#if you find a piece of my soul please get it back to me 💔

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[emmyrosee]

suna and 11? CONGRATS EMMY!!!!

THANK YOU ANGEL FACE 🥹🩷

anonymous said 11. Suna and maybe u can tie it with ur recent post and possibly make them break up??? ❤️

11 with Suna… Argument 💔

There’s a deep rooted insecurity suna rintaro holds.

It’s not one he talks about often, nor do you bring it up, because it’s dumb, it’s a stupid little thing that you both know doesn’t make a difference in your relationship, yet Rintaro always finds himself harping and beating himself up over it.

Right now is no exception, as you stand across from him with your hands scrubbing your face, clearly exhausted by the fight.

“I don’t think of Osamu like that!”

“You sure had a hell of a time showing it!”

You had a crush on Osamu first.

Way back when rintaro wasn’t even into you, he couldn’t have known you from some random soul, you had feelings for osamu, but you never acted on them because you assumed he never liked you back- not to mention his insane fan girls. You kept your distance until you moved on; only to meet Rintaro in college, recognizing each other about three weeks in, where your feelings for him started to bloom.

You’d let it slip to him once when recounting high school memories how you fell hard for the dark haired twin, and while yes, it made rintaro tense up, you assured him it was over. You were done with him.

Yet every time you hang out with the group, Rintaro feels that same jealousy creep up his spine.

“God, when will it click for you that I love you!” You cry, desperate for him to hear you. “You! Only you! For five years Rintaro, it’s only ever been you!”

“Don’t act like you still don’t-“

“I DONT!” You bark. “I don’t! Whatever you’re about to say, I. Don’t. Because I do, with you!”

He feels sick to his stomach at this point, your sharp words to him only translating as a defense against his words, desperate to keep something hidden.

Not as a genuine frustration.

“I think you should go be with Osamu,” he snarls. “Since your so comfortable getting him drinks and putting your hands on him-“

“I wasn’t making out with the kid, I was patting his back after a joke!”

“-and maybe you should be with him since he’s just soo funny-“

“MAYBE I WILL!” You shriek.

The plates in the kitchen settle and the doors creak softly at the force of your yells, and your eyes glimmer with remorse but your face harbors exhaustion.

“…what?” He croaks.

“Maybe I should go be with literally anyone else,” you choke. “Since you think I’m flirting with anyone and everyone in the goddamned circle-“

“Wait- no, I just-“

“I don’t care what you do,” you whimper. “I’m sick of your jealousy. I’m sick of your hatred of my friendship with some kid who couldn’t give a fuck about me- you literally picked up the pieces of me he shattered, yet you still think there’s a chance I could love him?” You scoff, “you’re ridiculous.”

He sobers up as you throw your arms out in defeat, “I’m so�� tired, of the accusations, Rintaro. I’ve given you five years of unconditional love and gratitude. And all you can boil me down to is someone who had a crush in high school?”

“I’m just so worried to lose you,” he says, voice breaking.

“Yeah? Well, you’ve lost me.” You take a step back and gnaw on your lip, “I’m going to go. Think long and thorough about this. But just know, I’ll always love you. Even if you’ve never trusted me.”

“No, no, no, please, don’t leave-“

“I’ll talk to you later…. Okay?”

He’s never going to hear from you again. This, he knows.

The door closes, and he wipes his tearful eyes with the back of his head, slipping out his phone to look at your happy smiling face again, one he took off the face of the earth with his jealousy.

There’s a black screen that faces back to him. It won’t turn on. He groans and hucks the thing across the room, hearing it clang somewhere far enough away.

He’ll deal with it in the morning. For now, he’s got some wallowing to plan out.

