#if u like this ill message u abt it or smthn

[dragoonette]

sits on the dash. ship w me.

[tojisun]

hihi, im a mootie (i think i am???? idk even what that word truly means but we talk!) and im too worried to message u this normally, so im sending it anonymously. this way, u dont have to feel obligated to respond at all. and if ud rather i not be personal/emotional/vent like this, lmk and ill stop!!

but i hate it here so much. i matched w this dude on hinge, and he asked me if one of my friends in a group photo i had was single. and like dude i initiated it too, like i liked his profile first, so im never doing that again. i always felt like the uglier friend in the group, so honestly this experience just confirmed that. this worsened my already crappy self-perception and -esteem.

but whatever! i have to force myself to realize that i have low chances of ever experiencing someone attracted to me and in love w me

ok bye i'm so sorry !!!

hi my love!! im so sorry for just seeing this now :((

nono, im open and super ok talking to u guys like this! im glad and thankful that u trust me w this, its just that im.. not as equipped to talk about this without rambling bc this is smthn i carry around too

im the fat friend. ive always been the fat friend. if its not my weight, just the fact that one of my exes even used me as a rebound bc he cant get w my friend just sucks yk?

and it took soooo much effort to learn to love myself—im not even done learning it tbh. i still dont have the self-esteem to feel like im treated right. but along the way, i just gave up thinking about how others perceive me as long as im doing things for myself

i wore clothes i enjoy, decided to try different makeup styles, cut my hair as short as i want even if my mom said itd make my face look bigger bc i always wanted short hair. and somehow just doing things for myself made me feel pretty. and i carried this elation, letting it triumph over ppl’s perception

but thats also bc im not looking for relationship. it was a different battle when i was. i felt like i was always coming short of the beauty standard, and some men in datings apps would really make you compete with ur friends

this thing that u experienced? happened to me too—me and my friend even matched w him at the same time by accident. when my friend wont reply to him asap, he came to me and asked abt her. i unmatched right away and even deleted my profile LMAO

but uhm. ig what i want to just say to u (like what i told myself) is: dont let HIM make you feel that you’re ugly, or even the uglier friend. he just sucks, i promise you this.

there are probably other men im sure who are swiping for u. but dont let their attention dictate how u feel about urself too bc everything, i think, should come from urself. as long as YOU feel right in your own skin, with your own clothes, then yea you are beautiful

im so sorry u felt this way and i hope no one ever feels this way bc god we are all beautiful. not for any other reasons, just that we are

[videostak]

rly strange weird thing happened last night that kinda has me in a idk just CYCLICAL feeling cause some1 who ghosted me like 4 years ago (i knew them from high school and they ghosted me like a year or so after it ended) and last night they texted me acting like nothing happened and just started up a conversation. well they said sorry but u kno just on the side like as if it hadnt been like 4 years.. this was like at 11 at night too so i dont kno i entertained the idea of conversation thinking she'd like kinda go more into why she hasnt contacted me these past 4 years. she's not one of the people i was particularly closee close to or even connected particularly well so it didnt even hurt me too bad when she ghosted me so like i dont even or cant even summon up the energy to like call her out on it cause i dont feel too strong abt it but it is v strange and .... weird. actually got a text in like idk 2020 or 2021 from a random number presumed someone i removed from my contacts apologizing for being m i a saying theyd make it up to me but when i asked who it was and that i mustve removed them from my contacts they didnt respond lol. i wonder if that was her. but also there were like 2 other people it also couldve been i wished i remembereed exactly what the text said cause if that previous text said m i a it couldve been the same person cause she also said m i a in reference to it . anyways i talked for a bit about how things were n stuuff but feel very dirty abt it . just letting someone treat me like shit and walk all over me again with no regards to my feelings like its been a long time since ive even talked to someone i kno irl so it feels so cyclical again and also my fault the way i act like completeley ok w/ ppl just treating me however and picking things back up whenever they want to. and also like idk the nerve of ghosting someone for 4 years and not even saying who u are when u do text them back like assuming theyd still have u in their contacts lol.. tho idk she did say that it wasnt just me and that she hadnt messaged any1 for like the past few years idk its v strange to not give any further explanation when it was getting later at night i texted that i was gonna go to sleep n stuff and she didnt respond and she hasnt texted today yet but its still p early i kinda hope she doesnt like idk we literally dont even have a single thing in common and i def feel like we have less in common now than back then. i also like idk dont rly kno what to do. im hoping she doesnt message again but i guess if she continues to ill be like umm hey lol. idk its so easy for ppl to walk all over me and make me do whatever like idk i think i really am easily manipulated as dumb as it sounds. like i v rarely object to being made to do things but theres no reason for me to even attempt to rekindle a friendship andthe fact that she message presumably intending to do so has to mean she like mustve gotten into a argument or smthn w/ her friends or smthn or that theres something idk. just made me feel so dirty and gross last night texting pretending

[thepublishingpress]

sunboi > Artemis Agrotera

sunboi: don’t you think something was… off about hades?

