#if you think i'm vagueposting about you i'm not‚ not really. i'm just distressed and worried for you.

[existencebringsonlypain]

my feelings with eating disorders are weird. and like, dieting in general. you should be able to do whatever you want with your body, but to see someone wasting away and even encouraging it in front of me while I'm too thin to be healthy to begin with... It's sad. you can do whatever you want, but I'm sorry you feel like you need to do this.

[bloodclan420]

I hate worrying about whether strangers hate me or not like why should i care why does it affect me so much :( especially on this site for some reason, i think using twitter so frequently for so long kind of poisoned me, and im pretty glad im not on there right now. worst social media ever i swear. i mean it was fine for like the first two years i was on the site because i didnt use it nearly as much, but then it became kind of an unhealthy coping mechanism and it ended up just causing distress whenever i opened it... i find that venting to someone who will actually pay attention is a better thing to do then complaining to ~60 people on a locked account (and like 70% of those people dont acknowledge anything you say) or...even worse..vagueposting *shudder* the reason i rejoined tumblr was actually really petty and stupid but i'm kind of glad that i'm here because i like this place a lot more than twitter, hopefully i can get over being so intimidated by strangers eventually