#if i look like i'm receiving full vitamins etc from my diet they will be less inclined to accept that there's something wrong | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

oidheadh-con-culainn · 2 years ago

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i'm supposed to have blood tests in a couple of weeks and my brain has decided it is "cheating" at blood tests to be taking vitamin supplements now bc it'll make my blood look better than it is. as though that is not the whole point and if my blood looks bad they will not just give me vitamin supplements anyway. brain what

#there is nothing to be lost by being less vitamin deficient! argh!#i mean i do understand where my brain is coming from #if i look like i'm receiving full vitamins etc from my diet they will be less inclined to accept that there's something wrong #and there definitely is something wrong and that's why i take a million supplements to counteract it #so yes if they saw the ACTUAL effects of my restricted diet on my vitamins etc #they would maybe be more inclined to take it seriously #that doesn't mean it's worth making myself sicker by stopping them though #generalised autoimmune fuckery #i have current started taking an effervescent multivitamin as well as my usual effervescent vitamin C #just bc i figured i was probably deficient in more things than just vit C #but the multivitamin doesn't have enough C to make up for eating maybe three vegetables a week and no fruit #due to aforementioned restricted diet #still can't make myself take my iron though #i did it briefly for a few weeks recently so i might not be AS anaemic as i would otherwise be #but. hm

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