#if there’s no eddie risky business scene defenders i’m dead etc etc

[eddiespornstache]

no but eddie would not let himself drink juice. what makes you think he would let himself go to therapy, something he knows from past experience will be hard but ultimately helpful and beneficial to him?? he had to open himself up to wanting to feel joy for his own sake before he could start taking any tangible steps to keep feeling it. because not fighting to bring christopher back from texas has always been about eddie punishing himself