ooh do u think u can do a modern aspiring classical(?) musicians eren & reader enemies to lovers, childhood lover, mutual pining but unknown to ea/o type story? (absolutely no rush thođ) been competing against ea/o since kids, eren has a crush on reader & thinks teasing/picking at them is flirtingđ but also kinda sad cuz he knew he sorta already messed up his chances w reader from how he's "treated" them by accidentally one-upping them as kids most the time, so he keeps them close by teasing/bickering often just for any interaction. he does have a soft spot for reader but they get weirded out/confused(?) by his softness at times when eren's genuinely being nice instead of the usual teasing. maybe eren could get caught by reader playing his own lil rendition he made of all of reader's fav pieces into one that he was planning to keep to himself but know that u heard, u ask to play the whole thing & savor moment of u two alone unaware of how intimate the situation is, then confessionâš sry i always make up artistic/musical/ballet scenarios of person getting caught or oblivious to someone admiring their artđđ„ș
Hi, I'm sorry you had to wait so long! I hope you like what I've done with it!:) Enjoy reading! đ€âš
I really loved your request btw, it pushed me out of my comfort zone a little bit (so I'm really sorry if it's not that good) but I love being pushed out of my comfort zone, so thank you!
Word count 4.200
Youâve known Eren since you were kids. You ended up in the same music class after school, both playing the piano. For some reason, there was a fierce rivalry between the two of you. You both wanted to outdo the other, to make sure everyone knew who was better. To be honest, you didnât know when it started exactly, but you could remember everything as if it happened yesterday.Â
---Â
âNo, Iâm way better than you! My mom got me a teacher ever since I was 5â, you looked at the brunette who was sitting next to you in your music class, âWatch and learnâ, you could see a smug look appearing on his face.Â
You and Eren had been in the same music class for over a year now. You both were on top of the class, and now it was time to decide who got the first solo.Â
âMiss Lucy, can I try?â, Eren quickly raised his hand, waving it in the air, âOf course Erenâ, you could see the teacher kindly smiling at him. You narrowed your eyes, wishing Eren would make some kind of mistake. âWatch closely Y/Nâ, Eren cracked his fingers, smiling at you, âThis is how itâs doneâ. You could see the brunette walking towards the piano, the smug smile never left his face.Â
In the next following minutes, Eren played the complete solo with not a single mistake. You wanted that part more than anything, and you knew he knew that. He just wanted to outdo you, to be better than you.Â
âWow, that was amazing Eren!â, Miss Lucy started clapping, smiling at your rival, âI canât believe youâre only 10 when I hear you play. Your rhythm, the feeling you put behind it⊠Itâs amazing!â, âThatâs because you teach us so well Miss Lucyâ, Eren smiled at his teacher before glancing at you, making sure you were hearing the conversation between the two. âTch, kiss-assâ, you whispered under your breath while rolling your eyes. âOkay, so thatâs it for todayâs class, make sure to practice as much as you can! Iâll announce who gets the solo next week, oh, and donât worry if you donât get it! Thereâll be plenty of chances in the futureâ, you could see her waving at everyone.Â
You quickly grabbed your music sheets and put them in your backpack.Â
âHm, I wonder whoâll get the soloâ, you could see Eren standing in front of you, âLeave me alone Erenâ, you stood up from your chair, brushing your shoulder against him. âWhat? Arenât you happy for me?â, Erenâs hand grabbed your shoulder, âDonât touch me!â, you turned around to him, âYou knew how badly I wanted that soloâ. âSo?â, the brunette folded his arms, âI canât help it that youâre not as good as me!â.Â
âEren, Y/N, be nice to each otherâ, you could hear your motherâs voice, âEren, is that true? Did you do that?â, you could see Erenâs mother looking sternly at him. âI-I did not!â, âYes you did!â, you balled your hands, hoping your mother would intervene. âDonât worry Y/N, youâll get it next timeâ, your mother smiled before kindly placing her hand on the back of your head, âBut mom! He doesnât even care about the solo!â, you fiercely protested, but your mother raised her hand, as to say that she didnât want to hear it.Â
You looked over your shoulder at Eren. You could see his mom was angry with him, probably because he was screaming at her, like he always did.Â
---Â
Another year passed, and it was once again time for the teacher to pick someone for the solo.
