#if we don't count the writing i did for thesis part lol

[romy350-romyakari]

Tagged by @somena-libra-dawn

Rules: write the latest line from your WIP and tag as many people as there are words in the line. make a new post, don’t reblog.

I'm only tagging @eveningstar1516 because I do not dare tag somebody else. Star hope you don't mind this, if you want you can just skip this 👍.

Next the closest to latest line I have from a WIP I worked on April before stuff became more hectic:

He could not say anything since he remembered he was not supposed to help her. A small part of him wished he could comfort her from all happening since that was the most sickening last sentence he got to know. Maybe because he felt something for her, he didn't want to think about it so he just handed her back the paper and stayed in silence.

[takoyakimidora]

3 AM thoughts:

I was never a coffee person. I did try to like it in college (you know? thesis days), but something happened that stopped me from drinking it. Even coffee flavored foods, like cake etc... or even candy would make my heart beats abnormally fast.

Pic was taken in a coffee shop in San Pedro, Laguna (I only ordered Strawberry Cake and Chocolate Drink). I think it's newly opened when I visited there with a friend. But anyway, this post isn't about coffee and what the hell happened why I don't drink it anymore LOL. As I try to sooth myself into bed, classic habit of jumping from one app to another on my phone to get sleepy, browsing random shts. I came across this pic, and then some ramdom thoughts drove me to write this blog.

I'm just kind of wondering why as time goes, my circle keeps getting smaller and smaller. I get it. Some of you might think that maybe the problem is on me? But you know, I actually agree. I think it's true. I always choose to keep my distance whenever I feel like my presence is no longer needed. I choose to walk away if I start to realize that I'm already forcing myself to be included. I isolate myself once I think that I'm just being taken for granted. I disapper everytime I feel less and less wanted. Tbh, I already lost count of how many friends I had that I just stopped talking with. Can't really remember how and when. Don't know if it's them who stopped talking to me first, or if it's the other way around. But one thing is for sure, I'm still here even without them.

Am always thankful for all the memories I've shared with the friends I had. The stupid things we did. The unrestrained laughs that we can almost see each others throat. The dramas and gossips. Just basically everything. I sometimes miss all of those things, but I believe that we're all meant to grow apart. We're all destined to take different tracks. I think it's fate that had us just be part of each other's past.

I'm certain that along the way, we'd still meet lots and lots of frinds. Some might stay, some might don't. Some might be a friend that would last, some might just be someone you'd have a good time briefly. For sure, we'd still lose people as we move forth, but the most important think is that you don't lose you. When the time comes you also wonder why you're feeling more disconnected from your friends than before, I hope you remember that at the end of the day, it's still you that can make yourself happy the most.

Goodnight! I still need to see a doctor early in the morning.

[moonflowerus]

Dont apologise, I like talking to you!

Since you’re done now, is it okay to ask what your thesis was about?

Sadly we don’t get to pick our own supervisors, but I don’t mind the professors I have so whichever one I land is okay with me, though some of them are more lenient than others. I remember a friend of mine had one who wanted a chapter within a couple of weeks, and that is a lot to research and write in that amount of time. I ended up electing to switch to part time to get more time to write; the word count isn’t massive, but when you start writing, it’s really hard to fill all of that up!

Oh my gos, Incomplete! It’s one of my ultimate favourite songs ever. Not cliche at all, I absolutely understand don’t worry, I also relate to it on a very personal level and I’m so happy to hear that you like it too! I’m only active on here since fandom Twitter makes me kind of uncomfortable, but I haven’t seen as much love for Incomplete as for their other songs :( I love your other choices too! Honestly I love the flower and moon imagery in ONEUS’ content as I do in ONEWE’s. I absolutely adore the moon, and anything to do with space, so I’m always overexcited when either of them do anything to do with that. Do you listen to ONEWE also?

Also our taste in biases.. unmatched😋😌 Hwanwoong is one of my ult biases but if it wasn’t for that and for the fact that Seoho caught my attention first, it would be SO difficult to pick biases! ONEUS are so funny and cute altogether, when I think about bias wreckers I truly can’t pick because of how much I love and appreciate and admire them all.

Also sorry to write essays back, you definitely don’t have to match length. I’m just super excited :D I hope you’re well! - 🐿

Of course! I analysed the relationship between celebrities' communication teams and the fans. As anxious as it made me, I loved my theme, I've always been interested in fandom studies. I brought many examples in one of the chapters and oneus was amongst them! As bad examples, sure, but hey, still there. So, in a way, oneus helped me graduate :)

It kind of sucks you can't choose your supervisor, but I'm glad none of the choices are too bad! Here, I had to reach out and see if the professor wanted to take me in, and he did. And yeah, that sounds hard, mine was very chill, maybe too much lol but it gave me space to work things out on my own, so I only came to him for support and to have him check what I'd written and get feedback.

I'm glad you like Incomplete as much as me! I've always seen a lot of appreciation for it, though? But I guess I'm considering stuff I've seen across different social medias. I think everyone can relate to it at least a little bit - I think everyone felt lost at one point of another. But yes, it's in my top 3 life songs, as I think of it.

Okay sorry but I need to scream about this YES FLOWER AND MOON AESTHETICS!! I love love love flower aesthetics, and the moon too, I guess nature imagery is nice as a whole. If you love the moon and space then you certainly found your place in weus!

Yes, I listen to a bit of onewe. They seem lovely but I don't keep up much, I've been meaning to listen to alter ego: planet nine for so long rip. Basically, I tried listening to their first album (one?) long ago but didn't vibe with it. But I liked some of the singles and enjoyed most/all of memory: illusion (idk how many songs it has I always heard them separate as recommended songs). Then the new album came and I really liked rain to be, and veronica, and aurora... and also checked out cosmos, and liked it too. So yeah I should definitely listen to the other songs on the album! I didn't really vibe with star though :/ Tbh one thing that feels a bit... foreign? to me in kpop is the excessive attention given to the bias thing? And omg this isn't directed at you but a general thought. Like, yes I have biases who I love a lot but if I'm a fan of a group, I love all of them! So I definitely understand what you mean when you say it's hard to pick. To me, it's not that I love the non bias members less, it's that I love my biases even more, if that makes sense. And yes hwanwoong is... wow he's everything. I think technically he was the one to catch my attention first... really tied with ravn. Then seoho joined in as I learned more about oneus!

And don't be sorry, in case you haven't noticed I talk a lot so I will probably write essays back. It makes me so happy you're excited bc I'm very excited too!! I like talking to you. I hope you're doing good too! By the way, I was thinking, is there something I can call you? I know you're my Secret Santa but idk, you sign off with a squirrel and it'd be nice to call you by something unique... is there any nickname that can come from squirrel? 🤔