#if you see any posts from now theyre all scheduled

[hiemaldesirae]

sorry guys i had a two week long period of misery where i couldnt open any socmed app except youtube because i got too paranoid of my notifications 😛

[arolesbianism]

Some stuff I've drawn semi recently

[supernova41st]

hiii ‼️‼️ I was wondering if you could do tf2 boys (any characters you want) with Mercy from overwatch reader 😭.

Heroes never die 🪽

Tf2 x Mercy!Reader

Scout/medic

A/n: SHES BAAAACK YUH YUHH BOOM SHACKALACKAAAAA YES GODDDD. Idk what else to say other than I hope y’all missed me!! Idk what my ‘schedule’ will be but just expect more posts in the future

Medic

Do I need to say anything? You don’t fw him at all. The differences are pretty clear, moral and sanity wise.

At first he was pretty interested to have another doctor on the team. But he quickly got jealous because the mercs took more of a liking to you than because of your gentleness.

“You’re with me doctor”

“Jou got it”

“Not you ya four-eyed twap! The angel”

“Oh, thank you ☺️”

Resurrecting heavy

“Doctor! We must try this resurrection thing!”

“You too???”

He hates you now, you’re not really fond of him either. Not only does he practice medicine with no license but his procedures are so inhumane compared to yours.

“Thank my medical professionalism, Ludwig.”

“Oo Klugscheißer, miss perfect!! Fuck you.”

He genuinely thinks you’re an Angel here to make his life more difficult cuz from what I heard he’s had his fair share of dealing with satan.

He’s interested in your work but will never EVER ask you about it because of his pettiness. Will try to recreate your resurrection skills however it looked less like a resurrection and more like dragging a zombie out of its grave.

When he showed it off to you you were terrified

“Now if we just grunt just help our little subject on his feet, he’ll be as good as new!”

“Celestial! Ludwig please put him out of his misery!!”

“Vhat? Nonsense, he’s fine!”

*he says as his his subjects body collapses

He got so thirsty for you when he saw you pistol whipping an enemy scout for him, it startled him so he thought it was hot

“Whew, careful out there Ludwig”

“…please, please take my heart. I vill have it taxidermied for you and everything!”

“What 🙁”

Now he’s become obsessed, pockets you every round and the team is not thrilled about that. It is fun to see you fly around landing headshots at the enemy team tho

Scout

This man had ZERO fucking idea you were even on the team until he began a mission with you. So when he was on the edge of dying and you flew over to lend a helping hand he frl thought god sent an angel to save him.

He didn’t even say anything he was just in shock like

‘😦..I’m the chosen one’

When he got back to the base everything felt so surreal to him, but then he immediately started bragging about it cuz it’s scout.

“Omgg do y’all have a guardian Angel? 🤭No? Fucking losers”

“Are you talking about y/n?”

“Who?”

“Hello”

“..oh”

He was so let down 😭 he had a genuine ‘I’m special’ moment there

You get so tired of him so fast. It’s always something with him, he’s like a little boy always getting injured and crying to his mom to pull out the first-aid kid

“Y/n, I lost a friggin’ tooth again”

“Seriously scout? This is the fifth one this week! Next time you’re going to medic for this.”

Free my boy, he didn’t do anything wrong 😞

Loves it when you resurrect him, makes him feel like a ‘newborn baby’

“Did it hurt?”

“Scout I’m busy I don’t have time for your pick up lines.”

‘:(‘

This bitch will do ANYTHING but stay still so you can heal him. It’s like he’s running away from you??

“🏥🏥🏥🏥🏥”

“SCOUT PLEASE GET DOWN HERE!!”

“THEYRE SHOOTING 🏥”

“YOU THINK THIS IS NEWS TO ME?”

Will try hopping on you when you’re flying, it didn’t go well.

“Are you gonna heal my legs now?”

“No! That’s on you for being stupid”

“When are you gonna give me a pair of those wings doc? I was born to fly 👽”

[delphi-shield]

christmas tree farm // jill valentine

Jill x Reader Fluff wc: 1,315

honestly, i was going to do a 12 days of christmas thing, but i looked at my schedule and i'm just not gonna have time to get them done before christmas. i'm still going to work on what i have drafted, so there's more holiday fics coming. i'll just post them as theyre ready instead.

pointless fluff, post-re5 jill, reader is implied to be in contact with their family in case you're sensitive about that.

Jill is home for the holiday season - a miracle in itself - and she takes you shopping for a Christmas tree.

Jill has a whole holiday timeline. Halloween decorations can go up starting October 1st. They come down the day after Halloween. They used to come down Halloween night, until you had come along and protested this injustice to Halloween. No Christmas decorations up before November. You can buy them, but they have to remain in storage. All decorations can go up on November 1st - except for the tree. The tree has to wait until *after* Thanksgiving.

She had told you that this was to give each holiday it's due respect. (You had told her that they were holidays, not dogs. They weren’t going to get jealous of each other.) You’re fairly certain that the truth lies closer to something more sentimental. Something softer she wouldn’t say with words.

You can say with near certainty that she doesn’t give a shit if the Christmas lights are up by October - she just wants to be part of your holidays, even if it’s small. She can’t guarantee her presence. You know it, she knows it - and even now, she tells you that she’s around much more than she would have been in the past. She missed Halloween proper - some emergency at work she had to head into the office for, not even her advisory role exempting her from calls at every hour of the night. Thanksgiving, you had a hunch she had requested to work. She had moved mountains to make it to your friendsgiving celebration, but the idea of meeting your family had surely been too much.

So maybe taking you all the way out to this Christmas tree farm is a peace offering. Maybe it’s an apology, or maybe it’s just a chance to take you out on a date. The way her hand settles on your thigh as she drives, her thumb stroking your leg idly, leads you to believe it’s the former.

The air is so cold that it stings your nose when you inhale, leaving an invigorating burn in your chest. It’s beautiful out here, away from the city. You hurry around the front of the car, looking over the valley that you had just driven through. Jill’s footsteps crunch through the snow and stop at your side.

“Pretty, right?” You say, lacing your fingers with Jill’s.

She nods her agreement, and tugs you gently towards the entrance. It is nice up here. She makes a mental note to take you out like this more often. Maybe camping.

The path through the tree farm is a worn, muddy mush of churned snow. Families and couples wind between the rows of pre-cut trees. A handful of them meander deeper into the farm, saws in hand.

Jill lets you lead the way. She realizes quickly that this means much more to you than it does to her, and she allows you free reign over the tree choice. She relegates herself to the designated tree handler, picking out the trees you seem interested in and spinning them around so you can get a good look at them. Not a bad gig, all things considered. It’s cute that you’re so determined. Your brow furrows under the brim of your beanie. She’s not sure she’s ever seen you so focused.

“This one?” Jill asks, picking a tree from the line-up. She holds it out, twirling it so you can see it from every angle.

“I don’t know…” You hum, scanning the branches for any gaps. Your nose scrunches in disapproval. You wave your arms, mimicking the general shape of the tree. “It’s kinda top-heavy, don’t you think?”

Jill doesn’t think that. She hasn’t given the tree any thought at all, other than ‘yep, it’s green’ and ‘these needles are already falling off’. She pivots back to the line up of cut trees, scanning for a better replacement.

"What about this one?" She grabs another tree from the line up, lifting it effortlessly. She balances each tree in a hand so you can compare them.

But she seems to have missed one glaringly obvious problem.

"Babe," you sigh, "that's a blue spruce."

