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Steel Heart Chapter 16:

These Inconvenient Fireworks

Hange x Reader Chapter Index Masterlist

Megan's Note: Title is after a Larry Stylinson fanfic I read when I was 14. The author sold hardcover copies of their fanfic on lulu.com (this was common with 1D fanfic authors) and at 14 years old I fr made my mom buy me printed gay fanfiction. She was just happy her daughter was getting into the love of reading like her! LMAO. I start fall semester tomorrow (UGH) and a new job next month. Posted: 8/25/24

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“Don’t be ridiculous,” Levi scoffed. “If there was a man, why would—”

“We’re being watched,” you whimpered into Hange’s neck. Levi crossed his arms and eyed you skeptically. “I did not have a nightmare, Levi! There was a knight in the forest! He had blonde hair, was tall, covered in blood, and had a crested sword like the Knights of the Royal King’s Guard! But I’ve never seen him before . . .”

“Squads one and two, come with me,” Levi beckoned the knights away from you. Levi’s unexpected commands made you unsure if he believed you. Tears fell down your face and Hange’s breath was on your neck. Levi was whispering with twenty knights huddled together in the darkness. Then, the knights broke apart and went into their tent. Your heart plummeted. The thought of the knights returning to bed while the strange blonde knight raided the camp made you sick. You pulled away from Hange and wiped your tears. “It should be around four a.m. since Franz, Daz, Samuel, and Thomas were on watch. But Daz is going to find a clear view of the sky and hopefully, the stars will be visible enough to tell time . . .” Levi kneeled beside Hange and put a hand on your shoulder. “The knights are getting some equipment and going to scavenge the forest for the man you saw and anything suspicious.”

“T-thank you,” your chest unraveled a little at the assurance that something would be done.

“I want to speak with you,” Levi stood up and motioned to Hange, who was clutching your cloak around their naked body.

“No! Please . . . don’t leave me,” you said. You grabbed Hange’s arm, and their half-lidded eyes glanced at Levi. Your wide eyes studied Hange’s face, seeking comfort. They blinked a few times. They looked lethargic and exhausted; even when they nodded, they were slow. A tinge of admiration spread through your chest when Hange gently grasped the hand you placed on their arm. They held your hand against their heart.

“What do you want to talk about?” They asked Levi, and he crossed his arms. You noticed Hange cared for you as they did what you asked. They stayed. Levi hesitated, and his eyes shifted knowingly between you and Hange. Knights emerged from their tents with candles and their swords drawn. Connie approached the lifeless campfire and worked on igniting the logs.

“It’s not that I do not believe you saw a man, but I think we will be alright. Depending on the time, we will get a head start on our day,” You recalled Levi having insomnia and not sleeping well through the night. Levi averaged two to four hours of sleep per night. In the past, Levi, being awake, had managed to help predict when you would have nightmares and he was ready to calm you down so you wouldn’t disturb the other knights. Levi sleeping during the incident of you in the forest could point to the time being near dawn. “How do you feel? Do you feel tired?”

“I don’t think . . . I don’t think I could go back to sleep,” you stammered.

“Okay,” Levi softly said.

“What do you think, Hange?” Hange’s inner eyebrows were perked up like they were trying to keep their eye open. They squeezed your hand and rubbed their thumb against your skin.

“I’m going to try to get more sleep, Princess,” Hange admitted.

“Okay, I guess I can try too.” Light and warmth burst from behind Hange and Levi. Connie stepped away from igniting the fire and turned to notice a knight running back from a part of the forest. His hasty nature did not appear worrisome or like he found the bloodied knight in the forest. His face was determined yet calm. He looked familiar and you recognized he was one of the knights who came up to you after you found Franz. He was one of the guards on rotation.

“Commander! Captain! I found a clear view of the sky and did the math. It is around four forty-five and five fifteen,” Daz said. “The sun will rise soon and we’ll have more daylight.”

“Great work, Daz,” Hange said and groaned. There wasn’t enough time to go back to sleep and feel rested. Breakfast would be between six and six thirty. Daz's concerned eyes studied you, checking how you were.

“How are you, your Highness?” He gingerly asked.

“I feel safer, thank you, sir.”

“I should start taking down the tent instead. It’s best if we go bathe right after eating, and then we can head to Flegel’s Farm,” Hange rubbed their eye. You could tell your incident woke Hange from a deep sleep. Guilt coursed through you as your outburst woke everyone up. But he was real. The bloodied knight with the crested sword was in front of you.

He’s still out there.

Watching you.

He’s real.

You leaned forward and wrapped your arms around both Hange and Levi.

“I’m sorry for my outburst,” you whimpered and Hange rubbed your back. “He’s out there, I swear.”

While the knights scoured the forest for the bloodied knight or anything related to the Marleyan Cult, you helped Hange take down the conference tent. They had to tell you what to do, and you appreciated their patience. Hange returned your cloak and told you to keep the hood on. You didn’t mind because the air was chilly. You rolled your bedroll up and Hange took it for you.

The morning rays of sunlight broke through the canopy of trees, making the forest more comforting and less frightening. The green grass returned, and the trees weren’t shadows anymore. Their brown trunks were magnificent, and you could see past the light of the fire, which gave you a sense of safety. But deep inside, you felt unfriendly eyes on you.

After a half hour of heading into the forest, the Knights returned to the camp at different intervals. The knights who usually prepared meals started with breakfast. Eventually, all twenty knights returned. No one was harmed, and no bloodied knight was found. But something felt wrong and you trusted your instincts.

Levi wanted you to eat more protein and told the knight serving to give you three eggs and more chicken than rice. You cringed at the thought of forcing yourself to eat all the chicken and eggs Levi wanted you to eat. Especially since the rice felt more satiating. You argued with Levi that you wouldn’t eat another plate unless he took off half of the chicken and added more rice. Levi rolled his eyes but obliged.

Hange was sitting on a log in between two of their squad members. One of them you’ve seen Hange talk to before because he’s one of the only other knights who wears glasses, and the other knight was a man with short dark hair. The guy with the glasses passed Hange a delicate cloth, and then Hange wiped the lenses of their glasses. The two knights were next to Hange, and you hesitated to ask them to scoot over. You sat on the ground next to Hange’s feet, which amused Hange. Abel and Keiji offered to scoot over so you could sit next to Hange. Eventually, you did, which only ended up with you following the three when they got in line for food.

Hange was retelling a story to Abel and Keiji about how they caught a frog in the river when they were younger, but you couldn’t pay attention. You tried ignoring it as you ate your chicken while standing beside Hange. Hairs on the back of your neck stood up and you couldn’t shake the feeling that you and the knights were in danger. Though more than forty knights were in the camp and would lay down their lives for you, you remained fearful of the bloodied knight. You weren’t dreaming.

He’s still out there.

Watching you.

He’s real.

As the knights cleaned and put away the cooking equipment, Hange suggested going to the river. You didn’t want to go to the river anymore. You worried being with fewer people might make the bloodied knight approach you. What if while you and Hange were down at the river, he slits Hange’s throat and takes you? You’d rather have him kill you than Hange. The bloodied knight’s piercing eyes flashed in your mind and you gasped.

“Are you okay, Y/N?” Hange asked and you realized you stopped walking. Hange looked over their shoulder at you and then walked to you. You were frozen in your tracks. They eyed you, analyzing your body and then approached your trembling form. Hange placed their hands on your shoulder and you looked up at Hange’s pretty eye. The heaving in your chest slowed and you blinked a couple of times.

“Hange,” your whispered voice cracked. “I can’t shake the feeling that we are being watched.” Hange comfortably rubbed their thumb against your shoulders. You gave in to the feel of their soothing touch. They pulled you into their chest and you surrendered to their touch. Hange would keep you safe. Your breathing became even and Hange stroked your back again.

“Let’s bathe quickly so we can leave this place.” Hange soothed. They pulled away from the hug and wrapped a protective arm around your shoulder. They guided you toward the river. The sound of the water was reaching your ears and then Hange gasped. You both stopped in your tracks.

In the distance on the shoreline was a small brown fur ball with a small white fur ball for a tail. A large smile grew when you saw the furry animal's head raise, revealing its long ears. A small cottontail rabbit was drinking from the river. Hange turned to you and with their index finger over their lips. They drew their sword from the waist of their tan pants and handed it to you. Then Hange held a hand up to tell you to stay and you silently nodded at them.

