#if you are still reading here… drop me some fanarty suggestions in dms or asks 👀

[dianacrimsonia]

Mmmmmhm never understood this either. I watch shows really rarely, bc I kinda always prioritize uhhh watching documentaries, playing video games, reading books, going for long walks, or doing all my other hobbies before even considering watching some show or movie?? Aaand yeah, my specific priorities don’t help me with socialization at work, like, at all. Maybe except for games, but again, I mostly play indie games and almost never dabble into currently trending mainstream AAA stuff??

And, while in some cases I feel fine not following of some overly mainstream shows, sometimes I regret not watching something when it was at the moment of peak popularity, because most of irl people had long moved on to other stuff by that time I watched something, and there’s noone to discuss my impressions with (expect for my best friend, but we live far away from each other in different cities). At least I can always fulfill my accidental hyperfixations here on tumblr by going through tags :’> but still that doesn’t help with my struggles in irl socialization and that bothers me. Guess I should force self to watch something outside my very niched scope of interests when it gets popular, simply to keep up with others at work. Perhaps.