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crimeronan · 1 year ago

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"and then ended up cosmically separated; luz lost her fucking mind for years trying to get back to him" - got stuck with a similiar idea I won't ever make a fic out, but it starts with him saying "That can still be arranged" after that overly dramatic entrance, only to then immediately use the staff to stop the human that is rushing at him (Luz tearing up and sprinting for a hug), becuase she is an enemy BUT ALSO because his armour is scalding hot and he subconsciously wants to protect her.

MMMMMMMM. this is a slightly different premise from the dream but i've been thinking about writing hunter memory loss fic for ages.... there's this art of belos removing & burning hunter's memories of flapjack and luz and the emerald entrails that. Sticks With Me.

the thing that really gets me abt that kind of fic is when the body and the subconscious remembers but the consciousness doesn't.... hunter like i don't know you and you're telling me we're family and i know you're lying bc i Don't Know You but i want So Bad to trust you and part of me is So Sure i can trust you... what gives

there's something So Deeply Compelling about the concept of luz """betraying eda""" and """joining the emperor's coven""" because hunter will only trust her if she's another soldier....

and belos being like 🤨 i KNOW what you're trying to do, luz. & luz being like no no i really am sooooo super loyal i've come around to the whole human supremacy thing for realsieeees granpa 😁😁😁🤞🤞🤞 PLEASE let me be friends with hunter 👉👈 the Right way this time 💕🕯️🙏

#ive got way too many fics to finish to take on this project but like #lord the level of pressure on luz to comply well enough with empire standards to lower belos #*belos's suspicions #then to get close enough to hunter to try to explain things to him #without hunter acting weird or straight-up ratting her out to belos #while ALSO maintaining a secret outside contact with eda and her friends #and all the while having her own personality.... which sorta. gets in the way of. 'subtle manipulation'#and at the same time hunter feels really physically sick and headachey and bizarre and can't figure out why #and honestly. maybe those symptoms clue RAINE in that something happened to hunter's memories #if we assume raine's headaches are bc they researched memory loss spells enough to effectively emulate the symptoms...#FUCK dont let me do this. it's running away with me #take my own worries aboht my own brain and project them onto fictional characters. why not #toh #replies #horrible mindscape trauma pals

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