Silence. She just stares at you, as if that's supposed to mean something to her. She shrugs, the branches of the trees shaking.

"So?"

"So, the other one is a douglas fir." You point to the first tree - the top heavy one.

"And?"

You throw your mittened hands up. It's difficult for Jill to take you seriously when you're all layers of soft, plush clothing, her old BDU wrapped on top. Your hands have been reduced to rounded, knit lumps and the sliver of your face that peeks out at her between your hat and scarf is flushed with cold.

“I told you in the car. No blue spruce. I always get a blue spruce. I want to try something different this year.”

Okay. Maybe that’s on her. She way here had been full of sharp turns and winding roads. She had been a little preoccupied with directions to worry about what sort of tree you wanted specifically. She hadn’t thought it would make a difference. 

“What else is a no-go?”

“No white pines,” you say, pointing to the pines that are leaned up against the side of a shed. “They have flimsy branches. They can barely hold ornaments.”

Jill’s taking notes. As much as her hums and little acknowledgements read as patronizing in the early stages of your relationship, you know now it’s her way of showing you that she’s listening - her way of getting you to keep talking. She won’t remember your thoughts on every single type of pine, but she’ll have a good baseline for next year.

She stands several more trees stand before you, and you swiftly chop them down, sending them back to the loser pile. You seem determined that your home will have nothing but the best. You pass your judgement on every row, and for a moment it seems like you’ll walk away empty handed.

But then, you see it. You tug Jill to a stop and point your mitten at a tree that’s nearly as wide as it is tall.

“That one.”

That tree looks exactly the same to her, minus the faint blue tint to the needles. She looks back at you, trying to gauge whether or not you’re serious. The way your eyes light up, the smile she knows to be hidden beneath your scarf - yeah, you’re definitely serious. She puts her cynicism down. Snow crunches under her boots, and she reaches through the branches to grab the tree by the trunk, hoisting it away from its fellows and setting it down where you can get a proper look at it. She gives it a slow twirl, letting you inspect it for any imperfections.

“This the one?” She asks after a complete revolution. You nod vigorously, the fuzzy ball at the top of your hat bouncing back and forth. Her mouth twitches into a smile. “You sure?”

You nod again. The fuzzy balls bounces. Jill laughs under her breath and hoists the tree onto her shoulder effortlessly.

She slips her hand into yours. Her skin is tacky with sap, a dark smudge against her palm. She smells like pine - the sap must be all over her clothes, with the way she was getting in there. You pull away with a giggle.

“Sticky.”

Jill rolls her eyes. She snatches your hand back. “It’s your fault. Turned me into a tree twirler.”

“At least you smell good now.”

“I always smell good.” “Eh...”

You’re lucky her hands are full of Christmas tree. She has half a mind to scoop up some snow from the ground and drop it down the back of your jacket. Later, she thinks. Maybe after she gets the tree tied to the top of the car. It’ll be cute to see you squirm.

[trickstarbrave]

heyyyy im making a pinned post as that is a feature and seems good to keep info all in one place esp for ppl on mobile

❤️im brave!! or rua works if u want to but brave is by far the most popular name i go by. he/him pronouns

❤️art commissions/art trades are NOT on the table rn sadly. i used to offer commissions and did art trades with friends but for the most part im really busy with work/health conditions. if i have a bit of free time i may change this or make a few exceptions on a case by case basis depending on my schedule. for the most part tho i just want my art to be a stress relief activity

❤️art requests i do take from time to time now, but there is no guaranty i will take it. please do not spam requests hoping i’ll do it and please do not get mad if i don’t do it. they’re requests for a reason. if i am particularly inspired i’ll be happy to get around to it if life lets me

❤️technically multifandom blog i would say, mostly i have been focused on the elder scrolls series lately. you will probably see me rb stuff from like, a bunch of series. if this changes i’ll prob edit this post LMAO (i do not control the special interest)

❤️not just an art blog but also personal. my art can be found in my #my art tag. wips can sometimes be found scattered on my twitter if they arent on here. and writing that i publish can be found on my ao3 (though i have like a million wips that dont get published and be warned much of my ao3 is rated E and not for everyone)

❤️ been doing a lot of oc posting so i can do a run down of them currently for anyone that wants to follow along/know the lore:

/// OCS ///

(under cut)

🌟 Eyja: skyrim oc, nord dragonborn, she/her. past life incarnation was konahrik, alduin’s head priest, murdered by miraak. uses a bow and magic primarily. story can be found here

🌟 Senna: skyrim oc, nord dragonborn, she/her. proud two handed weapon user and leader of the companions. fought and lost to the world eater who took her back to his den and make her his partner. proof prophecy can be a complicated thing. story can be found here.

🌟 Baldur: skyrim oc, nord dragonborn, he/him. grew up on the streets stealing to survive, and certified trans of gender. fought and lost to the world eater who decided to force baldur to be his champion. helps him take over skyrim. story not yet published but will prob contain a lot of mentions of transphobia as a cw :(

🌟 Ansa: skyrim oc, nord dragonborn, she/her. orphaned at a young age, and just a weird, feral child. learned to steal, and ended up joining the thieves guild. killed mercer and turned the guild over to karliah and is helping rebuild it when she finds a weird rock that turns out to be a dragon egg. story not yet published

🌟 Ahkrinaak: general elder scrolls oc, he/him/any pronouns. he is based off me as a sort of self insert/persona character purely for comedy, not a serious au. dragon/god who was corrupted in the war with lorkhan/shor and became more so an agent of lorkhan. he spends most of his time pretending to be a mortal and causing problems. he’s just sillay. looks like a falmer/snow elf and nord hybrid making pretty much everyone just in general uncomfortable. dragons dont have gender he just likes tits. divorced with alduin

🌟 Lyre: not a skyrim oc (yet) but my beloved dnd character i have made a million aus for, including one that has turned into a full on novel lmao. will update everyone when i start uploading the novel (its not gonna be too serious just a fun lil webnovel that is pg rate) and you can see me post illustrations for. depending on the AU uses either he/him or she/her. i just think theyre neat

🌟 Anthial: nerevarine bosmer, tired, angry, nb spellsword. he/them pronouns. just wants to cover their entire body until you cant tell what gender they are. vivec never got them the drink he owed them. was convinced as nerevar that voryn never liked them back all that much. had an open marriage with almalexia. this incarnation was emotionless and lacked a moral compass due to the betrayal in their past life.

🌟 Steren: nerevarine, technically. not actually the reincarnation of nerevar, but the reincarnation of nerevar’s son. nerevar never reincarnated bc he was too busy haunting his descendants, too upset to move on. steren has a couple of aus but mostly its him with vivienne the dragonborn who belongs to @mulberrycafe. calls voryn “ata” and nerevar “dad” because he technically grew up in cyrodiil but remembers his first lifetime in bits and pieces where voryn raised him for the first few years.

feel free to send asks abt my ocs i love answering them

[notafunkiller]

I want to start by stating this is my OPINION.

Shippers are ignoring the timing, as usual. Seb did that interview w Josh in London. He's wearing the same outfit as when he was spotted leaving the hotel. Questions are almost always vetted beforehand, even someone like Josh, who seems to be on good terms w everyone. It almost seems like something changed between the time his questions were vetted and the interview. A simple question turned awkward as hell w Josh quickly changing the subject. That's why that 'for now' is so telling. Because after that point, we start getting the videos of Seb sending AW to the end of the line, literally. Not once but multiple times in different locations. She literally just popped out of nowhere when he was seen CLEARLY walking out of that building while AW was still INSIDE the building. When she came up out of nowhere, he AGAIN did not acknowledge her. After he embarrassed her, she posts pics of random ppl she seems to have attached herself to while Seb was nowhere in sight.

