#if i wasnt trans and they wouldnt have taken so many blood test for hrt we probably still wouldnt know how badly everything was/is fucked
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ive had like, sudden rush of (quite minor) health problems this year and while all of them are manageable and actually very common, i just feel dirty somehow. Like i would've taken bad care of myself, or like i was infected or something :(
#its probably just age? ive just always had good health (on the surface) so all of them appearing at once is.. something for sure#but lets not go on to the fact that my genes are actually really bad from both sides#if i wasnt trans and they wouldnt have taken so many blood test for hrt we probably still wouldnt know how badly everything was/is fucked#and my lifestyle/diet is almost perfect so its very likely just my essence fucking it all up. since both sides of my family also have had#these problems. Still makes me feel dirty#these are not even related to what i was originally venting about#anyways im embarrassed @ myself for having these even though they are so common its unlike anything i couldve done wouldve made a differenc#both also passing problems woth right medicine lol its just the timeline...#anyway good old tumblr tags - rant. havent done these in ages!#got a new job today tho wohoo 🥳
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