this with high waisted mom jeans????? how are you managing to make it look cool ????? have you EVER considered cleaning your shoes. i have so many questions but i love you either way

16. what's your least favorite ship for this character?

i mean this is probably obvious based on the trend and tone of conversations ik we've had but ppl who ship doc and marty 😭 literally why i dont understand u 😭 like this is a pro ship zone im not about to be rude to anyone but going on the ao3 bttf tag is like playing a cosmic game of chicken bc i just want marty to connect w his best friend and mentor, the first person he'd call in an emergency in the og timeline bc his parents are so absent and distant, a man he's come to rely on for security and a sense of support even tho that man had a rly fucked up childhood of his own and has no idea what it's like to be a teenager these days or what hes doing trying to connect with this one that hes grown fond of ??????? and then i open an untagged fic with an ampersand between the names instead of a slash and get halfway in and somehow there is kissing anyway 😭 it's just not for me kids im so sorry thats his like. idk. NOT his dad. doc does not have dad vibes. he has like......unhinged uncle who takes u in when ur parents die suddenly vibes. also age gaps are age gaps i do think in real life if you're both REALLY adults it's not that big of a deal as long as you are on even ground in a consensual relationship so like im not a huge 'ew all age gaps are bad' sort of person, but marty is LITERALLY fifteen and this is a 60 year old man WHAT ARE WE DOING. WHY IS THIS SUCH A POPULAR SHIP. WHAT IS GOING ON. I JUST FIND IT GROSS IM SORRY 😭

23. what is your favorite picture of this character?

very tough toss up bc theres a lot of bts pictures i love but i think its gotta be this one because

look at these besties !!! look at that cheesy smile !!! look at that height difference!! this photo just has has 'summary-of-their-whole-relationship' energy <3

[cerubean]

                                      SO NOT COOL!!!!!!!

[jeiji]

HI OH MY GOSH I LOVE UR BLOG 😠 idk if u do these kinds of scenarios but have u seen that TikTok trend where someone asks the other one to smell their shirt and when they lean over to smell, they kiss their forehead instead? here’s a link just in case :

https://youtu.be/OpOkS32fOF8

CAN I PLS HAVE IT W SUNA, OSAMU, ATSUMU, and SAKUSA? ( CAUSE IK U LOVE HIM 😩😩)

also IDR POST ANYTHING BUT U SEEM SO CHILL AND ID LOVE TO BE UR FRIEND 🤨💕

topic : fluff

featuring : sakusa , atsumu , osamu + suna

warnings : adorable babies :((

a/n : HAHA, HI LOVELY, I HOPE I DID THIS JUSTICE LMAOAO, and im so sorry i posted this so late :') ,, sorry i couldnt do tendou omg T^T , anyways enjoy<3

❥ SAKUSA you were scrolling on tiktok when you saw this trend. it looked so cute, yet so hilarious, you couldn't help the need to try this on your own boyfriend. it was quite early, so you thought out a whole plan and hoped it worked accordingly.

the moment he walked through the door, you got into character and greeted your precious baby.

" y/n? i'm home..! " he calls out, a little too impatient.

" omi calm down i'm coming. " you giggle.

" can you run, please, i miss you. " he says. he drops his duffle bag, setting off to look for you.

he finds you walking out of the kitchen, and rushes towards you immediately. he traps you between his arms, before nuzzling affectionately into your neck.

" omi- you little baby. " you sigh with a smile. your hand moves to play with his hair as he sways both your bodies slowly.

" missed you. " he mumbles, placing soft kisses everywhere on your neck.

" missed you more, love. i made some dinner for you, go sit. " you tell him. he only whines as a response before snuggling you closer. caressing his face, you give him a soft peck before releasing yourself from his hold. he whines again, trying to pull you flush against him a second time, but fails miserably. he sits at the dinner table, not before heaving a little huff.

you walked over to the stove, finally setting the plan in place. you walked towards him, setting his plate of food down, then setting yours right after. you chuckle, before pretending to sniff your shirt.

" omi, do you think my shirt smells weird? " you asked. he looks up at you, a confused expression painted on his face.

" no? i mean, i don't think so. you always to the laundry perfectly, so, i'm not entirely sure.. " he furrows his eyebrows.

" here, could you check for me? " you ask. he only shrugs before nodding a 'yes' . as he leaned forward, he took a small whiff of your shirt before the feeling of your delicate lips lingering on his forehead.

he immediately shot up from his position, a bright red tinting his cheeks.

" ... such a brat. " he huffs, before pulling you in for a kiss.

❥ ATSUMU walks right through the door, calling you your favorite petname.

" BABYYY! WHERE ARE YA? " he screams at the top of his lungs.