âHeyâ, âWhat?â, you sighed while entering the classroom, âAre you going to try and get the solo this year?â, âIâm not trying, I will get it this yearâ, you turned around to Eren, âI wonât let you take it from me!â, you narrowed your eyes. âTchâ, Eren started to laugh, âYou can try all you want loser, Iâm sure Miss Lucy will be over the moon once she hears me playâ. You could feel Erenâs shoulder brushing yours, pushing you. You closed your eyes, trying your best not to throw your backpack against his head.Â
âSo, who wants to try?â, Miss Lucy smiled while letting her gaze wander over her students, âI do! I do!â, you quickly raised your hand, hoping you got to go first, âOkay, go on Y/N, show us what you gotâ, Miss Lucy opened her arm towards the piano. âYeahâ, Eren smirked next to you, âShow us what you got loserâ, âShut up Erenâ, you gritted through your teeth while grabbing your music sheets from your backpack.Â
You felt nervous while walking to the piano. Not because you were afraid you were going to mess up but for some reason, you wanted to impress Eren. You wanted him to be jealous of your skills, no, you wanted him to admire you.Â
You didnât understand back then, you didnât understand it because you were only 11, but now you know why you felt like that.Â
âIâll show himâ, you thought to yourself while sitting down on the piano chair.Â
âGood luck Y/Nâ, Miss Lucy sat down on her chair behind you. You took a deep breath while closing your eyes for a second, âCome on Y/N, you can do thisâ, you whispered to yourself before gently placing your hands on the keys of the piano.Â
You started playing. You could feel every emotion of the song, it felt as if you were breathing it, as if you were the one who wrote it.
âAmazing!â, you could hear Miss Lucy clapping from behind you, but you didnât look at her, no, you let your gaze wander towards Eren. You could see him sitting with his eyes wide open, mouth slightly parted. When he noticed you were staring at him, he quickly folded his arms, looking towards the ground with frowned eyebrows. You couldnât help but smirk, you knew he didnât expect you to play this good. âSo, do you want to try too Eren? After all, you two are at the top of the classâ, Lucy smiled at him.Â
You stood up from the piano chair, walking towards your seat.Â
âGood luck âRenâ, you whispered to him with a smug face, âShut up loserâ.Â
âHuh?â, you frowned your brows, looking confused at the brunette. For some reason, he made more mistakes than heâd ever done. Didnât he practice? No, you knew him. You knew heâd been practicing, after all, he wanted nothing more than to outdo you.Â
âOkay everyone, thatâs it for todayâ, Miss Lucy handed everyone new music sheets, âPractice this for next time. Oh, and I think itâs clear Y/N will get the soloâ, she kindly smiled at you, âYouâve done a great job Y/N!â.Â
Normally you wouldâve jumped with joy, but not this time. You knew Eren had made those mistakes on purpose, you knew if he gave it his all he wouldâve got the solo. Eren just had that âsomethingâ when he sat behind the piano. It seemed as if he became fused with the instrument, as if he became one with it. Eren had that raw talent, the kind of talent you were just born with. You could practice all you want, but you would never be that talented.
âErenâ, you quickly ran after him, grabbing his shoulder before he walked out of the door, âWhat loser?â, Eren rolled his eyes. âWhy did you make those mistakes on purpose?â, you looked at his feet, not wanting him to mistake your words for gratitude. âI-i⊠I did not! W-why would you-â, âHuh?â, you tilted your head. Eren normally never stuttered, and he certainly never blushed when you talked to him. âI didnât make those on purpose!â, Eren smacked your hand from his shoulder, âLeave me alone loserâ. You could see Eren quickly running towards his momâs car, leaving you standing there. You never felt so confused in your entire life.Â
 ---Â
Years passed, and you were now almost 17. Over the years, nothing changed, not really anyway. Eren was still the same cocky boy who teased and made fun of you. The rivalry between you two was as strong as ever; but over the years, you grew to like him. Even though he teased you, even though he made your life difficult at times ⊠You liked him. When he sat down behind the piano and the persona he created fell apart, when he let the music speak, when he became one with that piano⊠He intrigued you. Sure, Eren was handsome, but thatâs not why you developed feelings for him. You fell in love because you knew that underneath his tough and mean exterior, there was more to him. There was this talented, complicated, kind boy. You knew that because (even if it only happened 1 or 2 times) he showed it to you. He showed you that he could be kind and caring.
