#if im wrong ill be happy yhat im wrong

[m00ngbin]

I am either right or wrong about something I will find out from one hour from now to never whether I'm right or wrong

[azlovesem]

Hey baby. Hiwcyou doin??? Good. Come as you are as a friend…..or thos never ends. My wars ate over no front us moving mych time to gring man into ham burger. If that hapoy potter lookn mofo is still your bf hey hes way taller than Harry ha ha ha. And from a side view he looks like a nice guy or good man. I read faces i can tell i always know just by looking just like Santa can. You deserve someone nice. Ya ever read the dark half? I read all of stephen kings books nah no o e from the days of yore in Emgland is snywhere near his level. You guys have your thing that kind of advanced idea and writing is beyond you though. I didnt say read it i just asked if you did. Dumb ass. Read what ypubrrally want to.bit youre not on ghe level to read me yet. Stephen King yez he makes it easy. But the ideas are far more advanced than the old voubtry can come up with. Let me help ill show you how yo write pointnanyky snd properly. You probsbly put way too much diwn but thats good. Its whatvyou take out later and add that really matters. Driftwood has changed into a eholr new book complete with happy ending. No matter what happens with us. I try im mevef too upset im a spartan warrior nitva child like you. I have to kill uou dont. Its not fair ehy shpuld i have to ho fight abd people loke you dit yhrye line fucon cowards do. Homework or some shit. I probably gave to go die in a fuckn field if yhis keeps up. What do you have to do thats that shitry or hard. People are starting to look at ypu like wgats wrong with this child what hapoenrd? I think i nnow because in psychic. But ud never write it here. Whatvis wrong raally not me im righteoys anyone tells uou otherwisevill kill ghose people soon. Like romes goose is likely cooked dont hang out near there. Nonfont do not ever ho near that town.an earth quake then fires. Not surecwhen but yhat cities doomed. Marked,

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[spicebowl]

its 3 am and youre asleep, peaceful

its 3 am and im next to you getting high wondering how much longer i can do this

thinking about all the sweet words you tell me

all the gifts and love you try to show me

trying to reconcile that with your beliefs and actions and attitude

because sometimes i feel more loved than anyone in the world but i think about whos loving me and wonder if i could ever bring myself to love you as deeply

you never hurt me, but you bring me down, youre always kind until the offhand remark that reminds me who you are

till the argument that ends with a broken closet door and holes in the bedroom wall, surrogates for your rage and frustrations

i wonder how much longer before you drop your hole riddled mask and show me what a life with you is really like

were too different for a future, but its clear that for now im your favorite, for a year, a decade, a day

do i want to be? should i be? we are bonded by trauma and too scared to tell eachother we want to leave

or am i projecting? do you even want that? i see that look in your eyes when you kiss me and i can tell you love me

i see that look in your eye when im crying and screaming and i can tell i remind you of all the women you hate, the ones who hurt you

we argue all day and all night, but there are those calm stretches for days at a time when neither of us fuck up, were both perfect and happy and in love

but can i survive on crumbs like that? a relationship so barren and dry of any real fucking connection?

we share a home yhat i pay for because i work full time in hot kitchens, but you have had 6 jobs in 9 months and now you just trim weed

i clean and scrub and vacuum all day while ignoring my homework but you havent seen a syllabus since 2019 and gather the dishes in the room

am i nit picking? are these small issues that im blowing up?

self doubt self doubt self hatred

should i want to leave someone so clearly in love with me?

why am i so scared to leave someone so wrong for me?

both our lives would be better. this cant be healthy. i wonder every day if im abusing you

will i be one of your scars?

i asked you if you could handle what i am at the beginning, i told you i brought heartache and heartbreak and that i couldnt be trusted and that i couldnt be your forever

did you know i meant it?

did i?

is it my fault for letting you say yes, despite that? should i have let that warning become my hard no?

recklessness

a year of drugs and quarantine

a suicide attempt

the break in

moving

have we accomplished anything? we wanted to be together but why? were we just scared kids on the run leaning on eachother for support?

was that all we had to bond us?

a year later thats gone, its history and maybe so are we

can i really keep at this? how do i leave if i want to? how do i tell you?

i dont want to break your delicate heart, but i cant let mine die for your sake and i cant lie to you and keep saying i love you

i dont know that i ever did

maybe this whole thing was just me hurting you, using you, escaping my own life because the stress was too much

you make me feel like an abuser, but i dont want to hurt you, never wanted to hurt you, but i have to one last time so you can be free im sorry im sorry im sorry

is that a coping mechanism?

you told me you wanted to kill yourself because of me

is it selfish to think of this as me 'freeing' you imstead of just a brutal final heartbreak in a series of disappointments for you?

you told me i make you feel worthless

but you stayed, but you stayed, so why? what did you gain? me? just by existing i seem to hurt you, i get frustrated and angry, im constantly depressed and unhappy and unfun, i dont want to live in this house, we dont communicate correctly

i could spare you ever having to deal with me again, i cant be yhe love of your life because she would love you back without ever being so unsure she debated for months over what to do without ever mentioning a word

i dont want you to decide for me

i want you to want to leave me

why? why am i like this? i dont have answers, im sorry, im not ready for a relationship this serious, i want to go home

i want to go away

im sorry im sorry im sorry

you dont need to forgive me, i know this whole thing was horrific and that ill be burned into your psyche for years to come

you may even mention me in therapy

is it wrong for me to want to leave when you love me and i can see that but i still just cant seem to find anything attractive

i constantly think i could do better and i could because the bar is fairly low but its your heart, your heart baby, how cruel could i be to break it on purpose

and then i remember who i am and what im like and why i dont get super close with people because i can and will hurt them without caring, without second thought

i dont hesitate and i dont notice

im selfish

im destructive

i want to die and i cant seem to stop being like this

i never should have gotten close enough to you to make that your problem

im sorry im sorry im sorry

[d0llhousess]

I am different anon but I don't think Tobi is 'only' able to sense when people are not being honest 100% but he also can feel when something is up or not rightaway. The first few chapters of Moikshi (not sure how to spell his name) when he wasn't member of the team yet he told them a lie that he can't play basketball because he is sick and the doctors ordered him to quit. later on Tobi and Sora were talking about this fact which sora related to (his mom can't play because of her illness). Tho Sora didn't say its his mom and he just barely said (i understand that feeling) Tobi quickly asked him if something is up with him or his family and Sora quickly denied that. Yhat was really more scarrier than feeling Nao's lie because they wwre normally chatting about basketball and with 4 words out of Sora mouth Tobi was able to know something important and if he insisted and gone after that feeling of something is wrong with Sora, sure Sora might've told him since they finally become close to each other (tho sure Sora wouldn't give him details). It might be my own headcanon but i feel like after sora's mom death somehow Tobi would be the most one to feel sadness ? I mean not that the others are gonna be happy ofc but because he 'knew something is wrong' and he knows how tough it is since he also lost his father too. Not sure if this is called emotional intelligent or 6th sense or strong senses but I think Tobi is able to feel things but he just can't figure them out correctly or accurately. I remember it was mentioned that he generally has almost (perfect) senses for basketball. His position as Foward player and skills require these kind of senses so he can read players on court (and sure this is different from reading people in normal life) but I think all of that adds up. Im still catching up on the manga but I really like his character development. This man is so smart and im sure once he grow enough to control his feelings he will be really a person who you shouldnt miss with him 😂 this is totally out of our topic but people like him also can be kind of able to manipulat others if we gonna talk about dark things 🙊. Now his brain is full of basketball 😂🤦‍♀️ but if somehow things went wrong in the future Tobi has potentials to be manipulator and that can go all the dark directions and we need days to explore 🤣 but one thing i want to say about him being manipulator is mostly based on (self defense) not that he is intending harm to others its just a mean to protect himself based on his childhood traumas (which i think they are the biggest reasons for shaping his senses this sharp anyway) 🙊 sorry for talking too long in more than 1 topic 🤦‍♀️ tell me if you dont like it and i will make my response shorter next time. Good luck with your exams.

Ok so this is a lot to take in but never feel bad about your ask lengths!! My favorite thing to do is discuss characters/character moments as it is just fun to see different interpretations!

First I want to say is that, Tobi is extremely emotionally mature/intelligent. I think I’ve said this in my very first headcanon post about him, i think i said he’s good at processing his emotions and knowing why he feels a certain way and what caused those emotions (which is extremely mature compared to his other teammates, especially Momoharu + Sora)

As for sensing other’s emotions, i think that Tobi is just emotionally intelligent. Simple as that. From a very young age he basically had to develop the skill to read others as away to survive, or cope with the trauma he endured. So i do not doubt for a moment that reading people is a survival mechanism that he doesn’t even notice he has.

And I also think that Tobi maybe in empath? Like I know a lot of people tend to think empaths are people who are like “omg i just feel everything 🥺 i’m so sensitive 🥺 etc.” But tbh from my experience with them, most empaths are just heavily effected by the emotions of others, and are able to “pick up” (like you said Tobi does) on others emotions in a way that it might seem like a 6th sense. So to that extent, I do think Tobi is an empath as he is shown to be affected by others emotions, and his way of learning others emotions. (some empaths can be manipulative people as they have a deep knowledge of how emotions work so that maybe what you’re referring to, Anon!)