[lokisprettygirl]

I'm late to the game again 😂...I was busy with looking for Priscilla 👿🪓🤣...good for her that I couldn't find her...not yet...🤣

Y/n is still in deep sadness, it's more a depression. She's traumatized because of all the things that had happend to her and without the love of her life she's barely able to keep going. Unfortunately she developed an unhealthy behaviour , she's living in dreams, consumes alcohol to forget and to dampen the pain, she uses excuses to drink alcohol and this could get very dangerous for her health. Fortunately she has her good friends ( please Bruce, call Loki soon🥺) and she got a new job she can focus on. May it help a little bit 🥺

A bitch is a bitch is a bitch...Priscilla is a manipulator and a liar, she tries to play Loki and the villagers like puppets on a string, she's playing a cruel game. And forced sex, even when you have to force yourself to do it, is the worst thing ever. What is her intention to do that? She doesn't even like his body, she wants him to change it when having sex so...bitch use someone else or get you a sextoy...WTF ? 🤬😝

It's amazing how deep Loki and y/n are joined with each other. Their minds and souls are definitely inseparable. They're doing or thinking about the same things at the same time, she dreamt about Loki showing her his house that he had built on his own, (he thought about it before to show it to her), they listened to the same song and sang along to it at the same time 📻, the pillow cuddling 🛏...they definitely belong together, they're made for each other 💙❤️

Loki got many informations about the time when he was in NY and he learned about all the lies Priscilla had told, so... thanks to Debra. I'm sure he doesn't want to stay with Priscilla any longer but there's a child involved and Loki is the only father Alvis got to know. And Alvis has to be protected, nothing of this mess is his fault.. Loki would never make a hasty decision.

'...I fe...appeared here...' this supports my theory that Loki felt from the Bifrost or he used the Tesseract (c'mon it's Loki���😂) and this could also be a further connection to Rogers...I know my theories are always weird and a complete fail 🤣🤣🤣

'...he just wanted to get back to his home, get back to his life, to you'...and I'm sure he will , we have to be patient 😊

Christmas is such a hard time when you're utterly alone like y/n and with all the happy couples around her it's almost unbearable 🥺💔. Poor y/n and poor Loki, he feels alone too and it hurts him even more because he knows y/n is all alone with Cat. If y/n knew about how bad Loki feels and how alone he is and unloved , she would nearly die, I guess 😭😭

The christmas card she sent him is sooo cute and he guards the envelope like a treasure...' And I love you both my darlings, I'll love you forever'... and my heart shattered into million pieces 😭💔😭💔😭💔

And that's what I'm here for 🥰😍...and I bow down to my Queen of writing ❤️🧎🏻‍♀️👑

Well you have to find her soon 😏😏 I guess we all have been there where we use an outlet to numb the pain but you just have to know when to stop. In her case her pain seems lifelong because she knows Loki has a kid and he'd never be hers.

You are right Alvis is just a baby and he deserves to be protected. He is not at fault that her mother is like that :( it's like blaming loki for having Odin as a father. That's why Loki is still there, he wants to protect that child.

Well she might not like the body and the skin which is absolutely awful of her (but seriously one of my accuaintance without hesitation told me that she wouldn't fuck Jotun Loki after she watched Thor 1 because she found him scary, the marks were ugly, eyes horrified her. And I was like you dumb fuck.. Safe to say she inspired this bit). That being said Priscilla knows that dick is ten out of ten and she wants it🥶😂

We will see if he fell from bifrost or something else happened to him 👀

No you're the queen 👑

[mtnkat3]

W.10.19.2022 11.12am

I'm starting this in my diary because I know I'm gonna hurt me.

Already tears & wobbly.

Such a hard thing to write about.

Losing.

Not knowing.

Feeling unworthy. Unwanted. Unlovable.

[These.. damnit. Sigh. Mom. She is my .. well.. what's the word.. bad start.]

Then a dear friends post on expectations & the slap up side the head I need.

After I had a difficult time going to sleep.

That's what seeing just how far someone will go to get you out of their life can do to a soul.

Tears sliding.💔

Waking up & feeling my heart going into it's bad jumps.. having to immediately use my emdr before even sliding my legs outta the covers..

Then at 2 am when I tried to go to sleep finding my writing from 4/2016 & oh how I was wrong. About who didn't want me.

But I don't freakin know now do I.. if that happy ending

[me love you long time! why I heard that! 🙄🤨🤔🥴🤪🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️]

Do I get that happy ending..

When the stalwart treelike bear was the one that could walk away from me.

Tears.. sobbing.. looking out at the sun thru my trees is ironically what just kept me from hitting the floor.]

Maybe that's why this has hit me so hard.