Some of us that have followed Seb for longer than this 'rs' are puzzled, shocked, and wondering how Seb, who has always shown such regard for women, and his partners especially, is treating the woman he's supposedly 'with' so shabbily.

He has never seemed as 'into' AW as he was previously partners, even ones he wasn't with for long. It's why their pap walks are so funny & awkward. But this wasn't that. It started when he was first in London. We got video of them in a line for a selfie-booth (again, with appropriate chaperons) and he's seen giving her 2 pokes to get her moving, then in line NOT looking at each other, his hands in his pockets, her arms crossed, BOTH looking annoyed, before he gives her another poke to get her inside, HELPS Ruby, takes a leaked selfie, then they disappear from a pap-heavy venue. Not even reported to have gone inside.

The next visit, we get him walking out of a hotel - FAR ahead of AW, who ends up awkwardly standing last in line before finally getting in the car. Next, she baits she's going to Copenhagen. That ended up even worse with MULTIPLE videos showing how he ignored her.

There's something not right. Granted, Seb is under HUGE stress right now and running towards his life's dream - to be recognized for his work. Looking at his schedule, doing press and promos for not one but TWO (actually 2.5 since a lot of MCU questions are being tossed in there), projects both of which are up for serious awards consideration, his scheduled which also includes a trip to Japan, his shooting scheduled (Avengers is due to start shooting in the 1st quarter of 2025 & theyre filming BOTH at the same time, so he'll be tied up w that for a long while), then the MCU promos before the TB premiere and all this on TOP of any other projects he's greenlighting & an awards run for TWO projects.

TBH, I'm seeing a 'conflicting schedules' breakup soon, if not already. That's why those 2 little words ('for now') and the timing of that interview are so important. Context people. Taken in context w what we've seen before and AFTER that interview is so telling.

AW also needs some self-respect. SHE'S putting up w being treated like crap and shippers are cooing. No, there's NOTHING 'romantic' or 'loving' about what we're seeing. AW is doing nothing but confirming she'll let herself be treated like shit for a few photos of her in the background and being attached to someone more famous. THAT'S just pathetic.

!!!

Thank you for sharingggg

[malevolententity]

PROJECT 14!! I TOOK A BREAK FROM PATTERNING RICHAS!!

oh boy!! this took all of quarentena part 1 to make!! its been a few years since i made anything mesh so whipping up this hat in? what 5 and a half hours? maybe 6? i have not checked the vod time and i was also Cooking Dinner during a portion of it so time is hard to judge on how long this actually took. but it was fun! it Did reawaken my urge to crochet a mesh shirt even tho i would never wear it because it would be so uncomfortable. but making mesh is just so very mindless in a way thats good for me. maybe i should make a mesh blanket to scratch that itch.

we have an array of models for this item! to try and show off the mesh say hello to the bobby i made back in? oh the beginning of april i believe? i dont think any of you have actually seen bobby he might have been a twitter exclusive, say hi to bobby. we also have green garlic my bulbasaur showing off the mesh the best i believe!

QUARENTENA SEASON THOUGHTS! YES I AM CALLING IT A SEASON THERES GONNA BE 2 EPS. SEASON 1 ONLY HAD 3 EPS. THIS TOO CAN BE A SEASON!

i am blown away by how fun this group is and the skills they all have to roleplay in a second or third language for like 6 hours with basically no breaks to speak their natural languages. that is taxing to do and to deliver a story on top of that? i am so proud and impressed with all of them. also holy shit????????? no one fucking died???? i was convinced when the oneshot, now season, was announced that it was going to be a dungeon crawl that ends in everyone dying. i cant believe theyre all still alive after that?? AND THEN THERES ANOTHER EPISODE IRL NEXT WEEK?? i cant wait for the tpk next week!

i love this entire cast of characters theyre all such weird fucking guys in the most complimentary ways. I LOVE THAT WE BASICALLY GOT A SAW MOVIE??? THRIVING!! in a move that shall surprise no one. diego is my favorite. look at him. he is guy of all time to me. BUT OKAY THEYRE ALL WEIRD and usually when you have a cast of weirdos theres always someone who doesnt gel but they all did!! they all fought each other!!! but they all still complimented each others insanity and. this is what the party comp is To Me

i am too lazy to open photoshot for this tonight. maybe you get it proper tomorrow<3

i loved the ending. i loved the slow realization on everyones faces that in saving themselves they might be killing the world and still themselves!!!! also i cant wait to see the fall out next week. i am so fucking upset my dnd game is scheduled for around the same time so i am going to miss probably the first 2ish hours but i know my dash and the official!!!! twitter updates account!!! will catch me up on those two hours so i can jump back in. but AAAA oh i loved this. i dont know if it was on purpose that this felt like a zero escape game at times but oh man the production quality in this vs where m at in season 2 is just mind blowing. i knew it got better once they started being in the studio but this was so great for a home game. ALSO YALL GO CHECK ON AMY??? GO GET THE KID??? YOU CANT JUST LEAVE THE TRAUMATIZED BABY ALONE AFTER EVERYTHING U DID TO KEEP HER ALIVE??? GO GET HER?????

AND ALSO?? STUDIO NEXT WEEK?? BRAZIL MEETUP??? OH I AM SO PLEASED TO SEE IT ALL AND WHAT HAPPENS. this is def my longest update for this silly crochet project i started just a few months ago and i apologize but also. i dont because this show does mean so much more to me than i know how to put into words. and its been a long time since i fell in love with a tabletop universe this quickly. and i feel so grateful that i got to be introduced to this ttrpg earlier this year, and got to pull some friends into watching quarentena tonight because theyve heard me gushing about how good this universe is and how i trust this to be satisfying horror which is so hard to do in ttrpgs, but thats another post for another day.

[eldritchmochi]

you mentioned playlists in your pinned post so now I am here to haunt you! what kind of playlists do you think you'd enjoy? what're some of your favorite music artists and/or genres? :0

oh man i listen to SO MUCH music just all sorts......... except........... what i have dubbed "white girl pop" lmao, which ends up being a lot of the more popular music across tumblr with generally white generally femmes in the age bracket just below mine (i'm so sorry younger sibling who is a really big swiftie i Do Not understand and i also dont care to)

for context, the music i got into on my own back in the day in highschool (circa 2003-2009) was primarily west coast punk or pop punk, but i also listened to a LOT of non english music (i think at the height of it i had music in over 20 different languages that would just pop up on playlists willy nilly)

shortly after that, i spent several years as a raver listening to a lot of edm, specifically happy hardcore, though i also had a soft spot for euro dance (i am OBSESSED with planet of the bass). d&b and dubstep were... fine but i didn't really seek them out with the exception of some specific tracks that had overlap with hardcore (seattle was BIG on hardcore/happy hardcore in the years around 2010 when i was a raver)

currently, my spotify has a real big habit of reccing me Black punk or indie punk artists, which i am definitely not mad about even if i'm also vaguely baffled at how i've gotten here. last show i went to WAS Black indie punk tho (meet me @ the altar; SO GOOD i lov them). we WERE suppose to go see bloodywood (indian metal) for my wifes bday but... shenanigans ensued with the bus. before mm@a, last show wasssss i think FOB and greenday's hella mega tour (baller, and free lmao), and then before that i saw caravan palace, and before that was mystery skulls. if i can get my surgery scheduled soon enough i REALLY wanna try and see ashinekko in october cos im mad that im missed out on poppy this month (it was the 18th ;n;)

basically all of those bands are wildly different genres lmao

as for bands, a non exhaustive list would be: mcr, p@td, offspring, muse, nicki minaj, hozier, rise against, pansy division, system of a down, skatune network, mother mother, I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME, marina, mothica, lil nas x, subwoolfer, FEMM, and many more

a short selection of Top Songs

that is so many songs dang. most of them come from my ashton playlist because that is what i have been listening to most recently and that playlist is ten hours long so

but ye i lov music i am chill with about any rec, especially if you can paint a picture as to why i should like it (fandom related???? good story vibes???? actually singable for a baritone?????)

key things i tend to look for is: a lot of bass (not specifically always *driving* bass, just a lot of it), vocals that go up and down scales (especially if theyre "bouncy" and scale well to deeper voices), and fun lyrics (especially horny or murder). the MOST important thing is that bass element, which is the big reason why i dont like a lot of "white girl pop"

rec away!!