" 'TSUM CALM DOWN- I'M RIGHT HERE. " you shout back, running towards him. he opens his arms widely before catching you with a stumble.

arms wrapped around his neck, he snuggles into you. inhaling your scent, you felt him smile. patting his back you jumped off of him, leaving him pouting.

" don't be such a baby, 'tsum " you laugh. he only pouts at your remark as you disappear into your bedroom.

immediately putting your phone on the drawer to record, you call atsumu.

" 'tsum! "

" no! i'm mad at 'ya. " he grumbles loudly.

" baby! " you call again. the sounds of running are evidently heard as you find your boyfriend gasping shallowly.

" am here, angel! " he giggles, approaching you. as he stood in front of you, he engulfed you into a deathly tightening hug. snuggling you yet again, he brings you towards the bed, plopping you down as he finally lays on your chest.

thinking your plan might've failed you sigh before playing with his blonde hair. atsumu's eyes begin to droop until you shook him awake.

" 'tsumie " you whisper. he grunts as a response. " does my shirt smell weird? "

" huh??? " he asks, still laced with sleep. you repeat your question, and without warning, he dips into your chest to take a whiff of your shirt. before he brought his head back up, you pecked his forehead. he shot his head towards you and he looked like he's just seen an actual ghost.

" baby, what was that? " he asks, raising an eyebrow.

" what was what? " you replied.

" did ya kiss ma forehead? " he smiles.

" mmm.. maybe? " you giggle. before you knew it you were stuck between his arms, being suffocated by his kisses. he thought you could definitely kiss his forehead more often.

❥ OSAMU walks in with plastic bags in his hands, yelling out a soft 'i'm home!'. this was definitely the perfect time to pull this tiktok prank on him. whenever he came home from work, he'd be much more clingy than he usually was. so, of course, you couldn't miss this chance.

" hey 'samu. " you smile, walking towards him. you give him a little peck on the cheek, before grabbing a few grocery bags from his hands.

he frowns at the lack of attention, and begins following you like a lost puppy.

" baby? are ya mad at me? " he asks softly. you turn to face him, before flashing him your famous smile.

" why would i be, love? " you respond, moving closer to caress his face. he melts into your touch immediately before you pull away yet again, to place the groceries in their rightful places.

he whines, quietly, but doesn't say anything.

as soon as you've finished with the groceries, you walked into your bedroom, quickly setting up your phone to record his reaction.

soon after, osamu walks in, sulking. you frown at his droopy shoulders, but you've got to follow through with your plan.

you fake sniff your shirt, making a sour face just to let your prank all more believable. osamu doesn't miss the way your face changes, and turns to look at you.

" what's wrong sweetheart? " he asks, coming over to you.

" do you think my shirt smells weird? " he gives you a confused face.

" hm.. no, ya never mess up when doin' the laundry. " he remarks. you stop yourself from smiling before asking him to smell your shirt.

" could you check for me? " with no hesitation, he shrugs and dips his face into your shirt, taking a big sniff.

you bit back a smile, before placing your lips delicately on his forehead. he freezes for a second, before hesitantly lifting his head up.

" what was that, baby? " he asks, a tint of red flushing up to his cheeks.

" hmm, nothing! so? does my shirt smell funny? " you immediately change the subject. osamu only frowns, as you snicker.

" baby, that's not funny, yer' kinda mean for doin' that. " he complains, but its okay, you make up for it with cuddles and kisses!

❥ SUNA groans loudly, as you try to push him off your chest. he heaves a little huff before lifting himself up to glance at you.

" rin.. you're heavy! " you exclaim.

" and you're comfortable, so i'm not moving. " he replies, nuzzling into your chest. you bite back a grin as he lays soft kisses on your collarbone.

" rinnie.. can you please get off? " you whine. he ignores your pleas and remains in his current spot. you sigh, only to push him straight off, catching him by surprise. he lets out a small huff, pushing his bangs out of his face before giving you a dirty look.

" what? don't give me that look, i asked you to get off and you didn't listen. " you giggle.

" you didn't have to push me off, though. " he frowns.

" mmm, you didn't give me a choice. " you respond. he continues to frown as you get off the bed.

following the tiktok trend you saw, you look through the closet, and change your shirt. you turn around, only to see suna smirking at you. " okay buddy, eyes off the snack. " you laugh. he giggles, continuing to eye you down. you now think this is the best time to pull the prank, so you turn around, shirt lifted up to your nose. " rin? " you call. he hums as a response, staring directly at you.

" do you think my shirt smells odd? " you ask. he looks up at you, confused, and gets up. walking towards you, he lets out a huff.