This year has been that writings beginnings. Ironically it was a dream write too. But I had already gotten out. I was rejected. Again. I had already built one of my cabins on my mtn top cliff overlook.

And I will get there. God just decided it was gonna take me more than the 5 years I had planned for that particular point. Sigh.

But I'm the only one that can fight for my life.

If I have been so wrong.. sobbing. So wrong that OMG I can't write this! GOD IN HEAVEN HELP ME PLEASE!?!?!?!?! ....

OK. deep breath t. Now I'm Rudolph with moss green eyes. Apropos. Considering. I thought I had shed all the tears, that I was dry.

Anyone who says the strong don't cry is an idiot. My strength comes from a life that I shed my tears alone. From the mom who at every turn has tried to break my spine, arms, back, my will, spirit & soul. She didn't. Hasn't. Because that's not why God Created me, nor why He put me with her. He Created me & means me to overcome her. Because I am meant to be His Original Warrior Queen. Built from the fires of a life unloved, unwanted, unworthy. But to remain the soul I am. Because.. I have a marshmallow soul that's got a crusty charred warrior queen protecting it. I have to accept that the King of kings showed me yesterday. And last night. That I am the queen of spades. But I take up God's sword, but never against my kings ... I have been stabbed in the spine too many times. I don't burn bridges. But I'm standing on my cliffside looking at the charred, broken bridge & my soul is cracked.. all God's gorilla glue & tape that was slowly mending my shattered soul.. is stretched... I don't know what to think or do anymore! So I give all my pile of puffs+ loaded with tears & well.. snot. Ew. Yuck. To God. As I cover my sobs.. dangit all! Damn trials. Whys. I. AM. TOO. WORTHY!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not a dumbass nor a whore! I gave my soul's keys freely. I don't know if they've been thrown back in my face. I flippin don't! I only know that I will continue to work & love. Forever. Even if that means I stand alone but for God holding me. Sobbing. All I know with certainty ... I miss you . all. What I don't know.. why.... gr. Why I am not able to let go. To Let Them. Yeah. It's going next to the puckered scar where I almost slit my wrist thru. Utility knives are freakin sharp! D'oh! But. I am here. The ones who are gonna know what I plan for tattoos.. my mates . It ain't no lil thang. Anyway.. that's my daily confessional of pain, humiliation, .. No one ever said life would be easy. But it sure would be nice to have my puzzle pieces want to walk thru it with me. My courage & strength are weighed down by feeling.. loss.. not knowing why.. sway. GOD. PLEASE. I love you. . I pray God will show me the whys.. OMG please??? So I can heal. I need the open wounds to scab & scar. I don't care how ugly they are. I only care that I get my life right!!! GET ME TO MY MTN CLIFFSIDE.. GOD .. PLEASE????? to my damaged knees.

God, whoever You Created to be mine.. to want & love me.. to get me the way I wanna get .. him.. then... please... Guide me out of this valley .. please...??? My soul is battered by the weight .. I need Your Love Lord! I need the arms that manifest Your Love! I know ..

Your Hands, Plans & time.

These hyperextended knees are Yours Lord.

I believe.

I will never give up.

Even as I crawl.. back to my knees.. Your sword Lord. I stand.

On my cliffside, even in my head. Until I stand there.. free.

~True love never dies & true love always waits.~

May You have Mercy upon my soul.

Your Guidance, Grace, Teaching, Mercy, Wisdom, Strength, Patience, Perseverance.. Show me Lord.

Your humbled, bent, learning.. zipping it to listen quietly daughter,

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺

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12.17pm [12.42pm so many calls & interruptions. Sigh.] 12.50p. 1.09pm est. Posting...

[rexandechosandwich]

This is fueling my soul

I’m going to keep repeating how much I love this!!! I don’t want this series to end! Boba and reader are canon to me. She stays with him until they’re separated when she thinks he died to the sarlacc…then finds him again when he’s Daimyo, helping kick the Pykes asses, and living happily forever after!!! Okay! I’m that invested 🥲

but it seems to you like he pushes so hard out of a fear of stopping. Like if he slows down, everything will catch up with him.