[winniebarnesfanclub]

i need to stop going on anti-steve blogs, i can't respond to the posts bc that would be fucked up and rude but also seeing someone have absolutely zero reading comprehension and still be so fuckinh confident that they're right abt everything just pisses me off so bad

this was originally gonna be all in the tags but apparently you can't go over 30 tags so I'm copypasting it here

#they said tony was a better person than steve bc tony never cheated on pepper and steve kissed 4 ppl after he started dating peggy

#they were so confident they even had ''''evidence'''' and im just fucking mind blown

#like their evidence was all so easily debunked as not remotely in the realm of cheating

#1. pvt lorraine: She Kissed Him. he ended up kissing back but he was fully caught off guard by it

#it wouldve been assault if he hadnt decided he was into it

#but also. he and peggy weren't officially dating at that point. no agreements to exclusivity had been made. so Not Cheating.

#2. unknown 'that was not my first kiss since 1945' person: ok and???? 70 years had passed for peggy and she was now a 90yo with dementia

#he's not allowed to move on from a relationship that pretty much ended 2 years ago from his pov?? and 70 years ago from hers???????

#you think peggy is under the impression theyre still dating????

#was peggy cheating when she got married and had kids while steve was in the ice??????

#no the answer is no when steve got out of the ice their romantic relationship had alreadt ended even if they hadnt wanted/meant for it to

#by virtue of him fuckinh DYING AND BEING DEAD and her living her own goddamn life for SEVENTY FUCKING YEARS

#3. natasha: they were undercover. thats it. there was no romantic or sexual intent and the other option was getting caught

#also getting caught wouldve involved a possible fight to the death/definite civilian casualties/guaranteed executions if they were caught

#if you think any of those things are worth making sure no one ever nonsexually/nonromantically kisses your partner then pls dont ever date??

#you dont have healthy priorities and no one should ever be subjected to ur current thought process

#4. sharon: PEGGY WAS DEAD. PEGGY WAS IN THE GROUND. THATS NOT CHEATING OH MY GOD

#widow/ers are allowed to move on with their lives and find future partners!!!! its not required but its ok if they want to do it!!!!!

#also PEGGY GOT MARRIED AFTER STEVE 'DIED'. thats um... a lil more than kissing!

#(and technically - unlike steve - she didnt even have hard evidence he was dead. it was a v fair assumption but given the fact that he ended up

#being Not Dead ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯. steve at least had confirmation of death/a body)

#(also im sorry for being so indelicate or whatever it was intentional for rhetorical purposes)

#if we're not mad at peggy for dating daniel sousa we can't be mad at steve for sharon

#(admittedly IF peggy was '''the love of his life''' i agree the timing of the sharon kiss could be inappropriate. but like. thats a big if)

#anyway

#5. PEGGY AND STEVE WERE NEVER ROMANTICALLY INVOLVED/EXCLUSIVE

#they flirted a lot. they kissed once. they pretended to schedule one date to cope with the fact that they both knew steve was about to die

#the filmmakers tried to make some implications. how much they succeeded is up to individual audience members (death of the author baybee)

#there were exactly ZERO instances of onscreen acknowledgement that they were CURRENTLY involved in a romantic relationship during the war

#you could say they both wanted to be. that'd be supported by the text

#you could even say they Intended to be but were waiting for the war to end. again supported by the text

(my tags ended there so im gonna format normally from now on. anyway)

if two people are deeply in love and are friends and decide that neither of them have time to date right now but they'll try in a couple months and just keep things status quo til then as two friends who are in love but not acting on it, and then one of them gets hit by a bus on the way to their first date... they never dated!!!!!! it's tragic and sad and a tale of missed opportunities but they never dated!!! the survivor might Feel like a widow/er but the fact is they aren't one. if they never mutually established that they were in a romantic relationship, then they were not in one

also if person A who got hit by a bus was in a coma for 15yrs and then woke up to find that the person they were in love with DIDNT wait for them and live a life of celibacy at their hospital bedside. itd be tragic for them but it wouldn't make person B a bad person.

and if person A woke up and found out person B moved on got married had kids and then got hit by a bus and was now in their own coma? person A is ALSO allowed to move on.

even if person B did spend the entire 15 years at person A's bedside caring for them. neither of them is obligated to establish/continue a romantic relationship if/when person A wakes up. person A is going to have Severe trauma. person B is going to have 15 years of personal growth. neither of them is guaranteed to be the people they were before the bus accident

anyway this got way off track but the fact of the matter is that steve never cheated on peggy and I need to avoid steve-antis for my own health

[thingsdontgetbetter]

basically for spencer, my flame, lottie if she ever thinks of going through my tumblr, and charlie, if he ever has the chance of finding my old tumblr to look at this, part 1/x

i scheduled this a week after to make sure if i actually did succeed in kmsing then this would be for you all, and if i didnt i could delete this in time before anyone would have to see this ever. right now it is 1:43am 6/16/24, i have spent all day being exhausted and barely being able to pack up stuff to be easier for whoever finds me to get to the right people i cared about. i still have cleaning my bathroom, taking out the trash, and putting together the computer im typing this on to be put in charlies stuff to be sent to him, along with taping everyones addresses to their boxes/bags.

not to be writing this out like im santa but i just wanna make sure theyre getting to the right people! if they didnt get to you then the aprtment/eviction people did something weird with them, idk if theres any legal requirement for them to go to where i asked them to go, but know that i had this all in mind for all of you.

spencer: i had like. 6 quadrillion things i thought youd might like, from all my plushies to some masc clothing, idk if you can even wear a lot of it, but i thought youd like it. i threw in basically every hat and comfy hoodie i had, along with some hair stuff, because i thought maybe youd smell it and think of me. i tried really hard to think about if you were gone what i would want of you. most if not all my post im making in the idea that youll see it and theres just so much i wanted to say without tipping off that i was shooting myself later, and i wanna come back to that, but i want this part to be like what i sent to u all.

lottie: pretty much all my womens clothes and make up, i honestly started yours like 12 hours ago i forgot so much of whats in there. your containers dont close all the way which is super annoying….. im gonna try to tape it closed? idk theyre fucked up containers but nowhere is open at this time for me to get something different, i already had it, and ideally you get it! theres perfume, some shoes i hope you can wear, if none of this you cann wear i hope you know someone who would want to wear them. theres also two board games.