" baby, if i got up for no reason at all, i am going to- " cutting him off, you bring your shirt up to his nose. he sighs, before leaning in. taking a small whiff of your own shirt, he felt a pair of lips on his forehead. shooting straight up from his former position, he stares right at you.

ears tinted pink, with a little red dusting his cheeks. " if you wanted a kiss you could've just asked. " he pouts, pulling you in by the waist. giving you a big fat kiss, he drags you back into bed, plopping right on top of you.

[luckyspacerabbit]

i know this is like 6 months too late but i just came across your post about how bioware treats their asian characters and UGH it was so gratifying to see someone else feel the same way ... im also asian and ive been replaying the trilogy and the whole time i couldn't stop thinking about how peoples most hated characters were non-japanese asian and how the ONLY likable or at least neutral characters were japanese lol ... ANYWAYS im just glad other people are out here pointing it out so thank u

Yeah ahh im so glad someone got gratification from reading my impassioned frustrations!! I don’t know the term for this specific thing I’m thinking about, but I do know that a lot of scifi (Mass Effect included) relies on problematic anti-asian sentiment and more specifically Anti-Chinese (my Kai Leng rant always prepped and ready to be launched) tends to be the trend in scifi far as I’m aware, given that China remains and is resurging as the Western World’s boogie man.

(Gonna speak from my POV so if anyone feels differently i totally respect that) but I know that in recent decades, certain Asian American communities have been quiet on negativity, misportrayals, and media tropes created about us as a part of our parents attempt to assimilate into Western culture, and very often when we see any references to Asian pop culture or characters, we are told we should be grateful or excited our cultures are popular enough to be portrayed and enjoyed by Western audiences.

And there are some benefits; I can buy Simu Liu action figures now and Costco has started selling boba bars.

Irl, though, I think that it’s time to start taking up space and openly saying when things don’t feel right or that we’re being made into a media commodity. Scifi is a huge breeding ground for that because its popularity in the late 20th C in conjunction with Techno Orientalism has been used to express fear and worries about Asian superpowers (China specifically) taking over and threatening the World Order.

Ik it’s not always popular in the community to speak up about these things because the pressure to assimilate in America is extremely strong; however, I feel that I owe it to those who came before me to speak up.

Tangent over! But for any consumers of Scifi franchises like Mass Effect who desire to learn more about Asians and Technology related stereotypes, my professor is releasing a book this June called the “Model Machines: A History of the Asian as Automaton.” Which talks a little bit about Asian roboticism. He’s had some fascinating lectures about the connection between Aliens and Chinese people, which I had never heard anyone mention previous to his class, but I don’t know if he’s released anything specific to that 😭

Anyway you can pre-order it here hehe

Model Machines: A History of the Asian as Automaton (Asian American History & Cultu) https://www.amazon.com/dp/1439922349/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_i_KV181MV45Z5SBH5RJ99N

[ridgeport]

anyways i love how you and the rest of my favorite cc creators really just be settin the trends for my sims lol also everyone’s been giving 70s vibes lately and i’m in love! rihanna’s lingerie came out with a 70s vibe collection and i want it even more now. kk byeeee!

:D ik i love when we all are on a same brainwave it’s so fun!! and i hate u anon i saw that collection and im like sigh *opens wallet*

[mickadamz]

deanstar ik this is a really personal ask and you don't have to answer if this makes you uncomfortable but how did you know you were trans? I'm questioning my gender identity and idk if i'm overthinking things or not

i can tell youre from the confessions blog... on a real note doe. uhhh i dont actually know for sure? i think i found compilations of lgbt vines or something and i joined tmblr arpund maybe. late middle school (7th-8th grade) it got me thinking abt gender and stuff.

initially i thiught i was genderfluid, i tried different pronouns and stuff. at first i did hop on as a trend bc i was young and didn't want to be an 'evil cishet' (nothing wrong w being cishet!) but anyways i eventually discovered that i was trans and later figured out i was a binary trans guy.

there's a lot of overthinking, ive had plenty of 'what if im faking' moments. These feelins amplify during puberty as well because i had many thoughts that were like 'oh what if its just a hormonal imbalance and im faking it for attention' and it sucked but after like. maybe 5 or 6 years im pretty confident that i'm a trans guy.

its your journey and being trans is different for everybody so i cant tell you what exactly you will feel, but i can give some advice: try different pronouns (if youre not already), try different names if you want, think long term (would you be most comfortable being an old woman, an old man, or an old enby? how do you see yourself when you think of the future?), mess with gender presentation, etc.

maybe watch videos by trans people. get various perspectives. watch tiktok compilations. dig through some tags, see if things click. see if you feel thst 'oh, i do that too' thing.

it's tough at times and there's nothing wrong with realizing that a certain label/identity didn't fit like you thought it would. sometimes it takes a while to find yourself. but when you do, it's like the weight of the world is jusf lifted off your shoulders. it'll stll be tough, ther's obstacles (like whether or not you're able to transition. various things can prevent one from medically/surgically transitioning such as pre-existing medical conditions, money, or personal choice) but at least you know who you are and who you're gonna be.

i hope this makes sense and i wish you luck, anon!!