The bunny was frozen. It sensed you and Hange. Hange silently crept closer, and you hoped this was the moment Hange would catch you a pet bunny. The brown bunny hopped away from Hange and you both held your breath, hoping you didn’t spook the bunny. Hange took another step forward and then waited. The bunny was petrified but anchored itself in place. Then Hange took another step and was a few feet away from your future pet. Hange dived for the animal and reached out their arms for the bunny. Their fingers grazed the bunny’s fur. The cottontail pounced away from the grasps of Hange and went into the tree line.

“Hange!” You ran to Hange’s form lying on the dried pebbles of the shoreline. They winced and then pushed themselves up onto their knees. You crouched down next to them, “Are you okay? You’re always so close! I know you are going to catch us a bunny!”

“Those cuties are quick. Bunnies can run up to eighteen miles per hour, you know.” Hange dusted off their shirt. They got their white shirt even more dirty and will definitely need to wash it while bathing. “They're quick as a flash.”

“Quick like lighting!”

“Like lighting, for sure!” Hange started unbuttoning their white shirt. “I should wash this first to let it dry, " they said more to themselves.

You placed Hange’s sword on the pebbles and then turned around to start striping your clothes. You looked across the river and back toward the camp. You and Hange were alone.

Hopefully.

“I bet the next time we see a bunny, you’ll catch it!” You encouraged Hange as you pulled down the tan slacks and shimmied off your pants. You folded your pants and then laid them against your boots. The light-hearted thought of a cute furry bunny roaming around the tent and feeding her carrots while holding it like a baby crossed your mind. The sloshing sounds of the river pulled you out of your daydream. Hange was naked and holding their dirty white top. They sat on their knees and their back was to you. They dipped the dirt-stained part of the fabric into the water and used their thumb to circle the area. “Let me help with that! I know a quicker way!”

“Oh yeah? The Princess is going to show me how to wash clothes? How unexpected.” Hange kept circling the stain with their thumb. You pulled off the cloak and unbuttoned the white shirt. Without a care to fold them, you piled them on top of the pants. You splashed Hange when you hastily stepped into the river. “Careful! I don’t want to get my entire shirt wet! It will take forever to dry!”

“May I?” You wanted to show Hange the technique Fairy Godmother Ymir showed you during childhood. Hange handed over their shirt and you placed most of the fabric between your bicep and ribs. Then, you fisted the fabric on the sides of the stains, letting the fabric slack. You dipped the dirt-stained part into the river’s water and used your fisted hands to rub your fingers against each other. The technique Fairy Godmother Ymir taught you was like using your fingers to act as a miniature corrugated washboard. You pulled the dripping fabric out of the water and squeezed. When you unfolded the damp bunched-up fabric, the dirt stain was gone. “Ta-da!”

“What?! It’s that easy?!” Hange gasped. They grabbed their shirt from you and tilted it against the sunlight, trying to see if the stain was gone.

“Yes! Fairy Godmother Ymir taught me that when I started learning to clean blood stains from my underwear!” Hange’s jaw was dropped and there was a fond satisfaction with impressing Hange. Hange stood up from the water, taking their shirt to their pile of clothes.

“And all this time, I’ve been doing dumb circles, which takes forever sometimes!” Hange placed the wet part of the shirt facing up so the crisp air could dry it. You started splashing water onto your arms and rubbing your legs. Hange sat on your left and you began rubbing your arms in the water. They poked your cheek and stretched out their legs. “Thank you, Princess Y/N, you changed my life!”

“You changed my life . . .” Their doe-eye glanced at you, causing your cheeks to turn pink. They darted away from you and you wanted them to look at you again. Their lips looked soft, and Hange started rubbing their legs, which were submerged in the river. Then, Hange took out the hair tie that held their short hair back. You pulled your hair tie out, letting your hair fall behind you. You wanted Hange to say something—to say anything.

Say something!

“Are you excited to try on dresses for your wedding?”

Not that, UGH!

“I-I haven’t thought of that, honestly . . . I guess I am.” You noticed your hands trembling as you pulled your knees to your chest. You wrapped your arms around your knees, protecting yourself. Your heart. Then you said, “I don’t want to marry Prince Marco.”

“I know, Y/N, I’m—”

“No, Hange . . . I don’t want to marry Prince Marco.” There was a pressure behind your nose and you inhaled deeply. You did not want to cry. Small fishes swam by in the river, but you weren’t in the right headspace to be excited about tiny fish. The small fish probably could choose who they wanted to mate with. They did not have to worry about a cult hunting them. Those fish didn’t suddenly get the rug ripped from under them and forced into a new life—one of danger, death, and responsibility. “I’m forced to be married to a stranger and I’m forced to feel on the edge constantly because of a cult hunting me. I was forced to leave my cottage, books, clothes, and possessions behind . . . I want to choose something in my life!”

You tilted your head toward Hange, and their confused expression had a hint of helplessness. Their lips looked soft, and Hange’s brown eye usually comforted you. But their glance made you feel cornered and guilty.

“You’ll get your opportunity to make your own choices.”

“I know what I want.”

“You know?”

“I know . . .” You’ve seen Christa and Ymir do it before and tried your best to replicate them. With a flood of courage, you turned and held yourself in a steadied stance on your knees before Hange. You grabbed their face, leaned in, closed your eyes, and smashed your lips onto theirs. The flesh was indistinguishable and you felt the tip of their nose on your cheek. You felt a new, exhilarating rush through your body and ache between your legs. Hange’s hands fumbled around and they grabbed your wrist and used their other hand to push on your chest.

Hange’s eye was wide and their pupil was dilated. Their face had a rosy hue and their lips were flushed. Your lips tingled, and you wiped them with the back of your hand. Hange brought their knees to their chest and hugged themselves. They were silent and downcasted their eye to the river’s water.

Guilt surged through your body, and you carefully sat in the river again. You crossed boundaries and possibly upset your friend. You just wanted to try it—once. You pulled your knees to your chest. Pressure built behind your nose and you blinked rapidly, avoiding tears.

The water shimmered from the morning’s daylight and the sun’s rays warmed your skin. A light breeze rippled the water on the river’s surface and blew over the taller grass stems on the other side. A bird unapologetically tweeted from high in the trees.

“You should not have done that,” Hange whispered and your heart twinged. They were blushing and hiding themselves. Hange sniffed and they rubbed their eye. “They will have my head for that.”

“Who?” It felt hard to breathe and the Hange getting in trouble raised the guilt in your chest. You should not have crossed the line. You made your own bold choices but at what cost? You can choose to do whatever you want, but you can not choose your consequences.

“The Queen and her King. Marco’s parents. They would flog me and then kill me for ‘corrupting the Princess.’ I wouldn't be alive by the end of the day when they found out.”

“I thought my parents were nice . . .” Hange covered their eye with their hand and you heard them hold back a whimper. “I’m sorry, Hange. I just wanted to try kissing.”

“We can not speak of this,” Hange whispered harshly.

“This was my first kiss . . .” you whispered. Hange sniffled again and a tear streamed down their face. They wiped it off quickly and your heart ached at the sight of the vulnerable form.

“It’s my first since I lost my eye.” Hange bitterly said. There was a pinch in your chest, and you recalled what Hange had told you last night. Hange was dating someone when they lost their eye . . . and you tied together that the girl did not kiss or show Hange affection after their injury, which ultimately led to their relationship ending. “Damn it!” The water sloshed as they stood up.

“What’s wrong?”

“I knew you liked me,” Hange looked at the pebbles by their feet as they walked toward the grass. You chased after them, sloshing water and dripping onto the pebbles. You grabbed their wrist and they pulled away from you.

“Hange!”

“I knew you liked me and I couldn’t stop myself!”

“I’m sorry, Hange! I am so sorry. Please, we can forget about this! Please don’t be mad!” Hange crossed their arms and looked at their feet, their hair masked their face. The knight in shining armor from the Karanese District was helpless, confused, and defenseless. You held onto their biceps, looking up at them. A tear dropped from their face and they wiped it instantly away, again.

“I’m not mad at you, Y/N. I’m mad at myself.” You didn’t know what to do, and you gently hugged Hange. You rubbed their back like they did when you needed comfort. “I like you, Y/N, and I know you like me. You are painfully obvious—your stares, your questions, your curious nature about romance. You don’t take your eyes off my body when I undress.”