charlie: im starting off by saying i have been the worst to you. by far. and im so sorry. a lot of what im doing tonight comes in the thought that i feel like i dont have it in me to do anything for myself or anyone else, just being this black hole where people are forced to put up with me, and even more than youve done it economically this last year, youve had to do it for 10 years now. more than anyone. you deserve someone way better than me as a friend, and i cannot be just a burden or a toxic person to you, or to anyone else, yet i also dont have the strength to provide for myself either. im a leech and a bum, just a scummy girl in general, and i dont wanna be that anymore. thank you for everything, and im so sorry for hurting you in this way, the capstone of me being terrible to you in an attempt to not be a worse person to you or anyone else in the future. i sent you my computer and some other electronics ideally so you could have something to go through to think of me if you wanted to, or to sell it to get your money back that youve lent me that realistically i dont think i could ever have it in me to get back to you in actual cash, because i cannot live and provide for myself.

tumblr has a character limit so im posting this as a 1/x

[wakuseicloset]

ranting about everything post 😶 i will spare you all unless you would like to opt into my suffering

Sorry this shit is literally so embarrassingly #long omg i feel fucking wacko but i had to get it out so here is my unhinged rant

I kinda feel like i'm only now recovering from this weird burnout/depression slump i've been in for the past year and i'm glad i'm getting motivation back before i have to do my QE or whatever but man

I just have so much to do every day and like i feel like there aren't enough hours in the day 😭 like technically if i was willing to do work for 12 hours or whatever i could be ahead of schedule... But like i'm literally not capable of doing that. I can be on campus from like 10-5 and then go home and squeeze another 1-2 hours of productivity from my body and then i literally just cannot do anything else like i can't focus

It's just like... Man i know that's a completely normal way to feel as a human being but like there is just so much going on right now that it's hard to keep up... Like i gotta write my qualifying paper, start my dissertation proposal... Teach 2 discussion sections every week... Grade 70 homeworks every week... Revise this paper for this journal... Contact my committee members... Meet with people... Hold office hours... (that last one is a joke nobody comes) and at the same time i haven't even been thinking about my career after graduating and transitioning into industry and i barely have attended any conferences and i'm so behindddd

I just have this weird resentment towards some other people in my cohort sometimes like why are you guys on top of your shit. It's not fair lol. And sometimes i literally am just lazy or too anxious to do basic things i need to do but . YALL... STOP WORKING SO MUCH PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE

Never mind the fact that whenever i see certain ppl from home theyre like "So when are you done" and none of them even know what i do or care at all 😭😭😭😭😭 like oh my god and when i try to explain it's like "im too stupid to understand" no you just don't give a fuck! you want me to move back home asap and don't care to learn anything about what my actual life is like down here!!!!!!!!!! bro!!!!!!!!!!!!

i swear like they'll be like "so are you gonna move back here when you're done" and im like "idk it depends on where i get a job! i might stay in CA!" and theyre just like "well im sure you can find something in seattle" idk it's well meaning but i havent lived up there for 7 years and i honestly just don't have the attachment to being there beyond it being where my mom family and grandma lives. like i got friends everywhere. im the friend master. i could live anywhere. im like a geography chameleon. im sorry i just have other things to prioritize

Idk it just all boils down to doing a phd is really hard and nobody knows how hard it is except people who are doing it or have done it. That's not to say it's objectively harder than other types of work it's just its own special brand of hard that is not relatable and nobody cares about. AND IT SUCKS!!!! CARE HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[thefrontofmymind]

actress!reader x matty healy instagram blurb

(FC: Daisy Edgar Jones)

a/n: hello everyone!! again, i really enjoy reading instagram blurbs so I decided to write another one! any feedback is appreciated or if any of yall have requests/ideas for fics or faceclaims for more of these i'd love to hear them!! kisses!!

yninstagram MET GALA 22 🖤🖤 @/oscardelarenta

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ynfan1 OMG PAUL AND YN AND PHOEBEEEE

enews We’re dying! A Normal People reunion!!!

oscardelarenta It was a pleasure having you join us!

>yninstagram Thank you so much for having me !!!

phoebebridgers sexyyy

ynfan2 she’s so pretty i can’t breathe

ynfan3 mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry.

ynupdates yn with a fan last night at the 1975’s show in LA! apparently she was there with Phoebe Bridgers and Bo Burnham!

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ynfan1 she looks so prettyyy!!

ynfan2 omg PLEASE tell me there’s photos of her with bo and phoebe!!!

>ynupdates check out my page!!

ynfan3 this is me! she was so lovely and she danced with me and my friends for a couple songs!

>ynfan4 omgggg i’m so jealous!!

yninstagram Vanity Fair. Out now. Xxx.

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ynfan1 mOTHER???

trumanblack fit x

>1975fan1 matty?? And yn??

>ynfan2 yn was seen at a 1975 show like a month ago!!

>yninstagram @/trumanblack oh, you.

ynfan3 already bought a copy!!!

ynupdates yn out with some friends at a bar in LA! 

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ynfan1 who was she with??

>ynupdates some industry people and her manager, Rachel!

ynfan2 i miss her London vibe but i’m so glad she’s getting more exposure in america!

>ynfan3 she’s scheduled to go on British radio next week so hopefully she’ll be going back soon !!

mtvnews Is a budding romance in the air? We think so after Yn was a blushing beauty on British breakfast radio after being asked about her newfound friendship with The 1975’s frontman, Matty Healy! Eagle eyed fans noticed Healy commenting compliment after compliment on Yn’s insta posts since last month (when she conveniently was seen at Healy’s show in LA). What do you think? Let us know in the comments!

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ynfan1 ugh can’t 2 people just be friends?? she seemed so nervous for the whole interview and they took ONE part out of context!

1975fan1 who even is she?? maybe her and matty are just friends!!

>ynfan2 she’s an actress! She was in Normal People and she’s gonna be in a show with Andrew Garfield later in the year called Under The Banner Of Heaven!!

yninstagram lol

>trumanblack 🤪🤪

yn1975fan1 do yall see yn and matty’s comments???!! what is going on??!!

trumanblack smooch xx

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yninstagram okay cruella devil…

>trumanblack RUDE

1975fan1 omg matty with a dog??? DYINGG

ynfan1 wait isn’t that yn’s dog, rex???

>ynfan2 omg i think ur right!!

>yn1975fan1 omg that’s so cute that matty met rex!!!!

ynupdates yn seen in London yesterday with Matty Healy from the 1975! they had some drinks with some friends and were walking hand in hand! so cute!

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ynfan1 omg omg omg omg omg my PARENTS

ynfan2 they are ADORABLE I LOVE THEM

yn1975fan1 from all the videos of them together, they seem so happy with each other <;33

1975fan1 cmon…we don’t know if they’re dating! They could just be friends!!

yninstagram i help him work 💞

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yn1975fan1 OOOHHHH MYY GODDDDDDDD

ynfan1 aaahhhh theyre so cute together

trumanblack help distract me more like

>yninstagram shut up you love it!

trumanblack i help her work 👹👹

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yninstagram STOPPP DELETE ITTT

>trumanblack never its what you get

yn1975fan1 omg they are just the cutest im dying!!!!

1975fan1 ok matty and yn are totally together im gonna just lay down on the highway now

denisewelch gorgeous!! X

managerrachel don’t you bother her too much, Matthew!