[hystericheavy]

not reblogging that ariana meme post cuz it seems annoying-ish but ik its related to the late 2020 "femboy discourse" which is... dangly earring discourse reincarnated lol. Anyway. tfw gays/trans ppl hating on cishet men became a crime because its... gender identity questioning phobic... whatever im gatekeeping being a flamer lol can ppl chill and stop standing up for every genderless clothing as a trend eboy they see u kno they have no intention of doing shit to protect us 😂 i dont give a fuck abt straight men being feminine until they do the work for feminists lol...

[castrateurfate]

so in the wake of the analog horror trend, there has been an off-shoot known as "digital horror" which uses the aesthetics of late 90s eealy 2000s children's orientated websites and flash animation to portray horror stories.

like, yeah ik it's literally just the reinvention of creepypasta but my biggest issue is how none of it looks convincing, when that era is so easily replicable.

first and foremost, the videos are mostly 144p with a low low bit-rate. whilst this was commen in home cameras at the time, it was not commen in animated videos. there, the quality of these video would be around 360p with a high enough bitrate and framerate. and flash animations basically worked as vectors than anything else. you could watch a flash animation or play a flash game at any fiddelity and it'd conform to it with little to no notice in drop of quality.

another thing is that they're using ms-paint to draw the characters, when instead they should be using an early early form of photoshop.

and the audio is off. they lowered the bitrate when they should instead by lowering the sample rate to around 16,000 Hz as that was the standard for many flashgames and animations at the time.

anyways, im going to fuck off.

[glitterglockz]

okay so i just don’t know anymore. need therapy and been just thinking. rn im 21 and just graduated from college. tough four years. but im struggling to adjust to not being in school and feel like im not thinking big enough. little ambition but idk i have plans in the fall and I’ll be busy w a new opportunity. i just wanna keep winning like yumeko. or idk if i should take this time to focus on other things like improving my health, having fun and relaxing. in my ideal world id wanna work 2 jobs ideally one being Sephora and the other bartending but i would equally benefit from working from another makeup store or a nice clothing store like Nordstrom or urban outfitters two of which i applied to. i also hit up my old job target which reminded me of my old ting 😭. but idk i feel so far from control and things are not working out in my favor but i could be wrong and maybe these rejections will prove to offer future benefits such as me working at a better store or getting more money or a better opportunity. i love makeup. it’s self expression, a complement to an outfit, beauty. i made an ig page solely dedicated to makeup. i plan out looks and take pictures and videos. this week imma do a rainbow under eye and then cheetah/leopard print and pink zebra maybe green and then but for makeup my goal is to get more traction on my page, set trends, capitalize off it through brand deals and sponsors, get free makeup and learn how to do makeup professionally, do peoples makeup and serve looks. okay so that involves me doing my makeup more, posting consistently, researching techniques, trying diff products and applying to jobs with makeup. i can also start blogging about makeup too. I’m also thinking about getting my bartenders license during this gap of time. Im horny asl and i can’t wait to get some rump. i love missionary and freaky shit. love getting my pussy ate and trying new shit. im getting back to my thickness. trying to be a curvy bitch in a body car ( g wagon). but yeah i wanna be a bad bitch 😍 serve looks and always be on point. be iced out and fly and an it girl. but yeah ik this nigga w good dick and he’s an aquarius and a lil disrespectful so idk if i should i think one last time and then that’s it. he’s said he’s sorry and all but idk if im being fooled out the pussy. but does it matter if we fuck and most likely how would that make me feel? why am i so intent on leveling up everything in my life but not in my sex or romantic life. dealing w the same bs, im not having it ! it’s also me too, i be acting crazy and not standing up. not respecting myself and shit so am i getting what im putting out ? let’s think more about our dream nigga or gf and think of ways i want to prepare to receive them. anyway. health i need to get better at that too. i want to eat a better diet, walk everyday and maybe smoke less but it’s always tricky i feel like smoking does wanders for my mental health. writing too and maybe it’s about rewards and courage. limiting smoking to 3-4 times a week instead of everyday. but let’s see drinking more water and im invited to interview at club Pilates which would also be a good opportunity for me. maybe Pilates will help me find peace and myself. or is that me expecting too much out of a job ? ive been getting so irritated lately. little things are pissing me off. but let’s see trading rn is going well but I’m still practicing and need to develop a better strategy and research more. need 4-5 streams of income to pay off my credit cards and live my soft life. but i like learning new things and being in certain spaces that promote growth: