#if i wasnt plural i think i wouldve attempted suicide again

[celestiachan]

the thing people who make those posts that say "block whoever you want. you control your online experience" don't seem to understand is that blocking is a genuine trigger for some people. someone blocked me last august and i haven't spent a single day not crying about it since. the last time it was this bad i almost killed myself. i can't even say that to people because that's "guilt trippy" and "toxic". i pray every day for them to unblock me but nothing changes. sometimes other people's feelings are more important than your own