Yet, with the way Tobi is developing in the Manga, I don’t think he will become a manipulator.....he’s just too blunt/honest. He rather tell the truth and be hated, than lie and be loved. I’m so excited for you to get to his SPOILER (injury) chapters as it pushes his development so much and dude highkey comes out a wayyy more mature Tobi

[elitheradguy]

1,3,4,8 (U fool u complete and utter fool this is only part one of my asks I will shower my friends with aLL the affection tonight I shall over board on this ask meme and learn about ALL the things u like iN ORDER TOO TOO LATER USE YHAT TO MAKE U HAPPIER U COMPLETE AMD UTTER FOOL I HAVE U NOW {ps no no I don't know why I'm turning into a super villain tonight lack of food and sleep probs lol juz tell me if I'm goin over board})~🙀

12,14,15,18,20 (PART TWO of my endeavor to find out Ur WEAKNESSES and EXPLOIT THEM in the name of FRIENDSHIP) ~🙀            

(Omgggg I love you sm??? send me ALL OF THE QUESTIONS- actually that would take a while to do)

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in? 

Homestuck lmao

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in? 

Oooo! thats a good question! Maybe Mystic Messenger? or Camp Camp? Ive met a lot of rly good people

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms? 

Hmm.. no, I dont really think I regret getting involved in any? Theyre all things I still enjoy to a degree in certain cases so c:

8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom? 

I watched Camp Camp and then it became a hyperfixation whoops-

12. Who is your current OT3? 

OOOOO. Id say Donut, Caboose and Church from RvB? Im a sucker for pastry train, but I also really like Churboose? and Churchnut is really cute too-

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs? 

Omggg. Uhmm… I really like Neil and Nikki from Camp Camp? Max can get in there too but I rly like their relationship specifically

15. Is there an obscure ship which you love? 

huh… idk if its obscure but I rly like Sargington-

18. What ship have you written the most about? 

Grimmons lmao

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking? 

I think Ill say Sargington again? I didnt expect to like it as much as I do!

Hoo boy this has been fun!! Thanks for the asks friend nobodys ever asked me this many things lmao

Edit: omg I thought you were done I WAS WRONG-

21,23,25,26,28 (sorry if any of these repeat. Now. Only ONE BEFORE MY CONQUEST IS COMPLETE) ~🙀            

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote? 

uHm technically it was this self insert tokyo mew mew fanfiction i wrote when I was like, 7-

23. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of & explain why you like it. 

Ahh I did that one! :D

25. What’s your most popular fanfic? 

Uhmm.. Oh! Its actually one I wrote while I was really into Dangan Ronpa for naegami called Surprise

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles? 

I give it a title reminiscent of the main idea (Matchmakers bc the characters were match making, Surprise bc a character gets surprised) and Im always like “Ill change it later” and then I never do

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of? 

Oooo uhm... I think Id love to see a picture of Grif and Simmons throwing tissues at each other resembling the scene I wrote for Sick Day

31,36,39,41,43,45 (AHA. NOW I HAVE SENT U MANY ASKS. {BUT if it's too many feel free to ignore stuff} AND WILL LEARN HOW TO BE A v good friend too you have a good day and sorry if I am being too Extra tonight tell me and I will back off in a heartbeat.) ~🙀     

(Pffffft youre great friend Ily Have a good day too!)

31. What’s the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing? 

Oooo uhm.. I remember in Matchmakers someone told me that they really liked my characterization of Church and that I captured his exasperation and it was rly fun to read and that made me rly happy like? It was nice that they were rly specific about what they liked and it made my day

36. What’s your favourite genre to write? 

tbh I cant write anything thats not comedic in some way so Comedy ig?

39. What is you greatest strength as a writer? 

Hmm. thats a good question. A lot of people when theyre complimenting my writing say they like my characterization so maybe that?

41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading: 

oMg Id love to but?? Im actually not in the middle of reading anything-

43. Is there anyone in your fandom who really inspires you? 

@khakisohn and @camp-camp-hell bc Im Gay

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic? 

Ooo. Oo thats hard. I want to say that one I wrote abt David bc it was so self indulgent and made me happy but I also dont want to be conceited-

There are a lot of rly good fanfics out there tbh? I dont think I have an all time favourite.

Okay, now Im done pfff thanks again friend!! Ily!