If you only knew, sweetie… 😭 maybe he’ll open up even more and they’ll learn more about each other. Deepening their feelings! They’re definitely feeling some things for each other! Definitely think it’s love on readers end! The tension is so thick, I swear it’s going to fall off her lips without her realizing!!!

“Don’t look at me like that,” he rumbles finally, leaning over and picking up loose rifle pieces from where they’ve dropped to the floor.

“Like what?”

“Like you’ve gotten away with something.”

I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC OMG THIS WAS SO ADORABLE!!!! He’s not quite happy about it but he likes her and can’t be too mad!!!! Hehehehe their back and forth is always amazinggggg

A cautious domesticity has settled between the two of you, and you’ve forgotten at times that this is just a temporary agreement; once he’s had enough, he’ll drop you at the nearest spaceport and you can put a deposit on your own ship with the money you’ve made. And then you'll both just continue on with your lives.

Excuse meee, her anxiety will be the death of me! Soo painful! But I love after she’s thinking like this, Boba does something so comforting in his own way that quiets all her fears 🥺🥺

You’re trying not to get too comfortable here - no matter how easily he tolerates your presence on the ship, you’re an interloper first and foremost. You can’t quite believe you just bullied him into breaking his own rule, you muse as you rehydrate a ration pack. You’re pushing it, and as much as you’re trying to greedily take as much of him as you can get in the short time you have, you can’t help but feel a horrible creeping sense of dread whenever you think of parting ways.

Omg 😭😭 girl he’s breaking his rules for you because he wants you just as much! He likes you can’t you see!!! Stop this nonsense 🫠

“Hi,” you whisper.

And the sight fills your chest with light; his face relaxes fractionally. “Hi,” he echoes, sounding vaguely amused.

Okay this was freaking cuuuute!! So adorable!! I was smiling, as giddy as can be! Just reiterates this big, strong, fearsome Mandalorian armor, bounty hunter, a very successful bounty hunter that never lets anyone get close…. LETS HER TAKE OFF HIS HELMET AND HAS THIS CUTEST LITTLE EXCHANGE!!! You cannot convince otherwise - HE IS IN LOVE!!!!

You let yourself stay there just a little longer, memorizing the feeling of his lips lazily pressing to your neck, chest, wherever he can reach. You don’t want to think about it, but a tiny voice at the back of your head is urging you to store this sensation away so that you can remember it when you’re no longer with him. So that when you’re alone again, running and hiding and always watching your back, you can draw on this memory and try to conjure the dream of his face, his voice, the way he smells.

THE ANGST IS KILLING ME! My hearts breaking for reader 😭💔 I don’t want this to end either lol but seriously trying to memorize his features, this feeling, his scent, everything about him so she can have this comfort again when they part ways PLEASE

I neeeeed to know what he’s thinking in the same moment! Maybe he’s memorizing the same about her 🥲🥲🥹

part iii (a rule)

Pairing - Boba Fett x Reader Rating - Explicit 18+ Word Count - 6.9k

A/N -  So, this story has been eating my brain and apparently I can’t stop. Thank you so much for the incredibly kind and encouraging comments; I’m blown away by how lovely everyone is. Please be warned, this instalment contains smut (duh), canon-typical violence, and some slight coercion. See you soon! x

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You’re amazing even yourself with how seriously you’re taking this. No distractions on the job. Not that hard, you think. You’ve never had trouble keeping your focus before. And you’re not tiring now, despite the fact it’s been hours that you’ve been laying flat on the rooftop, eyes trained on the street below, your hands sweaty in your gloves as you keep the dart rifle steady on your shoulder. There’s no sign of either your partner or your target, but you can’t lower the sight for a second in case you miss something and blow the whole job. And you absolutely refuse to blow this job. The sooner the target is secured, the sooner Boba relaxes the ‘no distractions’ rule and you can wrap your thighs around his head again. So, in a roundabout way, you’re impressed with your own level of focus and professionalism, even if the motivation is… questionable.

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[mtnkat3]

11.46pm

DOne.

When I misunderstood that post.

Was it the last straw for You with me?

If You can honestly say that You have thought me Your soul's mate, but that I have maimed You...

I just wanna die now.

The thought of losing You.

Losing You DOne.

