#ig this is my monthly spiral maybe it’ll end up like last year because I’ve made zero improvement mentally or emotionally
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I’m at a point where I kind of hate friendship and feel like I should just end every relationship I have with people because truthfully I doubt many of you would care ♥️
#whimsy whispers#I’m tired of it all#I’m tired of my friendships making me feel bad like idk I just don’t think friendship is supposed to make people feel unwanted or like a#burden#nor do I think a friendship is supposed to make you feel constantly ignored#actually some of you eventually get back to me but it s only when you want to talk about something and once you do you go back to ignoring#me#I’m tired and I know I’m whiny and annoying but I’m also tired! the majority of my friendships hurt#I don’t even care if people mean for it to hurt anymore either because regardless it all hurts and no amount of talking to anyone about#anything has helped it doesn’t fix anything I still feel unwanted and unheard lol#delete later#or maybe not maybe I should leave it up on the off chance that my friends see it and feel something#but I doubt that also I just don’t feel like anyone actually cares at this point#I just want to vanish#ig this is my monthly spiral maybe it’ll end up like last year because I’ve made zero improvement mentally or emotionally#I’m still an annoying wreck who bothers their friends for validation and feels hated and I still want to die about it#maybe I never should’ve reached out to anyone I feel like everyone would be better off then
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