#if there is something mass synchronized or choreographed (dancing clapping etc) I do not like doing it idk why it makes me feel weird even

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I have been seeing those videos of artists calling out people in the audience (particularly in the front/expensive spots) for not being enthusiastic or dancing along and though I get the sentiment especially when these artists then highlight the fans who are lively (those in cheaper spots) it does make me paranoid because I have been front row at shows where the artist can obviously see me and even if I am having a good time I do not really dance or move around a lot (I do sing along) because I am awkward and do not do that kind of stuff in public in front of people unless I am very intoxicated. at most I will like nod along. I promise I am having a good time I am not good with with social stuff. I know that I seem disinterested and high strung sorry. I could be having the time of my life and just be standing there nodding and singing