Or DPOne. Or Alll.

Am I that horrible a woman???

Then pray God takes me home tonight.

Because the thought of going on without You or DPOne or Alll is mor than I can bare.

Maybe You/Alll think I've been blowing smoke or lying or any of that type of bullshit.

I have not.

I literally am waiting on my dang atty!!!

I was told not to touch those funds yet.

Otherwise I'd be buying my suitcase & getting a rental car & asking You/Alll

When & where.

Just wanna crawl to You Alll right now.

Dignity means squat in the face of losing one of my soul's Mate/s!!!

Do You Alll want to know what woke me up literally basically an hour ago???

You.

You DOne.

You posting.

And...

You hate me.

😱😱😱😱😱😱😱💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

I am deeply sorrowful for Alll the pain I have wrought You/Alll.

DOne. DPOne. Alll.

For alll the mistakes.

From back then that You/Alll could evidently just walk away.

Until I stumbled upon You/Alll again in 2019-20.

And those horrible mistakes here.

Then my stumbling here now since March.

Trying to force wh to let go!

Everything that I have done wrong.

Maybe that includes existing to You Alll now?

I guess You/Alll didn't want me to go down that way to the beach to see You/Alll afterall?

I have been planning to go that way since welll last year.

Thought I'd sit on the beach somewhere near DPOne for awhile ...a month... & pray You/Alll find me. Want me.

But I have screwed the pooch one too many times DOne?

The thought of loving me is no longer a source of strength but of burden?

Did You Alll not want me to back in March?

Should I have just left You Alll alone?

How do I live without my soul's Mate/s...

It isn't worth it to me.

This has been the worst week. Mistakes & feeling You/Alll pulling away & reacting.

I have been wanting to speak to each of You/Alll privately until ... but I've never been the type of woman to be burdensome, at least I try not to be. And I am submissive. And I am old fashioned. I thought You would speak to me if You/Alll wanted to.

But I guess You/Alll ... are pulling back. Totally.

I love You/Alll. DOne. DPOne. & Alll.

I can't. I won't. Undo that.

So in the next couple of weeks I will leave You/Alll each private messages with where I will be.

If You Alll want to know.

If God makes me stay.

I don't give a damn what anybody else thinks.

Only You DOne DPOne &Alll.

So if You/Alll think I've got tooo much growing left to do.

The thought of...

Soul's Mate/s. Bear/s King/s Alpha/s Warrior/s Mate/s Love/s husbands lovers Daddys...babies guides teachers protectors....

If Alll of those beautiful parts of each of You/Alll isn't to be with me...

Let me die. Please. Because I can't let go. So God. Please. Take me home.

Welll actually the lower Appalachian mountains chain yes.

But.

I meant to Heaven.

Because me thinking of losing my soul's Mate/s has factured my soul.

It's... unbearable.

"Shattered." Doesn't really even cover it. But that the pieces I don't think God wants to put back together. More fragile than humpty dumpty falling off the wall.

Every night I've stayed up, hoping & praying that You/Alll will feel me, want to talk to me. Then finally go to bed. Praying for a miracle. That the day will start fresh, that Your/Alll's love is renewed & miraculously You/Alll want me.

But I've not gotten anything right have I...

DOne... I watch the "updated...15...hours ago..." and my heart breaks each time.

I've wanted to say it was self care & life pulling at You.

But it was You wanting me to go away wasn't it...

It was me having lost esteem in Your/Alll's eyes.

I love You/Alll.

Whatever it means to You/Alll... anymore.

I am. Have always been. I can't help but to always be.

Heck, I haven't stopped looking at sheer white, nor deep v back dresses.

i guess I should though.

I haven't stopped looking at the rings I wear on my left middle.

But I guess I should stop now.

Oh God.

"True love waits." It is Yours Gods.

Because I have totally screwed it Alll up!!!!

I go to bed in a few now. And pray to not wake.

Because... I love You/Alll completely.

But I'm not good enough.

~Your's/s' DOne DPOne &Alll. 🔆💔

Even though. You Alll have my keys.

And always will.

I'm sorry DOne DPOne &Alll.

I love You/Alll.

Good... night.

Fr.7.29.2022 12.45am

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