“I’m sorry,” your heart fluttered at Hange’s words. They liked you back, and some part of you hoped there was a chance.

“Stop apologizing,” Hange clipped and you nodded obediently. “We should get back.”

“I haven’t washed my hair—we both haven’t yet.” Hang pulled away from your hug and they walked back over to their pile of clothes.

“That’s because you were going around kissing some knight in the river.”

“Hange . . . I don’t want to marry Prince—”

“It doesn’t matter what you want!” You flinched at Hange raising their voice. “You’re a Princess going to become Queen and I’m a knight. I’m just a knight.”

“But you like me, right? So why can’t we date?”

“Oh you’re so naive—”

“I’m sorry!” A storm of thoughts loomed over Hange and you, the rage between desire and the constraint of duty. You stood next to Hange, watching them dress themselves. You crossed your arms, covering your exposed chest. Hange was hopping on one leg, trying to get their tan slacks over their damp skin. You wanted to explore love and explore it with Hange.

“Listen to me,” Hange put their hands on your shoulders after they zipped their slacks. You accidentally glanced at their boobs and then blushed guiltily. “I-I want to call you mine,” their voice cracked as they confessed. Your heart raced, noticing the window of opportunity—your desires in reach. “But if we are caught, I will die.”

“No!” You took Hange’s wrists from your shoulders and held their hands. “I want a chance with you . . . I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. You are my best friend—the light in the dark. You are my savior—my angel. You were sent to protect me.”

“I should not give in to temptation,” Hange whimpered, resting their forehead on yours.

“I want to be yours even in secret.”

“I should not give in to temptation.”

“I will protect you if the Queen and her King find out.”

“I should not give in to temptation,” Hange inhaled sharply. Their anguished face was evident. Their eye was squeezed shut, and their lips were trembling. You placed their hands on your waist and then yours on their shoulders. They fondly grasped your waist, feeling your damp, soft skin, getting a glimpse of what could be theirs—giving in. They whispered, “I am going to die if we get caught . . .”

“Give me your life and I’ll give you mine,” you whispered. Hange tilted their chin and gently pressed their lips against yours. You followed Hange’s tender rhythm. You affectionately cupped one of Hange’s cheeks and leaned into them. They pulled your waist into their hips and you whimpered. Your heart skipped a beat and you felt a tingle and warmth spread through your body. You will always remember this moment with Hange by the river. The secret that will stay between the two of you.

And the man watching.

next chapter Chapter 17: Garden of Rabbits

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#attack on titan #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hange x reader #hange zoe x reader #hanji x reader #hange x you #hange zoe fanfiction #hanji zoe fluff #knight hanji zoe #knight hange zoe

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jowrites · 3 months

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ENHYPEN - ROMANCE: UNTOLD Review

(an unserious review)

I have always checked out ENHYPENS releases and casually listened, but this is my first comeback being a full stan, and who stans SHINee and BTS. Here is my review nobody asked for. Enjoy!

XO (Only If You Say Yes) MV: 8/10. 2 points deducated because I was confused especially at the end lol But the mv was creative and the boys were so so pretty!

Full Album: 9/10

I have always thought ENHYPENS albums were pretty mature and not your normal music from the boy groups today, which is why I appreciated and liked them. But this album is another level of maturity and oozes GROWTH.

The direction they are going with their sound is amazing. I normally do not care for these kinds of albums but they still somehow managed to keep that ominous and mysterious concept with an upbeat romance album. This wasn't childish or sloppy, this was done extremely well and the members voices fit each and every song on this album. Nothing was off and that needs to be celebrated. This wasn't rushed and they were very careful with what worked for the boys. I am extremely impressed, another reason why I became a fan. They impress me with their incredible talents. I just want to tell them they did a GREAT job, because they really did. This is my favorite boy group release of the year!

Each song:

Moonstruck: 12/10.

The most anticipated song off the album! Did not disappoint! I am so glad it's not an intro and a full song! This song was just my style and the second verse is absolutely magical along with the chorus! I just wish it was longer. This is going to be on repeat.

XO (Only If You Say Yes): 7/10.

The song is catchy and nice. I'm surprised because I normally don't enjoy songs like that, but the arrangement is really good and it's not some chaotic, sloppy mess. It works well and it's cute. I will add it to my playlist.

Your Eyes Only: 9/10.

This song surprised me. This is not what I was expecting but I really, really liked the chorus and I can see myself getting more into it than I thought. The boys' voices are absoluetly magical and is up there with one of my favorite songs off the album.

Hundred Broken Hearts: 7/10.

Song is not my style but I dig it. I appreciate that it's actually good! It's not a song that you just don't want to listen to and turn off. Even if you don't like it you can appreciate it and it actually reminds me of Hannah Montana in a way. Some of Hannah Montana songs I did not like but I still knew and appreciated because they were done well and this reminds me of that.

Brought the Heat back: 10/10

BOP! A BOP! BOP! Okay, this song I knew I was going to like from the teasers, it's right up my alley! But I enjoyed this way more than I thought I was going to. Also, Jake and Jay in the Bridge! BRUHHHH! A song you can dance to, even if you're sad.

Paranormal: 8/10

As I was listening to this all I could think about was 1D lol Why is Enhypen a better version of 1D? This song caught me off guard and it was not what I thought it was going to be at all. I really liked the chorus and I just couldn't stop thinking about their talents. Why are they so good at singing?

Royalty: 7/10

My least favorite song off the album but not a complete skip. I really dig the instrumental aspects. I like the upbeat sound and how nice it sounds.

Highway 1009: 10/10

Heeseung did an amazing job composing this. I really like how you can focus on their voices and the lyrics, they're so sweet and they sound so nice. You can really tell they're talking to their fans and that's so special. Jake's voice really stands out to me in this song and his rasp ugh one of my favorite fan songs I've heard. It's insanely sweet.

XO (Only If You Say Yes) (Eng. Ver.) ft. JVKE: 9/10

I already like the english version more, which, I know it's the same song and I normally hate english verions...but this is made to be played on the radio. It's such a bop! And JVKE's feature is so good, I'm glad he gave this song to them because THIS is a GREAT collab. When the feature sounds like an official member and it works. Fantastic!

#kpop writers #enhypen #sim jaeyun #jake sim #lee heeseung #park jongseong #park sunghoon #kim sunoo #nishimura riki #xo only if you say yes #romance untold

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behoright · 2 years

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beside you, somehow (love countdown series) l a. svechnikov

but you've got stars in your eyes / and I've got something missing tonight

summary: part 7 ! our smitten besties travel to Chicago for the first stop of the roadie!

wordcount: 4.6k

song: what a feeling - one direction because I know so many of you are former 1D girlies

warnings: fluff, fluff, fluff. soft andrei being in loooooove and confused. mentions of sex and just him being a horny mess.

a/n: I don’t love this chapter. ugh. in better news, I'm super excited for the next one..... tell me what you guys think always!

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Andrei’s eyes opened at the feeling of the light seeping through the window. He ran his fingers slowly on the bed, feeling the now empty spot next to him.

Did he dream last night? Did you leave? Did he scare you off?

All of his worries were interrupted by the smell of breakfast coming from the kitchen. He thought if he walked out and he saw you cooking, he didn’t think he could have repressed his feelings for you anymore. After last night, he felt like he was floating. Completely in love with you.

Rubbing his eyes, he noticed your suitcase, opened in the room. A bra left neatly folded on top of your clothes. It looked like the same one he caught a glimpse of the day before.

Great. It was like the universe was playing tricks on him.

As much as he wanted to spring out of bed and go find you, he was once again, faced with a tent in his pants. He laid back on the mattress again, all of the memories flooding his head again. The game, the dinner, the tickling. And his dream. The dream of you bouncing up and down on his cock, with your head thrown back. He couldn’t shake the feeling of it.

Well, all this was definitely not helping his situation.

Sighing, he sat up and looked at the closed door, before swiftly tucking his hard cock under the elastic waistband of his sweats. This was going to have to do until he had a chance of hopping in the shower to have some alone time.

When he walked out, Andrei studied you for a few seconds before you realized his presence. Seeing you in his kitchen, making breakfast and dancing along to your own tune, made his heart flutter. He imagined for a second what it would be like to see this every day. To have the capacity of simply wrapping his arms around you every morning, being able to bend you over his kitchen island if he wanted to. To not wake up alone, but especially, to wake up next to you.