âHey loserâ, âWhat Erenâ, you sighed while closing your locker, âNothing, I was just wondering if youâd sign up for the Talent Showâ. âWhy would I? Iâm sure youâre going to steal the show again, like you always doâ, you rolled your eyes. âW-waitâ, Eren widened his eyes, âArenât you going to sign up?â, you shook your head in response, looking up into his green eyes. You could see Eren was confused, âWhatâs wrong pretty boy? I thought you would like ââ, âIt isnât fun when I donât get to compete with youâ, Eren narrowed his eyes, looking away from you. âWell, Amyâs participating, she plays the violin pretty well. Thereâs your competitionâ, you gently pushed him away, walking towards your class. âW-waitâ, you could feel his hand on your wrist. You immediately froze when you felt his fingers resting on your skin, causing goosebumps to appear on your entire arm. âYou need to participate Y/N, otherwise, it isnât funâ, you could see the brunette blushing while scratching the back of his neck. You couldnât help but smile, âFine, but donât cry when I steal your thunder pretty boyâ, you smirked at him before walking towards your class, âDonât worry, youâre only a loser Y/N, always have been, and you always will be oneâ, Eren smirked from behind you. âFuck you Renâ, you sighed without looking back at him, holding your middle finger up in the air.Â
---Â
Another year passed, and you were now studying for your finals. You and Eren both applied for the same college. Itâs not like you planned it, but you wanted to major in classical music, and when you heard Eren wanted the same thing, well⊠You kind of asked him where he wanted to go and based your decision on his.Â
âH-huh?â, you widened your eyes when you could see a note sticking on your locker:Â
âGood luck Y/N, even though I hate you, I donât want you to fail â Renâ.
âThis canât be from himâ, you carefully took the note from your locker, inspecting every inch of it. âWhat?â, you could hear his voice coming from behind you, âItâs mineâ, he chuckled while holding his hand behind his back. âReally?â, you raised an eyebrow, âIâm a loser, failing is what I doâ, you shrugged your shoulders. âShut up loserâ, Eren was gently massaging the back of his neck, looking at his feet, âH-hereâ, he took his hand from behind his back âH-huh? A-are those for me?â, you pointed towards the flowers he was holding. âOf course dumbassâ, Eren pushed the flowers on your chest, waiting for you to hold them, âEven though I hate you, I still want you to go to the same college as me⊠And not because I like you! Like I said⊠Youâre a loser b-but.. Well, youâre my only competition so⊠Good look with your finalsâ, Eren gritted through his teeth. You could see that his cheeks were burning red. To be honest, you didnât know what to say or what to do, you felt confused. âWhat? Do you want them or not?â, Eren widened his eyes, still pressing the flowers on your chest, âO-of courseâ, you quickly shook yourself out of the trance you were in, grabbing the flowers from the brunette, âT-thanks Renâ, you whispered while looking at the ground. âDonât thank me, Iâm only doing this for myself. I need you to pass, otherwise, I wonât have a reason to give everything I gotâ, âYeah yeah, donât ruin it Renâ, you smiled before walking away from him. You didnât want him to see the smile on your face, to see how happy he made you.Â
---Â
âI donât know Arminâ, Eren sighed to the blonde whom he shared his dorm with, âIâm sure Iâve ruined every chance I got with Y/Nâ. Eren was laying down on his bed, looking at the ceiling. âDonât say thatâ, the blonde boy responded, âShe probably feels the same, Iâve seen the way she looks at youâ. âNo, Iâve always teased her, taking things away from her. Iâve been calling her a loser and dumbass my entire life⊠She hates meâ, Eren placed both of his hand on his face, hating the way he acted towards you, âYou should see her behind that piano Armin⊠Sheâs so fucking beautiful, so smart, so kind⊠I donât know why Iâve always treated her like thatâ. âYou know her better than anyone, right?â, Armin sat up straight, worried about his depressed roommate, âProbablyâ, Eren turned his head while looking through his fingers at the blonde. âWhy donât you write a composition of all of her favorite songs? You can play it for her when youâre done, or you can record it and give it to he-â, âNo, are you crazy? I would look like a fool!â, Eren sat up straight, frowning at his roommate. âEren, believe meâ, Armin smiled at Eren, âGirls really like things like thatâ, âWhatever Arminâ, Eren stood up, âIâm getting coffee, want anything?â.Â
