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[fratboystrider]

i am once again thinking about dudes gender identity. im sure i could find a micro label if i tried searching but honestly he wouldn’t feel the need to define it after a certain age. when he was young he probably cycled through genderfluid, genderqueer, tmasc, bigender, and now if someone would ask he’d just say “I am non-binary”. If a queer person asked hed be like “im a girlboy girl thing :3”.

as i write heartstrings its very interesting trying to articulate the feelings dude has about gender specifically. the thing i keep in mind as i write him is that He still strongly identifies with girlhood and being a girl, he just isn’t quite sure how to do it right. She models herself after what she likes on TV books and movies and prays for the best but other girls think she is weird. All around she feels like she doesn’t know how to be a girl the “right” way because of her inability to comprehend gender roles and the fact that not many girls like her and don’t wanna help her out. It all culminates with: if other girls will not validate her girlhood, a man will. Because she is a girl, and girls are supposed to attract men. and dude Likes men, she’s sure of it so that’s what she needs to do. At least thats what he was taught with the shows she grew up watching.

Granted she doesn’t chase after men often, but if a man catches her eye well… She wants to follow girl code and have girl friends she can go out with and experience the girlhood she saw on TV. She’s a girls girl and simultaneously and doesn’t WANT a man to come in between that, but alas… whatever her boyfriend wants…!

I rescind the dude transmasc narrative because I really don’t view his story following a tmasc narrative anymore. I feel like it puts him in a box he doesn’t fit in fully. also He/they/she pronouns for Dude.

[paanzermensch]

Feeling so much more confident posting on Tumblr again. Thank god there's barely a word limit so I can rant as much as I want.

And WHAT Am I gonna ramble about today??????? Idk how to explain it, but I don't feel comfortable with a *MAINLY* underage audience. I don't see myself as a Family friendly person, mostly because I swear alot, make alot of crude jokes, and the topics I touch upon in my stories can get a little too mature depending. I had this problem on my twitter where I was like. Ohhh Maybe I'm a PG-13 Account? I retracted and deleted that statment after a while, because even that didn't sit right with me. I have an alt on my twt mainly for 18+ Content (Both SFW and NSFW), but even then I wanna have some freedom of posting Oc content to the people who are only here for the mains on my accounts.

Kinda hard when I mostly built my audience in the DnB Community where most of the fans are underage as well as some of the main creators. I'm not fully into DnB as I once was, but working on the project me and my group have going for it kinda makes up for it. I think that's the only project thats more suited for a teen audience LOL. Which I don't mind at all, I don't like to bring NSFW topics into that community specifically for a MULTITUDE of reasons.

Technically I don't make too much DnB art anymore, but I still interact with the community from time to time. Though I really only focus on my personal projects (Not counting DnB:CR, Only OG/OC stuff), which again touch on more mature topics- and I don't wanna expose a young audience to that stuff, nor do I feel comfortable in some of them trying to engage with the actively NSFW side of it.

Ig what I'm trying to say is that. Follow at your own risk perhaps? I might add a Mature content warning or something, not sure. Though i'm kinda fucked up about saying the wrong thing and lookin like a creep/idiot. :Sob: I'm just a humble storyteller WOE. Plus identity crisis of what I want my accounts to be. Shits FUCKED

[kookiezookey]

🌟 Welcome 🌟

Heyyo, I'm Key! :D

This is my side blog to talk about the stuff I'm interested in!

I have a main art blog @nydiakey! (pls follow me there for my art)

I'm also on IG & Twt @ nydiakey_ (more active on IG tho)

I often ramble about in-depth stuff & likes to analyse so probably lots of long posts here haha, prepare your selves 👀

I'll also share my random ideas, writings & thoughts, occasional silly doodles, and my reblogging will mostly be here also (warning that I reblog A LOT here bc I use this as a personal archive of the things I love).

Pls note that my hyperfixations don't disappear, they might at one point go dormant until it eventually resurfaces again (but I'll always love them for as long as I live lol).

Tag Directory ✏️

✶ My Main Tags:

#KeyKey Draws ✧ for my own art in general

#KeyKey Originals ✧ for my original works

#KeyKey Analyses ✧ for my analysis posts

#KeyKey Writes ✧ for my writings

#KeyKey Thinks ✧ for my random thoughts & ideas

#KeyKey Says ✧ my replies to asks

#KeyKey Doodles ✧ for my random doodles

✶ Reblog Tags:

#Fanart Reblog ✧ for other people's fanarts

#Art Reblog ✧ for other people's original artworks

List of Media I Love 🌼

✧ Spy x Family

✧ Hamilton Musical

✧ Hadestown

✧ The Promised Neverland

✧ Witch Hat Atelier

✧ Bluey

✧ Encanto

✧ Spider-Verse

✧ Honeyworks

✧ WISH (concept ver.)

✧ Cartoon Saloon

✧ Minecraft: Story Mode

✧ And other various medias

Notes:

- Feel free to talk to me about ANY of them or beyond!

- Pls keep it civil tho thanks

- Basic DNI criteria here

- This is a safe space (no toxicity allowed in this house)

- Beware of spoilers!

- NO NSFW! I'm not really comfortable with that

- I reblog A LOT and would do them in bulk often, bc I save them in my drafts until I have the time to reblog them.

So.. I'm sorry if I reblog a bunch of stuff from ur blog at the same time :")