“Good morning” he walked up to you, hands in his pockets, hoping his arousal wasn’t showing through.

“Oh! You scared me!” you said, clutching your chest.

Andrei laughed as he got closer. You looked so beautiful at that moment, with your bedhead and wearing a big shirt that barely covered your ass.

Fuck it, he thought.

He let his hand slip around your waist, the other one finding its way in your hair, placing your head on his chest.

“You okay?” he asked quietly.

“Mm-hmm.” you wrapped your hands around him and rubbed his back, relishing in his warmth. The tips of your nails running up and down his back make him melt more into you.

“Yeah? Did you sleep well?”

Andrei discreetly inhaled your scent, positioning his nose at the top of your head. He felt so good that he almost planted a kiss there.

And he really, really hoped you couldn’t feel how hard he was under the band of his sweatpants.

“Thank you for moving me to the bed.” you looked up at him, your bodies still in embrace. There was no way he was letting go of your head. Your eyes are bright, deeply locked with his.

“You remember?”

Andrei was trying his hardest not to caress your soft hair.

“A little bit. I remember asking you to stay.” your face flushed.

“You did ask me that, didn’t you?” Andrei raised his eyebrows at you, face just as red as yours.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable, or anything like that. I-”

“Hey. It’s okay. I don’t mind it.” he said.

“You sure?”

“I love to spend time with you, Y/N.”

Andrei’s gaze locked on your lips. You were still fixated on him. He didn’t know if this was the right moment. He could have tried it but, perhaps ruining a friendship the day they were leaving for a trip wasn’t the right move. But then, the way you were staring at him, studying his face, with your bottom lip tucked tightly in your mouth. Your body felt so small in his hands, so soft and warm, and Andrei didn’t want to let go. He looked at you, intensely; maybe, just one kiss, to see ho-

“Oh god, it’s burning!”

Just like that, your body was ripped away from him, right as the smell of burning food overwhelmed his senses. You laughed, moving the pan with some very well done french toast away from the flame.

“Are you trying to set my house on fire?” Andrei joked around, doing his best at hiding how flustered he was after the moment you just had together.

“Sorry!” you covered your face. “You distracted me, you know?”

“And how exactly did I do that?” he teased.

“Seriously?”

His arms wrapped around you once more, now brave enough to kiss your forehead.

“Just a little longer before we have to get ready to go.” he said, turning his cheek onto the top of your head again, as your bodies were fully touching. “Just a bit longer.”

Best friends don’t do this. But after all, I don’t want her as a friend, he thought.

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“How long is our flight, Drei?”

More than half of the team was waiting in line at Chipotle. Ever since you got to the airport, Andrei made sure to keep a close eye on you to make sure you were comfortable.

“About 2 hours. Chicago is not too far.” he answered with a smile.

Andrei swore you were making the eyes at him a little bit extra since last night. That, or he was feeling much more confident with all of this. Either way, he’d take it. He had never felt so warm, and relaxed on a team roadie before.

You looked so soft and cozy in your white loungewear, opting for something more comfortable than the team, who always dressed to the nines for travel. Andrei dreamed about spending a Saturday off with you, lounging and cuddling on the couch. Maybe even fucking the whole day, the sun peering through his curtains to show off your naked curves under him.

Just the thought of it gave him an uncontrollable impulse to grab your face and make you his already.

Yeah. Maybe a chain restaurant wasn’t the right place to do that for the first time either.

He just simply couldn’t stop staring at you, even when you were doing something so banal as ordering your food.

He loved how kindly you treated everyone - he realized he had never appreciated how gentle you were with everyone you met, unlike his entitled “I’m dating an NHL player” exes.

Before you could get your card too close to the chip reader, Andrei finished his order and swooped close to you.

Another bold move, he thought, but maybe not really, considering you just slept together in the same bed not that long ago.

He quickly got behind you, one hand delicately placed on the small of your back, while the other tapped his card on the reader.

“Hey! What are you doing, crazy?”

Your faces were dangerously close as you looked at him, smirking.

“You’re on a team trip. I am not going to make you pay for anything, Y/N.”

“I know, I know, but it’s just some food, Drei! I have money, you know.” you raised your eyebrows at him, his face still peering over your shoulder, bodies close together.

“Do not worry, okay? See, it’s done already.” he said, eyes finally peeling off the reader and meeting yours.

As you whispered a thank you, the urge almost overtook Andrei, his gaze finding your lips easily.

“C’mon, lovebirds, you’re holding up the line!”

“You either kiss quickly or we lose our flight.”

The young player kicked himself for forgetting the whole team was with them.

God, his mind was so hazy around you sometimes.

“Shut up!” he yelled, a bit too loudly. “I am.. so sorry. Here, I help you, let’s go.”. He rushed to grab the bag and lead you away from the guys before they could say anything else.

The whole team erupted in quiet laughs and smirks, as they followed the couple walking away, and Andrei subtly flipped them off, face now a whole different shade.

“I’m sorry, they are just-”

“Andrei. It’s okay. They’re just boys” you smiled at him, shrugging.

He knew she was right. They were just messing around, they didn’t know anything.

They only knew how he really felt about you.

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“I am… capable of carrying things, you know that right?” you smirked at the flustered player, who was doing his best to balance his suitcase, and yours, his backpack, and the bags of food.

“What? No, I know. It’s just… you are my guest. So I make you feel comfortable.” he replied, kindly.

He hoped he wasn’t making a fool of himself. But you could see how hard he was trying for you. So when you got onto the tarmac, right before getting on the plane, you placed your hand on his strong shoulder.

“Andrei, honey, let me grab the food, at least. Here.” you extended your arm out and looped your fingers under the handles of the bags, slightly pulling.

…honey.

Andrei couldn’t recall any time before you had called him a pet name.

No, he knew. He would definitely remember that.

He kept his gaze low, a feeble attempt at hiding his smile, as you guys stepped on the plane.

He walked in first, making sure to widen his eyes at the guys that were already sitting around, chatting.

He meant it - no funny business. He should have talked to them before.

They all seemed to get the hint, nevertheless, trying their best to hide their smirks and winks, keeping their conversations going.

“Here okay?”

“Wherever you usually sit.” you shrugged.

Andrei chucked and placed your bags in the overhead.

You couldn’t help but stare at the way his biceps so easily moved the suitcase above his head, his back flexing, showing through the white button-up of his suit.

“Ready to eat?” he turned, flashing you a grin.

The feeling of your eyes on him as he moved just added to the already growing confidence that kept rising within. Luckily, you didn’t notice he noticed.

“So, you guys don’t feel silly traveling with full-on tuxes every week?” you asked, fork digging into your bowl.

Martin, Seth, and Sebastian, who were sitting around you and Andrei, quickly looked up at their teammate.

“Woah, Andrei, you weren’t lying when you said she’s feisty.”

Andrei waited for that familiar look to appear on your face.

His smile immediately got bigger when you turned to him, mouth open, and shoved your shoulder against his.

“Woah! What did you tell your friends?” you asked, eyes wide.

Andrei couldn’t get any words out, opting to raise his hands instead, shoulders up to his ears.

“I like it - you’re funny.” Neci chimed in, saving the day for the blushing Russian.

“They’re not tuxes!” Sebastian rolled his eyes.

“I mean, I’m serious! It’s not uncomfortable to travel in suits all the time?” you chuckled.

“Many times, these are the clothes that fit us the best.” Seth said. “We hockey players, we have weird bodies. Our thighs don’t fit into anything.”

“I like to get ready. We obviously know what your plans for this flight are, considering how comfortable you look.” Andrei added, mouth full of food.

“Oh, as soon as I’m done here I’m going to knock. out.” you laughed, only looking at him.

The guys all side-eyed each other, doing their best to keep quiet.

It was like they weren’t even there.

“You want to know a secret? There’s always a pull-out bed on the plane. I can show you.”

Andrei said, looking up at you.

“Yeah, Andrei can show you where the bed is.”

All 5 heads snapped towards the aisle. Of course.

Andrei did his best not to punch his teammate’s arm, who was leaning on his seat.

“I’m Jesperi. Nice to meet you.” the young guy extended his arm, past Andrei’s face, to introduce himself.

He didn’t know what this feeling was. Something Andrei hadn’t felt in a long time.

