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#iffff that makes sense in any way? its super late here & i didnt know if this was more of a bullet point ask
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what are your specific queer headcanons for scc?
hmm? if I'm understanding correctly, for me it goes as follows:
swt is agender and aroace (triple A battery, if you will), uses (it/they) & masculine address. they never really gave identity much thought in its youth given that the people around them did not really dabble much in expression or spark any reason to question itself while growing up.
similarly, there was no need to actually think about attraction given its interaction with others — this remains true as it's typically focused on work or planning. doesn't think much about clothes either apart from practicality, but it enjoys what it enjoys, y'know?
cpn is a demiguy (masc/non-binary) hatguy and demiace. (he/they/it). expression is... very important for him, given that they place a lot of emphasis on appearances, regardless of sincerity. his father (also transmasc) tried not to draw any strict lines concerning gender, so cpn's identity horrors started a little later in his childhood. there was a year or two where they considered themself more feminine & a lesbian as well (mostly due to a FWB roommate they had), but mid-teens is when he decided to to all-in with experimentation and self-discovery. whole shebang. really awful body dysphoria for a while before this.
his identity is tied closely with his aspecness too as cpn, well. dated and played the field. got asked out, asked out others to try and fit in (or see if it'd fix what was "broken" about his wiring) — things like that, but never really understanding or being thought of by others as shallow/disinterested for failing to pick up on cues among other things (as it's somewhat repulsed by touch). had occasional fluttery feelings, but it was only when he was with his bandmates when it really thought "oh I'm Fucked" and denied his feelings or ignored them in favor of the friendship.
cks is unlabeled (nonbinary (a CD player (a car))) and aropan; (they/hy/mirror prns). when faced with "no boys allowed!" they'd say, "but I'm not a boy." and when faced with "no girls allowed!" they'd say, "but I'm not a girl." it's not something they really think about or question as hy doesn't really care much about it. their initial parents fussed a lot about it among other things, and they disliked how confusing it all was. why can't hy wear this or have that? its mama and later papa though didn't seem to impress upon them that it matters, and their own siblings by then had their own fun or thoughts about identity—but it still wasn't really anything they considered much about. they're k_k! that is that.
as far as attraction goes, they've had a few fleeting moments, but hy doesn't act on it and usually just let it go away on its own, it at all. they're a contact heavy person in the first place so hy was content with just casually hanging out with people. not the sort to let it show or care much it they felt the hots, so to speak, unless they were in a relationship of some kind.
[ & ] they all have their own aro/ace rings respectively 'cause cpn made 'em. they're usually not worn or are worn underneath gloves since they get in the way of work.
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