At first, Eren hated Arminâs idea, but the longer he thought about it, the more sense it made. I mean, it would show you how much he cared about you, how much attention he paid to the things you said, or even didnât say. It would show you how much you meant to him. So for the next month or so, Eren worked on a piece for you, but somehow it felt like he couldnât play the piano anymore. Nothing was good enough for you. The piece had to be perfect, he didnât want to miss a single beat, a single note, he needed it to be perfect, like you.Â
---Â
âHey loserâ, you could feel Erenâs hand on your shoulder, âWant to hang out after Music History?â, âNoâ, you said coldly, âW-why not?â, Eren tilted his head. âBecause Iâm going on a dateâ, you looked at him with a sparkle in your eyes.Â
Eren could feel his heart aching, his stomach turning.Â
âA-a date?â, Eren chuckled, âYou? I wonder who would want to go out with a loser like youâ, âEren really? Weâre almost 20 years old⊠How long are you going to bully meâ, you sighed while lowering your eyes, âI know weâve been doing this since we were kids but⊠Youâre the only one who really knows me⊠Please just⊠Just leave me alone if you canât say anything niceâ, you turned your back towards him, not waiting for a response.Â
You were tired of his bullying, you were tired of being insecure, of loving someone who didnât love you back.Â
âHey Y/N!â, Eren could see a boy calling out your name, âReady for our date tonight?â. âN-no wayâ, Eren widened his eyes, balling his fists, âWhat the hell is Jean doing with her? Out of all the boys, she picks that jerk, the one who sleeps with every girl on campusâ. âOf course, Jean, canât waitâ, Eren could see you smiling at him, wanting nothing more than for you to look at him as you did at Jean.Â
---
âNo, Iâm not going to play it for her nowâ, Eren sighed to Armin, âSheâs happy with fucking Jeanâ, âMaybe if you-â, âNo Armin, shitâ, Eren grunted out, âIâm never going to play it for her, itâs obvious she doesnât like me. She told me to keep away from her if IâŠâ, Eren paused, he could hear his voice breaking. âIâm going for a walkâ, Eren sighed while walking out of the room he and Armin shared. âEren wait ââ, but Eren already slammed the door behind him.Â
---Â
A couple of months passed, and you and Jean were dating. Honestly, it felt like it was going great. You were happy with Jean.Â
âY/N, have you heard?â, you could hear Sasha running towards you, âWhat?â, you smiled at your friend. âWellâŠâ, she was nervously scratching her shoulder, âJ-jean⊠H-he.. Here, lookâ, Sasha held out her phone, âI thought you should know...â.Â
It felt as if your heart was shattered into a million pieces. Sasha was showing you a video of your boyfriend, he was kissing some girl at a party, and his hands were moving across her body, feeling every inch of it.Â
âY/N?â, Sasha whispered to you, noticing the tears in your eyes, âI-Iâm so sorry⊠I just⊠I didnât want you to hear it from anyone else.. You know, since Iâm your best friend. I thought-â, âNo itâs fine Sashaâ, you forced a smile on your face, âI have class, Iâll see you tonight, okay?â, you blurted out, trying to hold back your tears. âY/N, wait!â, you could hear her calling out for you, but you didnât turn around, you wanted to be left alone.Â
You almost ran towards your room, hoping your roommate wouldnât be there. You really needed to be alone right now.Â
âY/N?â, you could hear Erenâs voice while opening your door, âWhatâs wrong? I can see youâre going to cryâ. âN-nothingâs wrongâ, you tried to keep your hands steady, wanting nothing more than to open the door of your room, but for some reason, you couldnât find the right key. âShitâ, you grunted when you dropped the keys, quickly picking them up. âHereâ, you could hear Erenâs soft voice,Â
You noticed he wanted to pick up the keys at the same time as you did, causing you to bump your head against his. Â
 âS-shit Iâm sorryâ, you grunted out while placing your hand against your forehead, âN-no Iâm sorryâ, Eren quickly helped you up, âY/N whatâs wrong? I can see somethingâs wrongâ, his green eyes were looking worried into yours. âI-itâs nothing, I just saw a video of Jean kissing another girlâ, you pressed your lips together, trying to ignore the singing sensation in your eyes.Â
âStay calm Eren, donât say or do anything stupid, even though you want nothing more than to punch Jean. Try to stay calmâ, Eren thought to himself, trying to ignore the adrenaline that was pumping through his veins.Â
âJeanâs a low-life Y/N, donât worry about a guy like himâ, Eren replied coldly. âReally Eren?â, you sighed with tears in your eyes, âThatâs all you got to say?â, âWhat do you want me to say Y/N? Youâre the one who dated someone like him! Youâre the one who decided to date the guy whoâs fucked every girl on campusâ.Â
You widened your eyes, trying to grasp what Eren just said.Â