A rumbling in his stomach, tightening in his chest. He noticed his knuckles turning white, the grip around his fork getting stronger.

Something about KK holding his arm out in front of Andrei’s face, so close to him, crossing him, reaching out to you made his temples twitch.

Was he… jealous?

He really needed to get it together. His friend was only introducing himself…right?

Andrei’s gaze snapped up to his teammate as you shook his hand, his jaw unwillingly clenched.

“I didn’t see you before we got on the plane, I don’t think.” you added.

Neci subtly kicked Andrei under the retrievable table they were all eating on, noticing the tension in his friend’s body.

“Oh, this psycho opted for a burger instead of Chipotle.” Martin chirped, raising his eyebrows at Andrei.

The scrunching of your face let Andrei’s body relax for a second.

“That should tell you everything you need to know about him, Y/N. He’s not okay in here.” Andrei grinned while tapping on your forehead. It got the most beautiful sound in the world out of you. There’s nothing he loved more than to hear you laugh.

“I don’t trust anyone who doesn’t eat Chipotle. It should always be a first-round pick.” you answered with a wink at Andrei, grabbing his finger and gently holding it while placing it under the table.

All the guys looked at each other, while Jesperi struggled to get any chirps out.

Andrei smiled at his friends before turning back to his bowl, your hand still wrapped around his.

Win.

Andrei looked at you, now facing the airplane window beside you. You were illuminated perfectly by the reflection of the vanishing sun. He thought about kissing you once again. Most of the guys were sitting with their friends, quietly chatting, or sleeping. It would have not taken much of him to turn you around, lock eyes with you, and touch your lips with his.

He wanted to let himself go in your presence, in your body. The lust he felt was simply that. A desire to be swept away in you, inside you, within your aura, your body.

The feeling of your head gently bumping his shoulder snapped him out of his daydreams. He took a peek at you, soundly asleep on his arm. He dared to linger his fingers on your other hand, which you moved to his thigh. Andrei looked forward, taking a deep breath for the millionth time in the past week. Seeing your delicate touch so close to him, close to the center of his want for you, drove him mad. At the same time, it felt so… comforting. It made him feel present, accounted for, and appreciated. Your hand was letting him know I see you, I feel you, and I remember and crave your touch even as I sleep.

He adjusted your head, wrapping his arm around you and placing you in his embrace, before letting sleep and bliss take him into slumber.

The team got to the hotel as the stars were just starting to appear in the sky. Andrei didn’t let go of your suitcase once, not after you got off the plane, nor when you got to the hotel, no matter how much you insisted. He walked steadily beside you, guiding you through the usual steps of his routine. Plane, bus, hotel, room.

Room. Room. To his shock, as you walked into your room, there was only one bed.

“Uh..”

“Maybe the other one is the couch?” you asked, raising your hands.

“No, no. There’s definitely a mistake. Let me call the front desk.” As he picked up the phone, he noticed his fingers were clammy. Life really felt like it was playing tricks on him.

“It’s okay if they can’t change it, Drei. I mean, we’ll figure it out.” you said, as he waited for the hotel manager. Andrei smirked. Did you want to sleep together? he thought.

“Calm down, calm down. I’m just saying, you know, if, if, there’s no rooms or something.” you said, noticing his grin. You looked down at your lap, totally embarrassed by your suggestion. Andrei loved to see you flustered, in those rare moments he could rattle you.

“The manager said they’ll change our room before tonight. Want some food?” he asked, extending his arm out at you.

“Let’s go” you grinned.

Andrei’s chest puffed as he walked you downstairs, hand in hand with you.

He totally had this in the bag.

“Have a drink with me.”

You raised your eyebrows at him.

“Don’t we have stuff to do tomorrow?”

“Yeah, but I’m not playing. It’ll just be team stuff, you know.” Andrei smirked.

“Just one?”

“Just one.” he shrugged.

While waiting for the room to be changed, Andrei offered to invite you to dinner at the restaurant in the hotel. This was the best opportunity for him to have you all to himself, at least for a little while, before you guys started all of the team activities in the following days.

“Andrei, I barely drink! I wouldn’t even know what to order.” you sighed, looking down at the menu.

“I can pick for you. Just trust me, okay?” he said, accent as thick as ever.

Andrei could have used some alcohol anyways. The thought of possibly spending another night in the same bed as you drove him crazy. He swore his hands were shaking as the waiter handed them their drinks.

“Thank you. Okay, now you try it and then tell me.” he said, taking a sip.

“This tastes too good, Andrei. This is, like, dangerous” you spluttered out, blushing.

“Oh, you’re such lightweight. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you.” he laughed.

“Promise?” you asked, looking up at him, straw still in your mouth.

He stuck his pinky out at you, which you carefully wrapped around his.

You’d never had this much physical contact as friends as you did in the past couple of days. Sure, you hugged and had countless playfights. He thought he could never get enough of this - every time he felt your touch on his skin, Andrei craved more and more. He didn’t want your hand on his shoulder, he wanted it underneath his shirt. He wanted to wrap his body all around yours, let your presence completely physically overtake his senses.

“Promise. I got you, always.” he said, reaching his thumb around to squeeze your hand from across the table. The expression quickly softened on your face, making his heart skip a beat.

“Ready to order?”

The waiter seemed to appear out of nowhere, interrupting Andrei’s plan to perhaps run his fingers down your arm, craving the bliss of your skin under his.

“…what?” you asked him, mouth full of food. He knew he was practically staring at you, as he had the whole trip so far, but he couldn’t help it. Your response elicited a chuckle along with the small blush that spread over his cheeks.

“There’s food all over your face.” he said with a smile.

And that’s when time seemed to still.

Andrei’s arms easily found their way over the table; one of his hands wrapping around the base of your head, intertwining his fingers with your hair. He brought your face up and forward, almost forcing you to look at him. Your heart dropped, the feeling of his fingers already causing heat to pool between your legs. His other hand, armed with a napkin, proceeded to wipe your face, eyes focused on your lips as he cleaned you up.

“There you go. That’s better.” he said. As if that wasn’t enough, his strong hand still firmly gripping the back of your head, Andrei held your chin and swiped his thumb on the corner of your mouth, tracing it over your bottom lip. “There was some, um, something left there.” he quietly said, looking down, as he fully removed his touch from you, scrambling to grab his fork and shove food in his mouth. However, he felt your gaze on him still.

“You’re okay?” he asked, still facing his plate.

“Yes, uh, I’m okay. Thank you, Drei.”

“Yeah, uh, no problem.” he chuckled. His stomach churned at the feeling that he was acting like such an idiot. Maybe he was taking it too far, too fast.

“So, what made you invite me on this trip?” you asked.

“Of course I invite you! You’re my closest friend, Y/N.”

“I am?”

“Yes. I tell you everything.”

Well, not everything, he thought to himself. Not how much he wanted you to be his, only his.

“It means a lot that you want me here, Svech. Thank you. So much.”

Andrei’s eyes fixated on you again. He prayed that you couldn’t hear his heart beating out of his chest.

“I’m not going to lie, I am feeling a little nervous.” he sighed.

“Nervous? I thought you didn’t get nervous.” you smirked.

“I…I want you to have fun. Sometimes I think my life is too different from yours. I think that’s why I haven’t shown you too much. I am going all the time, traveling, playing, and out with the team. I hope you like it, really.” Andrei admitted.

“Oh, Andrei…. we see each other all the time! And we can talk about anything, right? I am really curious to see how it is. I’m super excited, Drei.” you reassured him.

He looked at you, his arms taking up most of the surface in front of him, making his shoulders somehow look even bulkier.

“You tell me if you want to go home, okay?”

“Home?” you asked, taken aback. “Oh, no. You’re not getting rid of me that easily, Svech. I’m freeloading off of you as much as possible this week.” you laughed, and he flicked some water from his straw at you.

He was happy you could cut the tension between them so easily. He thought he had never felt so comforted before.

“For someone who doesn’t drink you finished your drink pretty quick.” he raised his eyebrows at you.

“It was a good drink.” you shrugged, flipping your long hair behind your shoulders. The action made Andrei’s breath change pace, rapidly.

“You…want another one?” he asked.

Your face dropped, shaking your head.

“C’mon, I have one with you. Just one more?” he offered. “You don’t have to, just asking.”

“One more, troublemaker. And then we’re done.”