>trumanblack attacked? on my own post? when she started it?

yn1975fan2 SHUT UP MY NEW FAV COUPLE

enews New couple alert! Actress, YN and 1975 frontman, Matty Heally were seen very close last night outside a bar in Soho, London (if you know what we mean). This comes after months of flirting and appearances on each others’ socials but neither parties, nor their teams, have yet to confirm anything–though we think it’s pretty clear where their relationship lies!

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yn1975fan1 they’re cute and all but this kinda feels like a breach of privacy? like they didn’t know the photo was being taken and if they wanted to be public with their relationship, they’d talk about it more

ynfan1 take this down!! this was clearly taken without their permission!

yn1975fan2 ugh idk who i’m more jealous of!!

1975fan1 please stop sending me these pictures of my fiancé wrapped around another woman. This is not me and it's hard enough knowing this has happened without seeing it. Enough now.

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yninstagram heatwave killin me

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trumanblack the weather isn’t the only thing thats hot

>1975fan1 mATTHEW

ynfan1 so pretty!!

managerrachel get inside! don’t want my favourite client getting heatstroke…

>yninstagram yes mum…

yn1975fan1 pretty sure that’s out the front of matty’s house…

>yn1975fan2 well if they’re dating its not really a surprise that they spend time at each other’s houses

trumanblack 📸📸📸

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yn1975fan1 yn is so prettyyyyy

1975fan1 these are so cute!!

yninstagram 💕💕

>trumanblack 💗💗

trumanblack Today marks a year of loving you. I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy–I didn’t think I could ever be this happy. Thanks to you, I believe in soulmates. Here’s to one, and many more to come. xxx

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yninstagram xxx

yninstagram 1 year with this one. My dear, you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me and everyday, I love you more and more. I cannot wait to see what else comes our way 💕💕

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trumanblack 💗💗

people Packing on the PDA! Matty Healy and YN were seen this week dining in London. They appeared very in love and rumours report they were celebrating their anniversary! How cute!

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yn1975fan1 i love them so much!!!

yn1975fan2 i can’t believe they’ve been together for a whole year!!

yninstagram big day 🕊️🕊️

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phoebebridgers so beautiful, queen!!

>yninstagram love you!! So glad you could be there xxxx

managerrachel my girl is MARRIED!!!

trumanblack officially off the market, ladies and gentlemen

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1975adam welcome to the married gang bro!

yninstagram yeah, NOW you’re not single…

>trumanblack in the eyes of the lord, baby!

[genshingarbage]

I can ask for a headcannon with Diluc, Zhongli, Kaeya and Childe (separately) where s/o who eats theyr lips and fingertips? (I do it very often when I’m stressed or anxious. I know it is defined as self-harm and I wanted to know how the various characters might behave in the face of this habit) sorry if I write so bad, It’s my first time asking for a story and I don’t know how to act. I love how you write and I wanted to ask this for a very long time but I was insecure whether it would be a good topic or not (I’m insecure even now, but okay).

You can also ignore the message if you want, thank you so much!

Stay safe! 🥰❤️

Ah Anon thank you for the ask! I’m gonna do a tw in the tags just incase but I tried to make this a lot more wholesome than angst because a lot of our posts recently have been angst~ I hope this helps you cope with stuff 💙 - Mod Kaeya

Reccomending this song!

Diluc

Diluc would probably view it as a bad habit he wouldn’t think much of it initially to be honest that’s just how some people cope

He’d only really worry if you were starting to really damage your lips or nails or do it in public constantly

Then he’d step in and try and discourage the behavior through anything from those nail polishes that taste bad or lip balm that helps heal your lips

The redhead is a bit of a tough love person, this applies to how he helps people as well but it won’t ever come off as he doesn’t care because it’s deeply rooted in every action he does

If you give him your reasoning behind it that would probably help him a lot in finding ways to help you cope with it

He’s not the best at calming people but he’s smart enough to know when to take you away from crowds and the basics of anxiety help because the guy has either likely had to deal with a lot of panicked people before or has had to deal with his own anxiety

So yeah you’ll probably get a lot of jokes along the lines of “I feel that.”

All in all, decent husbando he’s trying his best

Kaeya

He's an observant guy and his job is people, so he probably works out eventually that you were doing these things out of stress

More subtle, he'll hand you lip paint with medicinal properties whilst you two get ready for the day with only a coy smile as a gift

Suggestions for breaks in your schedules and deep kisses whenever he sees you during the day, tight hugs

At night he'll tend to your chewed up nails himself , slowly filing them into neat shapes and quietly painting on nail varnish to help them regain their strength

He'll often even massage your hands with lotion afterwards to soothe you

Kaeya doesn't really play nicely with people like this so it's a little hard for him but he'll do it for you as many times as it takes, he just wishes when you're anxious you'll turn to him instead of hurting yourself now

He won't go to you first though, he'll wait

Zhongli

Once he figures out why you're doing it he's going to have a lot of long talks about what causes your anxiety, some alternatives to hurting yourself to this extent and how to avoid harming yourself in worse ways

He's in no way a therapist and by no means all knowing but he's seen enough in his long life to know when someone's hurting and how to help them at least a little

He'll want you to talk, to open up if you can if not just to ease your thoughts and stop bottling things up

Gonna make tea because he's been told that's a Comfort Drink, he may also ask around on how modern mortals not freak out over every little thing

If it helps he'll share anxiety inducing moments he's had as a god and how he coped with it, if you need him to hold you say no more

He'll be patient and attenuative the whole way through

Zhongli will take over any work you have or call in sick for you just say the word, hell he'll probably wait at your work for you just so you know you have someone there with you

Childe

Has probably bitten his own nails before but more in the bad habit I Have To Chew Something regard

Won’t make a huge deal about it but will help you find other ways to cope with your anxiety if you ask him

Not really gonna know what to do I’m gonna be real so you may have to bonk him on the head if he says the wrong thing too many times, he’s a bit of a dense boy but give him time

He'll probably take you out to get manicures to fix the damage and help make some positive memories out of it because the last thing he wants is for you to look at a part of your body and you to only think negative things as a result

Will probably also get a manicure with you because he thinks it's some sort of bonding thing and a way to support you through this

Gonna remind you not to do it if he happens to see you do it

If the thing causing you anxiety happens to be a person though he's adept at handling that and is probably gonna just ask them to leave in really sugar coated words

[mariesocuniverse]

Relationships: WayV

MaeKun

if it werent for the the laws of ncity he wouldve asked her to join wayv and stay in their dorms

Since they don’t live together or are part of the same unit they don’t really spend a lot of time together but he’ll be damned if he doesn’t want to be with Mae

Large parent/protective older brother energy

not as protective as 127 hyungs but you know

Yeah she’s a menace when she teams up with other WayV members but she doesn’t clown him as much as they do it’s cause she saves that energy for doyoung lmao

mae claims she visits the wayv dorm for him but he’s 50% sure she’s just there for the animals

the other 50% is because she wants him to cook for her which he does even if she doesnt ask

hes like those parents who insist on giving you leftovers to bring home to your family

he taught her to do magic tricks bc she was insistent on wanting to learn at least one

okay but honestly she thinks he really cool despite all the clowning she does to him

like singing? dancing? cooking? visual? magic? and he can fly a plane????

one of the reasons she has high standards ngl

MaeTen

ten has unofficially adopted her whether people like it or not

he has fought with taeyong and doyoung about it she is his baby

if mark and johnny are his brothers, mae is basically his younger sister

if you look at his photo gallery he has a folder dedicated to mae and mae only

any photo or video of them together is basically ten clinging to her like a koala

he looks at her like she put all the stars in the sky but the same goes for mae

she has admitted in an interview that ten is one of her role models because of his talent and work ethic

whenever she needs help with dancing he’s one of the first people she asks

xiaojun once asked him who’s his favorite between yangyang and mae and you could see him malfunction for like six seconds before jokingly scolding him

