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healthydoseofscoliosis · 7 years ago

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i had this dream last night that my mom finally lost all her patience with me and my brother and like...drove the car off of a bridge. it wouldnt have mattered as much if it was just me in the car but my brother and two babies were also in the backseat and in the dream the car was sinking right? so it's filling with water and im trying to figure out how to get the babies out of their carseats and stop them from drowning, alex was like panicking and my mom was unresponsive. i cant even remember what happened but I couldn't wake up and it was awful. idk i just needed to vent. side note, i really need someone to hug me. also side note, i really miss my friends.

#if youre wondering why im blogging so late its because im genuinely terrified to go to sleep #i cant stand having another dream like that #this is the first time ive had an unpleasant dream in...awhile now #i think its been about a year? maybe #but also side note this is like the second dream ive had about water-related circumstances that actually frightened me #which is stupid bc im not afraid of water #like i go swimming and stuff #the only somewhat traumatizing thing that happened with water was like years ago when my brother almost drowned me #but im pretty much over that #so #i promise im not trying to attention seek #if i wanted attention i would just facetime marissa 50 times until she picks up #i just kinda needed to rant or whatever bc thats what ur supposed to do i guess???#anyway holding in emotions is Not Good and I should Stop Doing That #i talk too much in the tags #oops #if youve read all this bullshit ily and I appreciate u so much #i just....rlly need my friends #i love them

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