“Should I go check if our room is ready? It should be by now.” he smirked at you, handing the check back to the waiter.

Two drinks definitely had changed your inhibitions. Andrei could see the flush on your face under your tinted sunscreen, your hair looking more disheveled and overall, a cute giggling he didn’t usually get to see.

“I didn’t know two drinks were going to get you tipsy. Dude, you need to come out with me more.” he said, poking your nose.

“I’m not tipsy! Just really, really sleepy.” you said, looking up at him.

“Let’s go to sleep then. C’mon.”

Andrei stood up, offering you his arm again.

You headed over to the front desk, limbs interlocked together.

“Okay, Mr. Svechnikov, here’s the key to the new room. Have a great night.”

Andrei tried his best to focus on the hotel manager in front of him, even if all he really thought about was your head leaning on his shoulder, arms wrapped around his bicep.

God, how cute.

In the elevator ride up, he realized how much he liked to see you so close to him. You looked like a couple. Like a real couple. The reflection in the mirror showing him what it would really look like if you became his.

He really, really could get used to this.

Head totally in the clouds, he didn’t notice Martinook and Staal walking towards him, at the opposite end of the hallway when they reached their floor.

Andrei nodded at them, hoping they’d get the hint to just keep walking.

They mostly did, except for Jordan, who gently stopped him, whispering in his ear.

“I heard about the room and talked to the lady for you. You’re so welcome.” he winked, and just like that, kept going, not daring to look back at his younger teammate.

What?

Oh.

Oh no, oh no, oh no.

Andrei scrambled to open the hotel door, your body still wrapped around his arm, clueless.

There it was.

One bed.

A bigger bed, for sure, but just one, singular mattress.

“Shit.” he whispered, running a hand through his hair.

The hotel workers even managed to set their suitcases in the closet already.

“Oh, Svechy, who cares. Let’s just go to sleep.” you said, softly, walking backward before falling onto the comforter.

Andrei was dumbstruck. Frozen. Staring at you, splayed out on his bed.

One random night was very different than a whole week.

“Is that okay with you?” you sat up on your elbows, extending one arm towards him.

“Uh, yes. It’s okay. Yeah, it’s fine.” he walked slowly towards you, melting as he grabbed your hand.

Good, you whispered, looking up at him, rubbing your thumb against his hand.

Your head fell back onto the bed, hard.

“Andrei, it’s so soft! I didn’t know you guys traveled this comfortably” you giggled.

“You’re just drunk, Y/N” he shook his head.

“Am. Not!” you said, throwing a pillow at his head.

“Woah, woah. This might not be the best move for you right now.” Andrei laughed, poking at your ribs.

“You just say that because you know I’m already getting stronger than you.”

“Ha!” he realized he was at a loss for words, seeing you laying down all flushed in front of him.

“Whatever you say, drunky.”

As he walked towards the bathroom, Andrei took a deep breath. Just the night before, he had cum in his pants from just a dream. He really couldn’t mess this up, let you see him like that - it would have ruined everything.

A plan, a plan.

He didn’t have one.

Cold showers, he guessed. A lot of blankets. And bathroom breaks.

He huffed, before opening the door. All the tension left him as he saw you curled up in the middle of the bed, sound asleep.

He wanted to wrap his arms around you, and kiss you all over until his eyes felt heavy.

Instead, he swooped your body in his arms and tucked you under the blankets. Again. And that cozy feeling spread all throughout his chest again.

“You’re such a good friend, Svech.”

A friend. Oof. Her sentence felt like a punch in the gut. Andrei leaned down and kissed your forehead.

Before he could head back into the bathroom, your arms leaned out to grab him.

“Another one.” you mumbled.

Andrei proceeded to plant another kiss by your hairline, inhaling the scent of your shampoo.

His heart beating overtime.

Were these mixed signals? Was he just confused?

Maybe you were just tipsy, and that’s why you were so touchy. Even though… he thought you had been like that for the past two days, completely sober.

Wait it out. See what happens.

That’s what his brother would tell him. So he caressed your hair, and moved to get ready for bed. He’d wait it out, he thought, your arms wrapping around him as he got into bed.

What he didn’t know was that this was going to go a lot better than he could have ever imagined.

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S1!SAM WINCHESTER X F!READER♥︎

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warnings: just fluff guys istg(thats it i think) (if u find anything else you think should be put as a warning pls tell me dawg); its written in all lower case as a stylistic choice; also reader is shorter than sam;

breif descripiton of contents: okay so *kicking my feet in the air and wearing sunglasses so people dont see what im looking at * (its sam edits that use the clip of him from s1 where we get a tummy peak) (yum) GIRL. imagine this (no its not a 2014 1d imagine, calm yourself down princess and get off of your knees suckers) youre sitting on his lap, one of his hands pressed flat against your lower abdomen, fingers lightly grazing the skin underneath your (actually his) shirt. his voice soft as hes reading to you from one of his mistery books, his back hunched over as hes resting his chin on your shoulder as his bangs lightly tickle the side of your face that they rest upon.

now that wasn't very breif, was it?- anywayyssssss

relationship not established but it's very obvious you guys are head over heels for eachother dont play w me rn;

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(a/n) guys, this is more self indulgent more than anything if im being honest. i just wanted some feel good with my boy sammy wuth his painted puppy dog eyes and his cute boyish smile AGHHH i love him sm; anyway, enjoy :))) (or dont, idc) (if you tell me you dont like it im hoing to commit sewer slide)

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with dean away to "run some errands", the cheap motel room was left solely to you and your best friend, sam. the both of you had ordered take out a couple of hours ago, the now empty boxes littering the tiny desk provided in the room.

after the two of you ate, you guys decided to watch some tv. the only problem? the shitty little tv didnt work. so what did you do? what brilliant sollution did the two of you come up with?

"ugh why is it not working!" you say frustrated as you punch the top of the tube tv. "well thats not surprising i guess, i mean look at the thing..." With one of his numerous books in one hand and his other arm resting its elbow on his knee to support his head, Sam murmurs to himself as he sits cross-legged on the bed the two of you have grown accustomed to sharing.

"wow, you, sammy my boy, are completely destroyed by these news, arent you?" he feels his cheeks warm up ever so slightly at the use of the nickname, before tryibg ti regain his composure by responding with a snarky comment of his own "yes, mortified" he said as he reached to turn the page of hie book, but stopping for a second when his fingers reached the page. instead of turning to a new page, he neatly folded the corner of the pice of paper before closing the book. "i can land you one of my books if you wanna read anything" he said, reaching for the small stavk of the few books he had brought with him on the hunting trip, but you stopped him before he got to it. "nah im good, but thanks" you said giving him a warm smile. "oh, okay, but what are you going to do? go to bed or something?" "mmmm... you know what, i think i will." you paused as you lowered yourself right next to him, covering your lower half with a comforter the two of you found in the closet when you first entered the room. you closed your eyes, trying to drift off to sleep, but nothibg seemed to work. you shuffled and shuffled, shifting your position every 2 minutes or so. after about 20 minutes that to you felt like 20 hours, sam spoke: "do you need a bedtime story now or what?" he said and you could hear his signature boyish smirk in his tone. it was obviously supposed to be taken as a joke, but much to his surprise you said "yes, that would be awsome actually" you reached your hand blindly as your eyes were still closed and you tapped sams knee "okay you can start now".

and he did. while his voice alone didnt help you fall asleep, it at keast calmed you quite a bit to say the least. you previous shifting in search for the perfect position to sleep in had been long forgotten as sam read to you. sometimes he would pause to explain certain paragraphs before moving on to reading from the book once again, but if you were being honest you were not sure when the reading woult resign and the comments regarding the events of the book would flod your senses, but you didnt mind.

after some time, he asked you in a shushed tone if you fell asleep, seeing as your breathing had stabilized and softened. on the contrary tough, you were very much awake, so you responded to his question mocking tone he used. "yea, im very much asleep right now, thank you for asking" .

he smiled as he lightly smacked your shoulderblade. you scoffed in fake annoyance as you rolled out of bed, heading for the fridge to get some cold water out.

opening the fridge door you asked him "you want some water too?"

