#if this doesnt make sense dw about it im just sayin stufd

[swimmingchicken9]

its like.

i want a relationship (i think) but i dont wanna make out or do anything futher than that or even kiss someone on the lips

i just want maybe a kiss on the cheek & hugs and MAYBE cuddles cos im kinda touch-averse

and then i realize thats just a qpr (i think)

and then i realize im not attracted to anybody my age

and im like "but girls are so pretty!" yeah man they are but guess what? thats aesthetic attraction. im just aroace and thats okay. i dont have to bend to other ppls will

like i like the idea of relationships & think romance is really cute but i dont think i want that stuff to be real in my life

i might throw up if someone even says they want to kiss me actually