Artemis Agrotera: yeah

He wouldnt look at me

sunboi: ikr? when zeus asked abt the dead that have escaped, hades brushed the question off, gave a vague answer, and moved on

EVEN WHEN HE MENTIONED THE SOUL THEY CAUGHT HAD THAT INFO

Artemis Agrotera: he’s totally hiding something

sunboi: ill get some of the others on board for Operation Make Hades Spill

Artemis Agrotera: thanks

sunboi: …tomorrow :) 

Artemis Agrotera: i hate you.

~*~

sunboi made a chat

sunboi renamed the chat to Operation: Make Hades Spill

sunboi added Artemis Agrotera

sunboi: ok so who do we add

Artemis Agrotera: what i thought u were in charge of adding

sunboi: yeah and ur in charge of picking!

Artemis Agrotera: oh my god

Ok u know what

Fine

sunboi: :D

Artemis Agrotera: u should add athena and hephaestus and aphrodite

Athena can draw info like its nothing

Hephaestus has access to hades’ cams

And aphrodite can be quite convincing if athena fails

Aphrodite never fails

sunboi: true true

wb hermes tho?

He can sneak into the underworld for us when hephaestus cams fail or smthn

Artemis Agrotera: yes you can add him

sunboi: okkkk

sunboi added messenger pigeon, Prettigoddess, machines <3, Athena Parthenos

Athena Parthenos: Okay, why do we have another groupchat?

sunboi: here

(screenshot.png)

Athena Parthenos: Hm. Fine. I will assist in your mission.

sunboi: yEah!

Hephaestus??? We need ur cams!!!!

Prettigoddess: he’s offline rn

Pretty sure he had something to do w/ Aglaea

sunboi: aw man

sucks

Can u text him later?

U still have his number right

prettigoddess: yeah

Sure

sunboi: hermes?

messenger pigeon: here here sir!

Yeah i can sneak in 4 u ;) 

sunboi: operation make hades spill is in order!!!

Artemis Agrotera: we should shorten it

Operation: MHS

sunboi: think of a name later

Lets just celebrate!!!

Artemis Agrotera: fine :/ 

sunboi: ur all invited!!! Im ordering pizza <3333

Everyone liked this message

~*~

machines <3 > Prettigoddess

Prettigoddess: hey hephaestus

Can u check the cams of the underworld

specifically hades’ palace?

machines <3: … why are you asking me of this, aphrodite?

Prettigoddess: (screenshot.png)

machines <3: oh

I see.

Very well.

I am suspicious, too.

~*~

messenger pigeon > goddess of spring

messenger pigeon: hey 

Ik it’s off sched

But im coming to visit

Can u tell hades

goddess of spring: oh

Ok yeah sure

messenger pigeon: ok ty

Operation: Make Hades Spill

messenger pigeon: got approved, y’all!

sunboi: YOOO 

LET’S GO

Artemis Agrotera: ok so when do we put the plan in action

sunboi: uh

rn 

I thought that was obvious ngl

Artemis Agrotera: you said literally nothing to suggest that.

sunboi: well my APOLLOgies 

Artemis Agrotera: oh my god that was awful

messenger pigeon: worst pun ever so proud of you

sunboi: <3

Artemis Agrotera: ugh

Lets get on with the plan.

machines <3: yes. 

I have already started

Artemis Agrotera: looking at the cams???

machines <3: yep

Looking

Artemis Agrotera: do you see anything?

Hello??

~*~

machines <3 > messenger pigeon

machines <3: help

i found something

messenger pigeon: what’s this abt?

machines <3: artemis

messenger pigeon: text apollo???

Or artemis herself???

machines <3: no???

If artemis sees what i saw she’d freak out

Same with apollo.

messenger pigeon: …

hephaestus

What was in the video

machines <3 has sent a video

machines <3: orion

Hes been brought back

[kmgkmg]

“almost included a lil text abt hosh accidentally adding joshua to a gc that he meant to add vernon and gyu to....hosh wouldve sent something like "so how long do yall wanna bet it's going to be until they're engaged" and joshua would wait for everyone to place their bets and then be like "well now you all owe me money since we just got engaged" *sends a pic of his hand and an engagement ring* BUT ALAS. i settled on a dating anniversary instead. just know in that universe, they would eventually get married (an extra little epilogue just for you anon)”

ynshie….marriage…..real…..(i explode into tiny little pieces) i actually screamed and nearly rolled off my bed when i read “well now you all owe me money since we just got engaged” like i prayed for times like these FR!!! (i dont think ill ever get over ynshie ever this extra epilogue will live in my brain thank you so so much 😭😭🫶🫶)

also THERE WAS A PLAYLIST BREAKDOWN?? actually dropping everything to read it all while listening to the playlist im so excited to read it rn tysm <33

(also i just noticed that u posted a ww fic??? omw to read it rn . angst will not stop me) (i will eat my words soon)

-⛺️

put my reply under the cut so our message won't be too long on the dashboard but 😗🫳*picks up the little pieces of u one by one that have exploded*

BUT YEAHHHHH!!!! there are so many lil headcanons abt this fic anonnie!!!!!!!!!! since u like the lil nuggets.. i'll shower u in some unused photos and their What Ifs!!