"no, im good. but thanks tough!" he flashed you a quick smile.

getting the bottle out, you returned to your side of the bed before opening the water. what you didnt know was that it was sparkling water, and it exploded all ober you and your side of the bed when you tried to take a drink.

sam couldnt control himself, so the first thing your now wet self heard was him snorting, trying not to full on laugh.

you sighed loudly before closing the remaining contents of the bottle and sitting back up. "ugh, oh shit" you said as you glanced at the sheets on your side of the bed. "im sorry, fuck" "yea, yea, its fine, dont worru about it" he said tough his mind focused on something far more important: your now wet shirt clinging to your body, showning off the shape he had came to love so much but could only feel whenever the two of you hugged.

he quietly observed you desperetly look for something, until, he realized what he was doing, so he shamefully looked away, all of a sudden being very interested in the color of the walls surrounding the two of you.

"sam, have you seen my stuff?" "huh? oh... yea, i think its in the car. do you want me to go get it for you?" he asked you, forgeting for a moment his brothers usual antics of taking the car and speeding off intro the night. "but didn't dean take it?-" "oh shit you're right..." he mumbled, sitting (his goofy ahh) back down. "what did you need?" he asked you grabbing his duffle bag to look for something to substitute your missing item. "a dry shirt I guess, my shorts aren't that wet" you said signaling to the wetness of the long sleeve top you were wearing in comparison to the slight dampness of your pajama bottoms. he gave you a quick nod before briefly looking for something to give you. he landed on his purple t shirt that had an also freakishly purple dog printed on it which you accepted gratefully.

you left the room for a minute, going to the bathroom where you changed your top.

the way his clothes swallowed you was just another reminder of the already obvious size difference between the two of you, the shirt almost covering your shorts entirely with how long it was on you. you sighed in content as you walked out, wet shirt in hand as you reach one of the two chairs by the desk. you used it to hang the pice of clothing up to dry before sitting on the other chair.

sam raised a curious eyebrow at you before asking "what do you think you're doing?" you looked at him confused before he patted the bed, motioning for you to come sit with him. "sam, my side is like, soaking wet right now. I gotta wait for it to dry."

"who said anything about your side of the bed? come on we can share mine." His eyes met yours expectantly and he smiled kindly. you slowly got up and sat next to him, trying to take up as little space as you possibly could, to which sam grabbed your arm and pulled you to stay on top of him instead of on the almost non existent space left.

your breath hitched the second your head came in contact with his chest, one of his arms holding you in place as the other one still held the book he had been reading to you earlier. "you wanna read it with me or do you want me to read it to you?" "or, a 3rd option would be you shut up" you smiled into his chest. God, why does he have to smell so good? you asked yourself before realising what had just ran trough your head. "but, I guess the first option sounds good." unscebted soap and woods, thats the best way to describe the way he smelled at that moment. a warm woody musk leading you into him to explore his warmth. and with that his grip on your waist loosens, letting you turn around but not fully allowing you to escape his grasp.

His hand was flat on your lower abdomen, playing ever so slightly with the tie of your shorts, which you had tied into a loose bow, as you turned to face the book. his head rested on your left shoulder, his bangs touching your face, tickling you slightly making you giggle under your breath. his periodic breath fanned on your shoulder, and his body emitting such comfortable warmth, you could feel yourself finally getting tired. your body relaxed against his own, something he welcomed quickly, letting you rest your head on his chest and you finally drifted off to sleep.

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(a/n) guys I'm deeply aware this is bad asf and idek why I still posted it tbh

anyway, I'm sorry it's so short

It's the 2nd oneshot I wrote after almost a year of giving up (and even then I had like 2 disc posted to my name) so please excuse how shitty it was

Anyway, lly byeeee

#fanfiction #x reader #supernatural #sam winchester #sammy winchester #fluff

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wasted-women · 9 months

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ROUND 1D, MATCH 2 OUT OF 8!

Causes of Death & Propaganda Under the Cut:

Gamora

Cause of Death: Thrown down a great height

Propaganda:

Ugh okay, I know the writers bring her character back, but that is a past Gamora who does not even remember her recent team mates, the Guardians of the Galaxy. And this new Gamora does not show up till 7~ movies later. I absolutely hated watching Gamora die and then the movie showing her abusive dad crying over her, after he physically and mentally abused her for years and literally murdered her "for the greater good". And then of course her boyfriend Peter hear the news and has a mental breakdown. His sadness is so great that the good guys are unable to stop Gamora's dad and thus Endgame happens. I completely understand if you don't want to add her, I just wanted to give her a shot. My anger really stems from Gamora being an abuse survivor, then has to meet up with her abuser who murderers her in cold blood. Especially since she was one of the main characters in Guardians of the Galaxy. And I get the feeling that the writers for Infinity War/Endgame were not in communication or agreement with the Guardians of the Galaxy writer since GotG's writer had to bring her back out of nowhere for his story to work.

Gamora was raised to be a living weapon and she escaped her abusive life and found a new family who loved her and was even repairing her relationship with her (also abused) sister. Her murder was ALL ABOUT her abuser and how he felt sort of conflicted about throwing her off a cliff - and then all about her boyfriend and how upset he was about her death. Like I even liked her and Peter's relationship, but she also had her sister and friends and we never get into how her death affected them. We never get into how horrific her death was or how tragic it is that her life was cut short and what a waste to the universe it was because she was such a hero. It's just about the men's feelings. Ugh. (also yes technically she was brought back from a different timeline, but it's also very clear that Gamora is a different person, with her own story, and that og Gamora is dead and never coming back).

Killed off for Thanos and Quills man pain and for no other reason.

Natalia Romanoff

Cause of Death: Self-sacrifice to get the Soul Stone

Propaganda:

[No Propaganda Submitted]

Jane Foster

Cause of Death: Cancer

Propaganda:

her getting fridged in love and thunder made me so mad because 1. The movie was about her! I know it's a Thor movie but they literally advertised her as a female Thor. And her conflict about her own mortality is at the core of the film. 2. She dies for not just one man, but two men's character arcs! When she dies, it serves as a redemption for the main villain, and it shows Thor a lesson about how being with her wouldnt make him happy. Because she literally died and now he cant be with her! And because of her death, the villain decides not to kill all the gods. So it could have been a self sacrifice except, oh no! She dies from cancer! A completely arbitrary death!

#wasted women poll #round 1 #round 1d #gamora #natalia romanoff #black widow #jane foster #thor #avengers #avengers infinity war #avengers endgame #thor love and thunder #mcu #poll bracket #poll tournament #character polls #polls

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when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers or moots (positivity is cool) 💖

Thank you so much Aph! And I've been asked this question by three other people so I'll tag those sweeties here too! Thank you @slushycoookie @oharaslove and @cupcakeinat0r !!🍬🩷

I wasn't an Ariana Grande fan until this past year and then I was playing her music on repeat. This song especially it's beautiful ugh! This whole album I think is really good!

2. WHO has watched Undead Unluck? If you have, then you know this song and it just makes me happy and it's such a good song. Makes me think of Andy in the end credits he's so handsome.

3. Okay. Me reading fan fiction on the school bus as a 13 year old, it was all about Harry. I'm a Niall girl since the 1D days but a Harry girl in my soul. And this is my favorite song off his most recent album. Whole album= 11/10 🏆

4. Come oonnnnn... I was also always a Calum girl reading imagines in middle school. And this song is always in my playlists. Love love love. And their album Youngblood is another 11/10.

5. My mommy and I sing this in the car together hehe ❤︎ Chappell is amazing and all of her songs as incredible! We really need more artists like her who just all around seem like good people.

#5 songs #ask answered #anon ask #answered asks #send me asks #ask me anything #ask #chappell roan #ariana grande #5sos #5 seconds of summer #harry styles #one direction #niall horan #undead unluck anime #undead andy #undead unluck

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can you do laurajadestone as the face claim? i’m not sure if you’re taking requests or not but i figured i’d ask :)

This is long-term gf btw so from 1D days :)

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1dupdates During a recent interview, Harry confirmed he had a girlfriend named y/n! She works with the boys as their tour manager!

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1dfan1 omg omg no one move 4/5 boys now have girlfriends

1dfan2 me crying like I ever had a chance

1dfan3 wait that's so cute

1dfan4 I was wondering who that was he was spotted walking around with the other day

1dfan5 she's apparently in the This is Us movie so we'll at least get to see her

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yourinstagram tour life

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1dfan1 she's so pretty

1dfan2 yeah she and harry make a lot of sense let's be honest

1dfan3 can we blame harry for falling for her though?