âSo itâs my fault? Thatâs what youâre saying, right?â, âWell, itâs not my faultâ, Eren replied, his voice was shaking. âI canât believe I expected you to be nice for onceâ, you chuckled while shaking your head towards the ground, âYou know what Eren? Fuck you, I donât want to see you again. Youâre nothing to meâ, you could feel your hands shaking. âY/N-â, Eren widened his eyes, hating himself for not having any control over his emotions. âNo, Iâm serious Eren, stay away from me. Youâve never said anything nice to me, not once. Iâve known you for almost 10 years!â, you pushed him before quickly opening the door to your dorm, âNext time you see me, donât bother to say anything to me. I donât want to hear your âHey Loserâ or I swear to Godâ, you looked at your shaking hands, closing your eyes before entering your dorm, hoping he got the message.Â
---Â
You couldnât sleep that night, so you decided to go to the music room. You knew it would be empty now, and you could really use some distraction. After all, playing the piano was always a coping mechanism for you. You could let out all of your emotions, all of your anger, sadness, frustrationâŠÂ
âW-waitâ, you smiled when you heard someone playing Nuvole Bianche from Ludovico Einaudi, your favorite musician, âW-whoâs playing the piano right now? Itâs 4 in the morningâ, you frowned while walking towards the classroom.Â
âW-what? Thatâs Moonlight Sonata from Beethovenâ, you stopped walking, wondering which song would play after the next transition.Â
Whoever was playing didnât just play the original versions of the songs, no, they made it their own. You couldnât help but notice it would be how Eren would play them. They were edgier, less âfragileâ. Eren always did that to songs.Â
âNo wayâ, you smiled when you heard your favorite song after the Moonlight Sonate, âT-thatâs GymnopĂ©die No.1â, you started running towards the room. You needed to know who was playing.Â
âN-noâ, you whispered to yourself when you could see the familiar face behind the piano. You were right, it was Eren. But why was he playing all of your favorite songs? Itâs not like he knew that they were your favorite, right? You never told him anything like that⊠You decided to wait for him to stop playing, you wanted to hear more. Your heart was racing at the sight of him. He looked so perfect, so sweet, so kind⊠The way he touched the keys of the piano during GymnopĂ©die⊠As if he was grazing the keys, as if he was caressing them. It hypnotized you.Â
âShitâ, you whispered when you dropped your phone to the ground.  You quickly stood up from one of the chairs, embarrassed when you could see him looking at you. He must think you were some kind of stalker, fearing he was even going to bully you even more. âY-Y/N?â, Eren quickly stood up from the piano, âP-please donât stopâ, you whispered, 'I-it was beautiful'. 'W-why are you here?', his voice sounded different from usual, maybe because he was tired. âIâm sorry, I didnât want to interrupt, but y-you were playing my favorite songsâ, you looked at the ground, âIâm sorry Ren, goodnightâ, you walked towards the door. âI knew they were your favoritesâ, Erenâs voice was now shaking, âT-thatâs why I played themâ. âH-huh?â, you looked over your shoulder at him, you could see his eyes were hanging low, letting them wander across the keys. âI knew they were your favorites because⊠because I know youâ, Eren walked towards you while scratching the back of his head. âI know you know meâ, you whispered while turning back around, âBut I never told you they were my favoritesâ. âN-no but⊠You always carried a copy of them with you⊠and I noticed you were always practicing them, trying to make them your ownâ, Eren softly grabbed your wrist, âI know that you struggle with the sharp notes in GymnopĂ©die, just like I know you struggle with the flats in the songs of Debussyâ. âW-waitâ, you turned around at him, trying to keep your voice steady, âH-how do you know?â. âI watch you play⊠At night, when you canât sleepâ, you could see he felt embarrassed.Â
Unable to speak, you just looked at him, wondering why he would do something like that.Â
âI know it sounds wrong, but I canât keep my eyes off you Y/N⊠I like you, Iâve always liked you. The only reason I called you names and teased you was because I like you and IâŠâ, you could see him doubting for a second, âI love you Y/N, ever since we were kids. I donât know why I acted the way I did, probably because I wanted to keep you close without you noticing that I liked you, but-â.Â
You didnât let him finish. He told you all you needed to know. Eren cared about you, just like you cared about him. You swung your arms around him, pressing your lips against his.Â
âI told you⊠Youâre the loserâ, you whispered in between kisses, âW-what?â, Eren looked confused at you. âYou confessed firstâ, you smirked at him, âSo youâre the loserâ. âI canât believe youâre making a competition out of thisâ, Eren chuckled while pulling you closer again, âFine, you win. I donât mind if that means youâre mineâ.Â
43 notes
·
View notes