“yah how could you ask me that type of question?”

fun fact! ten was the person she asked to go with her when she got her first tattoo!

he arranged the appointment at the place where he got his and held her hand when she was getting it

Lowkey considered getting matching tattoos but never really took the time to think of what tattoos they’d get

MaeWin

another top ship among czennies

these two are so soft for each other omg

just one glance at the two and you’re already melting

You can see Yuta screaming about MaeWin whenever the group is together and they’re interacting

And if you can’t see it you’ll probably hear it

MaeWin: casually talking

Yuta: is this what heaven looks like

MaeWinMark is just yuta’s weakness and he doesn’t even bother to hide it

Okay back to MaeWin before I get ahead of myself and make an entire post about Yuta and MaeWinMark

If they’re gathered in a large group their interactions aren’t really noticeable unless you’re actively looking for it

While the others are talking you can just see Mae playing with his hands or winwin giving her a soft smile while patting her head

They talk more when they’re either in a small group or just the two of them

MaeWin shippers were devastated when they got separated so when nct 2020 happened they went feral

Every once in a while they go out for hotpot and talk about what has been going on

LuMae

this man right here

they first met when she was visiting NCT U dance practice for BOSS with food and she heard him from the hallway

its one of the reasons why she wasn’t intimidated by him even though hes a giant

she was excited to see what kind of energy and personality he would bring to nct

and she was not disappointed at all

personal hype man

whenever they’re on a variety show together and mae is asked to do something he just yells “FIGHT HAEYADWAE”

of course the same goes for mae but less loud bc last time she kept yelling she lost her voice and couldnt talk for the rest of the show

He just has this energy where if he’s hyped up about something she feels energized to be hyped up well so you just hear the both of them cheering loudly

its always interesting to see because you just see a gentle giant cheering loudly with this smol girl next to him trying to match his energy

he always makes sure she’s comfortable when they’re at a schedule

like we know how he’s really silly on camera but he’s also very observant and caring

one time mae complained about how her feet hurt from the heels she was wearing so he just picked her up bridal style and walked to the van without a word

XiaoMae

They’ve heard abt each other from Kun and ten and greeted each other when they passed by each other in the halls but they never really had a chance to grow close until nct 2020 happened

Mae wasn’t in the Make a Wish unit so there weren’t a lot of chances to get to know each other while promoting either but it doesn’t mean they’re not friends

ten also hogs her attention when she visits the wayv dorms but we dont talk about that

these two arent as close as the others but not to the point where they actively avoid each other

whenever they’re together they just vibe

theres no awkward silence or small talk they just talk about random stuff

“no lucas, i dont hate xiaojun hyung we just dont hang out as often as we do”

“yes hendery we do have each other’s numbers we just don’t talk often”

WayV is lowkey tempted to lock the two of them in a practice room together and do a vlive to see what’ll happen

prime candidates for “It’s Awkward but It’s Okay”

their dynamic is kinda DoRen where they pretend to be awkward around each other as a joke

like they went out together once and everyone as excited bc omg they were interacting

XiaoMae shippers are starved for content and will accept any crumbs that come their way

HenMae

the duo people didnt know they needed until they met

its not like people didnt want them to become friends its just that theyre energies match well

these two are such a vibe

you know how there are ppl who don’t see for long periods of times but you still want tackle them in a hug whenever you meet? yeah its like that

kun sometimes wants to separate the two bc of how much chaos they cause together

they’re the duo where they think something is a good idea at the time but ends up as something bad at the end

kun has banned the two from the kitchen bc of a fire they started

HenMae shippers are thriving because of all the stories of the dumb shit they’ve done

lowkey considered doing a series together on nct daily but then the channel stopped uploading vids so it was never mentioned again

one time he was on call with his sister when she walked in and accidentally mistook her as his gf and now they jokingly have each other as bf and gf in their phone contacts

ten nearly had a heart attack when he saw the contact name pop up and mae picked up the call

 yangyang has the whole thing recorded on his phone and refuses to delete it

MaeYang

(A/N everytime i see this gif i need a moment to pause and try and remember my ideas cause my head goes empty when it comes to yangyang)

okay if HenMae are chaotic, MaeYang are worse

kun doesnt need to dye his hair gray bc of all the stress these two cause him

czennies thought they didnt interact much bc of different schedules and groups but once nct world happened they changed their minds

MaeYang slowly climbing up the ranks of nct ships

during one of his lives yangyang mentioned how he spoke a lot with mae and that she wanted to add him to the 00liner gc

czennies lost it that day bc 1) holy shit theres a 00liners gc and 2) why tf hasnt yangyang been added into it yet

insists that she calls him oppa/hyung even though theres only a one month difference between them

Mae and Yangyang: whispering in the corner of the room

kun: theyre either talking shit about someone or world domination and i cant tell whats worse

he tried teaching her some german once and she now knows like three sentences

“Hallo, Ich bin Mae. Was geht ab? Mir geht’s gut.” (A/N this is the outcome of my three years of german lessons everyone)

and basically all the swear words but we dont need to talk about that

haechan jokes that he’s stealing mae away from the dreamies so he wont be the maknae in wayv 

[aphrodite1288]

Also why the most famous sasaengs and Kfan are saying d.o is dating an actress

Uhm..becoz they're not sasaengs and they're not korean.

Are you sure they're REAL KOREAN Sasaengs?

And becoz that's the FAMOUS BASIC RUMOR that has FOLLOWED POOR KSOO FOR 3 YEARS NOW SINCE HIS 100 //DAYS HUSBAND DRAMA💁🏻‍♀️ didn't I tell y'all that the biggest Ksoo rumor is that he is DATING NA/M/JIH/YUN his co-star in 100husband FOR 3 YEARS NOW? I posted this three times on this blog and explained everything about this rumor. And I got a Dandanie yesterday who shared that a sasaeng told her Ksoo is DATING IU for 2 years now like WTF? CAN THEY BE CONSISTENT AND AGREE ONE LIE ?? And I talked about this dating rumor very well and I explained everything and how fake that is. And I'm not gonna do this again coz I hate repeating myself and I'm lazy and busy. So..

If you check most of these Sasaeng pages on IG and Twitter who have their bio and ID in korean and from time to time they trick your mind into Believe theyre korean by answering asks with two words in korean and broken english doesn't mean they're korean and doesn't mean they're Sasaeng.

Can you show me the Sasaeng and the korean Kfans you're talking about? I would love to see. Coz as far as I know Korean EksoL let alone dandanies are extremely secretive and won't share anything abt ksoo just like that . And I'll tell you if this source is legit. DM me.

And please if you follow a sasaeng on Twitter or IG please they're not real sasaengs and they're not korean. Korean sasansgs don't go online in big platforms such as IG and Twitter publicly sharing info especially when Essem has made that rule of Sueing sasaengs ! The real ones have already stopped working and are hiding even harder! Korean real sasansgs work in the dark you can't know them! Unless you're in korea or have someone who lives in korea who knows them and added you to their private groups! They work in private groups on kakaotalk and Line and other apps! They don't need to go public and write you a google or papago translated bio for you to believe them. Trust me darling all of those ain't even korean.