1dfan4 I heard she and Niall are besties too which just warms my heart so much

harrystyles can I get your number?

↳yourinstagram sorry I'm taken by someone, maybe next time

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thesun Harry Styles was recently spotted in LA with his long-term girlfriend y/n. It seems like the couple was in happy spirits despite One Direction recently announcing their hiatus.

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1dfan1 I don't need any hiatus reminders please and thank you

1dfan2 okay but do you guys think they'll actually get back together? I'm starting to have doubts

↳1dfan3 of course they will are you kidding me?

1dfan4 I have a friend in the music world that there is talks of harry signing a contract to release solo albums so I don't know about all of that

↳harryfan1 unpopular opinion but I don't really care if 1d gets back together I just want harry and y/n to stay together

↳harryfan2 if he tours alone she'll def still work for him

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hsdaily "She's been my rock for years now. We met at the peak of the band and she's been with me through so many highs of my life and so many lows. If anyone knows me inside and out it's y/n and I'm so lucky she's stuck around during such a transitional period of my life. This whole album is for her and I can't wait to see what else is to come in both my career and with her. I'm also really excited cause she's going to continue to be my tour manager and getting to work with her makes my days just so much better." Harry talking about his girlfriend y/n during the BTA

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harryfan1 they're so cute are you fucking kidding me

harryfan2 they've been together for so long and she's been through so much with him and I can't wait to see what comes of their relationship

harryfan3 the way he talks about her especially when he was talking about how hard it was being away from her while he was in jamaica recording ugh bestill my heart

harryfan4 "continues to be my tour manager" HE'S GOING ON TOUR I'M NOT READY

↳harryfan5 it's gonna be weird seeing him perform alone...

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harrynews Harry and y/n were spotted in London today!

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harryfan1 texting and driving sir?

harryfan2 They were seen leaving a meeting omg what if we get tour dates soon

↳harryfan3 I'm not mentally, emotionally or financially ready yet he needs to give me like 3 months

harryfan4 my fav couple omg I need them to get engaged already they've been together for so long

harryfan5 so happy harry got y/n in the 1d divorce

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harrystyles / / SEE.YOU.SOON / /

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harryfan1 STOP DON'T DO THIS TO ME I'M NOT READY

harryfan2 I feel like he'll do a bigger tour right after cause this isn't a lot of dates right?

harryfan3 so excited but also could throw up from the nerves of having to buy tickets

yourinstagram excited to get back into the game and turn my manager brain back on

↳harrystyles it never turned off, you boss me around daily

↳yourinstagram shhh what no I don't.....

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yourinstagram so excited to get back on the road in a few days! Live on Tour here we come

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harryfan1 blue is 100000% your color omg

harryfan2 I'm so excited! I still can't believe he's touring as a solo artist though

↳yourinstagram I know it's crazy!!

niallhoran drinks before you guys leave?

↳yourinstagram you paying?

harryfan3 any hints on what the tour is going to be like?

↳yourinstagram there might be some covers involved...

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yourinstagram Getting to see you grow so much as a musician and as a person has been the biggest blessing and I can't wait to continue watching you grow till we're old and gray, so it's a yes.

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harryfan1 THEY'RE ENGAGED OMG

harryfan2 I've been waiting for this day for years omg omg omg

annetwist can't wait to celebrate the happy couple in a few days!

harrystyles thanks for saying yes, makes working together a whole lot less awkward.

harryfan3 I've gone back to this post for like an hour still in shock

harryfan4 It feels like they've been together for years yet I'm still shocked they're engaged

niallhoran happiest life to you guys! I could see this coming from miles away

↳yourinstagram our #1 supporter for years

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harrystyles C.H.A.S.M

by: yourinstagram

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harryfan1 chasm is such a cute band name

harryfan2 icons in one picture

harryfan3 I hope we get a band pic after each show that would be so cute

harryfan4 Can we talk about the first concert him being on stage alone was so different but so good

harryfan5 the album artwork curtain that drops is such a nice touch I love getting to see his silhouette

yourinstagram all my favorite humans in one picture

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harryupdates y/n via instagram stories! We're loving the backstage sneak peaks on her insta stories

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harryfan1 the day we see mitch smile will be the day the world explode

harryfan2 It's literally sarah's band and harry is just apart of it not the other way around

harryfan3 I love y/n for all the backstage stuff it always looks like they have the best time

harryfan4 We need more harry pics though like what does that man do backstage play ping-pong and hide?

↳yourinstagram he sleeps until like an hour before the show...

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hsdaily harry and y/n and the rest of the band were spotted at an art gallery today during their day off

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harryfan1 the yellow corduroys are going to do it for me every time

harryfan2 one thing about harry, he's gonna spot a camera every dan time

↳harryfan3 I swear he has a sixth sense when it comes to it

harryfan4 I love that the band goes on little field trips together

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yourinstagram lil art date

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harryfan1 I love getting little insights into their relationship

harryfan2 they go on so many art dates I can only imagine the artwork they have in their house

harryfan3 okay but I'm totally bringing this picture to my hairstylists like the cut and color are everything!!!

harryfan4 you guys are everything and I can't wait for the wedding like I just know it'll be the wedding of the century

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yourinstagram A fan wanted a photo with Spike and Silver

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harryfan1 omg they're so cute spike's outfit are you kidding me?

harryfan2 I can't wait until harry and y/n have kids of their own

harryfan3 he looks like such a dad in this pic :(

harryfan4 I've been waiting for Silver and Spike to get on tour for this moment right here

↳yourinstagram they're a blast to have backstage, you'd think harry was their age with how he acts with them

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pillowpersonpp Finally got my bestie away from work and onto a coffee date

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harryfan1 she's so pretty

harryfan2 y/n and Sarah being besties makes my world go round ngl

harrystyles damn, she told me this was a work meeting that's why she canceled our breakfast plans.

↳pillowpersonpp yeah sorry no work is being discussed just girl chat

↳yourinstagram we can reschedule harry, couldn't bail on Sarah oops

harryfan3 they're all so funny and I can only imagine what backstage is like

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yourinstagram being on tour is my favorite thing in the world if you haven't noticed

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harryfan1 Mexico suit supremacy

harryfan2 the third picture are you kidding me?

harryfan3 yeah gonna need a backstory as to why harry is naked playing ping-pong ball stat

↳yourinstagram his suit ripped and so it was getting fixed and apparently the only way to pass the time was to play ping-pong?

↳harryfan4 yeah sounds a lot like harry

harryfan5 I just wanna know if harry wins every game

↳yourinstagram he would never admit it but I've bet him plenty of times

↳harrystyles you're being a liar right now to my own fans

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hsdaily harry and y/n backstage via helenpambrun

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harryfan1 this outfit was so good are you kidding me?

harryfan2 literally my parents

harryfan3 I'm mitch in the background

harryfan4 green will always be harry's color

harryfan5 her being the first person he approaches after coming off stage... I need 35 minutes to contemplate

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harrystyles Kissy. Thank you for coming out to see us, it has been a pleasure playing for all of you. I'm off to write some music and I hope I'll be seeing you again very soon. Thank you to my band, the crew, and all of you for making this tour so wonderful. Treat people with kindness. Goodbye for now. I love you all. H

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harryfan1 KISSY????

harryfan2 oh this man is too cute for words

yourinstagram so very proud of you and I'm so honored to have been able to watch you grow from 1D to a solo artist and I can tell you big things are in your future superstar

annetwist so proud of my baby

harryfan3 seeing all of harry's family at the show last night was so cute

harryfan4 "I'm off to write some new music" and I'm not prepared to hear it

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yourinstagram we're back...

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harryfan1 no fucking way

harryfan2 any non-american dates?

↳yourinstagram announcing very very soon

harrystyles I won't be attending if you're not going

↳yourinstagram wouldn't miss it for the world

harryfan3 I can't believe harry is doing his second tour as a solo artist are you kidding me?

omg that took forever so I hope you like it! I'm thinking of doing like a part two that focuses on 2021 LOT and then 2022 LOT but have so much else planned we'll eventually get around to it :) happy lights up anniversary <3

#harry styles fake ig #harry styles fake social media #harry styles fake instagram #harry styles x you #harry styles x reader #harry styles blurb #harry styles fluff #harry styles imagine #harry styles headcannon #harry styles au #harry styles #harry styles fanfiction

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