1...firework/sparkler pic: remember the tweet after cabin wars when joshua realized how cute reader looked when they were happy...yeah reader would've had that realization too on the 4th!!!!! joshua probably asked vernon to take the pic and he would post it on main being kinda fuckboyish but reader and joshua would (obliviously) be flirting in the comments. like get together alr 🙄 2...vernon/josh preoccupied on their phones: reader would send this pic to hoshi and be like "they've been trying to figure out how to load a tiktok compilation vid onto the tv for the kids...who's gna tell them that i hid the remote? 😝" reader just being chaotic since hoshi would b gone that day for personal reasons or smthn 3...joshua bed pic: I WAS SOOOOO TEMPTED TO USE THIS ONE! the thing is though it looks soooooo like Professionally taken, yknow? but it would've been vernon being a little cupid, texting reader like "we mentioned your name and suddenly bro is wide awake" LIKE LOOK HOW PRECIOUS HE LOOKS???? it could pass for him being infatuated w you and UGHHH yeah!!

4...mud masks: the camp has rewarded the counselors for taking care of the campers all summer! free spa day for all of them! except nobody told joshua and hoshi where the mud bath was and the spa was nature themed so um. when they saw a pool outside of the changing rooms with mud, they automatically thought that it must be the place w rejuvenating mud for the skin! yeah no...it's just an old pool that hasn't been cleaned. so they have actual dirty mud/clay on their face. reader and vernon come back from buying snacks like ??????? how are you so muddy when we didn't even tell you where to go??? and reader takes that pic of them just utterly shocked like !!!!!! wym that pool wasn't even a part of the spa?!!??!! 5...karaoke night: again, a counselors only type of event. they would go to the local pub and have fun (maybe drink, maybe not idk!) but you and hoshi would encourage joshua to sing and vernon to rap! joshua would go after you kept whining, he's a sucker for you, and ofc start singing sunday morning. reader would tweet the video and caption it like "living up to the username i see @/sundaymorning" 6...pfp: ok this one is the most nugget of nuggets but i was considering making this joshua's pfp/icon for reader and joshua's texts! it would b for after they're together! i was gna add a bit abt how he makes funny faces to cheer reader up. he made that face one day during one of your facetimes, so you screenshotted it and always look at his contact pic when you feel down!

if you did get the chance to check out the breakdown i would b soooo interested to know which song(s) u think fits the series the best!! i def have my own picks for the ones i listened to a lot and used the most 🤭

THE WONU FIC!!!!!!!! my friend is a wonu stan and i was texting her like... yeah almost done w the wonu angst.. and she was like WONWOO?? ANGST????? 🤲 it was soooo funny bcos she's v chill but she was eating up the little sections of the fic that i was sending her hehe

i also made two mbs on my other sb for the wonwoo fic: one based more on the vibes and one based on the aes! the one w wonwoo's face kinda flopped and i'm like 👁️ interesting... @ the followers on that blog

sorry for the late reply!! but hope u had a nice day <333

[digital999placebo]

have u ever seen the dreamers (2003)? idk how to feel abt it but its permanently stuck in my mind forever idk the aerstehtucs r cool or smthn. its kinda fucked up (takes place in france, incest is a major part of it) but omg

Sadly I haven't yet :( It just doesn't seem like my sort of movie. There is probably something in it that the director wanted to explore but from the clips and screenshots I've seen it comes across more as a 'beautiful people doing beautiful things' sort of movie. Whatever message is trying to be relayed kinda takes a backseat to the aesthetic in a style over substance type of way, which I don't always think is bad (I like french new wave movies that r notorious for this, Pierrot Le Fou, Le Grand Bleu) n maybe The Dreamers is following in those footsteps. Or maybe, you know, I should just shut up and watch it instead of judging a book by its cover, perhaps it is the most fantastical film about ideals. Ill watch it when i have time and get back to u anon :D

Also ur "its kinda fucked up (takes place in France" shdbfsjhdfba

[jayflrt]

hi ! i hope this wont sound ill intentioned, but i saw u answer some1’s ask nd i wanted to tell you smtg abt them that is a bit weird , they kind of act weird in general … i would message you but that felt weird andd out of the blue to do

hello !! hope your day’s going well 💖 oh ??? :o i don’t know who you’re referring to but if it’s smthn problematic feel free to send me an ask ab it separately if you’d like — i wont post it publicly