And if they share one or two famous news and info about schedule of Ekso or any other band and share few pics of random asian girls claiming it's sehun or Chanyeol's Ex-girlfriends ( coz that's what they always do.. always accusing Poor Sechan of having zillions of girlfriends in a span of 4months) doesn't make them sasaengs 😂

Oh especially the Sasaeng pages who put "Ask me anything" polls on their IG stories those momfuckers only know 4 to 5 legit info about an idol (which is not a secret and a very famous rumor that is recently circulating or very old famous rumors) and two pics of 14y.o Jung/look with random girls from his middle school and claim them to be his exes (while the poor guy was just taking pics with his classmates) and a bunch of random skinny Plastic asian girls who all look the same and claim them to Be Sechan's Ex-gfs and they would usually say that Ji is either still dating Jennifer or is back with Krys or is now saying a model!

Oh please I know their dimanics by heart! They always post you random pics and videos from korean streets they find on Google maps or in random tagged places on IG and claim to be there! They share y'all pics of their korean food and rain in the night from their fancy korean window that displays the beautiful expensive korean night lights and big ass Traffic signs written with big white paint in korean on the fancy asphalte or korean taxi 🚕 if that's even a description 😂🤣.

I mean they usually share pics like this their stories : ⬇️⬇️⬇️ to prove you "Oh Look I swear I'm korean and I live in seoul":

They would also always try so hard to prove they're korean and speak fake broken english for u to fall for their tricks and really think that they don't know english coz They KOREAN ! And if you distrust them they share a pic of a passport to ensure you that they're korean and often tend to lie about their age and say they're 20y.o Rich DADDY girls who travel a lot to Canada and LA in the middle of the school semester for you to not aks them every now and then to show you that they're really living in korea. Or they would say they transferred to a new school in canada and they go on a fake hiatus for you to not ask them to send y'all pics of them in korea coz Duh they got a full scholarship to the fanciest Canadian business Universities. And they usually say they're taking over their fathers company and that they're just Rich by nature and don't have to work . If you're REALLY RICH (like me 🌚🌝) then why charging ur POOR fellow fandom mates real money to send it to u by PayPal for one or two pics you have of Jung/kook and his 14.yo Ex-gfs or a dozen of random plastic skinny girls you found on kakaotalk or iG and claim them to be Sechan's gfs?

Real korean sasansgs: You can never catch them unless you live in korea or have someone there who knows them and not anyone but someone who has been in korea and an Exol for years with whom they worked on Exo projects for years and whom they trust enough to add to their extremely private group chats and projects. And real sasansgs don't charge you 6 dollars for a video of chanyeol having sex with a girl in his studio??😂 Seriously 6$ for a sextape? Even in porn hub low quality sextapes of random people is expensive how about an idol's Sextape? I had a sasaeng who told me to pay 10$ for Baek's sex video with his gf and 6$ for chanyeol's 😂 just seeing the price I started laughing. Wtf. You can't have those videos theyre extremely impossible to get plus if you got them no matter what the odds are YOU DON'T CHARGE THEM FOR 6$ !!

DM me and don't be shy don't be scared I won't judge you just share your sources, I'll let you know if they're legit or not.

DM me while I'm still drinking my fancy red wine and happy ever after.

[gayspock]

komaeda

(starts chasing you)

How I feel about this character lets embarass ourselves right off the bat. because you know? you know what? ive got horrifyingly complicated feelings. and its like... jesus god... (shakes head)

i guess its just.... he's just separate entities now, isnt he? IM NOT TRYING TO- you know.... like im not trying to make it all so much more than it is, but it kinda just happens. like- he's sort of become a punchline on this site in particular, whether that be fingers in his ass sunday (good lord, thats rotten to say like that) or a "cursed" "meme" (ACK!) post or whatnot. but then there's also the VERY removed fan interpretation of him, in its mant variations, and that- well... a lot of those versions of him are also fucking loathsome.

but then for me personally. i dont know. i also have multiple different perspectives on him, in of itself. does that make sense?

because jeez, man- LIKE... he genuinely DID mean a lot to me as a younger teen. JOKES aside he was hilariously quite special to me which god bless your fucking soul... when i first interacted with DR, i did quite sincerely obsess over him and obviously. that did sort of... morph over time, then? because- you know how it is.... when you're in a "fandom space", your perceptions will shift and change with it (i do have a ramble about that locked and loaded im specifically going to stop myself from getting into here GOD bless) and i know with himit did become several layers of well im still obsessed, well this is a joke, well this this embarrassing, this that and the other... etc. etc. etc. lalala. i think its fun and cute to do that you know and get yourself all twisted into silly knots that you cant explain to anyone, not even yourself<3

BUT FR. now looking back on it its like.... if i just strip it back. i do still really do like him as a character, yknow? funnily enough. and i do still identify with some aspects of how i felt before but... with a hopefully slightly more mature perspective? LIKE- OKAY... RIGHT. LIKE. I THINK WHAT KIND OF EMBARASSES ME THE MOST is like... his whole little inferiority complex and very particular thought proocesses (DO be quiet...</3) really were things i found a lot of solace in (shut up</3) as a 16 y.o and its like bestie... in many ways im still like god. well yeah. but also its like cmon if we have to be like that does it have to be through fucking komaeda..... because like also obviously, along with my perspective on him, i dont rlly feel the same way abt DR as a whole as i once did. obviously. now im like- HELL im strikingly indifferent to it now. huh. weird. BUT EH.

All the people I ship romantically with this character you know its funny. i dont actually get.... invested-invested in "ships" and dying by particular ones. LIKE- for the most partits like i do LIKE certain dynamics and think theyre fun to entertain but i rarely ever have dedicated a whole lot of my interaction with a certain media to just that with like... the exceptions of j*hnlock when i was 13 and the MUCH later appreciation for spirk (though obviously i love other parts of tos- but they are an actual pairing where im like ok.. sniff sniff yah.. and did have a particular grip on me for a hot sec) AND........................................ komahina.................. which also fucking. yeah. i guess its just a fucking. every 5 years i get something wrong with me. thats actually a very funny regular schedule.

i dont think i do seriously commit to anything else, though. i liked the ot3 with them and nanami but i dont know how i feel about komaeda/nanami or if its just hinata has TWO hands. i really havent revisited SDR2 recently enough to properly assess that but my inclination is still a "uhhh, idk..." bc i do v much see komaeda as a gay man. im not opposed to some naegi/komaeda sentiments but i also dont rlly take that aboard more than like a passing haha sure moment rather than any proper exploration of it.

My non-romantic OTP for this character hmm... not sure! i think i need to revisit for some more specific interactions bc hell its been a LONG time since i replayed sdr2... but even then. i think any "brotp" type pairings WOULD be very much in the realm of hypothetical headcanoning - bc you know... HELP. he isnt offered much in the text. i think ive always liked the idea of like... komaeda being friends with anyone else from his class if he had the proper chance. and i think, like as i said above, with him, hinata and nanami if they WERE together it'd obviously be with him and nanami being besties but i guess thats also hard to asses with so much distance from the damn thing

My unpopular opinion about this character hhow.... hhoow. i think. chrit. I DONT KNOW HOW YOU KNOW. unpopular..... i think the interpretations of komaeda can be so fucking insane to the wall yet somehow so rampant that its literally so hard for me to say sth does tha tmake any sense.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon i wish he wasnt in danganronpa. i wish none of the cast of the first two games were in danganronpa. i wish dr3 was better despite the fact i had a lot of fun on this blog in 2016. i wish i wish i wish upon stars but ultimately its fine if none of it comes true ive made my peace <3